Blast from the Past Thread #11, pg 135, epi 132 - Page 27

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Mt Dear Wiwy don't you worry about a thing. Your Dear father will have to do this himself just be there . Sorry if I made you worry. All is well and he is safe tell him to say that a million times a day!

Episode 107!!!!

The scene continues with Lavanya forcing Khushi to go and get some dirt from the pool side. Khushi goes to the pool side and asks DM to save her from seeing Arnav (girl needs to stop asking that since it never comes true'embrace seeing him) and do not let him come there. She sees a pot without plant and takes handful of dirt and runs downstairs , While running the dirt poured out of her hands all the way. She places it on the table and understands that it is not enough for making the diyas so she goes again to the pool side to bring some more. Arnav enters his room talking to aman (I always wanted to know what he looked like), he then sees the dirt in his room, and aman was like you want me to give dirt to the delegate(is he the male equivalent of LA) and arnav is like no just give the files'and I will call you back. He traces the path and sees Khushi trying to take the dirt and escape but she accidently drops the dirt out of fear and some of it goes into her eyes.

Lavanya orders for a mud cake and tells Mami about it. Mami is excited to eat the yummy mud cake. (yeah so am I'I am about to make me some after this)

Khushi is trying to rub her eyes and talks to him saying that La had asked her to take the dirt from the pot. Arnav is irked by her constant moving and asks her not to move. He holds her hands. She starts trying to removie the dirt from her eyes at him. He then makes her to sit near to the pool. Khushi tries to rub her eyes, but he catches her hand and asks as why can't she sit quitely even for a minute without moving, does she need overtime for that(totally hubby move'scolding her while taking care of her)' She blinks her eyes again. He tries to move near her but she moves back'RABBA VEY!!!!!...He slowly blows in her eyes and touches her eyes, Khushi lost in him (yeah so would eye). She closes her eye, he removes the dirt (I hate her). She opens her eyes, he realizes and then leaves her hand. They both get up and looks away.

K ' I am sorry, I have taken dirt from the pot.

A ' I have planted the seeds in that pot.

K ' what?? I didn't know that.. I will go and bring the dirt back.

A ' shut up!

K - But I..

A - Khushi Shut up! You can take the dirt from it. GO!

She takes the mud and tries to leave. Arnav takes the lemon and chilli from his pocket and keeps on the table saying that di and her beliefs and continues to work. Khushi sees it and thinks nothing of it then.

Khushi has made the lamps and goes to keep it outside so as to make it dry. Lavanya comes with cake and places it near to the dirt khushi was making diyas with. She calls out for Mami asking her to taste it and goes to keep her wallet in the room. Mami comes there to taste the cake. By mistake she takes the dirt and eats it (that's karma in action right there). Khushi tells that it's the dirt . Mami shouts at Khushi for placing the dirt instead of cake. Anjali comes and said that that's dirt'why did you eat it and told her not to blame khushi' Mami leaves. Khushi goes to Arnav's room to put the remaining dirt in the pot.

OP comes to Arnav and tells him that Anjali had asked Arnav to hang the Lemon and chilli on the tree, Arnav says he would do it. OP leaves. Khushi is on the way to Arnav's room, she sees him hanging lemon and chilli through the window. She then remembers her Bua's words who had told her that someone is doing black magic on Khushi because of her behavior these days. Arnav is talking to Aman via bluetooth, Khushi thinks that he is doing black magic on her by saying some mantras. She dreams of ASR dressed in black costume who does black magic !! (that was priceless).😆 OP brings Juice for Arnav and places it on the table. Khushi runs downstairs and searches something in her bag. Arnav is working in his laptop and goes out of the room, I guess to get a file. Khushi enters and mixes something in his juice. she tries to go, she hears the footsteps of Arnav. So hides behind the curtain in his room. He drinks half of the juice, Khushi is happy to see it (she really is a sanka devi'she does not think before acting'why would arnav do black magic). While talking, he starts coughing heavily and could not talk. Khushi is happy to see it. Anjali comes and enquires about what happened.

Anjali worried about Arnav, Khushi is laughing at this. Mami comes with khaada and Anjali talks about the lemon and Chilli that Anjali had given him so as to save him from the evil eyes. Khushi is sad and realizes that he was not doing any black magic on her. Khushi then takes the cup of khaada from Anjali saying that she would give him. Anjali agrees and tells her to hurry (khushi is in huge trouble now).

Arnav working on his laptop and sees Khushi in his laptop (how convienent that his web cam was on and recorded everything'I did not a video chat does that) Arnav is shocked to see it. Arnav is angry, meanwhile Khushi on the way to his room asking herself whether she should tell the truth to him. Arnav is burning in anger on seeing her in laptop laughing when he coughs. Khushi knocks the door and gets in. Arnav cuts the call and goes near her. Khushi said, I need to tell you something. But he stops her and pulls her inside his room and shows the recorded video! Khushi tensed and scared! Will khushi be able to escape Arnav's anger????

