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#Entry 1

Wearing a pink and white printed dress with a v neck with a press button detailing holding the neck together, pleats at the yoke in front, a pink tie at the waist level, Sharon Rai Prakash was enough to give a heart attack to Swayam.

"I hate this pink, what a cheeky colour", she told herself standing in front of the mirror.

"But he loves pink. So I can wear this dress for him. Can't I?"

Sharon, the diva of the college, flawless beauty was thinking about a colour of a dress. She was ready to change herself a bit, for the love of her life.

Someone said right, Nobody can change a person, but someone can be the reason for a person to change.

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"What the hell are you doing? I can't see anything Swayam".

"If I wanted you to see everything, then I would not blindfold you, baby", he said with a smirk!

"Don't call me baby! And what really you want to do? "

"If not baby, then sweetheart? " Angry Sharon is always a treat to watch! "And you really want to know what I want to do?" he said after controlling his laugh!

"Don't try to be over smart, ok?"

"Oh, Sharon! I am born smart; it's just today, a gorgeous lady sitting in my car, so I am trying to be over smart, you see!"

"Flirting? Eeh?!? I so wished I could discover this talent of yours, before two years. Go and participate India's got talent Swayam. You will win sure", she said in a sarcastic tone.

"Anything for you Sharon! Sorry, anything for you baby". He laughed out loud.

We fight, we cry, we laugh, and we know each other like the back of our hands.

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"I love you more and more each year that pass, I am excited to begin another year of our journey. Happy anniversary, sweetheart! " His voice was enough to bring tears in her eyes. The journey, they started together, completed two years.

"Same to you", she smiled at him, clutched his face and kissed him.

"I love you" he whispered between the kiss, tangling his hands in her hair.

She walked along the sands of Juhu beach, holding the hands of her love. Thousands waves touched them. They spent the night on the beach, enjoying the love, enjoying the two years of togetherness.

None knows what future holds for them. But today they are together, and that is enough for them.

We are having such a good time together, it's only just begun..My heart's never smiled so hard, baby, loving you is fun...

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#Entry 2

Let love takeover <3

"Ok guys, ready and 5 6 7 8..." rey called out while rehearsing for the NDC. It was a fusion of various dances ranging from Bollywood to hip hop to couple dances. The guys had many stunts in their dance and swayam being the tallest had an extra risky stunt. It was a part of their flash mob...but when mixed with the indiafest dance, it became a bit too risky. Ok sorry for the bak bak.

Back to the rehearsal.

'Activate' the guys were on swayam for their formation and he was hauled up for a twist...as each one jumped of from him...he perfirmed a complicated routine. *crack* he landed badly. "Ouch!" he yelled. The gang immediately came to him...sharon reaching him first. "Kya zarurat thi yeh routine karne ka?" she yelled while hitting him on his arm. "Ow sharon!" swayam screamt again. "Phew nothing that big...its a minor sprain...but it could have become a fracture and he wouldn't have been able to participate in NDC" Rey said. There was relief on everyone's face except sharon's who continued arguing.

Sh: "Be thankful its just a sprain! Agar kuch hua tho?"

Sw: Tho? Tho kya? Kuch hua nai na? So chill!

Sh: Agar tumhe kuch hua tho...do you have any idea how much it'll affect...

Sw: Affect whom?

Sh: Me...*Swayam looks up and the gang go "Sharon..."* i meant me and the the dance team..the rest of us...it'll affect our dance..

Sw: Fine baba chill. I'm fine.

Nil: Gimme the beat guys

Boom boom pak boom boom pak

Swayam ko hua hai ek chota sa sprain...

Aur ho rahi hai sharon ki pain...

Aur isse hum kehte hain

Umm...isse kehte hain...hain...

Vicky: Love due to pain.:D

Nil: waah kya baat hai yaar

They all cheer and the guys raise their hands meaning chemistry while swayam feeling that sharon might feel uncomfortable ...says "Ey chup kar" sternly.

Sh: kyun rok rahe ho...rehne do usse...she said blushing a bit. At that swayam looks at her in wonder and they share a hawwa hawwa eye lock, all pain momentarily forgotten, they become entranced in each others eyes...while the gang notice it and say chemistry again.

At that swaron come out of their trance and look away and try to change the topic.

After rehearsals, during which swayam had to watch due to the sprain, the gang fixed the timing for the next day, wished him well and left. He was struggling to get up as his ankle hurt. Sharon was in the corner drinking water facing the mirror when she suddenly felt pain coursing through her ankle...not very bad but slightly. These signs usually come when swayam was in pain, she thought and glanced in the mirror at swayam struggling to get up, wincing in pain. She rushed to his side and put one of his arms over her shoulder for support. He looked at her in awe. Since their 'break up' happened, they'd maintained a good friendship...though he felt he was a replacement for rey initially when sharon and rey were fighting...he later was confused. She understood him perfectly without words, she knew him in and out, complimented him often, and even won the admiration of his dad...easy to do considering his dad thought he was nothing :P

As these thoughts went his mind and he looked at her, she looked up and questioned, " What?" . He just shook his head indicating nothing and they continued looking at each other, letting their eyes converse. "Ahem hrmm hmm" rey cleared his throat bringing them out of their trance. "Umm Sharon...ye kya ho raha hai?" he asked teasingly. "Kuch nai, well he was struggling to get up so I thought i'll help..." she replied blushing slightly. "Oh ya help. I understand completely understand" rey said smirking a bit and when sharon opened her mouth to oppose he continued "no sharon you don't have to justify, I completely understand...you were helping swayam." Swayam feeling she was uncomfortable, " Rey shut up...aur wo kuch nai hai, my ankle was hurting and she helped as you all left me alone" he quickly changed the topic. " Haan see I forgot what I actually came for, Swayam ko mein ghar drop kar deti hoon...coz you know I'm dropping taani too so Swayam too can come along, and your cycle nil said he'll get it home " Rey said. "So chale?" rey asked. "Haan just help me a bit please" Swayam asked. Slinging one hand over rey's shoulder for support and after much effort they finally got home and Swayam was in bed. "Dude you're hot!" Rey exclaimed. "Umm thank you but that kinda seems gay coming from you..." Swayam replied confused. "No man! And chee how can you think like that?! I meant you're burning, with fever!" Rey exclaimed. "Yea I know, I'll be fine, don't worry" Swayam casually replied "And taani ko kuch mat batana...i think the tablet wore off" he added after a pause."Are you sure?" rey asked again. "yes my friend, ab jao aur thoda aaram karo, kal bohot practice karni hai." Swayam assured him. "Teek hai, so I'll leave now, see you tomorrow." and with that rey left leaving Swayam in his room.

