Hello friends.Sorry for being late in giving you updates.Was busy in some personal stuff.Hope you will understand.Here is the 4rth part of my FF PUNAR VIVAH ----JINDEGI KI TALLASH
I hope you will like it...😉😉😉
Aman tried to say something but before he could complete Arpita snatched the mobile from him.
Arpita:Hello'.hello'what happened to Yash'...hello...why don't you speak up?Where is Yash and what happened to him..hello..hello.
Arpita looked at the mobile screen and saw that it's still connecting.She again held the phone on her ear and said.. ..."Hello can you hear me.I am Arpita'...Where is Yash?Please give the phone to him.I wanna talk to Yash'hello.
Aman took the mobile from her hand and cut the call.He tried to call again but the no was unreachable.He looked at Arpita and saw that she was shaking in fear.
Arpita:No .It cant happen'it can not happen to me again.I cant live without him.I cant live without Yash'
Aman held Arpita by her shoulder and made her sit on the sofa.He brought a glass of water and gave Arpita to drink.But it seemed that she was not in her sense.Arpita held Aman's hand and said "Aman..wo...Yash...e is not well Aman.You...you know na...what...what doctor told.Now what will..hap...happen.Plz Aman do something .Nothing should be happened to Yash.
Aman:Shhuushh...Don't worry.Nothing will happen to him.He will be fine.
Arpita:No ,he is not fine.I told you na that he is not receiving my call.If he was well he could never do that.Now what should I do?How can I get to know how is Yash?Aman why did you let him to Go to India.Why didn't he listen to me?...Arpita couldn't control herslf and broke into tears.
Aman hugged her.He couldn't understand what should he do now?How could he control Arpita?What happened to Yash?
Aman:Listen Arpita...look at me ...you know Yash is a fighter.He will never give up.No matter how envious the situation is he will fight back.
Arpita:But Aman..
Aman:No if ..no but.You know Yash never break his promise.He told you na that he would come back to you.Then keep faith on his words.Nothing will happen to him.He will definitely come back.
Arpita put her head on his chest and and said crying..."Plz Aman bring him back.I cant leave without him Aman .You know what doctor said .He needs us Aman...plz do something for God's sake.
Aman felt literally helpless. he was already in tension for Yash and now Arpita.Her pregnancy is already very complicating .She has already lost her first baby and now this stress can be very harmful for her. "Oh God plz help me .I cant see Yash and Arpita suffer like this.
Aman:Arpita ,you need rest. Excessive stress is not good for you and the baby.Plz come and try to sleep for sometime.
Arpita:What are you talking Aman?How can I sleep now when I know that Yash is not ok'he is suffering'
Aman brought Arpita forcefully in the bedroom and made her lay down on the bed.He gave her some medicines so that she could sleep.
Aman sat beside Arpita holding her hand and said " Try to sleep Arpita.Do you want to hurt Yash?Have you forgot what did he said before going that nothing should happen you and your baby.If he comes to know that you are not taking care of your health then how will he feel?Have you thought abut that?
Arpita:I know Aman.But tell me the are you not worried for him ?Dont you think that Yahs is taking risk of his life?
Aman:I know what you are trying to say.But Yash is not a kid Arpita.He has his own life and you cant control him all the time''.dont misunderstand me.You should give Yash liberty to live his life Arpita.
Arpita:May be I am possessive about him Aman.But plz for God's sake try to find out how is he now.I just cant bear this tension any more.
Aman caressed her hair and said 'Don't worry.I will talk to Akash and try to findout about him.But plz you try to sleep now.
Arpita closed her eyes holding Aman's hand and after sometimes fall asleep coz of the reaction of medicine.