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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ARSHI"S INDEX

EPISODE 118-PART 119

BHAI DOOJ [KHUSHI, BACK IN RM in his arms]

A clear sky after the storm brings with it an astronomical and a new day with lots of sunshine filled with hopes ,desires ,and aspiration in Arnav ,Anjali and Khushi's life which will change the coarse of their lives forever.

beautiful.👏

Walk of egoistic and atheistic in the holy garden of serene and temple shrine under the spell casted by Devi Mayan.What I say?Today Arnav walked in the house in a stormy way and is stopped by her serene "Sehar" and the wilderment of this ocean picks up its hikes as this queasiness of him for not having his Khushi or having feelings for her all the time has no limit.

loved your insightful thoughts.

Just like in EPISODE 64 when he entered the house for La and feels her presence and found Khushi in the kitchen.Today is no difference except that the intensity and yearning from both sides is reflecting different view.

exactly. their yearning is uncontrollable now.

Scene in GH-

Buaji,"iss ungali ki nus seedhi Dil Tuk jaati hai"[The nerve of this finger goes directly to your heart] and Khushi echoes all the events in Mandir.Buaji is insisted her to wear the ring in her ring finger the moment its ok as Shyam Babu has right on her life too. Khushi cringes at "Shyam has right on me" as she woke up with lots of holes in her thought process but it seems she totally forgot about it that she got engaged last night because she took off the ring for taking shower as its just a piece of jewelry without any sentimental value attached with it. She put it again after Buaji's hawking instructions.She is a fighter and a believer,her faith in DM reflects here.

she reluctantly put the ring back in her finger. she is just following buaji's instruction like a robot.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: During remarriage Khushi will remember this and will say "eik bar baat dil tak pohnchi tou samjhiye keh hum aapke huwai"[once the ring will be in the ring finger and I will be yours]

Khushi received phone call from Anjali and her distress makes Khushi break her promise for not seeing him or she completely forgot.hmmm because she did not say "kyuon jayen taake woh phir se hum se ghalat tareeke se baat karain"[I won't go go there so he will again talk to me in a wrong way].Payal and Buaji are not happy but she is adamant to go to Anjali to help her.

PONDERING connected Dots: That day In EPISODE 64 She has to come to RM for Anjali after her contract warning and Arnav brought her back after offering her money as Horus of Khushi to kill two birds with one arrow ,helping her with money and to keep her in Delhi along with making Di happy.

Akash gets some back bone after Anjali's instigation during Bhai Dooj Puja.Really the wires of his engine[brain] are malfunctioning as he can't talk out of AUTO repair all the ime.Beautiful little scene with smooth music.Love seeing this Auto love.

Scene in RM

Symbolism :Sun

1-Again Sun is a circle as treasuring relations.Circles upon circles as chakarvyu

Connection:Sun represents Anjali as she is the soul reason of everything which is going to happen from now on which in return is connected with Khushi who is the main soul reason of storm in Anjali and Arnav's life either through Shyam or their past.Arnav is the sun as he is the main Soul of these two important people of his life and in return these two souls are always remain the center of the cause of his distress and happiness all along.

awesome metaphor. very keen observation.👏👏👏

Pondering connected dots:During remarriage In his Haldi Anjali tells Guptas " Hamare Bhai Suraj hain Suraj" [my brother is Suraj] She was right as he is indeed a soul matter and protector of everyone at the end for Raizadas as well as Guptas.

Sun rises to welcome new day and as In EPISODE 64 Anjali was the sun to bring Khushi back to keep all the relations together.She is playing the same role here . Bhai Dooj and "Behan ki Dant "[Scolded by sis] sounds like someone taking out frustration to save him from bad omen''

After all a sister is worried about a handsome hunk...and heart throb of millions...who can't sleep or live thinking about Khushi just like today woke up with the fear of losing her again.

cutie pie can't sleep in peace. Khushi's thought is haunting him even in his sleep.

I just want to add because I adored this how sisters put this teeka and show they are there for them but also reminds their brothers Don't forget your sister in thick and thin just like Rakhee.[Sorry guys have no brother ,want these things to do]

Oh poor you. But not all bros are like Arnav. My elder bro is a nerd and when he is at home he only wants me to sink in books and my younger bro is a devil, always after me. But still I love my two brothers, I know they love me a lot.

PONDERING CONNECTED THOUGHTS:He woke up the same way while calling Khushi's name as she left the other day to Lukhnow "hamesha keh liye"

Symbolisms and connections:Bhai Dooj [The name 'Dooj' means the second day after the new moon after Diwali, the day of the festival, and 'Bhai' means brother.] According to one legend, on this day, Lord Krishna after slaying the Narakasura demon, goes to his sister Subhadra who welcomes him the lamp, flowers and sweets, and puts the holy protective spot on her brother's forehead .So it's held that anyone who receives a tilak from his sister on this day would never be hurled into hell.

Anjali unintentionally putting a protective seal on him and he did survive all along and especially during kidnapping.

Puja brings back"meri ankhom mein tu muskuraye...meri dadkan pe hain tere saye"

Just like Rakhi day.

La's dialogue two brothers {Dooj} meaning these both [Akash and Arnav] are ready for next phase of their life as Khushi's dialogue "kyuon na hum aise larkon ko chunain jo bhai hon"[why don't we pick boys for marriage who are brothers] connects here... Mamiji 's future indication in her dialogues

"Mein aapke liye apni Khushi bhi kurban kar sakta hoon"[ I can sacrifice my Happiness for you] and in return Shyam's deep insightful dialogue...."Agar Sale sahib hi sab kuch karainge tou hum kya uphar pakrne keh liye hain"[If everything he will do then what I am just grabbing gifts]

shyam is a very sly guy. Sometimes I don't understand his sarcastic jibes.