Meanwhile Sharon was lost in thoughts..Flashbacks of what happened earlier, and her fright when he fell and heard the crack and Swayam yell. And the later moments when she tried supporting him. She blushed at the thooughts. 'Wait a minute, aaj Swayam kuch zyada hi hot lag raha tha...well waise be he is hot, too hot..lean yet muscular tall and perfect lover boy material...with that cute dimpled smile of his and his voice which made him much more lovable kash i could be with him in his arms forever...ugh sharon ye tum kaha kho gayi phir se? Wait hot, he was warmer than usual and also kinda tired...is he fine?' the sudden beep of her phone distracted her from these thoughts. Thinking it must be Swayam she quickly picked up her phone and checked her inbox. Her face fell when she saw a message from rey but her eyes caught Swayam's name, so she read the message. "Swayam's got fever, that's why he looked tired and fell...he told me not to tell Tanni...so don't tell her", she read. She quickly kept her phone in her purse and left home.

Shekhawat residence : *Ting Tong*

Tanni hurried over saying "haan aa rahi hoon". She opens the door to see sharon dressed up in a blue dress with a full on diva attitude. "Sh ..Sharon bhabhi..i mean Sh.. Sharon aap? Kuch kaam tha kya? Aap is waqt..." She asked surprised. "Haan wo actually Swayam ke saath kaam tha, cultural activities ki baare mein, wo kahan hai?" she asked. "Umm bhai apne kaamre mein hain, aap rukhiye mein call kar deti hoon" she said and was about to call Swayam when sharon stopped her saying, " Nai uski koi zarurat nahi, mein usse apne kamre me milungi...ankle sprain hai na..tho I think I'll meet him in his room.""Aap? Bhai ko Milne ke liye? Unki room mein? Akele?" Taani gulped, "Haan so? You know what chuck that, ye kaam bohot important hai so I'm gonna go meet Swayam" And with that Sharon left for Swayam's room. While Tanni looked at her in shock...she shrugged and smiled with a silent prayer thanking god for her brother's good luck. With that she left for her room.

Swayam was still sitting on his bed shirtless, unable to change as he couldn't walk and thinking about the earlier events and moments with Sharon , sighing with a goofy dreamy smile on his face. When suddenly his door opened and in came sharon. She stopped in her tracks seeing him shirtless and lost in his dream world. 'Why?? Oh why do you do this to me?! Why did you make sooo hot and cute at the same time?! Look at his muscles, so hot. His eyes so enchanting and deep. His hair so soft and silky. His lips which I wanna taste. His smile so adorable. His dance full of passion. His words so sweet. Him as a whole so lovable.' said the Laila side of her head. 'Shut up Sharon. You know its not possible. You hurt him enough. He need not suffer with you. Don't be selfish. You can't love him' said the selfless side of hers. 'Give it one last try, you both complete each other' her heart said over riding her brain. 'For now keep it away and focus on restoring him back to health' the sensible side said. She coughed a bit to catch his attention, but he was so lost in his sharon world that he didn't hear her. 'Swayam Shekhawat kahan kho gaye ho tum?!' she yelled the diva style. "Tumhari world mein" he replied dreamily..."Kitni cute ho tum, jab tum attitude mode mein..otherwise too tum bohot khoobsurat ho aur cute. Aur itna sweet bhi...aur sensitive...aur loud. Haha my siren, my sharon." She heard it all, with each word her heart fluttered...and when he said my siren my sharon, she remembered his name for her. "Siren Sharon" they said together softly.

"Sharon! Tum yahan? Akele? Kaise? Iss waqt? Kuch kaam tha? Par hum tho kal mil..." He couldn't continue coz Sharon had kept her finger n his lips, "Ssh Swayam. Itna sara questions ? Obviously I came through the door, mein koi bandhar nahi hoon, khidkhi se aane ke liye...aur mein diva hoon aur ek ladki bhi, khidki se chup chup ke nahi aaungi mein, wo tho ladkon ka kaam hai. Aur Tumhe fever hai, aur mein bohot pareshan ho gayi thi, isliye mein yahan hoon. Rey aur Taani bahar jaa raha hai kal, so meine socha kyun na mein tumhara nurse thodi der ke liye banungi. As in meri majnu ki nurse. Anymore questions?" she looked at him expectantly. "Ab kyun kuch nahi bol rahe ho?!" she asked a bit irritated. Swayam motioned with his eyes towards his lips, following his gaze, she blushed when she saw why he couldn't talk. "Umm sorry" she said quickly removing her finger the feel of his lips still lingered though, which sent pleasurable vibes through her. "Tum...Meri nurse...kyunki Rey aur Taani date pe chal rahe hai kal...so tum aaj hi yahan aayi inti raath hone ke baad bhi."he slowly said. " Aaj kyunki mujhe pata hai ki tum tumhare davayian nahi lelungi aur tumhara health aur bigad jayengi" she answered his unasked question. "Ok" he allowed. "Tumhare paas wo ankle sprain ke liye wo bandage hai?" she asked.

Sw: Umm nai, par jodhpur mein hai.

Sh: Ab mein jodhpur nahi janne wali hai, so... She took out a sprain bandage from her purse, and as she took it out her phone also fell out. Swayam seeing this got up and leaned forward . He caught the phone but pain shot up through his ankle and he landed with a thud on the floor. "Swayam!" sharon panicked. "Ooow" he replied. She quickly went next to him, supported him and made him sit on his bed. "Tum teek ho?" she enquired. "Haanein teek hoon, chill" he calmed her down. "Kya zarurat Thi meri phone ko save karne ke liye? Kya tum superman ho? Well for your kind information you're not! Aur koshish bhi mat karna! Tumhara health aur biged jayega!" she shouted at him. "Arey chill, mujhe kuch nahi hua...i think you should leave, its very late..." he said. "Nai mein kahi nahi jaa rahi hoon...aur mein yehi rukungi!" she told her tone indicating no more arguing.

Sh: Accha ye batao, tumhare medicines aur first aid kit kahan hai.

Swayam indicates to the cupboard.

