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~~~~~~Swaron Diaries~~~~~~~
This latter is writen by swayam to his ladylove sharon when he decides to leave college after he saw chivam(basterd) kissed sharon, so swayam cud not had the pain any more.
"To the one & only love of my life sharon,
Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have.&that is you, It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay. HOW DO YOU LOOK AT THE GIRL YOU LOVE AND TELL YOURSELF IT'S TIME TO WALK AWAY.
I realise I'm holding on to something which was not mine hoped it will come back, knowing it won't. Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?
I'm going to smile, because I want to make you happy, laugh, so you won't see me cry. I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me, I'm going to smile.
I hate the way I could never hate you. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you. Life sucks a lot of the time, right? But, you know, if you can get through a heartbreak, you can get through almost anything.
One day you'll look back and think... damn! that guy really did love me... You are unmistakenably my first love and will always be.
Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for..and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you.
One day you'll look back, and you'll see. You've missed out on alot. And you'll regret it.
"Hum ne mana ke taGHaful na karogay, lekin KHaak ho jayenge hum, tumko KHabar hone tak"
Translation
You'll not be indifferent, agreed. To dust I'll decay, till the news reaches you.
yours forever
Swayam shikhawat(loverboy)
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