Originally posted by: sohara
he couldn't hug her back on her most distressed state, but later he literally will keep her entangled for the rest of his life.
YES BECAUSE SHE IS HER MOST PRECIOUS PEARL WHICH HE CAN'T THROW ANT MORE
Episode-100
the storm has just passed and she even couldn't salvage a bit to move on. She lost all her strength, her courage,her potent, whatever remnant is, if somebody could give her just a little solace. Who can give her solace? Only her laad governor can, who lives in the sacrosanct place of her mind. So when she saw him, she couldn't control herself but rAn to his broad chest to seek comfort, to seek bharosa(trust), "hum puri tarah se toot chuki hai.I'm completely shattered. i don't have any courage left."
SHE NEEDED SOMEONE WHO SHE TRUSTED THE MOST AND AS YOU SAID "BHAROSA" AND HE IS ALL
She comes back to her trance, gradually lifts her head looks at him. She realizes what she has just done. She immediately extricates herself from his embrace, takes a few steps back, stares at him intensely. the moment stilled for a while. rabba vey in the piano transcending their emotions. "Khushi", His voice is full of suppressed emotions. Khushi is perplexed "I don't have any right to seek comfort from you. who am i to you!", she runs away from him. He stands there flummoxed.
SHE WAS BAFFLED OF EVERYTHING HAPPENED IN THOSE MOMENTS AND IT WAS UNINTENTIONALLY BUT IN THEIR SUBCONSCIOUS SOMETHING ELSE IS COOKING
Khushi comes near the cabin, where buaji , amma and Payal are sitting by sashiji's side.She looks them from outside, she is devastated. She leans her head on the window and thinks about the event that happened a while ago."Why did I cry in front of him? Why i needed his shoulder to cry on? what makes me go to him like this?"
(Sanaya was brilliant in the scene. She always gets applaud for her comedy. but can anybody defy me that she is equally brilliant in intense scene. i love my barbie doll. I never saw anybody looks so beautiful in teary eyes.)
TOTALLY AGREED WITH YOU AND I AM MAD TOO HOW COME SHE NEVER RECEIVED ANY AWARD FOR THAT 😡
ASR is repugnant, pacing back and forth in his room,"why I couldn't put my hands on her! she was crying. expecting i would say something. but I couldn't say a words, just kept watching her tears.what happened to me ! why her every single tear drop affects me like" He can't continue when his eyes fells on his reflection in the mirror. he sees her sweat shirt is moisten with water, a tear drop of her. he touches it, the repercussion takes him to the scene in the hospital. Riot of emotions engulf him again. YOU SAID IT IN ONE SENTENCE
In the hospital Khushi is planning for some prayer service,"maha mrityunjay jaap.' i think it is performed for a severely ill person. Buaji is trying hard to pacify Garimaji. buaji's mind goes to Shyam again. (pause:buaji can't think anything else rather than Shyam😡) Shyam also gets the chance to throw the arrow at the right time. Buaji says sashiji told shyam and sha and nothing else. What can be a better opportunity for Shyam to stirke the iron,"didn't mausaji indicate marriage!" lier tries to chicane them,"uncle used to talk about his daughter's marriage all the time, specially he was worried about khushiji's marriage, as she is not his own daughter."(pause: Buaji must not forget that some time ago when she brought the issue of Khushi's marriage, Babuji denied it clearly, that Payal should get married first. ) VERY VALID POINT BUT AGAIN IPK AND LOGIC Shyam excuses himself but actually goes behind to eavesdrop Buaji's convo. buaji is truly Shyam's mohra. She tells Garima about Khushi and Shyam's wedding. Shyam is exulting from behind and purring,"just watch uncleji how everybody will get me married with Khushi." Ammaji is incredulous,"how a marriage will take place in this situation!" Bua is adamant to get Khushi married with that snake.Buaji is really getting into my nerve!😡
SHYAM IS REALLY COMING OUT OF HIS CACOON ,HE IS SHOWING ONE SIDE OF PSYCHOS AND PEOPLE WHO CAN GO ANY LENGTH FOR THEIR OWN PURPOSES.
pause:I wonder why Buaji is not thinking Payal for Shyam. After all she is the eldest and her marriage recently broke. I wish if buaji proposed shyam for Payal. then she would understand that evil's true face.
YEAH THAT;S TRUE BUT THEN THINK, TO GET KHUSHI HE WILL MARRY WITH PAYAL AND MAY BE KILL HER TO GET BACK TO KHUSHI AFTER ALL HE IS PSYCHO AS HE IS REMOVING BABUJI HE WILL TRY TO REMOVE ANJALI TOO DURING PAYESH WEDDING SO HE WILL NOT LET HIS TRUTH COME OUT THAT EASILY.