Sharon opens the cupboard and finds her sharon corner, still intact...'Does he still love me? After all that I did?' went through her mind with tears in her eyes. Control Sharon, Swayam isn't well, uska khayal rakni hai. Be strong and calm.' saying this she searched his cupboard. She opened the first drawer and found his stuff there, paintings, dance drawings and a red scrapbook. She knew the scrapbook, it was about her. She'd caught him working on it once or twice. She wondered if it was complete.

She opened the second drawer and found his medicine and the painkilling spray. Taking it with her, she put it on his bed stand and help him into a half sitting half lying down position. He just watched her, unable to do anything. She reached for the spray, asked him to relax his ankle. She sat on the opposite side of the bed took his leg onto her lap gently and was about to spray the painkiller when Swayam stopped her, "chodo na sharon mein ye khud kar lungi" "Tum kuch nahi kahoge. Mein nurse hoon aur mujhe pata hai kya karoon or kya na karoon." she said with diva attitude. "Ok." he gulped and said. She gently felt his ankle and then sprayed the medicine over it. Then she carefully tried butting the bandage as well but he yelped she panicked said sorry and tried again. "Swayam, look at me" she said. Unnecessary though it was, he was already looking at her. As they shared a silent eye lock conversation, Sharon slipped the bandage over his ankle effortlessly. "There, ab dard hua?" she asked anxious. "I felt nothing" he smiled. 'Nothing but love' he thought to himself.

"Ok ye lo tumhara medicine , but before that, did you have your food yet?" Sharon asked.

*knock knock * "bhai sharon, aap dono please dinner le liye aaiye please" Taani's voice came from outside, followed by her. "Haan Taani aa rahi hoon" Swayam replied and was about to get up when, "Stop right there! Where do you think you're going?" Sharon asked him. "Arey dinner ke liye, aaj pizza night hai!!" Swayam replied elated. "Pizza wizza kuch nai! It's not good for you now." sharon reprimanded him. "Tum yehi ruko, I'll get you your food." she continued "But...but..." Swayam tried speaking.."no buts you're not having pizza that's full and final. Come with me Taani" Sharon sternly told him and left with Taani.

Kitchen:

Ta: so, you'll have pizza?

Sh: Umm ek slice, and yeah before that I need help in making dinner.

Ta: par dinner tho already ready hai na?

Sh: wo junk hai, aur Swayam ko healthy food chahiye...

Ta: par bhai ne tho kaha pizza order karne ke liye...(confused)

Sh: Par war kuch nahi...i'm gonna cook today. So will you help or not?

Ta: Ok :)

Sh: ok then lets start.

The two girls start cutting and cooking. Soon dinner is ready. Sharon had decided on green salad; chicken soup and pasta along with an omelet. The healthy pasta coz that was Swayam's favorite. To top it off she'd made fruit juice. After taking enough portions for Swayam, she took them to his room in a tray.

Meanwhile Swayam got a call from Rey and had asked him about how sharon knew that he was ill. Rey was confessing when sharon entered and told him, "Rey ne meri suspicions confirm kiya tha, usne mujhe kuch nahi bola, ab phone rakho aur dinner khalo!" she said setting the tray on his bed in front of him. "Did you eat?" he asked. "Yeah I did" she lied looking away from him. "I don't wanna eat." he said. "You have to, no option" she answered. He pushed the tray away like a little kid. Sharon thought for sometime, took a spoonful of soup and said, "Ok behave like a kid and I'll treat you like one" and with that she tickled him and as he started laughing immediately put the spoon into his mouth. Poor Swayam had no other option but to gulp it down. Boy it tasted really good, it was delicious. He thought to himself. Next came the pasta, but before sharon could make him eat, Taani entered with another tray, having Sharon's dinner. "you didn't have anything." he accused her. "Yeah I thought I'll have it after you finish yours" she said. "Aap please khalijiye bhai ke saath." Taani requested her. "Ok leave it here i'll eat it later." she said. Taani left the tray and went to have her dinner. "Chalo now finish your dinner." Sharon told Swayam. "Aur tum?" he asked. "I'll have it later" she replied. "Nai tum bhi khao mere saath" he insisted. "mujhe khane ka man nahi hai, baad mein khalungi" she side stepped. "I'll make you eat" he said an started tickling her, and fed her the soup. And so they continued feeding each other the rest of the dinner too, playing with each other, secretly loving every moment of it.

They finished dinner and time for medicines declared Sharon and Swayam paled. Sharon made Swayam look into her eyes, already distracted Swayam gulped down the medicine without his knowledge coz he was so lost in her eyes which spoke volumes of how she liked him.

While tucking him into bed, Swayam asked "Tum kahan soyegi?" to which she replied instantly and as if it were obvious"Yahan..."

Sw: It's gonna be odd.

Sh: What?

Sw: Tum aur mein, yahan akele, itni raat, mere kamre mein...

Sh: IDC. You're not well I'm your nurse and I've full rights to stay here

Sw: As you wish, if you want you can use Taani's room. If you feel uncomfortable.

Sh: I'm fine Swayam. Good night sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite.

Sharon made herself comfortable on some bean bags in the corner and watched Swayam sleep, wishing with all her heart, if she could be with him like this for the rest of their lives.

Morning came and sharon woke up earlier to see Swayam sleeping peacefully, she went and checked his temperature. It had gone down a bit. She gently caressed his forehead and kissed it, swayam smiled a huge smile and sighed in his sleep. She said i love you swayam, get well soon, and he murmered i love you sharon in his sleep, she smiled him gently, adoring him.Taani gently came in, and saw sharon and was about to ask her something when sharon stopped her and motioned 'Lets go outside, he's sleeping ' .

Once they were outside, Taani asked, "Aap puri raat yahan thay?" "Haan kyunki Swayam ko chot lagi hai, aur mujhe pata hai ki tum aur rey aaj kaam karni hai, isliye mein rukhi thi. Rey ko mat bata na ki mein yahan hoon." she replied. "Ok bhabh..Sharon. Aap teek hai na? As in comfortable? Agar aapko kuch chahiye tho mujhe bata dijeye." Taani said. "Ok ab tum jao aur Rey ko milo, mein Swayam ka khayal rakhungi. Agar kuch hua tho mein call karungi k?" Sharon said. "Ok bhabhi..sorry Sharon. Bye Sharon." Taani said as she rushed through the door. "Bye" Sharon said, thinking how good she felt when being addressed as bhabhi, she felt belonged to him.