Arnav will make Khushi and him go through with enormous pain for the sake of Khushi and definitely all mess will done by Shyam Scorpy.

La with her lala questions but does one thing good bringing Khushi's thoughts right here ...Arnav jolts by her name.awww...shoo cute he does not want to see her...Yeah right.Anjali and Naniji's praises for Khushi creates malice in him .Naniji,"Khushi Bitya agar aadat hain tou umeed kart hain keh aisi aachi aadat sub ko pade aur Khabi na choote""[If Khushi is a habit then I hope everyone supposed to have this habit and never go away] future indication...Arnav clamored in rage, "enough Di Stop it ..why don't you guys understand keh woh ja chuki hai..She is gone now"

Anjali starts scolding at him for real This time,"eik insaan se itna ghussa....[That much anger from one person...]

And cruel reality settles in with him when Anjali said,"aur khabi khabi pata nahin chalta keh aap kiss insaan ko akhri bar mil rahe ho...aur unke jane keh baad pata chalta hai keh aap kitne ghalat thai"

Translation: you never know when you are seeing that person last time and realize it later after they are gone..

Anjali leaves in anger and others follow her...Arnav by closing his eyes in excruciating pain while reverberating yesterday's words.The walk of titans in opposite direction and then parallel is beating this Titan in this game of love and hate.

loved your allegory.

Khushi is on her way as Anjali with Naniji and La [3 women meaning success] planning to trick her to come back in RM and just loved the drama when all of five women together.Mamiji has to find this special "dal" which belongs to "dal mein Kuch Kala Hai"[Something is wrong some where] as She has knowledge o "ram chirat maanas" but she gets the real "drama" of this dal...

Symbolism and connection:#5 Along with other meanings it also represents of union of first female and first man ,creating life and erotic love .It represents incarnated conscious.

Connection is simple as Arnav's incarnation is about to start in a serious mode of intensity towards her.

La insists Khushi to come everyday but Khushi refuses.La cheers her up and Khushi agreed upon to bring oil for Diya when Anjali calls La .

Khusi going to kitchen in the search of oil and Just like Arnav her sense of premonition is getting stronger too but not as strong as Arnav.."Aachi baat hai 'LG dikh nahin rahe'warna kal keh baad tou"[its good LG is not visible otherwise since yesterday...]

and here he marches in with his gritted teeth "where the hell is my...."He knows she is here...and she knows he is...

Symbolism and connection:OIL for lamp :God's holy spirit is the energy; the energy is then transformed into oil; and the oil feeds the flame of the candles in the temple of God.This transformation takes place in us. Connection is Khushi is looking for Oil like she expects a different ,transformed ASR and she will transform him into Arnavji.But Oil burns to give light meaning they Arnav will go through a lot while saving others .

He is looking for his file fumingly and come downstairs for his Di.Poor HP's turn after OP to take the wrath of grumpy guy.

He enters the Kitchen and she startles and stumbles and finally seizes in his arms with closed eyes with fear and he loses his senses over it.He always mesmerized her over closed eyes.

good observation. I think it's easier for him to devour her furtively.

They stare at each other for a while .she in her astonishment and confusion and he in his bafflement and enchantment over her.His head is covering her half face as she is his protector too like a Horus just like him.

Reverberation of yesterday words brings new layer of fear on her face which changes his tenderness into harshess too ."Tum yahan kya kar rahi ho"[what are you doing here"]

Khushi with half dialogue...,"woh Lavanyaji ne...[ That Lavanyaji ...

Arnav,"mein ne kaha tha na apni shakal mat dikhana...Just get lost[I told you don't show me your face ...Just get lost]

Khushi insistedly," aap humain chodain gey tabhi tou hum"[ I can leave if you leave me ] and he gets a bit awkward...The way he puts her down in the most nostalgic and chivalrous way which did not go unnoticed by her either as she flushed with such a closed proximity of him as her body was submerged with him in this process. He did not forget throwing his daggers during rampage of questioning as he wants some purpose behind her being here.His continuous questions makes her angry "humain bhi aapko apni shakal dikhane ka koi shauq nahin hai"[I am not happy to show you my face ]which in return created acerbity with gritted teeth"Phir bhi yahan mere samne ,mere gahr mein khadi ho...[ still you are here in my house in front of me]..."Jitni bar tumhain iss ghar se nikalo tum wapis aa hi jati ho"...ab kya stupid bahana hai tumhare paas ...Khabi La ne bulaeya...khabi Di ne bulaeya ...sab jhoot"[ no matter how many times You've been thrown from this house ...but you come back'what stupid excuse you have now...la called you...Di called you...just simply everything is a lie]hmmm .. a man wants this woman to confess or called her again a gold digger as the same way that day he went to Khushi's house to bring her back and offered money"Mein janta hoon tum zaroor aogi"... .....her giving him a immediate look at this says a lot to him...in her counter attack..."Jab aap jawab suna hi nahin chahte tou sawal kyuon karte hain"....[if you don't like answers then why do you ask question]

We say khushi is a drama queen! this man is drama king number-1. how smartly he hides his original feelings and acts against his will! But khushi is valiant, always emulate him equally.

