~MAANEET~ name still searching AUG 9

Why are denying ma.. cant you see ..nahi dikhta aapko meri in ankhon me..main aapka beta hun ma 'aapki kok me tha ma.. please don keep me away from my mother now..twenty four years.. this is a pretty much long time ma' aapse dur raha hun..now please don keep me away from you.. nahi reh sakta main apni ma ke bina..ma jaan achahta ma.. apni ma ke saath rehna chahta hun ma.. please ma don't part me away from you.. aapse aur dur nahi ho sakta ma..

His words were having no reaction on his mother far away from him in a small place in Kashmir badarwa..he had reached finding his lost possession his mother ..the mother who is the sole responsible for his existence the mother who carried him in her womb for nine months but still there was no moment from his mother's side still cold and emotionless he was here just because for her.. just because he was made aware of the most beautiful relation the most beautiful reality of his life..he was not motherless..his mother was alive..the woman who was responsible for his existence was alive..

Naina his mother turned her face away she stood up leaving him at his position .. his position that was making him to believe it was indeed him that made her to leave them and make him live all these years without the mother.. he was deprived by the love of his mother and she was responsible for his birth'

Naina was though feeling many emotions all at the same time but she had shielded her hard self blocking her from any faith and any kind of love and care..this UNFAITHFUL LOVE was responsible for her destroyed life years back and now she couldn't get lost in that mirage of love and car that was once again an illusion for her'

Naina: chale jao yahan se..nahin hun main tumhari ma' just leave from here you are the son of rajveer khurana aur uske hi bete ho tum chale jao yahan se'

Maan stood up and looked at the lady who was denying the reason of his existence she was saying that he was not her child..uska beta nahi hai wo..

Maan got up and went near her he kneeled down and hold her hand ..he was having tears in his eyes..his tears washed her hands..she flinced feeling the gush of warm water on her hands.. wheather she mean or not she was his mother and this supreme she couldn't even deny.. she was his mother .. naina , mother of maan'

Maan: main sirf aapka beta hun ma.. I am only your son.. maan.. sirf maan..aapka maan'

Naina couldn't help to hide her anxiety and the tears that she couldn't help to flow out of her eyes' she too took the lost part of her life in her embrace only she knew what she was feeling when she found that he was her son.. the one whom she had given birth' uska beta'

Naina: I am sorry baby I am sorry'

Maan couldn't help but to get lost in his mother's warmth'

A MONTH BEFORE

Maan was in his room..he hadn't been to the breakfast and last night he missed his dinner too..only daadima knew that maan had been disturbed ..he had been hurting himself all night she had seen the condition of his gym blood drops on the floor broken logs of wood .. his anger again took toll on him' she was only having maan who she could rely upon long ago she had cut her every relation with her only son .. though they were living under one roof still they were aloof from every relation..though maan was having no relation why his daadima never talked with his dad..or she was always cold towards him..maan never asked but still he never asked'

Savitri devi reached her grandson room..it was all dark and he was lying lifelessly on the bed ..his hand was hanging on the bed blood drops were on the floor..

Savitri devi sat next to him and took him to her lap..softly threading his hair..the love and the care that he always with his daadi made him to cry today once again..maan opened his eyes and looked at his daadi..he cried just like a small baby ..he poured out his heart just like he used to do when he was small'

Savitri devi : maan .. apni daadi ko bhi batenge ..kya hua hamare bache ko' kyun itna dard diya hai aapne.. dekhiye kya kiya hai..

But in response maan was just crying'

Maan: daadima maa zinda hai' daadi my mother is alive.. she didn't leave her maan ' daadi ma zinda hai '

Savitri devi was shocked to listen maan's words..maan was waiting for his answer..his daadima was the one who could soothe him..she was the balm to his every other need'

Savitri devi : maan ye aap kya keh rahe hain..she denied the fact not wanting him to be drown into the same pain that years back his mother naina had beared just because of her own son..her own son was responsible for tarnishing two lives naina and maan'

Maan : daadi ma please' please daadi don't say you don't know..main jaanta hun ki meri ma jinda hai..my mom is alive..kahan hain wo daadi'bataiye mujhe daadi please daadi.. please don't hide naything' I wont be able to take this daadi'

Savitri devi hugged her grandson .. she too cried seeing his pain and heart wretching sobs.. though maan was a tough personality but he was the one who could not bear any kind of past in his life.. all his life he had been craved for his mother's love but now not anymore he cant keep himself away from his mother'

Savitri devi : naina zinda hain maan ..apki ma zinda hain'

Maan looked at daadi forgetting his all pain.. the word naina made him to look at daadi in pure shock'

Maan : naina'

Savitri devi : haan maan naina aapki ma naina hai.. simran toh sirf raj ki patni thi' aapki ma naina hai '

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