Hello people,here is an os by me...obviously on swaron again.The whole story mostly describes swayam's pov with only sharon's dialogues in between.Happy readingđ
LOVING THE PAIN...
Swayam shekhawat , a name that every youngster of the nation was familiar with. An upcoming ambitious director. He had been moving around the whole world lately promoting his movie .His first movie. A movie that was very very close to his heart.Not just because this was his first film nor because it had been declared the biggest block buster romantic film of the year within two days of its release.It was not something out of the box , it was just a simple yet romantic love story of two young people who fall in love at first sight who enjoy their own romantic moments before they are separated by their parents, after a long term separation finally get each other back.There was nothing new about the story. But still it was special ... for him...coz it was not something written by him...it was something that had happened to him.It was not his thought but his feeling.It wasn't something that came from his mind but his heart.The only difference was that the climax of the movie was not the same as the climax of his story.Though not real but it was something that came out of his heart and he truly wished to happen someday.The girl that he loved had left him due to the pressure from her parents and never came back unlike the heroine of the movie.She was gone forever.He didn't know where she was?...how she was ?...did she still remember him ?...or had she moved on?Although he had managed to get some information from her neighbours after she left without saying anything.But all he came to know was that she got married to someone.He couldn't believe it.He still wanted to hear it from her to believe that she's already married to someone else.After all the time they spent together now she belongs to someone else...The thought killed him every second.He wanted to meet her once...he wanted to know the truth.And here he was waiting for her ,on the same place where they had met for the last time before she left him forever.He had come early and was waiting.Waiting...for her to come and break his heart again,probably for the last time.Last time because he very well knew his heart wouldn't be alive to be broken again after what she was going to say when and if she finally did come.But somewhere deep down his heart still had a hope to be able to beat again.The last traces of hope, the deep craving for happiness never leave even though they are overpowered by mountains of sadness and darkness of loneliness after being showered by hard rocks of reality.
Lost in his thoughts he didn't notice someone coming towards him until he felt a warm hand on his shoulder followed by the melodious voice that he had been craving to hear his name from for years now. "Swayam" he heard her say.Her touch still sent shivers down his spine, her presence still made him feel a cool breeze, her voice increasing his hopes.He turned around slowly and with a fraction ofsecond all his hopes came crashing down and were struck by the hardness of bitter truth.Everything he was feeling was the same as before just the warmth and love of her eyes were replaced by her cold expressionless face .Her eyes injecting the venom of reality directly into his heart that flowed trough his veins entering each andevery cell of his body making him feel dead. "How r u swayam?"she asked.He didn't answer just nodded his head. She knew in what state he was and just continued to speak, "I watched ur film.Its amazing swayam.Each and every scene ,every dialogue of it is perfect. I loved theclimax, it made me cry.U know how much I love movies right?Thats the reason u became a director,didn't u?Thats the reason u made this film right? U wanted me to contact u after watching it,didn't u?...I know its very close to ur heart swayam...for metoo.Afterall its our love story...but the climax ...is not the same...Few days back when u saw me in the mall...i couldn't talk to u...i wanted to but...I was with my husband.The person u saw with me that day was Sid,my husband ."She looked at him ,he was not reacting...he was probably too hurt to react to anything going around.But when he saw her looking at him waiting for him to react he just nodded his head and she continued, "After that when I got ur call,I somehow knew it was u...How did u manage to get my number?"she asked looking at him again. He just gave a weak smile and said, "watch it in my next film".She smiled a bitbut the smile vanished faster than it appeared. She lowered her eyes, "I'm sorry swayam.I'm really sorry for everything."she said but was cut by him, "pls don't say that.I'm not here to make u feel sorry for anything.Please don't say sorry for whatever happened between us ,all that wasmagical and knowing that ur sorry about it ...hurts Sharon...very badly"he said with his voice choking. There was a long silence before she spoke again"I don't deserve u swayam.I never did.I didn't have the courage to fight my parents, I didn't have the courage to come back to u after what Idid.Please find someone for urself.Get married...fall in love ...move on...pleaseee"she pleaded him. "Please do it...Do it for me swayam ...if u don't want me to die out of guilt...please fall in love for my sake."she completed her sentence her eyes filled with tears.When he looked into her tear filled eyes , for a second he did find what he had been longing to see all these years.Thewarmth...the LOVE...and he was sure that it was all for him.But she immediately covered up saying, "its too late.I need to get back home."and ran away from there without waiting for his response.He looked at her retreating figure .The tears he had been controlling for so long made their way out.He remembered her last words, "Find someone...fall in love...is it so easy to find someone?How will I find someone when I know that someone is you?Love is magical Sharon...u cannot find it...love finds u...it just happens...and u realize it when u go all tripsy by mere sight of that someone.Just like it did...when I met u.It happens only once in a lifetime and for me it has already happened...with u .I cant fall in love even if it is for ur sake.Falling in love for the sake of ur love is not possible Sharon.Thank u Sharon for giving me this feeling of love...I only love you...If this feeling comes with a lifetime of pain...then I like this pain."
"If you love and get hurt, love more. If you love more and hurt more, love even more. If you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more..."
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