Arnav is still despondent state of mind. La comes to his room and hugs him.(pause:La is getting more unbearable. don't touch my sexy boy so much. i only can share him with khushi, but nobody else) Arnav closes his eyes, his mind drives back to the hospital scene again. He couldn't hug khushi back. when la hugged him, he thinks of khushi and slowly hugs La back as if he is hugging Khushi. He says the words to La what he wanted to say to Khushi,"don't worry everything will be alright." La is surprised,"what will be alright?' ASR is still in khushi's trance. La thinks his mood is off. She wants to surprise ASR. she brings some food for him, 'chamkili taught me this." again chamkili came to perturb Arnav. La is confused why ASR is upset. Anjali intervenes,"whoever doesn't have parents, only they know when a beloved is ill, they just need someone's support in that time. It seems like if anyone would say, everything will be alright." The guilty feelings is gnawing his heart now, "that's what i couldn't say to her. She just needed to hear a simple word, everything will be fine. She was in anguish! she was completely shattered."
ANJALI EVOKED AND INTENSIFIED HIS PAIN THAN EVER AND HIS GUILT IS MAKING HIM RESTLESS
The doctor gives Khushi the release paper and tells her that he will be alright if he takes proper medicine and gets therapy. Khushi can't pay the hospital bill as she doesn't have money. But the doctor is ready to let them go cause they are associated with Raizadas. he applauds Raizadas as very benevolent people. He says, specially Arnav Sing Raizada donates a lot.
pause: I wonder why the youngest member of the family has to bear all the burden of everybody.It's really seemed so weird to me.
IT DOES NOT MATTER ,SOMETIMES YOUNGEST MEMBERS ARE ALWAYS RESPONSIBLE .YES OLDER HAVE WISDOM AND EXPERIENCE AND YOUNGER HAVE COURAGE AND STRENGTH .
Khushi and Payal are trying to comfort babuji. Specially Khushi assures him that everything will be fine, cause she had a special meeting with her DM. She bids them bye and comes to RM for her salary. When she stands in front of Arnav. the hospital scene reverberates in his mind again. it seems that he wants to say something, but as Anjali enters there he doesn't speak. Anjali asks her about her babuji. She says that he is fine and came back home. Khushi gives her tiffin dabba to ASR to put her salary there. (pause: Her gesture indicates that she is completely disturbed)YES BECAUSE SHE HAS TO PAY BILLS AND WHATEVER HAPPENED IN BETWEEN EMASR gives her a check. Khushi needs cash right now, she has to pay the hospital bill. Though she agrees, "it's ok, I'll cash it from the bank." when she sees the amount is less than she expected she gets tensed."why it's 27000. It supposed to be 30,000. she begs a pardon to ask money like this, cause she is really in need of money right now. (pause: tears is welling in my eyes, how helpless she might feel that moment that had to ask money from the person, who thinks she is greedy and can do anything for money. Khushi sure can do anything for her family. I wish Allah doesn't put somebody in such situation) I KNOW THOSE FEELINGS AND EXPERIENCES KILL YOU BASICALLY INTERNALLY.
ASR tells her that the accountant might cut the tax. Anjali tells her that their accountant cuts 10% tax. khushi is confused,"can't i just pay tax later, I calculated the money accordingly." ASR leaves the place. Khushi thinks he got angry on her, 'pher gusse mein chali gayi. humari mazboori bhi samjhe nahi." Anjali assures her that everything will be fixed. Khushi leaves in consternation.
Arnavs sure understand her majboori. he actually went to get more money. Anjali tells her that she is very worried with the hospital bill. Arnav gets worried for Khushi now.
YES HE KNOWS WHAT IS BEING GOING THROUGH ,HER PAINS AND DISTRESS MAKES HIM UNREST
pause: Anjali is such a nice and understanding woman. It's so painful that she didn't get the love what she deserved I KNOW SHE IS UNFORTUNATE IN THAT SENSE AND I ALWAYS FELT FOR HER ,PARENTS,HUSBAND AND THEN CHILD
Shyam comes to torture babuji again.he brings a ring for khushi and shows it to babuji. He derides at babuji's tears. He start to afflict him,"I just have a simple flaw and that is, I'm married. If Rani saheba is the source of my living, khushi is my life. My heart beats only for Khushi. I can't leave Rani saheba. If I hold somebody's hand I hold it forever. at the same way when i'll hold Khushiji's hand I'll also hold it forever. god gave me too hand to hold two at the same time" Buaji comes there and it seems she suspected something.
I just can't bear Shyam's insolence.what an imprudent fellow.😡😡😡
Arnav is a laconic person and an introvert too..So he couldn't express his feelings to khushi. he couldn't give her the solace when she needed it. I think this song is just so apt for both of them. And it's my most favorite song. Plz my friends, you have to listen to this song.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQeds5rd44g&feature=player_detailpage[/YOUTUBE]
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