Hey guys sorry for not posting earlier today, was in a bad mood and didn't like what I was writing, well I'm still in a bad mood and exhausted but here's a update, I doubt it's any good and hope I haven't ruined the story ^^' đ
Part 6:
Asad heard Nazma close her door and barged into Zoya room without knocking, he was furious, how dare she - he thought.
She misunderstood me, it happens but agar kisi ko saza milna chahiye it's me, how dare she punish my Zoya!
He looked at the bed, and seeing her laying there, pale and weak, she wasn't even moving, wait a sec. Why isn't she moving?!!
He got a flashback from Mangalpur of how she laid there lifeless, panic replaced all the anger when he remembered her words "Ab sab kuch aapke haath mein hain, aap hume zindagi baar khush dekhna chata hai, ya phir.. "
Ya phir kya Zoya? - he mumbled as he laid the plate on her dressing table and ran to the bed. Zoya, utho na, kitne din ab yaha bed mein honge, I'm not worth it, please wake up - he shook her a bit but she remained lifeless. He grabbed her shoulders and began shaking her violently screaming 'wake up Zoya' and suddenly hugged her tight: I'm sorry Zoya - tears running down his cheeks he hugged her tightly, but I won't let anything happen to you, tume kuch nai hoga, suna tumne Zoya, he hugged her tight again trying to get some courage before calling the doctor, just as he was letting her go he heard a faint voice: Allah Miya, what's wrong with you Mr. Khan, mujhe chen se sona toh door ke baat hai, mujhe aise uthatya tha jaise main kissi aur duniya mein hoon.. - Zoya got quiet as she realized that he thought she had left him.
She slowly broke out of his embrace and grabbed his hand as he tried to go. She turned his face towards her and saw his red eyes, he looked as if he lost everything
Kya hua? - she asked gently He looked down and didn't answer her question, trying to avoid it he looked up and asked her, tumne khana kyoun nai kaya?? He tried to look angry but failed miserably. His face only showed pain and regret. Asking this he saw pain returning to Zoya's eyes replacing the concern, she looked lost and for a sec he felt that gut wrenching feeling of losing her forever again, he could feel her go further away from him, for a second time he grabbed Zoya's shoulders and shook her, more gently this time, but she didn't even react, she just looked at him with a lost look.
Zoya? He asked gently, do you love me?
Hearing Asad ask that she looked up but remained quiet.
Asad saw Zoya slowly look up, although she stayed quiet he still felt a bit relived, she responded and for a sec her expression changed. He continued: so you don't love me? Kyoun ki Ammi ne kaha ke 10 dino mein nikaah karna padega, tumse toh nikaah nai ho payega toh ek achi traditional ladki se nikaah karongi, do you know any such girl - he saw anger flash in her eyes and he knew she was thinking of Tanveer, as if he would ever marry her. The thought of this made him laugh a bit making Zoya glare on him.
Are main me yeh kaisa socha nai, ek bahut achi ladki humara samne rehte hain, what do you say if I marry..
Agar us Tanveer ki naam liya Mr. Khan toh aapka khair nai! Allah Miya what's wrong with Mr. Khan, mere samne aise baat kaar ke unhe sharam nai ata, waisa toh din mein zau baar mujhe sunate hain ke tameez seek, tehzeeb seek, aur khud ka tameez aur tehzeeb ka kya?? - she was about to continue when she notices that her Mr. Khan was staring at her with a smile on his face.
Mr. Khan, aap teek toh hai? Hello, u there?? - she waved her hand infront of him when his expression suddenly changed, his eyes reflected the pain he was going through, he grabbed her and hugged her, half crushing her. Zoya automatically hugged him back tears escaping from her eyes, he broke the hug and looked at her.
I'm sorry Zoya, tume dard se bachane ke chakar maine tumhe sabse zyada dard paunchaya. I need you to understand one thing, I lov.. - he looked down and then looked back up - I love you, main tumse bahut pyaar karta hoon, and I need you to understand that main tume dard mein nai dekh sakta hoon aur agar main tumse nikaah karo, it's like main jaanboch kaar tumhari zindagi ke saath keel raha hoon.
But shouldn't that be my decision?
I already know what you'll chose, but that's the wrong decision, it'll give you nothing but pain..
Yes but I still chose you, why don't you get that I don't believe that you can hurt me, it all in your head Asad - she said his name lowering her tone and looked down blushing.
Hearing his name made him look up and what met his eyes brought a smile on his face, his Zoya was smiling and blushing aur chori chori stealing glances at his face, he stayed quiet for a long time just looking at Zoya making her blush even more before he decided it was time to let her know, cause she still let him decide.
Zoya - he said softly, making her look up, Asad kept looking at Zoya but couldn't say the words, how would she react this time??!
Zoya looked at him and knew exactly what was coming, Asad was struggling with his words looking down and she kept thinking, if he says no again I won't be able to take it, I made it through this time but I don't think I can again..
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Edited by Illo - 12 years ago
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