She went and freshened up in Swayam's washroom, and then went to prepare breakfast. "Taani mujhe thoda help karo na please" Swayam called out. Sharon immediately went to him and helped him get up. "Sh Sharon? Tum? Still here?" he asked. "Yes I told you I won't leave until you feel fine and I haven't and I won't. Taani had some work so she left. Now, brush your teeth, freshen up and come for breakfast." sharon said calmly answering his upcoming questions. Swayam couldn't do anything about it, so once sharon left him in the washroom, he brushed, shaved, freshened up and called Sharon for help. Sharon supported him and took him to the dining area where sharon had laid out the breakfast. It was almost like the breakfast that Swayam had made for her, except that everything had been arranged in a more romantic sort of arrangement and the table was set for two. He saw Sharon standing, and knew what she was gonna ask. "Yes Sharon I still love you, always have and always will." He said. "Mein bhi tujhse pyaar karti hoon, its just that I was scared of my intensity and yours, our intensity of love for each other. I was scared of the asthma, I didn't want you to leave dance for me." Sharon said, deep in her thoughts. "What?! Say that again?" Swayam asked in a strangled tone, sharon broke away from her reverie shocked, but then relieved coz he wasn't really choking. "Yes Swayam, I love you. I realized it when I was in Delhi, but I didn't tell you, coz if my problem. I told you now coz I realized life is too short, after yesterdays incident, I realized I was lucky to still have you, if that fall had ended badly then you would've..." she trailed off unable to speak anymore, too scared of what could've happened. "Ssh Sharon. I'm fine, see, I'm good, come here," he said, opening is arms. She was unable to resist the invitation, and ran into his arms, but since he was sitting she had to sit on his lap, where they stayed in the same position for sometime and then broke apart. She kissed his forehead and whispered I love you Swayam, looking into his eyes. I love you too Sharon, he said, looking into her eyes. Then they had breakfast together, feeding each other, Sharon still on Swayam's lap. And as the happy couple finished their breakfast, Sharon went to put the dishes. Swayam saw her coming went on one knee and proposed," Sharon rai prakash, I promise to love you in ever moment of my life, your wish will always be my command. Will you just do small change to your name and be mine?". "Yes, I will" she whispered. "Thank you." and with that he stood, with Sharon's help, this time with his hands around her waist. He pinned her against a nearby wall and closed in a much awaited kiss. She blushed and closed her eyes with her lips parted. She could feel his breath on her lips, his lips on hers, like a gentle breeze. *Tring tring* her phone rang, bringing them both to the world. She blushed and was kind of irritated with whomever called her at the wrong time. It was Taani.. "Sharon bhabh...bhai teek haai na?" she asked. "Haan Taani wo , usse baat karna chahthi ho tum?" "nahi bhabh..Sharon" "Tum mujhe bhabhi bol sakthi ho.Abse." Sharon said, turning even more red. "Wha..what?! Bhabhi such?" "Much...abhi abhi hua..proposal aur confession." she said blushing , her face as red as a cherry. Taani had put it on speaker mode so Rey also heard it. "Woooh Sharon! Congrats! Aur waise mujhe pata hai tum Swayam ki ghar jaungi, tum pareshan lag rahi Thi jab mein Swayam ko chodne ke lie gaye the." Rey said. "Haan haan fine, ab hum saath mein hai aur jab tum aur Taani saath mein ho, do we disturb you lovebirds? " sharon "No" Swayam said "so now" sharon said "Do not disturb" Swayam completed and cut the phone. "So where were we?" Swayam asked sharon grinning naughtily at her, Sharon blushed a little, pulled Swayam closer by his shirt while his arms encircled her waist, "I think we were somewhere here, just a bit more closer." she said grinning a huge grin. As their lips met, they fell onto the couch sharon on top of Swayam. But even then they didn't stop, they kissed away passionately, letting their heart takeover their brains.

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#Entry 3

Ti Amo...

It's sharon birthday tomorrow and I have no idea what to get her.

"You have to make it special," said rey, finishing Aanya's(his and kriya's lovely daughter) project clicking his pen shut with a swagger as proud, as the da Vinci finishing the Mona Lica.

"special " , I said grinnning as an idea struck my mind.

At 11:45 pm, I stood outside sharon's house looking up at her window , imagining her sleeping peacefully, her beautuful face glowing in the dark.My heart beat quickened .Climbing the flimsy steel pipe I finally managed to reach Sharon's bedroom balcony.

Sharon lay calmly on her bed but stirred in sleep when she heard a noise outside.

She became attentive and carefully walked towards the window making sure to not make any noise.Instantly, she opened the window, taking Swayam by surprise. He froze in the motion he was in. One leg on the floor whilst other on top of the window railing, as he was getting ready to come in.

She stood there not moving for a second. As she gained back her conscious state, she screamed out, "Swayam!!?"

As a reflex, he jumped in to cover her mouth to prevent any other noise.

His intention was only to jump in and cover her mouth with his hands. Instead, as he jumped in, she lost her balance and stumbled backwards, taking Swayam with her as she held on to his hand and both of them landed on the couch with swayam on top of sharon.

Happy birthday sharon , said swayam carefully tucking one lose strand of hair behind sharon's ear.

This took out sharon from her reverie and coming back to her diva mode she pushed swayam aside.

Laying her hand on her hips she said " Oh you remember,I thought your stupid cricket match matters the most to you due to which you cancelled our date yesterday".

Hearing this swayam stood up from the couch and kneeled on the floor.

I Swayam Shekhawat would like to propose you.Will you add shekhawat

to your name.Will you marry me sharon ?

Said swayam, his eyes full of love and affection.

Sharon's mouth was left open , she never in her wildest dreams had expected this.She stood there looking at swayam and the solitaire stone in hhis hand in quick succession.

As she gained consciousness her eyes were filled with tears ,tears of happiness.She looked in swayam's eyes and once again found immense love for herself in them.

In her heart she already belonged to swayam but she decided to tease him a little and said " but how dare you cancel our date ".

Swayam's face muscles tensed up and he said " Coz I had to find the perfect ring for you sharon. I had been scanning all the jewellery shops in mumbai since the past one week to find a perfect ring for my beautiful princess" .

Sharon looked at him in awe.

" sharon how much time will you take ,my knees are hurting" said swayam with a pout.

Sharon giggled at this and nodded her head 'indicating a yes.

Swayam's happiness knew no bounds he immediately slipped the ring into sharon's finger and took her into a tight hug.

They stood like that in each others' embrace listening to the sweet symphonies of their hearts' chanting each others' name .