On the other hand Aman was passing a very restless time.He was extremely anxious for Yash as he knew it very well the more time will pass Yash life will be more in risk.He looked at Arpita who was still in fear even in her dream''.Yash and Arpita both of you have lost so much in life...both of you have lost your identity in your love and I know now you cant afford to loose each other...Aman just remembered the incidents that happened six years ago and his eyes filled with tears...Yash my dost I know how much you have suffered for this long six years.Life was extremely rude to you but you alz smiled to bring happiness in others life.You have never said anything'never complaint against anyone but I know what a terrible pain you are bearing within you.It couldn't be sounded but it's killing you all the time.I am sorry yaar.You have given me every happiness but I have failed to do anything for you.Six years ago after losing her family Arpita got you and I got you both but it was only you yaar who lost everything .Even now I cant do anything to reduce your pain''..but not anymore.I cant see you suffer like this.You will have to come back and do the surgery.I promise you dost I'll bring back the happiness that you alz deserved but life deprived you from getting so''Aman looked at Arpita and said " You both have seen the worst of life but not anymore.Now I wont let anyone to destroy your happiness 'neither society nor God.
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Arti was talking on phone while she saw that Yash was moving.He was moaning in pain.Arti left the mobile on the table and went to Yash .She sat close to Yash holding his hand .Yash was whispering something but it wan not clear.But it was clear that even in his sleep he was in pain. Arti went more close to him.She could feel the burning breath of Yash.
Yash: Arti..Arti list..listen to me ...bauji give me a chance..giv..give m..m..ee the chan..chance to say'Arti..d.o...don't go...ma..ma..tel'tell bauji..tha ..that.i aaa..amm your son...Arti don't..dont do..this...Prasant...Arti don't go.
Yash was suffering terribly in his nightmare which Art couldn't see anymore. She put her finger on his lip and said..."Shhhuusshh'Yash calm down.I wont go anywhere. Your Arti is beside you. She will not go anywhere. You just calm down Yash.
Yash was shaking but probably this time not in fever but in fear.He held Arti's hand tightly in his sleep which made Arti cry more.She couldn't believe it was Yash who was suffering like this...it was Yash who was fearing in dream'it was Yash who was holding her hand like a baby ''.Why all these happened Yash.You were never like this.Yash Sindhia was another name of life'.the symbol of love .I could read you like a mirror but why you seem a mystery for me today. I could hear the breath of your soul then why I cant find the meaning of your speech..why Yash'.how can you be so much?
Arti lost in the thought where she and Yash was together.
It's late afternoon.The sun is preparing to set .It's reddish glow is covering the sky. The calm and serene breeze was blowing. Birds were flying towards their nest. It seems the whole nature is going to take a peaceful breath. But there was one person who who was walking on the cliff from here and there. Sometimes he stopped ,looked at the sun and then started walking again. He was none other than Yash ...Yash Sindhia.
Yash is waiting for his love ...his Arti. He was waiting here for last four hours with the hope that she would come. He looked at his mobile and read Arti's mes again''.
Yash plz don't wait for me. I wont be able to come. Veeraj Bhai is at home and you know his nature well. He wont let me to meet you before marriage like this.I know you are hurt but what can I do'..plz jaan forgive me and don't wait for me.Your Art.
Yash Looked at the sun again. There was a strange glow in his brown colored eyes and a magical smile on his face as he is challenging the sun. ...No matter how much you try but you cant go before she comes. She will come and will be in my arms before you go to set.
Yash took some pebbles from the ground and threw them one after another from the cliff.He looked at his clock. Only few hours are left for his flight.He is going to Simla to for their new project and will stay there for two weeks to finish all the works. Arti had to come to meet Yash and wish him luck for his success in the project.But she has not come yet.
Yash bent down to gather some more pebbles. But suddenly he stopped. His heart started beating fast.He could feel the fragrance of her in the air. Yash stood up and pointed at the sun. He smiled and said "I told you that she will come. Nothing can stop her from coming to me...neither Viraaj..nor you'not even God. See I have won. My love has come to me.