Arnav by intimidating her,"yeh mat samjhna keh tum iss ghar se aur paise niklwa sakti ho"...[Don't think you can have more money from this house] Khushi with pain,"aap har baat paison se ...[why everything finishes at money..]Arnav assertively, kyuonke mein janta hoon tum....[because I know..]

Interuupted by Anjali,"Chote"...She scolds at him in a soft tone.second time in ane day and at the top on Bhai Dooj...Good Job Di he needs that occasionally... 👏👏👏

hehehe, true

That was the eye opening moment when Di tells him that Khushi is not working for money and he stood there to find him in her eyes but she lowers her eyelids so he can't see that to get embarrassed'.truly cares for him .They both share a moment to say and accept apology'Anjali leaves after giving him file and when Khushi is about to leave'and he stops her by gulping down his mistake.

"Khushi ruko mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai"[Khushi stop I need to talk to you] Khushi stops and then move again by ignoring him...awww that's not acceptable by him...He stops her again by gritting his teeth..

Khushi by gathering herself,"say what you have to say , may be you want to disrespect me more"

Arnav by gulping down his anguish and agony...,"enough,...hum jab bhi baat karte hain yehi hota hai..iss liye..ab se na mein tum se koi baat karoonga aaur na tum mujh se"[this happens whenever we talk ]

Khushi with affliction and convulsion behind closed eyes by collecting strength,"Ok you stay away from me and don't talk to me because its better me too"

Both share a stare with acceptance and questions...before she leaves him following her trail...

So perimeters have been set from both sides for the betterment of each other by not seeing each other'..as "yehi acha hoga mere liye bhi aur tumhare liye bhi"[It will be better for me and you]

Pause here: In EPISODE 65 He snapped at her and today he got just upset,no raising voice or else.He did bow down to his queen... but not completely yet

very well said.

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Originally posted by: indi52

episode 119

an episode of awareness and extreme denial. he can sense her as he steps in trough the doors, even though he is in a foul mood. that singhania file is missing, and so is someone from his life because he has expressly told her to go away and never come back, ever. yet he knows she's around, like that day just before janmashtami.in episode 62/63 we saw this, here's a bit of that sequence:

the moment he walks in... do me so do, la la la la... and a waft of breeze rising. he feels it...

she feels it.

mehsoos is not in a mood to be messed with either. an interlude between the two, while standing by themselves. this is awareness, a gift in itself; and it comes wrapped with music and air.

beautifully said.👏👏👏

today, on bhai dooj, a repeat of this mehsoos of each other. both now have sworn never to see the others face. but really, there's no need for any of the five senses, when the sixth one is so alive and super sharp. does this really happen i find myself asking? have to say, may be not every time, but often enough it does tend to when you're into another person in a huge way. well, perhaps not the wind and piano notes, but that going still, feeling someone's around... yes, that one.

after yelling at the hapless servant, (oh this politically incorrect, incorrigible brusque boy in brown suit, red tika, and bad mood, now why is it that even those who get regularly shouted at can't bring themselves to hate him roundly), he goes off to look for his file, while she perches precariously atop a stool (the same one from which he fell?) looking for oil for her lamp. instead they find each other... the instinct seems to know what you ought to be looking for.

he strides into the kitchen, still grumbling and shouting, "di!! meri singhania wali file...

and...

ting ting ting tong... there she si in pink suit on a stool in his kitchen but now falling.

nonplussed, he stares at her.

she comes down toward him and without pause or thought his arms rise up and reach out to catch her. he can't let her fall on the floor, he won't let her get hit by a car, he can't let her die in a collapsing building, he won't let anyone lay a hand on her, he can't let her be wounded and alone, he has to be there to catch her. if he's dropped her quite callously and uncondonably once on purpose, he did make sure she landed on cases that broke her fall. but this landing is just so much more preferable.

that is also some kind of demonstration of his love. the funny thing is, he can't let her physically hurt, but can pierce her heart severely.

dupatta does its floaty thing.

and look how cutely she sits there perched on his arms, her lissome arms securely around his neck.

Oh yeah she is just perfect in his arm. I must say her body is molded perfectly to fit in his arm.

they both seem to get a bit lost in each other... surprise, shock, and that other thing that's always there when they're together.

she remembers the shakal dekhni hai aaj ke baad thing. don't want to see your face after today, don't want to talk to you...

yet...

"tum yahan kya kar rahi ho?" what are you doing here? he's rough, angry. since day break he's been struggling with the emptiness within. she was in his morning dream... going away, he'd woken up with her name on his lips and maybe a vacuum in his heart. but he wasn't prepared to go into all that heart stuff. instead, he'd summoned gussa to deal with the problem, and like aladdin's good genie, gussa was prepared top do anything for the young master. perhaps because he knew he was good of heart, his bark much worse than his bite. but please, what is this heart talk again. enough!

he is a drama king bas. too much acting. ab bas karo ASR, how he kept her in his arms, is quite contradictory of his statement.

suddenly a thought connected. asr reminded me of the marvel heroes i was reading about today, the super heroes which appealed much to the new audiences of the seventies and eighties for they had human frailties and failings, unlike the 100 percent perfecto superheroes of the previous generation. wasn't asr a bit like that? an archetype, a hero sort in some ways... but with his weaknesses, his achilles' heels, almost.