After some time they broke away from each other ,Swayam asking sharon for a dance.

"music " , said sharon in a light whisper.

Swayam took out his ipod and tplayed a song.

A song which described the condition of their hearts'.

" pehla Nasha"

And they lightly swayed to the music.

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#Entry 4

"Dreams- A Way To Better Reality"

"Ohho… Ab kiska phone hai…" irritatedly…

Picked up the Call…..

"Hey" , Said by a sweet sleepy voice….

"Hey, I want to meet you, NOW..!! " A voice full on energetic…

"What ! Now…It's so late.."

"Ohh…, so a boyfriend doesn't even have the right to call his girlfriend anytime anywhere..??"

"Oye, oye..Mr. Swayam Shekhawat's girlfriend is very sleepy na…"

"It's important Sharon…"( in a serious tone..)

"Ohkkk..ohhkk…but where?" said Sharon…with half eyes opened…

"Be ready..I'll pick you in 15.." said Swayam…

It was Night time…12…She got up…got fresh and wore a mini…and was out of the door…when Swayam arrived…as he was…"The Punctual Lover Boy"

Sharon now was ftresh..in an active mode…

Swayam came out of his Car…and opened the door for Sharon…she sat inside..and Swayam on the Driver seat…

"Swayam…at this hour of Night…what's it.??" Said Sharon , confused…

"Hmm..nothing..I was just thinking about you..and thus thought of sopending some good time with you.." said Swayam smiling…looking at her….

"Ohh…but why aren't you atill asleep..?" Said Sharon…

"Don't know…I was just lost in your thoughts.." Replied Swayam…smiled…

Sharon blushed…

"Here..it is" said Swayam..indicating where they came….

She looked up where he indicated…it was St. Louis College…

"Umm…Terrace…." She said…

"Hmm.." passed a stern smile….

( Guys..it's where..the D3 gang n SwaRon used to come..hope u all remember….)

Both hand in hand…walked up to the Terrace…hiding from the Sleeping Watchman…They reached there…and both sat resting their back on the wall…

"Shar…are you still sleepy.??.Sorry to disturb your sleep.." He said…

"Huh..!! What a question.., but unfortunately..I am Not.." She said making a cute face…

"Hmm..so.." He said…

"So.." She said in questioning way…

"Sharie..this place…this cool breeze..it's so pleasant…." Said Swayam…feeling it…

"Hmm…" She replied and saw Swayam..enjoying…

"After so many days…we are getting some time..for Ourselves.." He said facing her…

"Yeah..that's so true…you know…I was also waiting..for this time…and…being without you..for minutes…is like ages for me…" She said holding his arms…

Swayam said in mind.."But..You have to be…"

He kept his hand on hers….and gave a peck on her forehead…

"You said something..?" Asked Sharon…

"Nothing…" Replied…

"But..what made you think of me..at this time..??" Poutingly asked Sharon…

"I was just making Chocholate cake…and I remembered you…" Said smiling Swayam..

"My favourite.." She said and blushed…

"Umm…I'll be back in minute…." He stood up and was going…

"Where.??" She asked.

"Just wait na.." Turned back and said…

"Achha Okay.." She said like a small baby…

He went off….Sharon till then played with some games on her Cell…

Swayam , then, came back..and sat beside Sharon…

He carried a box in his hand…

"What's this in your hand..han ??" Trying to see…

"Ya..ya , take it.." Gave her the box…

Sharon snatched like a baby…and opened it…and found a small Chocolate Cake…and a knife..inside it.

"Choco…Cake.!!" She shouted in excitement…

Swayam immediately covered her mouth with his hands….her yes were wide opened…

"Sshhh…Keep quiet Shar..someone will hear us..sshh" Said Swayam…with some different look…

She just nodded….

He then left his hand…from her mouth…

"Hmm…" She sighed…..

"Chalo , let's eat.." Said Swayam..

Sharon and Swayam ate the Cake…but more part was grabbed by the DIVA…Poor Majnu…

Swayam fed Shar..and same did She…

They finished it pretty soon..

"It was tasty…thank you.." She said smiling…

"You're most welcome Shar…" He said pulling her cheeks…

"Everyday , I'll eat…and you'll have to bake it for me..pleshh" She said cutely…

Swayam moved his head sideways…not facing her..

"Swayam.." She asked in confusion as to why he faced sideways..

No Response..

Sharon made him face her….

"Sharie..this is the last time…I am making a cake for you…" He said in a serious tone…

"Oh..please…Jokes apart…" Saying this she faced on the other side..

"I am leav..leaving India..for..ever…Shar…" Saying this he hung down his face..

Sharon looked at him instantly…

"Wh..at ?? Yo..you aa-re..leavin..g Ind…" She said hell shocked..

"Yes…I am…." He said facing her…

"Swayam..you..you know…what are you saying…" Said a bit louder…

He cupped her face….

"I know Shar…I have to…" He replied…

Tears flowing down from both's eyes…

"You..you…leav-ing….India…leaving..ME…???" She said , voice choking….

Swayam just closed his eyes…he didn't speak anything….

Sharon instantly hugged him…he also hugged her…

"No…this is not true…" Cried Sharon….

He broke the hug…and stood up….Sharon also stood up…

"Sharon…I have to go…" He said in pain….

"No….What's the reason for leaving..huh..Swayam..??" She asked…holding him…

"Some dreams...and some reasons Shar.." He said not facing her…

"Just…more impo..rtant..than..ME…??" She chocked…

"I..I have to go….Bye Shar…" He answered….

He was walking towards the door…Sharon held his hand….

"Swa…yam.."

Swayam removed her hand from his…in a force…and walked away….

"No..Swayam..please..no." She pleaded….

"S-w-a-y-a-m" She called his name in a screamy voice….

He left with a thud….

"SWAYAMMM…"

Sharon jerked….saw here and there……neither the College nor Swayam…….was present there….

She found herself on bed…she was in her Bedroom….

"Swa..yam…, where's he ? Huh…This was all dream….but if..Swayam left me in reality….?? No..no this cannot happen…I'll die..if this is true…" She murmured…

She was crying…

She hurriedly grabbed her cell…called him….but he didn't picked her call…This made Sharon..more scared….

She grabbed her Car Keys…and drove off to Swayam's House….

She pressed the Door Bell…Switch..

No Response…

She did it continuously….

On the other hand..

In Swayam's Bedroom..

