If you are not the one (Swaron OS)

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Posted: 12 years ago
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Hey guys i wrote this one for 50th AT celebration now I'm sharing it with everyone else who did not read this one.Its different from my others so enjoy.PLEASE KEEP YOUR SPEAKERS TURNED ON...

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all


I am confused sharon.You always say we are not meant to be phir ku jab bhi main tumhe dekhta hu i feel like you're the only one for me.Ku tumhaara haath mera haath me aise lagta hai jaise it was made to be fit for the size of my hand kyu sharon.You say that you don't care about me that you have absolutely no feelings for me then why does your heart recognises my heartbeat why sharon.You say that you were never, not will ever be mine but I'm still standing strong how? My heart should have shattered a long time ago but still it believes that you are lying that deep down you love me too.

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with


I don't know about the future sharon.I dont know if we will be together again all i know is that you are here with me in my heart and i will not give up on us and somehow i believe that we will get through this phase we will survive we always do right that's us.The only thing that I wish for is for me to share my whole life with you and only you.Life does not mean anything without you that is why I want you to be the only one whom I share it with because I love You

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


I am saying that I wont give up that I will keep fighting for us and its true because I dont want to run away but I just cant seem to understand that if you are not made for me then why does my heart denies that and keeps telling me that yes you are mine and only mine.Why doesn't it accept what you are saying.I want the answer to this question but i know its hopeless.So I dont understand what to do.Should i convince you that you are wrong and that you are mine or should I tell my heart that you are not made for me.So in lieu of any other options I am thinking is there any way that I can worm my way to your heart and soul,Is there any way I can just be in your arms and stay there forever well i guess i know the answer to that...

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?


You said that you don't need me and I dont need you too well if that is the case then why is this pain of separation breaking me apart.Why is my body shaking with the sobs that I just cant seem to stop,Why do I feel like nothing really matters anymore why.If there is really nothing betwwen us like you say then why does your name resound in my head everytime.Why cant i seem to forget about you for even a second.Why your every move,every action,everything is imprinted on my soul like that. Why sharon why?.If you are really not mine then why does this distance from you maim my life,why does this separation kills me more everytime.If you are really not supposed to be with me then why do i dream about you as my life partener,why you are the only person whose face I wish to see the first thing in the morning for everyday in my life forever,Why? i just wish I could get the answer

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life


I really don't understand why you are so far away. why we are not together but all i know is that I know we will get through this somehow we will survive.Wanna know how I am so sure because we always survive that us right.I really hope and pray that you are the only one I share my life,my happiness,my sorrow,My everything with and I wish that You are the one I take my last breath with and close my eyes forever because I know there is no life before or after you.I pray that you are the only one I build my home with one day But the biggest wish is that I want to love you all my life.I want to dedicate each moment of my life to you because I Love you

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side


Yet when you say we are not meant to be I dont give up because I dont wanna run away or more like I dont know how to run away from you, from life but i just cant understand.I cant take it anymore.I don't know why, If i'm really not made for you then why does this stupid heart of mine tells me that I am and does not let me let go.I dont know what to do anymore.So all I wanna know is if there is a way that I can stay in your embrace forever because I miss you.
My body and soul misses you like anything and the pain is so strong that it takes my breath away and I feel like dying every minute without you,But then I remember you and my dead heart starts beating again as I breathe you into my heart and I pray to god to give me the strength to stay strong and keep fighting for you, why?Baby because I Love You and I dont care whether its right or wrong Cuz to me everything concerning you can never be wrong and even though I'm Not with you tonight and we are not together but still my heart will always be by your side No matter what because I love you...

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms


I dont want to runaway from love and that is why I pray to god everyday to give me the strength to be a true lover but I just dont understand that If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tells me that I am, I guess that I finally got the answer, its because your heart believes it too that I'm the one for you and You're the one for me.So all i wanna know is a way to be in your heart and arms forever and ever and ever...



Harshita



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Posted: 12 years ago
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Splended
I love how. U write
like the use.and choice of words
Is just 'MaShAllah'

I could so relate in terms of swayamz feeling

I love reading wen.its frpm swayam pov
As we all knw hez very poetic and deep

Very very impressive

U r amazing harshu
Edited by Swaron.maniac - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Its awsum amazing harshu di
I luved it alooot se bhi zyada
U wrote swayam's feeling beautifully i lved it alooot
Thanx for the pm di
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Awesome OS😃
The song is perfect for swaron.Loved it.


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Posted: 12 years ago
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Amazing OS Harshita 😊
Swayam's feelings were beautifully penned down 😊
Thnx for the PM 😊
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Res😳
First of all a big sorry for such a late unres.
And I seriously don't know how can I miss such beautifully written OS.👏
I mean the way you described Swayam's pov, it seemed like you have kept yourself in his place and then wrote it(Empathy), which is the best sign of an awesome writer.👏⭐️
Loved it to the core.❤️
I don't have more words to describe this one.😳

A Biggg huggg for you🤗
Edited by VruShan_SwaRon - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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simply awesome dear... 😃
m reading it for second tym...and i must tel u dt ur amazing writer... 😃
loved d way u hav described swayam feelings...
keep writing dear... 😊
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Posted: 12 years ago
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res
unres

harshita
i wanna hug you right now 🤗
superb work yaar
wow !!!

it was so well written
kya vicabulary hain
so well described
and swayam's POV
haii maar dala !!!! 😆😆

im impressed harshita 😳😳
thanks for the PM
please so write more
i wanna read more works by you 😃😃
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Harshi I m impressed...the way u wrote the painpain and emotion I love it...
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Posted: 12 years ago
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it was awesome , adorable , emotional OS
it was just out of the world 👏
loved it 👍🏼
thanks for the pm
do write more
i would love to read your works😳

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