"wo lavanya ji..." she began haltingly, trying to extricate herself from all the feelings. easy to say uyou'd give anything not to see tehe man, but what if you do see him... have you prepared for that?

"maine kaha tha na apni shakal mat dikhana..." hadn't i told you not to show your face? he is in one nasty mood, and today it's offensive all the way from him. yesterday she'd been in this combative frame of mind when he reached the temple, but today he was in full attack mode.

"just get lost." mean, cutting.

"aap hume chhorenge tabhi toh hum..." if you leave me, only then it's possible, she archly points out to him, with a return spark of rage. he holds her firmly, even though there's no need to. if she is so intolerable, what's the need for this? shouldn't he have just let her go once the saving was done?

he forgot that he was doing his drama.

he realises she has a point.

this time he doesn't drop her, just dumps her unceremoniously.

the battle of words continues... to... fro... strike one... strike two... no break in rhythm.

"tum yahan aayi kyun..." why have you come here?

i have no desire to show you my face... she says witheringhly.

and yet here you are in my house, he comes back, standing right in front of me. yesterday you said you wouldn't come to this house, now what's happened. "jitni baar iss ghar se bahar nikalo... tum wapas aa hi jaati ho" no matter how many times you're thrown out of this house, you find your way back. he is now getting more and more insulting.

dekhiye... listen here, she starts. but who'll let her finish. this is break all rules of war combat.

"ab kya stoopid bahana hai tumhare paas..." now what stupid excuse do you have... love the easy city language and the youthful turn of phrase. of course the "stoopid," that's exactly how i say it too.

"kabhi lavanya ne bulaya, kabhi di ne bulaya... sab jhoot," sometimes lavanya has called, sometimes di, all lies. you must have made up something to come.

the gall of the man. she is angry.

if you don't want to hear the answer why ask a question? she returns sharply.

very spouse sort of convoluted going nowhere argument...nice.

then the money thing enters, how could it not. it is asr after all, to him women are gold diggers who go about breaking homes, well not all, but certainly the ones who seem to have this crazy hold over you... don't think you can get more money out of this house.

this is the thing irritates me a lot, that he accuses Khushi as greedy, where he already knows she is not. i wish if he knew she sold her mom's bangles to reunite him with La.

a threatening advance, she retreats, finger pointing harshly at her, thrust forward jaw, the works. gah, that "khushi?" he woke up with still grating somewhere. how could this girl be so important. a fear of loss in him at the mere thought of never seeing her. how could this be! he'll show her.

"aap har baat paiso pe..." why do you take everything to money? "kyunki main janta ho ki tum..." because i know that you are -

"chhotey!" di cuts in, sharp, angry. he has to listen. so di had to really scold bro on bhai dooj, alas.

good job Anjali, he deserves lot more daat.

khushiji isn't taking any money. he's shocked.contrite even?

khushi is giving tuitions, she is not employed by the raizadas, just helping out, on the condition there's no money involved. di leaves him looking chastened. khushi is ready to go too, but,

"khushi, ruko mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai," khsuhi, wait i want to talk to you. matter of habit, she pretends not to have heard and moves ahead, pushing him a bit... she seems to always do that. he's irritated, she's too.

"enough!... hum jab bhi baat karte hain yahi hota hai... issliye ab se na main tumse kuch baat karoonga, na tum mijhse koi baat karogi," whenever we talk this is what happens, so from now on, neither will i talk to you, nor you to me.

"theek hai... " agrees khsuhi. you stay away from me, it'll be good for me.

and so it is that khushi and asr strike yet another deal. one that will be kept or broken who knows. the tycoon and the jhalli, and the business of love, sorry hate, goes on. but what to do about that wretched awareness.

I really don't ponder their promise. they make promise to break it.

one of my favourite songs by mohit chauhan and a r rahman, it reminds me so much of these two. and it is about the feeling, that awareness, that mehsoos of each other. "paas mere saath mere," near me, with me, very ipk words, remember when he goes to bring her back home? jitna mehsoos karoon tumko, utnahi pa bhi loon. the more i feel you, the more i get you/receive you. sounds like a song written for asr and khsuhi.

such a lovely song and so apt for Arshi. one of my favorite song from one of my favorite movie. this song really meant for Arnav and Khushi.

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Episode 117-118 : Restless

He felt it at the pit of his stomach, the bechaini, the restlessness, the uneasiness was running through his his entire being. causing him to pace back and forth, tighten his fists and stand still one moment or to sit as the edge of his chase the next. He was on edge alright, his hands covered his mouth as if trying to catch his breath Arnav would then stand up from the chase when that uneasy feeling became unbearable. He walks towards his open doors and flying curtains where gusty winds seem to want his attention. Perhaps here with an urgent message, asking to be rescued on her behalf.The music, the ambiance, the slow motion, Sobti's expressions are all too perfect!

awesome preamble.

your depiction of Arnav's state of mind is superb.