Swayam was sleeping…a sound sleep was over him…First time he ignored the bell…but when he heard it for so many…He got up and firstly took a glance of the time…

It was one…1am…now !!

"Midnight…This late.." Said to himself…

And he went to open the door… As soon as he opened it…..

Sharon…in a second…burrie dherself into his chest… She hugged him tight…

Here, Swayam was shocked..!! He was confused…as to what made Sharon…come here…and hug him so tightly…! He hesitated to hug her back….

"Sharon.." He asked concered…

He also realized his Shirt getting wet….

"Please..don't leave..me…please.." She said , her voice trembeling…!

"Calm down..Sharon…" He said and then hugged her back…

His words, his feel, his presence, moreover his Touch…was enough to calm down her…She stopped crying…She slowly broke the hug….

Now they were in Swayam's Bedroom….sitting beside each other on the bed….

"What happened Sharon…some problem…??" Swayam asked..

"Vo…I saw adream..and in..that…"

She just stood up…and walked some distance away…and continued…..

"In..that…" She narrated the whole…dream….

Swayam was amazed…he was lost in her…how she was narrating..with high expressions..feelings….in front of him….he also stood up..

[Guys…now imagine that they are in the same dress when Sharon and Swayam confessed a trail relation..the same way.]

She came and faced him….

"And…Swayam…now..as we are in a trail relation…I don't want it any more…" She said in serious tone…

Sharon's tears flowed down her eyes….Swayam's eyes were also teary when he heard this Statement…

[Swaym is not facing him…Sharon is some distance away…behind.]

"Sharon..I'll not force you…but.." Swayam said…

Tears in his eyes..rolled down..

"Swa.yam..do you…still…LOVE me…??" Sharon asked and came some closer to him…

"Sharon..I..Still….but why did you come here…, hugged me…expressed.." He asked..in disappointment..

"Because..now…I have realized that..that this..Trail Relation-ship is NOT MEANT to be…..but ! WE are MEANT to be…FOREVER..As a Perfect Couple…named SwaRon…!!!" She said..smiling..unnoticed by Him..

As soon as he heard these lines…he turned back…

"You and I..forever.." Shocked Swayam asked…

A sweet smile crept on her lips….she smiled in tears..

Swayam came towards her….he held her with her shoulders…their heads touching.. [Hope u all imagine this…same as D3]

"Yes…Swayam…I..Love You.." She said , blushing…

He pulled her in a bone crashing hug.. [Imagine our TanHa's Last hug.] Which was never ending….but ever lasting…

"I love you , Shar…" Said while hugging…

"I love you very very much , Swayam." Hugged him more…

Tears were flowing down…their eyes…tears of Hapiness….tears from two eternal souls…They were the Tears of Joy…care..Love and Completeness…

They finally broke the hug…

Now..they were sitting on the Floor….

Sharon , rested her head on his Shoulders…his arms around her…

"Swayam…please..don't ever , leave me…" She said…

"Never..Shar…never…" He replied…

She raised her head up and faced him…

"Promise..??" She asked…

He cupped her face….

"I promise you Shar.." He gently wiped her tears…

"Sorry…Swayam…Your shirt got wet…because of my tears…" She said looking down..

"Shar..these tears are not just tears…they are Precious Pearls…as they cam eout…for ME…from MY Shar's eyes…" He answered…!

She smiled….

"Swayam…but I want some parts of my dream come true…" She said..but in Diva style….

"What !!" He said shocked…

"I need…means want…Choco. Cake.." She chuckled…

"Huh…! Shar…you scared me.., darling.." He sighed…

"And..By the way ,Your Wish Is My Command" He continued….

She laughed…and blushed…

He went into the kitchen…and after some time…came out with a Chocolate Cake in hands…

"Cake..ready..!! " Swayam said..and smiled..

Sharon ran towards him…

"Thank you..Thank you..Thank you…Swayu..WOW.." She said excitedly…

She sat on the floor….

She cut the cake…started eating it…

She ate like…a 5year kid…her face was almost covered with Chocolate….

Her lips…her nose..her cheeks some part..and most of her fingers were also…filled..

He loved her cute antics..he was admiring her…

She looked at him…and gave "What" wala look to him…

He only indicated..that she has covered most of her face with Chocolate…

She chuckled on this..

She tried to wipe it with her fingers.but they were of no use..

Swayam then came towards her..

"Shar..you are such an Egg-Straw-Ordinary Girlfriend.(same expression guys..in D3) " He said and smiled.( Tannu Smile )

She turned Crimson red..!

He came towards her..she smiled…and from her fingers she tried to apply Chocolate on his face…but.. unfortunately Swayam held his hands…(palms) , She tried to free but all in vain..

He brought her hands close…and licked the Chocolate which was on her Index Finger's Tip… She looked down and smiled shyly…

She moved a little back….he came more closer..[they were still on the floor..] and thus..she was pinned to the wall…and they both were now Inches Apart…

He slided his hands gently..on her lower lip…and removed all the Choco.. She moaned his name..and closed her eyes…

His touch sent her Shivers down her…

He wrapped his hands around his back..She could feel his hot breath….she rubbed his back slightly…all the shirt was Chocolaty…

He brushed his Choclaty lips on her shiny one…they were invinting….

Sharon totally gave in..that kiss turned into a passionate one…intimate moment was all around…

[Guys..in D3 they were drunk…imagine parts of that scene here.]

He then...placed hungry kisses all over her face…her neck..part…, then he tilted her some backwards…he moved down to her chest…kissed it… She moaned his name in a seducing manner…she dug her nails…and clutched his Shirt….

Now they were laying down…on floor…He was on her…kissed on her forehead…then he also laid down…beside her….

"Shar…I am really sorry…if I crossed my limits.." He said…

"No..Swayam…I loved it….This is so special..our Special moment…Thank you , Swayu…" She looked at him…

"Our First Kiss…will be always Special..unforgettable…" He smiled and admired her….

"I Love You Shar…" He continued….

"I love You Too…Swayu.." She said and placed her head on his chest…

He took her in her embrace…the safest place ever…

The perfect Couple- SwaRon….

Finally- …Sharon's Dream was A way To Better Reality…

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continued below..!!

#Entry 5

It was 1am at night, most famous club of Mumbai everyone grooving to the dance floor with loud music. Swayam was cursing his friends for throwing the party here. He was a non party lover but who can deny his best friend's request.

It was birthday party of his best friend Rey. He insisted Swayam to come over to this party. From the time they have entered into the club, Rey got along with his girlfriend leaving Swayam all alone.

