My life... NOTE PG 7

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This is my new fan fic which involves bani and jai but it also includes some reality situations of my life.

The fan fic it based in manchester, england and i shall take it froan m there.

So much has happened in the last four years, too many nights spent crying, too many days wondering what am i doing and where am i going? Friends have come and gone, some stabbed me in my back and some just watched me fall. I have so much pain inside of me that has been there for many years, i can only get through this onmy own but how? i'm lost.

Bani walked through Piccadiliy Gardens, recaping everything from 2001 up till today. She is going for her first counciling session. 'I need someone to talk to, someone to understand me, someone to listen without feeling sorry for me. I hope this counciling session does me good...

She entered the building and there stood a receptionist smiling away like she was on cloud nine. receptionist: how can i help? bani: i have come to see DR Sarah Heart and my name is bani. receptionist: she is waiting for you go through the main doors and take your first left and you will see her office.

Bani followed her instructions and she is now standing outside her office, she was about to knock but then she stopped..'why am i really here? are things that bad that it has come to this???? shall i run or shall i face up to my disasteress life????

I have wrote a few paragraphs to give you an insight...let me know if you want me to continue.

Sparkel

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Posted: 19 years ago
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No comments??? it cant be that bad can it lol
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Posted: 19 years ago
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No, it's good
loved it.
Bani need counciling session....interesting.
loved it know what went wrong in her life that she needs that....haila no friends to support 😭 😭 😭
plz cont. soon
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Posted: 19 years ago
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sounds really interesting and cool..........i love it...pls post the full part sooooon.........cant wait 😃
Edited by aNsHu_tEjPaL - 19 years ago
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Posted: 19 years ago
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Its really good Sparkel, I want to read it, so please post the next part soon.

Hope you will oblige. 😊

A very good start. 👏
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Posted: 19 years ago
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Hey its not at all bad buddy...

Its really good.... sounds interesting....

plzzzzzzz post part 1 soon.... 😃
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Posted: 19 years ago
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I will post part one by tonight
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Sounds interesting...
Plz post part 1!!
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Originally posted by: sparkel786

I will post part one by tonight


cool, I well be looking forward to it.

-Rimpy
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Part one

Shall i run or shall i face up to my disasteress life???? before she could decide the door opened and Dr Sarah Heart stood infront of her. 'I bet you were in two minds, wether to come in or not..what i do advise you bani is to come in a sit down and chat. If you dont gain anything from this chat then you never really lost anything but if you do gain anything from this sessions then I can not be that bad after all huh??

Dr Heart opens the door fully to let bani enter, which she does. She sits down and looks around all she can see is pictures of family friends and even children smiling away. Bani: I wish i could have one picture of myself to look back and think yeah i was actually havin fun. Dr Heart: I bet you do, you just need to look harder. bani looks up and looks into her eyes, she ment everything she said. bani: 'I do try hard, All my life i have spent making someone happy but for some reason it feels like there is no one out there to make me happy.'

'Oh bani..i am sure there must have been someone out there who had made you happy??' with that question bani sat down on the Dr chair and there was a few secounds of silence. bani: you are right, there was someone who i loved, who i put before my family, who i wanted to marry and settle down...you know what Sarah i never wanted children but for once i could imagine a football team with him'. For a few minutes there was a smile on bani face, within few secounds the smile turned into a frown.

Dr Heart: What has hurt you so much that a smile can not stay on your face no longer then a few minutes? please call me sarah
Bani: So much sarah, so much hurt, betrayal, may be i was young but....
Sarah: go on i'm listening
Bani: from the beginning? sarah: from the begining...
bani: Here it goes... in summer 2001 me and lyndsey we were walking through a park, just wandering about and wasting time.. i was waiting for my sister pia to meet up with us. We were sat on the swings i had my scarf draped around my neck which was blowing away due to the nice cool summer breeze. Me and lyndsy were swinging away on the swing when all of a sudden someone grabbed my swing and it came to a sudden stop.

Bani looked up to make sure sarah was listening and not falling asleep, sarah: i am listening carry on...

well there stood in front of me a tall handsome guy...he was 6'2, fair complection, greeneyez... wearing black trousers, black shirt with a silver tie and he was smiling and looking into my eyes.....

Please do leave your comments guys appreciate it very much.

Sparkel

Edited by sparkel786 - 19 years ago

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