Yash felt that someone hugged her tightly from back. He closed his eyes and whispered ''Arti'
Arti hugged Yash tightly from his back. Her heart was beating fast and the breathing was running quickly. But Arti was smiling. She was holding Yash tightly as she got back her life. She whispered '.Yash..
Yash turned around and looked at Arti. She was wearing a pink Salwaar Kameej with a purple colored Dupaatta. Her long beautifu hair was moving slowly in the breeze. Small droplets of sweat was shining on her face. Yash was just just lost in her beauty.He touched her cheek and said in his husky voice "Even god must be jealous with me to see His most beautiful creature in my arm."
Arti was amazed to hear Yash. She thought that Yash would be angry with her and would scold her but there was no rays of anger in his eyes.
Arti: Are you ok?I made you wait so long and you are not angry at all...!!!!
Yash placed Arti's head on his chest and hugged her.He smiled and said "How can I get angry with you my love when you made me winner?"
Arti couldn't understand what Yash meant.She raised her head and asked with surprise "I made you winner...!! IS your health is ok Yash? What are you talking about?"
Yash caressed her hair and said "I am completely fine dear''U don't understand what I am talking about right? Ok come with me..." He took Arti on the edge of the cliff and pointed to the sun ''.I told the sun that you will be in my arms before it's setting. But he was not ready to listen to me and preparing to go before you come. But my lovely Arti ji finally you have come and made me winner.
Arti sat on the cliff and said smilingly "You are mad Yash. Are there less people on the earth that you are challenging the objects of nature'.?
Yash put his head on her lap and said "I can challenge the entire earth'the sky '. Even my God when comes the question of yourArti .
Arti :Is it love or madness Mr Ashique Sindhia ?
Yash: You can call it love or madness Arti but for me it's my prayer'my Worship.
Arti : Do you really love me so much Yash that you were waiting like a mad here even after knowing that I wont come.
Yash: Ask this question to your heart Arti.You will get the answer.You told me not to wait but you yourself came here running'leaving all the obstacles behind''why Arti'..coz you knew it very well that you will find me here.
Arti was playing with Yash's hair.Then suddenly she asked "Achcha Yash tell me one thing.What will you do if I become someone's else
Yash remained silent for sometime.Then he took Arti's hand and said "I wont do anything Arti.I will let you go."
Arti was shocked to hear his ans. It was totally unbelievable for Arti to know Yash is saying like this.Her eyes were filled with tears. She removed Yash's head from her lap and said angrily " So this is your love which you call prayer. Few min ago you were ready to challenge the earth..the sun even God for me and now saying that you will let me go with someone else'''wont do anything to make me yours.Wow Yash I am just speechless to see the intensity of your love."..Arti wiped her tears and stood up.
Yash also stood up and and said "Hey Arti listen to me'"
Arti: No Mr Yash Sindhia I thought that you could do anything for me '..could fight with anyone for me.But I was wrong. I don't matter for you Yash."
Yash :Wait Art'.
Arti was about going but there was something in Yash's voice that she stopped
Yash: The moment I realized that I love you there was nothing left in my life rather than loving you'..there is nothing in my life that I can say mine. You are ruling over my heart and soul this much that they are not ready to listen to me anymore .Yes it's true that I can fight against the whole earth and finish each and every obstacle to make you mine but only then when there will be your approbation. If you wanna be mine even God cant stop me from making that happen. But if you let yourself to be someone's else then I wont stop you Arti.I will let you go but believe me my love after that there will be nothing left that can be called life within me. Yash who was worshiping his love will start punishing himself. I will destroy myself if my name is not your destiny. Trust me Arti I wont kill myself but I will make my life more horrible that even death will be afraid of it''
Arti looked at Yash with teary eyes. She couldn't understand whether she should be happy to see Yash's immense love for her or sad that she had doubted on her Yash.
