"We are through RK, this was all just a game... A game which you started... But I get the final say, "
Rishabh Kundra could still hear Madhubala's words ringing in his ears, He could still remember the hatred in her eyes, the eyes which once spoke volumes, the eyes which said things to him that she herself couldn't, The eyes he thought that could never fake an emotion, The eyes which he loved oh so much...
"You broke me in the worst way possible... You pretended to love me, You pretended to care for me... I trusted you more than I trust myself, more than I trust my God... But after all that I went through for you, the only thing you gave me in return was heartache, This ends right now, I'm breaking all ties with you Mr. Rishabh Kundra, All of this was just a charade..."
Rishabh could remember everything they went through since the first moment they had met... "She has mesmerizing and captivating eyes.." He had thought to himself when he had first laid eyes on her, He was afraid that he would give away all his deepest and darkest secrets which he had under lock and key somewhere in a dark corner of his heart, if he stared into those gorgeous doe eyes for too long'
Everything about her captivated him... the way her nose scrunched when she smiled, the way her brows started dancing when she was irritated, he loved everything about her... he loved every little detail about her... And he hated himself for letting his ego get the best of him'
"RK... I won't say No to whatever might happen tonight... I trust you..." he remembered how she had offered herself to him that night in the village.. How her eyes were filled with dreams of a bright future with him, how her eyes longed more of him, He knew that he had made the biggest mistake of his life by letting his ego get the best of him... He knew that she didn't deserve what he had put her through... She deserved to be loved, and held... And to be told how much she is loved...
He couldn't face himself when he finally realized what he had done to her, He hadn't realized that her pain caused him much bigger pain, With the pricky feeling he got behind his nose, he felt something wet on his cheek, As he slowly raised his hand towards his cheek to wipe away the tears, he finally realized something'
"So is this love..?" He knew that this had to be what they called love, He felt as if somebody had a hold of his heart, trying to squeeze out every ounce of life he had left in him' The pain he felt grew with every second' The pain made his mind and body go numb...
He couldn't feel anything, All he knew was that his heart beat only for Madhu, He rememberd how he told her that his heart beats only for her, How his heart beats Madhu... Madhu... Madhu...
But back then it was all just a charade, to win her over, to make her believe in him, to make her pay for the Four Slaps, Four Pheras, for Four Slaps, And then the Prem Game of Four Days...!
He hated the thought of his Biwi with another man, HIS Biwi, HIS Posession... HIS Obsession... In another man's arms, he couldn't stand the thought of it...
So he brought her back, Cuffed her, made it clear to everybody that she was HIS... and only HIS, The thought of what he did to her, and everything he put her through made him despise himself... he loathed himself for all his wrong doings... It killed him to think of what she might have gone through...
And that is when he realized that he had lost his Madhubala for good, His Biwi, The girl who did so much for him, the girl who made so many sacrifices for him, the girl who was willing to leave everything behind for him and only him...
He couldn't feel anything, He was numb, He couldn't break down and cry... He thought to himself that he would rather hurt than feel nothing at all... But the numbness had taken over his mind and body... All he could hear was the thumping of his heart...
He felt his cheeks go wet yet again when a slight whisper escaped his dry mouth as he mumbled "Madh..u'I'm sorry.. But wh'y did you do this to me..e..?"
Pushpa Impossible
