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...Don't forget his face when he screamed your name across the barriers as though his life depended on you turning back and looking once at him. Don't forget his face when he struggled like an insane lover with the world just to reach you, not caring who thought what or who was saying what.Don't forget his outstretched hand that fought everyone just so that it could touch you and pull you back to his world. Don't forget his stricken face and his bloodshot eyes when he went on one knee and held your hand like it was merging into his own. Don't forget the surge of insane emotions on his face when he slipped that ring into your finger , marking you as his own in front of the world. Remember his face as you saw it when he declared to the world - Ye meri mangetar hain, aur innhe rokne ka mujhe poora haque hai. Don't forget that in that one moment the whole world celebrated your union with him and blessed the two of you. Just remember his eyes gazing into yours and his hands holding yours just like you had always imagined.
This.is.your.moment.Zoe.Don't allow it to fade away just because Asad switched back to his Little Asad mode. Because what you felt, experienced and held with him in those 10-15 minutes is a million times more powerful than his 100000 denials. You always dreamed of a filmy proposal where a man would turn the world upside down with a shade of pink for you. The dream came true and Asad did that for you with a shade of gold for you. It sits prettily on your finger ,now.
Yes, Zoe needs to remember all of this and only this when Asad goes back to his deep freezer. I don't think it is rocket science for even the dumbest person in this world to understand that whatever Asad said and did on those moments was her Asad. Not Mr.Asad Ahmed Khan who would go a "Wo actually...". By now, you know what Asad hides and what he shows. Snap out of that depression and aggression Zoe. He loves you- believe it. You love him- realize it. And when you do that , then, no matter what a big bipolar jerk Asad is, he will have no option except giving in. He is the one who is scared of emotions . Not you.
Pull him out of his shadows , just like he has pulled you up everytime you have fallen. He is your protector and you? You are his only hope. You saw it in his eyes and you heard it in his voice in that emotionally splitting moment.
For once, just believe what you saw and felt. And not what Asad said on recovering from his insane sentiments for you.
Realize it. Accept it. Fight for him , even if it means fighting with him.
This is my message to Zoe today.
But perhaps Zoe is too intoxicated in her sentiments for Asad to be able to comprehend all this. Like Asad, she too was sloshed in emotions today. She heard him scream her name . She turned to look at him with a lurch in her heart and fighting back tears. She broke the barriers and ran to him , sobbing , struggling to hold the hand she has always felt is her sign of an angel. To be with the man who is her world. She asked no questions, nothing when he slipped the ring on her finger - she was too overwhelmed with emotions and it never hit her that she should be asking Asad what he is doing. She smiled, glowed with tears in her eyes when Dhurandhar called Asad her true love and advised her to guard him lest she loses him.
Zoe was living in that gold paradise, without even once questioning herself and Asad about the feels he had filled her with. She came back home like a beaming bride as the ring sat proudly on her hand - Asad had claimed her as his in front of the whole world and she was glowing. So intense was the rush of emotions that Zoe never thought of 'why'. Asad was her fiance now and she was his fiancee. Zoe's world was perfect and so perfect that she didn't care that Asad DID NOT propose her. He simply claimed and marked her as his own. This is how deep Zoe's love runs for Asad but for her to have NO REALIZATION of it whatsoever are signs of a peculiar bipolar disorder - much like her darling Asad.
So, when does Zoe ask Asad all the 'whys' and 'whats'? She asks him all the valid and logical questions when Asad goes back to his 'woh , main , actually' and breaks her dream that he did all this to stop her - or even worse kyunki Ammie aisa chaahti thi. He is lying through his teeth but equally dumb-headed Zoe cannot see it. Asad is emotionally challenged and Zoe is emotionally dumb. Seriously.
Asad, you have no idea that these denials will bring your life to the verge of ruin and Zoe's life to the verge of destruction. Zoe, you have no idea that if you don't heed what Dhurandhar said today , you and Asad are ruined and expect the kind of misery you will not be able to handle.
As it was indicated through Dhurandhar , the hand of destiny in this track, next, its Zoe's turn to save Asad and her right on him. BCA will be a major roadblock and its only Zoe who can save Asad from her - even if that means going against him.
For the rest, i felt so horrible for Humeira. And for once my anger was not on Razia.It was on Tanveer. If this is the value a pregnant woman has for human life, then, i am unsure if i should even count her in homo sapiens. DISGUSTING.
And BTW, Badii Bi has more guts than her son. Kudos! Ayaan going to pray for Humeira was a lovely cover up by writers. It shows Ayaan in a sensitive light.
Cutest moment? Zoe blushing like Asad's bride and Dilshie-Tamaatar going Awww... wow... i wanted to be there... yayyy!... Until Asad's PATHETIC 'Wo main actually...' broke the collective dream.
P.S- Asad and Zoe just have to go through the test of love. If they are not pushed off the edge, you will be stuck with Bipolar Asad and Bipolar Zoe. Bring them to the point where both of them have to understand and ACCEPT that they love each-other and there is nothing in this world that they can do to change it.
P.P.S- Emma in Jane Austen's 'Emma' was always convinced that her best friend Mr.Knightley will marry her but it took one jolt for her to realize it- that she could lose him to someone else. Today, Zoe seemed like she believed it inside that Asad will marry her and her Jahanpanah will be with her forever. Hence, she glows and cries at the shocking engagement with Asad. She doesn't ask any questions. Maybe , she also needs to go through a phase where it hits her that Asad could belong to someone else. Just like Asad is scared that he will hurt her, you need some fear of that intensity in Zoe also.
Seher Hone Ko Hai
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
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