Sobti's brilliance is undecipherable.

He seems to know it has to do with her, and I feel he is so close to picking up his SUV keys and take a drive to the GH to make sure she was ok. If he had let himself go that far...he would find that she was anything but OK.

She would be standing there like a statue, with her right hand forward and paralyzed, a ring on and tears in her eyes.

A rotten game has been played by a rotten man for his own selfish gains. Exploiting Buaji's weakness for her brother, making her believe that the reason for his sudden illness is the news that his engagement with Khushi is delayed. Buaji's gullible and trusting nature mixed with her bold personality proved dangerous today.

He ensnared buaji very well in his web. filthy disgusting fellow!😡

She announces that this is an auspicious time for the engagement to happen. Payal tried to speak up and Garmin begged for Sashi to get well but she was relentless."i won't listen to anyone, now i'll only do what will save my babua and make him happy"

Khushi came home aloof, with a bandage on her ring finger and slew of emotions running through her after all that just took place at the mandir. He came after her just to tend to her injury, then they fought and said they never wants to see eath other again. She was only putting her purse down when she learned Bauji went to the panditji. Khushi was visbly shaken, but not much could sink in before Shyam called everyone in urgency. All that followed can only be described as chaotic and disturbing to say the least.

Buaji asked Shyaam if he got the ring back from the jeweler. Khushi hoping and praying that he didn't have the ring on him, but only a tease, he pulled it out. the music tempo speeds up adding to the tragic moment. Khushi' sadness has no limit, horrified at the thought of binding herself to anyone other than her Arnavji. Much to the horror of Payal, Garima and most of all sashi Buaji pressures for the second time, "Arrey Angootih pahenao !" (Put the ring on him!!) Khushi looks at her father who is trying with all his might to shake his head "no" but unfortunately she sees no red flags

poor guy, how helpless he must have felt in that moment!

As she reaches up, all she can think of is Arnav and all the precious moments she shared with him of recent, the ones that pulled her deeper into his love. the ones that gave her dhak dhaks, the ones that seem to put time on hold and the ones that showed her a side to him she never expected to see...simply magical moments.

She slowly slips the ring on Shyaams finger with her thoughts only consumed by Arnav. Tears rolled down. Everyone, including Shyaam can tell she's not happy, but when has Shyaam ever really cared for her happiness or those tears?

so true. he just lusted her, that's all.

Shyaam holds up the ring ...the one he tricked his wife into to buying..with Arnav Singh Raizada's money... he moves in closer, Buaji has to once again remind khushi to put her hand fwd, and when even that didn't work, "do it for your babuji" trick...leaving KHushi no choice

[one of my fav peices of music that fetch so many emotions, plays for the first time here, hats off Raju singh]

Raju singh is brilliant, such an intense music! you are right, said it all.

Her shaky hand goes forward, the bandage on display..."hai re nand kisore"...yep, that finger is already occupied. everyone stunned. Khushi thinks back to when Arnav put it on her...this is the when she knows in her heart that she is bound to Arnav with that bandage, she feels the significance of auspicious moment.

Buaji still not one to give up, "put your other hand fwd Khushi!" no response from Khushi, Buaji has to grab her hand and holds it up

Buaji was inexorable. couldn't she see the pain in her eyes?

And even though Khushi didn't answer his question "hum pahena de na Khushi ji?" Snakewas proceeded to slip the ring on much to the agony of her father..however on the wrong hand and the wrong finger...Khushi's hand freezed away from her as if she doesn't want it to be a part of her anymore.Don't worry Khushi, the ring belongs to Arnav ji!

good point.👏

Evil crosses his arms his victory.

Arnav holds up his index finger that has her blood on it "Khushi"...yes Arnav, you're gut doesn't lie, your Khushi is not ok.

She sits sobbing by herself with both hand on her knees. Everything felt so forced for the gold ring on the right, while for the bandage on the left, it all just fell into place even though the one who put it on never asked her permission to put it on her.

very good observation. He knows Khushi belongs to him,. so there is no need of permission. just love his possessiveness.

She wipes her tears with the hand that graces the bandage when she hears Shyaam coming. She doesn't utter a word, while he tries to act like he understands her. I thought i saw her flinching when he asks "aap teek to hai na?" He gives her a present, she only accepts when she's asked to as a friend. Every ounce of her wants to reject this relationship.. when she broke down as said "teek hai" certainly she didn't expect it all to happen so quickly. She did is for her babuji but more out the hurt, the chot she had been given.

my heart bled for the poor girl. no one can see her pain.

Arnav suffers in agony himself as he holds up his finger that had a drop of her blood, he feels the kamzori (weakness) taking over. he thinks of how easily he ordered her out of his life...no shakkal ...no baat...he tries hard to get a hold of himself but fails miserably.

He rushes promptly to his tissue box, he needs to get the mark off, she needs to go...the first tissue couldn't take the mark off "I said leave dammit!" ...