All his friends were drinking. "Swayam yaar u r not drinking anything", Vicky one of his came to him n gave a drink to Swayam to drink. Swayam placed the drink on the table as he wasn't interested in drinking n diverted Vicky's attention to some girls.

Swayam tiptoed from there to another corner n sighed closing his eyes.

"Excuse Me", he heard an angelic voice n turned to the source of the voice.

He wished the moment to be stopped. She was damn beautiful, looking like as if coming down from heaven.

"Can u get a side please?" She snapped at him. He realized that he was staring at her continuously. "Umm sorry" he apologized n got side. She walked away n he stood there watching her going.

"Nice choice dude", someone patted on his shoulder.

"Nah Nah Rey. It is nothing like that."He got embarrassed.

"Well look who is justifying. I'm your best friend n I know u well. Tough girl I must say, Sharon Riaprakash, choose another one she is not your type."

"Party is becoming very boring. Lets play a game." Host announced on the mike.

"All ready? Rule of the game is spotlight will fall on two persons n the two persons will have to dance on stage."

Everyone hooted

Lights went off

When the spotlight fell, it was Swayam n turned around to look who was his partner. He got shocked it was the Sharon.

"Maam Sir can u please come on the stage?", the host announced.

Swayam couldn't believe his luck.

He went towards Sharon n extended his hand, "May I"

She gave her hand n he kissed on back of her hand. A shiver ran down in their bodies.

Sharon could not understand why was she delighted. She has never experienced this feeling before. It was a new feeling for her. No guy has guts to talk to her n here she was allowing him to dance with her.

They danced on the stage. It felt that they have rehearse with each other before. They kept staring in each others eyes n got lost in dance.

"The dance is over." The host interrupted. Everyone was clapping. Sharon got red due to embarrassment. They got down from the stage."Hi, I'm Swayam. Can we meet again n know each better?" Sharon nodded in positive. Swayam was about to say more but Sharon's friends surrounded her.

They kept staring each other n their journey of love started.

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#Entry 6

Missing you

That breath of fresh air...brings home your smell.

Its chilly...and i wish i had you to cuddle into. The fragrance of flowers wafting into my sense of smell...remind me of the roses you are in the habit of surprising me with.

The window i opened...how i wish i could just sit on your lap beside it and have your lips nuzzling my neck. The spring air, would dance in our hair...and you would tickle me, making me giggle.

I want you so much here...with me...today...this very moment.

Its beautiful...and everything beautiful comes in my life...with one name...yours.

Our bed is starved...it looks kind of barren...without you and me drowning in the pool of love we weave. Our love adorns this room of ours...the clock in the corner is awaiting your arrival...the departure of my missing you.

Every second is longer than an eternity.

Why cant your flight home be in a jet plane...which can cross the seas between you and me in a few hours? Minutes...seconds?

Those arms of yours...they should have me in them...i should be drfinking out of your lips on a night like this...moaning in ecstasy when we become one...our souls should dance together.

I have imagined the doorbell ringing dozens of times...are you there? Nah the milkman...nah the maid.

Come on...run to me...fly to me...

I am calling...my love is beckoning to you...my heart is summoning you...swayam...your Sharon is waiting impatiently for her husband.

Wait a minute was that the doorbell...i peek out of the window, if its a salesman...i am gonna tell him just what i think of him...

But its you...with your luggage on the doorstep!

And our baby girl runs downstairs..."papa aa gaye"

I too dash...my husband is home...safe and sound...the bitterness of our separation is over, removed, a contentment of our togetherness, of being whole replaces it.

You enter and you smile delighted to see us both...you hug me...lift our daughter in your arms and kiss us both.

I love you...our daughter's smile...your smile...my smile...we are as happy as can be...you set our daughter down and she zooms towards her bedroom...cant wait bto show her daddy the picture she drew in class.

We kiss...and we are not missing each other any more.

Our hands join...twine...and we go in..i love you. And you say...i love you Sharon.

our perfect world

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#Entry 7

Free My Caged Soul

CRASH!!!

What was that?? I'm so confused! One second I'm running from Nil and Vicky and the next I'm standing in the middle of the road. That's when I looked around to find a crowd standing around something…no someone…I glide through the crowd to find my friends all kneeled down and in tears. I turned to see the gruesome scene of a young man covered in blood. And, ironically, he was wearing a white t-shirt. Blood seemed to be seeping from every part of his body or was it just one big wound? I tried to see his face but I couldn't stare at him long enough without feeling nauseated. Rey was screaming for a doctor and my hand instantly went to my pocket, but I couldn't find my phone on me. The one question that was going through my mind was who is this guy? Why are my friends so worried about him? That's when I heard it…a scream…calling out for someone…but who...? I turned towards the direction of the voice…it was Sharon. Her hands were covered in blood as the man's head lay in her lap." Wake up please Swayam! You can't do this to me!" She screamed staring from the body to the sky. "Sharon, I'm right here", I called out, "guys I'm right here!" I tried to get their attention but they ignored ma and stared at the body. No that can't be me… that can't be me! I called out to them as Rey and Simmi grabbed Sharon and pulled her away when the paramedics arrived. I ran behind the group. I'm right here why can't they see?! "This can't be happening to me! Just when I got everything in my life! You can't just take this away from me!" Sharon continued to scream at the sky. I came close to Sharon in an attempt to calm her down, but my hands wen right through her. No…no…no! I can't be dead…why me? All the events of this morning came flashing back to me as I watched as my friends broke down…and the love of my life crumble to the ground.