Yash : I wont stop you Arti if you wanna leave me. I wont stop if you let someone come into your life. But just believe it Arti that you can go from my life but my love will be alz there around you. My shadow will alz be there to protect you.Your Yash will be nothing but a dead soul and he will die everyday to make your dream come true Arti.
Arti couldn't hear more. She ran to Yash and hugged him tightly. Tears were rolling down from her eyes and said in broken voice..."I am sorry Yash. I am sorry that I doubted on you'I raised question on your love. Plz forgive me '..punish me Yash but for God's sake never tell these again.
Yash caressed her face and said... "Hey why are you crying? Those pearls are mine and you cant fall them without my permission.
Arti: Don't love me so much Yash.It's not good to love one crossing all limits.You will be hurt.
Yash: Where there is you there is no limit for me Arti.And why I care about happiness or tears? It's only you Arti whom I have wanted in my prayer. If you are in my life I don't fear the ocean of tears and if you are not then I swear upon my love I will destroy all the source of happiness.
Arti: Yash I cant live without you.
Yash: And there is no life for me without you Arti.
Then Yash kissed Arti's crying eyes. Though there was no crazy passion but undoubtedly it was filled with the blessings of Cupid(Love god)
The sun was finally setting.It's reddish rays was falling on Yash and Arti as it was also saluting their blissful love.
Arti got afraid to hear the extreme sound of thunder fall and came back to reality .She looked at Yash.Her eyes were still teary but those lips were not there to touch them...Yash ,were those promises ..that passion all fake.It was you Yash who left me for someone while I was waiting for you...It was you Yash who made his own world destroying my dreams.You called our love prayer but you yourself forgot all the promises...Why Yash ...why'?
Arti put her head on Yash's chest. "You ,u alz told that my tears are precious and I cant drop them without your permission but how could you left me in the ocean of tears to suffer my love?
It's morning. The sun has risen with bright glow as it's also smiling to see something which was very blissful. Yash slowly opens his eyes. He looked at the room and was trying to understand where he was. Then he smelt that fragrance again which was very close to his heart. Yash closed his eyes and took deep breath to feel the fragrance more and more'' He whispered..Arti'Yash couldn't believe that Arti was very close to him. He felt the whole world was nothing but a poor beggar before him coz his love..his life ...his Arti was in his arms. The small hairs were covering her face which made Yash jealous... How can they touch her? It's only my right. Even the rays of the morning sun,the coldness of breeze cant touch her before me. Yash removes the hairs from her face and was lost in her angelic beauty.How peacefully she was sleeping. Though the marks of tears was still in her face but there was a magical smile also on her lips that finally she has got her destination. Leaving the whole earth she has took shelter in her Yash's Arms. Yash was just mesmerized to see Arti that he kept on looking her face forgetting everything. There was no agony of the past nor any fear of the future. There was only one feeling in Yash...That he is alive.Arti slowly opened her eyes.First she couldn't feel where she is. Then she looked at Yash and realized that she slept keeping her head on Yash's chest and now she is in his arms. Arti removed herself from Yash's arms with a jerk and and stood up. Yash also realized that he was not in dream.It was reality that both of them were very close to each othere that they were feeling the warmth of each one's breath.Yash and Arti both were extremely embarrassed and were hesitating to look each other.
Arti was cursing herself for going very close to Yash'.How can I go so close to him? It's true that I loved him even more than my life but the reality is totally different now. Yash is sick and it's my duty to care for him but I cant forget what he did to me in the past. How can I forget that I hate him more than anything else?
Yash was also blaming himself for the unpleasant situation'..What's wrong with you Yash.Arti is living in your heart and no one can change it'neither God nor Arti herself. But it's also true that the distance of six years have made a huge rift between you and Arti. Arti is your destination but all the ways are closed to reach her. You need to keep yourself away from Arti at any cost.
Arti saw that Yash was going.She remembered that how sick he was. He just regained his consciousness and still needs rest.
Arti: What are you doing? You were not in sense the whole night. You need to take rest.