He scrubs desperately with one after the another, the tissues piled up as tries to wipe out everything since the moment she fell into his arms for the first time...the first time he hugged her in the rain to protect her, him dropping her from his office, then how he pins her against the wall in the GH,...the morning of teej, sindoor everywhere,

He gets even more furious with the tissues they refuse to do its job, vigorously throwing the tissues on the groung

more memories come flooding, how he rescues a fainting khushi from falling, the storage room, a rabba ve moment when her earring gets caught on his shirt, then how closely he pulled her when his desires got the most of him, the first time he said sorry. how she came running to him at the hospital, when they fell on the rangoli together...all of these

memories are stamped in his heart, yet he fights with all he's got to wipe them away...alas he loses the war. The whole tissue box is picked up and tossed. She just won't go, now in his mind he is putting payal on her ankles, then the moment he is closets to her, he leans in for a kiss, her face in his hands.

Loved your description. poor guy, wanted to erase her memory, but it's impossible.

It all becomes too painful, he just needs to sit down, close his eyes and give in to the excruciating agony. There is nothing more he can do..or is there? he sits back up with determination and promises himself "nahi karoonga usse yaad, aaj ke baad kabhi uske baare mein nahi sochunga"

"I won't miss her, after today i won't think about here"

hmmm...where have i heard a similar statement? oh yah, from Khushi right before he showed up at the mandir...and his promise doesn't go far either. He can try to control himself but how will he control his conscious in his sleep?

it's funny. so many times he promised not to think about her, but his uncontrollable feelings never let him keep his promise.

As he lays asleep in his bed, he can hear himself telling her to get out of his life "aaj se meri zindagi se nikkal jaao. Na tumse baat karni hai, na tumhari shakkal dekhni hai" he jumps up just like he did when he feared she was going to Lucknow. He'll do the same at the GH later when he makes a habit of holding her hand through the night and she slides it out to get up in the morning. He calls out her name as if he can't live without her. The idea of not seeing her again terrifies him.

wonder how much more he would linger in her thoughts had Anali not opened his curtains and blinded him. "Di, what the hell!" ya really Di, what the hell!

After a nice yelling session and shocking Arnav she reminds him of their tradition during Bhai dooj. "taki mujhe kisi ki boori nazar na lage, waise idea accha ha, rasm ke bahaane apni saari frustration nikaal do"

"to save me from evil eye...good idea to take out your frustrations and blame it on the tradition"

gotta love that ASR sarcasm, never gets lost on him as great part of him like his anger. The puja is done and Anjali finishes her rituals with her brothers.

The thing is, even if Arnav would try to forget her, he forgets that in addition to his, Khushi has also won the hearts of three other people in that house.

i already mentioned in my analysis that his family will never let him forget khushi. cause they are also obsessed by Khushi.

After maami fails to answer a question La has on bhai dooj, "Chamkili" name comes up, Arnav's sensitized ears go up, then La remembers that she will no longer come. and i think the words for the expression on his face is called disappointment ...

he was missing her badly. Anjali talks about Khushi becoming a habit to which nani adds that she wishes this kind of habit on everyone. Well, Khushi had certainly become Arnav's habit. In addition I have to say a habit of love.A bad one if you ask him, a habit he has been trying to break since the night he swore he wouldn't let a girl make a difference, since he threw the photos from the calendar shoot after getting lost in them, since he threw the pearls out, since he tried to keep her from working in his home, since he broke her heart on Diwali night and the most recent, since he tried to wipe her blood from his finger with all the tissues he had...He had been trying hard to get rid of his habit.

very well said.

So you can't blame the guy for getting angry when he hears Anjali talk about how good it feels to have her around " Khushi is in her name"...pure torture. He is trying to forget how good her mehsoos feels around him.

Anjali just hit the nail, what made him perturbed.

"ENOUGH DI, please stop it! bahut ho gaya "Khushi Khushi" why don't you guys understand ki woh jaa chuki hai, she's gone now" wonder who he is trying convince more, them or himself.

"Anjali now unhappy with his behavior, "Chote I saw how you spoke to her yesterday, so much anger for one person, you should talk with manners...you may be seeing the person for the last time, and after they leave you realize how wrong you were"

slight eye movements at the last part indicate his concern over the exact thing. As soon as everyone leaves, He closes his eyes, and we see just how much his own rough words to her on what could be his last words to her, really bothers him.

Though personally would've like to see them both separated and suffer without eachother a bit longer, giving them the chance to really miss each other, I'm glad that Khushi will be back, for his sake. Thanks to Anjali, Nani and La teaming up to bring her back...very fitting they've always been instrumental in bringing these two love birds together...

they are so sweet!

No wonder mami is left out. But I am forever thankful to mamiji for making my tillak- handsome smile today.

he was just looking too delicious! I couldn't breath properly when he gave his sexy smile.

Anjali calls Khushi, pretending of an emergency, it works but i think anything would've worked. She wanted to go back there too...how disappointed she was when Buaji reminded her this morning "kaam pe nahi jaana hai" right after she learns that the vein from ring finger goes straight to the heart...she had thought about him, and him putting the bandage on her. I guess in a way, like that vein, their connection always leads them to each other, their hearts.

Khushi was so desperate to see her Arnavji. so how her DM can sit quiet!. she granted her secret wish immediately.

Both missing the mehsoos of each other badly..laws of attraction at work again😉

DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (shadewa last time, tillak this time, Lord have mercy 😳)!

too much! I can't bear the hotness any more.

❤️ Chooo Cute!!! ❤️❤️❤️

EPISODE 109!!!!!!!!!

