~~~Bharti's Writing INDEX~~~ IMP. pg 11(25/07/13) - Page 3

very romaantic indeed

*heart attack *

sorry for late replies 😒

The Wait

I was wearing a black Armani suit with a blue shirt under it and was ready to face her after ages. It is already nine pm but she still hasn't arrived here and the party had started one hour ago, I don't why, but I have a bad feeling. Please god today I want to make everything right. Please bring my Shona to me; I have waited so long for this day. Please Shilpa come, just come for me. I can't live without u anymore; I need u in my life, because u are my angle in disguise. I closed my eyes to feel her, to see her beautiful face. Her smile would always make me forget the world around me, her green almond shaped eyes told the truth of her heart. Her nose would get all red when she was angry and in this moment I would love to pinch her nose. Her fragrance would make me go crazy for her. I still can feel her soft fragile body against my hard one; I would roam my hands on her face, on her body.

Before I could imagine more about my Shona someone called me back from my thoughts about her. I opened my eyes and found my friend Sameer, who knows everything about my and Shilpa but he never left my side, not even when I hurt Shilpa and left her for money. He was there for me and helped me to come out of the pain that I cursed myself through the years when she was not with me. "Hey Karan...what are u doing here all alone?" I looked at the door and then I looked back at him "Hey Sameer ermm ... I was just ... ermm nothing." I can see in his eyes that he knew I was waiting for her to come "Karan if she wants to come she will come but u are the host of the party and u can't stand here all the time ... u have meet the guest." I took a deep breath in and breath it out and gave him a quick nod and was about to go when he put his and on my shoulder "If she still have feelings for u ... she will come but if she moved on in these years that let it be ... u can't change the past but please try to move on then." "Sam ... I just can try but I know I won't ... she is my heartbeat and a man can't live without his heartbeats." I moved away and walked to the guests. All the time I have a fake smile on my face and try totalk to them but every time my eyes would look at the door

(Hum tere bin Ab reh nahi sakte

Tere bina kya wajood mera, Hum tere bin Ab reh nahi sakte,Tere bina kya wajood mera)

Suddenly a cool breeze of air touched me and I know she was here, my Shilpa was here. I could feel her and fragrance was the same like before 10 years. I could hear her anklets tinkle and I turned to the door and I lost my breath for a moment. It was like my heart stopped beating.

(Tujhse juda gar ho jaayenge

Toh khud se hi ho jaayenge judaa)

There she was standing in front of me, clad in white saree, her hair on the left shoulder. Shilpa looks more beautiful than ever, her almond green eyes were clad with black kohl. I don't remember when my legs started to move to her but now I am standing in front of her.

(Kyunki tum hi ho Ab tum hi ho Zindagi ab tum hi ho

Chain bhi, mera dard bhi Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho)

Her eyes met mine; I could tell she was surprised to see me in front of her. She is holding her pallu in her hands and starts playing with it. Shilpa is nervous maybe because I am gazing her like I never saw a women in my whole world. She looked away from me but I placed my palm on her cheek and made her look at me.

(Tera mera rishta hai kaisa Ik pal door gawara nahi

I saw tears welled up her eyes, before it could roll down her cheek I pulled her to me and kissed her tears away. In these ten years I felt dead but today to have her in my arms I feel the heat in my body coming back, I can feel my heart beating fast. The craving to kiss her was growing in me, to feel her body moving with my hard one in a sweet rhythm of love.

(Koi lamha mera na ho tere bina Har saans pe naam tera)

I felt a light push from her side and I let go of her. I saw a man coming towards us and out of nowhere he hugged her. His arms were around my Shona, my Shilpa. I couldn't stand the sight in front of me, my love in someone other man's arms.

Slowly I took my steps away from them moved around and left the place as soon as I could. It was like I couldn't breathe anymore. Everything around me was moving. I had to go out for fresh air and I moved out to the balcony.

(Tere liye hi jiya mein Khud ko jo yun de diya hai Teri wafa ne mujhko sambhala Saare ghamon ko dil se nikala)

I don't know why I am reacting like this but I can't see her with someone else. Somewhere I hoped she would have waited for me but I was wrong. It isn't that I was not happy; I was that she moved on in her life but I am also sad to lose her forever. I just wish that Shilpa will be happy always and I will wait for her even after I die I will wait. Wait to have a life with her. I turned around to walk back in the party but stopped as soon I saw her

(Tere saath mera hai nasib juda Tujhe paake adhura na raha Kyunki tum hi ho Ab tum hi ho Zindagi ab tum hi ho Chain bhi, mera dard bhi Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho)

She was walking towards me; she had a sweet smile on her face. I was not sure what to say but I decided to apologize "I am sorry" my tone was low; I looked down not meeting her eyes. "For...what?" And I looked up in surprise, I saw her smiling but I didn't answer her. "How are u Karan" I couldn't face her so I turned around. "Karan...in the past what happened...we can't change...please stop blaming yourself." "I was the one who ruined everything...I let u go away from me and my live."

(Kyun ki tum hi ho Ab tum hi ho Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho, Ho o chain bhi, mera dard bhi, Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho ...)

"But I never let u out of my life" I looked again in surprise at Shilpa "U was my life...and u will be my life Karan." "Shilpa but...u and that man..." she cut me in between "He are just cousin brother." She turned me to her and continued "What did u thought just u can wait ten years...I know Karan that u never moved on after I left u...I know u love me" A tear rolled down my eye "Do u love me Shilpa?" "What do u think Karan...why I am still single...why I am still waiting for u Karan? I never stopped loving u ... yes I was hurt when u threw me out of your life ... but I never hated u. Karan I couldn't move on because u are the only one who has the right to rule over my heart, mind and body ... I LOVE U KARAN and ALWAYS WILL." I couldn't hold myself any longer and I pulled her to me and took her lips between mine. Slowly moving my lips on her soft one, I was nibbling on them like never before. I was thrust my tongue in and out in a slow rhythm, as expect she moaned in my mouth. Shilpa took my upper lip between hers and started to suck slowly and I was doing too same on her bottom lip. Before we move further, I had to say my feelings too so I pulled back myself and held her face between my large palms "Shona ... I was a jerk, an idiot and a toll dumbass ... I let the most beautiful, intelligent and caring girl go and this was the biggest mistake I have ever done. Today I want to ask u ... Ms. SHILPA ANAND WILL U MARRY and become Mrs. SHILPA KARAN SINGH GROVER?

She hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear "of course I will marry u Karan" we broke the hug and I held her close to my body, we went away from there leaving our past behind to start a new chapter in our life as one.

(Kyunki tum hi ho Ab tum hi ho Zindagi ab tum hi ho ... Chain bhi, mera dard bhi Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho)

This was the story of a man who waited ten years for his love just because he made a mistake and almost lost her but, his Wait came to an end when he got his love of life back.

THE END

~~~Bharti~~~