Yash didn't look at Arti and said " I am going to washroom and you plz don't bother for me.I know what should I do."
Yash was moving towards washroom and suddenly he felt very week. He was going to fall but before that Arti held him. Both of them looked at each other.Both of them were searching love in each others but unfortunately there was only silence .
Yash : Leave me.I don't need your help.He tried to remove Arti's hand but Arti didn't leave him as she knew that Yash was too week and needed his support.
Arti:I know you don't need my help but right now what I am doing is my duty and you cant stop me from doing so.
Yash was surprised to see Arti's care for him.He felt there was no harsh note in her voice.Arti helped him to go to washroom.
Yash closed the door and stood before the mirror.He remembered the incident of last night and thought " How I am still ok after taking those pills.Is that Arti called the doctor '? Have she got to know about my sickness'.?...Oh God !It cant happen.Arti shouldn't know the truth."
On the other hand Arti was thinking what Dr Kurian said'.I need talk to Yash.I need to know what has happened to him?Why has he taken those medicine knowing it very well that they were harmful for him?
Arti went near his bed and started to set the cover and pillows. Suddenly she found something under the pillow.Arti was shocked to see the part of the photo. It was Arpita's wedding pic with Yash. All the hatred, anger came back to Arti in a moment.She felt cheated again and it's coz of Yash .Arti was going to take the photo frame under the pillows.
"What are you doing ?"
Arti left the frame and looked that Yash was standing there.
Yash: Haven't you gone yet? I told you to go. So why are you still here?
Arti felt that her whole body and soul was burning in anger...It was you Yash who cheated me and and now you are showing me attitude.
Arti: If you are thinking that I am here for you then you are dreaming Mr yash . I am here coz I need some ans from you.
Yash was afraid of it.He knew that he would have to face Arti's questions which ans he cant give.
Yash:I am not in a mood to give you answers .You plz go now.
Arti: You will have to give me ans Yash if you really want me to go from here.
Yash : Ok tell me what do you wanna know?
Arti: What has happened to you?
Yash:What will happen to me?I am just having fever and it's not a big thing.
Arti: Don't try to lie Yash. Why are you forbidden to take pills? Why are you taking special treatment from doctor?
Yash was speechless for a moment He couldn't realize how much Arti has got to know about his illness
Yash: It's nothing serious.You don't need to worry about it.
Yash was trying to go but Arti ran to the door and closed it with a bang'. "I m not worried for. Whatever I am doing is for myself. You cant go anywhere before giving my ans.
Yash :Why are you doing all this.I have told you na thatI am fine. Nothing has happened to me.
Arti:I just want to know the truth Yash.
Yash took a deep breath and said " Ok.I having migraine problem.I am suffering from the extreme pain for a long time.Doctor is applying a special treatment on me.That's why I can have normal painkillars'..You have got your ans .Now plz go from here.
Arti: Not yet.If you knew it that you are forbidden to take painkillers then why did you have them from me?
Yash: It was you who was forcing me to have them.
Arti: Yes,I was forcing you coz I didn't know the truth but why didn't you tell me about it?
Yash : What is bothering you Arti ?I took those medicines or I took it from you?My life was in danger or you were going to fall in a prob?
Arti couldn't believe that Yash was talking to here like this.She felt extreme anger that she didn't feel to ans his question anymore. She was going but this time Yash stopped her.He held her wrist and pulls her towards him.
Yash:You cant go without giving me ans Arti Sindhia.What was bothering you? Care for me or concern for your reputation?
Arti was struggling to remove her wrist from Yash's grasp..."Leave me Yash. I am not gonna give you any ans coz you don't worth it.
Yash pulls Arti more close to him that he could feel her breath''What do you think.You can do what you want.When you feel you will show care for me and when you will feel show me hatred...Dont have I feelings? Don't I matter for you?
Arti's eyes were filled with tears ..."Leave me Yash.You are hurting me."