At the RM, the Raizadas are doing pooja'minus arnav, akash and mama but plus shyam'they are doing pooja all happy but shyam looked irritated like why am I here for this torture or maybe constipated (it was a weird facial expression)'but la and anji look really pretty'.the scene shifts to the GH'where the guptas are performing Diwali pooja'everyone in the family is doing the round round'payal and khushi helped shashi do aarti'and that was the sweetest thing I ever saw'after the pooja the gupta sisters but shashi in bed and payal asked why khushi is going to the RM'khushi replies saying that Anjali was so sweet to give her the Devi Maiya murti for the peace of the family that she has to go'she prays for her dad and she presses her hand to the murti..she tells her dad bye and she was like oh look I am learning things everyday (that means la is rubbing off on her)'she tells them that she will come back'in the living room/dining room khushi is packing sweets with payal's help and she asked why is she bring so many sweets'khushi said that she did not give the Raizadas anything so I must bring all these sweets'she tells payal to hand her the box that is different because it is for arnav'she catches herself from speaking her feelings and saved the day saying because he can't have sugar (I was like girl stopping fooling yourself you care for him why else would you made sweets separately for him)

At the RM, la's friends come'pam is there'idk who the other two are and don't care'they see la and was like OMG you're in a sari and that too holding a diya'la was like heck ya (her face said it all)'they do their weird hellos'and mami was like what was that'and everyone elese was like whatever'My reaction was more like mami'La introduces her friends to the family'and that was a fail because they said hi and extended their hands to nani'nani said Namaste (and was thinking smh)'mami said hello hi bye bye..and Anjam was like hi'and la takes her friends off to see the house'mami was like her friends are strange (I agree)'Anjali sees OP and tells him not to put pineapples in the halwa (I think he should)'khushi enters the door and shyam is like OH NO!!!! Anjali was like hold on you must see khushi'shyam was like I have some work'Anjali stops him from leaving'and khushi is telling op about the sweets and what to do with them'Anjali tells khushi to hurry up a few time because she is dying for her hubby to see khushi'Shyam drops the gift in his hand'Anjali bends down to pick it up and rushes out (hit and miss number 1000)'Anjali gets the box and looks for shyam and noticed she is gone'Khushi finishes her talks with OP and she wishes mami ji and she gives her usual'.she wishes nani too and Anjali (where is Arnav???)

In the kitchen, Shyam is trying to figure out how to avoid seeing khushi'OP then tells him that this dish does not have pineapple'a light bulb went off and shyam said that I have to make my self sick so I cannot see khushi'he then eats the pineapple wale dish and starts sneezing (okay I thought food allergies causes like rash or face swelling'but not instantaneous sneezing'this show sometimes)'OP was like OH NO you ate the wrong one'shyam was like why did you not tell he earlier (uh he did and you even acknowledged him'smh)'then anjali comes and asked what happened'OP said that I told him not to eat that one but he did anyways (in my mind OP is sassy) and Anjali was like forget (I sense some anger)

La tells her friends to take off her shoes in the mandir and they where like hell to the no (not really but might as well said that with their attitude)'La was like we shoud repespect her and she does not want to hurt her'then they see laxmi and they make a comment on her'la picks up laxmi and said go to nani's room'la was like laxmi is sweet'Then they make fun of nani's'and La was like ENOUGH and argues back'.her friends call her a behen ji'la was like knowing tradition and making the family happy a behen ji (Standing Ovation for LA!!!!)'her friends leave angrily'Oh yeah'nani and khushi were watching this'nani congratulates khushi for changing la'and khushi hugs la for being awesome' La tells khushi that their sarees got switched and the red on is Arniekin's favorite color'khushi feel bad and la said she looks pretty

The scene shifts to Khushi lighting the diyas in a pretty design'cue the breeze and RABBA VEY'Arnav is just mesmerized (and I am mesmerized by him!!!)'once khushi was done she notices arnav and they stare at each other'RABBA VEY'La comes by to break the eye lock and tells her to be careful because she is trapped by diyas'Arnav is now concerned'la said she has to put oil in the diyas and asks arnav to help her'Khushi's eyes widen'After la leaves'arnav begins to walk through the diyas and now standing where khushi is'Rabba Vey!!!! This scene was so dreamy'will arnav get khushi out of the maze of diyas?!?!?!?!?!

Originally posted by: wiwy

@ Supi. Perfect edits. Tum ho...hatke 👏

I am so sorry you lost IPK videos. What a great loss. i feel for you. Did you manage to salvage them?

I am voting for Arnav-Khushi jodi ⭐️

@ Kate. 1st page.fantastic gif of Khushi falling into Arnav's arms! button ney! 👍🏼

But can't hear the songs/instrumental😭 Thanks for the promos 🤗

@ Chalhov. Loved ❤️your #11 welcome post, esp the last collage when Arnav finds out Khushi is engaged. I remember Barun's voice and the expression in his eyes when he said something like" kya kar rahi ho tum" in that episode. Mind blowing!

@ BD. No I dint drool over your drool corner. I wanted to do something else!☺️ Samjhi tum?!

@ Sohara. Your exams over? Every page I turn to you are back to sexy boying Barun😆