Yash: Achcha!!! I am hurting you and what were you doing? Is it only you who feels hurt and others are made of stone... right?
Arti:Let me go Yash.
Yash: Give me ans.Why did you came here?Why were you caring for me? Why did you spend the night in my arms?
Arti couldn't bear any more. She just burst out... "Do u wanna know the ans? Then listen.I was here coz I hate u .I was taking care of you coz I wanted to see you fine so that I can fully destroy you. There is only one feeling for you within me Yash and that is hatred.I hate you more than anything Yash.My anger , my anguish for you burn me every day. Your existence is an extreme torture for me Yash."
Yash felt that a fire was burning his soul. He felt that taking breath is more terrible than death. His eyes were filled with tears but it had no value to Arti.
Arti: Leave me Yash.
Yash: I have left you long before Arti. You are free from me forever Arti.
Arti saw that actually Yash left her hand which she couldn't realize. She felt the pain of rejection again by Yash. Tears were falling from her eyes but they were filled with hatred more than pain.
Arti:You have not done anything in love accept leaving me Yash.
Arti opened the door and rushed out leaving Yash alone.
Arti came to her room and sat on the ground. She was shaking in anger'.What does he think of himself?How can he do this to me again?How can he say like that to me?
"Mamma"
Arti wiped her tears quickly and looked at Ansh
Ansh: Mamma how is Yash chachu now?
Arti: Wow beta. You have got ready. Very good .Come to Mamma.
Ansh sat on Arti's lap and said "Why are you crying mamma? Is Yash chachu ok?
Arti tried to smile and said " Mamma is fine. You will be late for school sonu.Lets go for breakfast.
Ansh: "Mamma I need your signature in my diary."
Arti:Achcha...then give me the diary.
Ansh gave the diary. Arti turned out the page and was shocked to see the date.
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Veeraj Dubey entered the hall room and saw that everyone was performing Pooja.He looked at the picture which was covered with garland of flowers.It was Arpita's Photo and the Pooja was being performed for her.It's her death anniversary.
Veeraj was raging in anger. He couldn't see the existence of anything related Arpita in Dubay house.
Veeraj: Stop this nonsense.
Everyone looked at him. All of them were shocked to see him there.
Veraj came in and said "What's going on here? Who is arranging this pooja?
Shova: Veraj,it's Arpita's death anniversary beta. We are performing this Pooja for the peace of her soul.
Veeraj:Bass ma. She doesn't deserve this. If she deserves anything that is our hatred.
Shoba: But beta'.
Veeraj raised his hand and stopped her.He looked at the Priest and said angrily' "Hey pandit...didn't you hear what I said.There will be no Pooja for that bitch.Stop this drama and go from here.
Shove went to Styandra Dubey and said crying... "Why don't you say anything to Veeraj.Plz stop him and let the Pooja be completed.
S.Dubey: Veeraj is right Shova.I told you not to arrange the pooja but you didn't listen to me. Arpita has no relation with us. She doesn't deserves anything from us ...not even our prayers.
Veeraj went near the hawaankund (Holy Fire) and put water over it...
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Arpita and Aman are also doing Pooja.The Pandit is saying the Mantra(verses ) and put ghee on the fire.
Pandit: Beta for whom you are performing this Pooja.
Arpita folded her hands and said "Yash".I am doing this Pooja for his safety...his long life.
Pandit:What is his father's name?
Arpita: I don't know Pandit ji
Pandit: Then tell me his mother's name
Arpita: I don't know who is his mother.
Pandit ji became very surprised to hear Arpita. He said "But beta we need someone from his family to be here to perform the pooja.You cant do this Pooja without having any relation with him."
Arpita: I can do this Pooja pandit ji.He is my... he is my brother''
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Spoiler: Yash and Arti will go to Mumbai with Ansh.
Edited by nusratjahan505 - 12 years ago
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