THIS MORNING:

I sat in my room waiting for the day to end as soon as possible. I HATE my birthday! It just brings back more bad memories for me. In a normal person's life, birthdays are filled with joyous noises while mine were filled with taunts and screams. Oh yeah… and tears as well…how can I forget the burning tears that still flow down my cheeks even today. They began at the break of down and didn't stop until sleep played its dark magic on me and freed my caged soul. I sat, locked in my room, alone with my phone on silent wishing for the day to end soon. Thankfully, Taani had decided to leave me alone and had gone off to college. So I was alone…like I have always been on my birthdays. That's when I heard a rustle near my window, but I ignored it and pulled my blankets more closely while I pulled my birthday cards from under my pillow and began reading them. Like always, Maa had written a long and love-filled not. And like always, Papa had put some money in my card and just signed his name. I can never expect any more from him than this. "Hey that's a beautiful card," an anonymous person spoke out, but this person was no stranger to me. I jerked up at her voice and screamed, "Sharon! What the hell are you doing here?!" "Why I can't come to meet you on your birthday?" She questioned with full on attitude, but still a little hesitance in her eyes. I got angry, why can't everyone just leave me alone today? "No, one comes to meet me on my birthday and I don't want anyone to either", I replied in a harsh tone. Wait what am I doing? I'm letting my anger of someone else on another person. "Sorry, it's just… I don't celebrate my birthday", I said apologetically in a hope to make up for the mistake. "Hey its okay, I was just worried about you that's why-", I looked up at her in a hope that her words are true. That there was someone that cared. She quickly turned away from my gaze and searched for a place to sit. Once she found one she said, "You should check your phone I've- I mean we've all tried calling you like a 100 times." Without moving my gaze from her, I picked up my phone and checked the calls. Yup, she was right…well…maybe not a 100 but…53 is close enough. I looked through the calls to find some of them from my family. Not being able to control my anger I threw the phone and watched it crash into the wall and break. Sharon jumped up from her seat as the phone flew across the room, but I didn't pay any heed to her. I just covered my face with my hands in an attempt to hide the downpour that had begun to flow. After a few seconds, I felt an arm around my shoulder and another one rubbing my back in a consoling way. The touch made my skin tingle and I felt my body, involuntarily, leaning in to the touch. I let my hands guide themselves around Sharon mot hiding my tears anymore. She moved her hands around me too and tightened her grip on me. I don't know how long we were sitting in that position, but all I know was that I felt a thousand times better with her here. What am I doing?! I can't make her feel uncomfortable! I moved away from her while turning my head away to wipe the remaining tears. I felt her gaze on that forced me to turn towards her. I turned to find a hurt Sharon with numerous questions making their way out of her eyes. I had left Sharon on the edge of the bed and had move to the other edge. Aw man… now I've just hurt her more… but I can't risk this friendship for my feelings…I turned to say sorry, but she spoke before me. "Why? Am I that bad, Swayam, that… that now tumhe mere paas hone mein taqleef hoti hai?" "No Sharon-", I tried to explain, but she cut me off. "No, I deserve this Swayam… I mean I've hurt you so much... I guess I do deserve this…but what can I do Swayam? What can I do if I've fallen in love with you? What can I do if you've fulfilled your promise? What can I do if you I can't live without you? But I guess I'll just have to learn how to because I deserve this. I guess I should face the same pain I gave to you. All that pain in the past two years … I don't know how you bore so much... but if I have to prove my love to you this way… them I will…I'll bear anything for you… because I really love you." She paused to take a breath between her sobs and the words, but couldn't continue because of the torrent of tears that began to flow. I was surprised…No…shocked…No…I'm completely numb. The love of my life just confessed to me and sat completely broken in front of me and I couldn't even move nor do anything. I don't even know if I should believe her…but no this is Sharon she would not hurt start crying for any reason. Shouldn't I know that, since I know her inside and out? Today I realized I don't know Sharon inside and out because I never knew that me staying away from her hurt her. I never knew she had really and truly fallen in love with me. I came out of my thoughts to find Sharon on the ground kneeling by the edge of the bed across from me. She was still crying and every dropt hat left her eye stabbed my heart because I knew that tear was coming out because of me. I crawled over the bad and kneeled down in front of her. I cupped her face softly pulling it up so her eyes would meet mine. I looked into her eyes and said, "Say it again." She looked at me with confusion. I couldn't control myself and pulled her into a hug and said, "Please say it again because... I want to feel wanted too… I want someone to care about me too…to love me too…"My tears didn't let me continue as I broke down in her arms. I felt her arms tightened around me. She whispered in my ear oh-so-lovingly, " I don't want you Swayam…I need you…to live…to breath…and I'm not the only person…there's Taani and Rey and the whole gang…but still if you want me to say it…I'll say it…and will keep saying it until you don't tell me to stop…I love you…I love you...I love you-"I cut her off by putting my lips on hers. It was a gentle kiss, but I wanted her to know…to know that I feel the same way she does. The reply came instantly as if her lips moved in reflex to mine…only mine. I gently broke the kiss and cupped her face and smiled…smiled with my heart as it was finally…finally…content. She smiled back at me, the blush never leaving her cheeks. We sat there for quite some time just drowning in each other's eyes and absorbing each other's presence. The something clicked in my brain and I voiced the thought, "How did you get in here because I locked the door?" She grinned at my question and grabbed my hand and led me to the window. I looked out the window to see a car parked right below my window. I stared at her incredulously, "Seriously!" "If you can do it I can definitely do it!" She proud smiled at me and pulled her collar in attitude. I stared at the beauty that stood near me, who still held my hand. "God seriously has been kind to me today," I said fascinated by the events of today. Sharon blushed and hugged me in reply. "Wow! Two hugs in a day," I laughed, "that's a new record!" "Shut up Swayam," she said hitting me, but still not breaking the hug. I heard a click, but I ignored it enjoying being in Sharon's arms. "WHAT!!!" We broke the hug to find our whole gang standing at my door behind Taani who had a key in her hand. Shit! I should have never given her that. They all stood completely frozen staring at us and when we followed their gaze we realized we were still holding hands! I let go and said, "Guys...look we can explain-" "Explaining to tum dono ko bohot karni hai,"Simmi said giving us a mischievous smile. The girls move towards Sharon and I began to move backwards seeing the guys moving towards me. I turned around and began running around my room as Amar, Bharat, Nil and Vicky chased me trying to get ahold of me. "Kaminey wapas ah!" "Saale chupa rustum!" "Abey rukh mein tujhe thik karta hoon!" "Twayam tu toh hum tab te agey nikal gaya!" I ran out of the room as the guys threw insults at me. "Tune hume kyun nahi bataya?!" They said as they finally cornered me. I stared at them for a brief two seconds before running out of my house. I stopped at the bottom of the stairs to see Nil and Vicky running at full speed behind me and two seconds later the whole gang came running behind them. I ran facing backwards. I tripped and fell and ran in to many things but avoided getting caught. These guys would not leave me at any cost, so I had no choice I ran out my gate…

PRESENT TIME

A sudden tug pulled me out of my thoughts…but it wasn't an outside touch...the touch came from inside me…I felt it again and this time stronger…it felt like a 1000volt shock gripping my heart…this is it I guess the last few minutes before I have to go…I can't even tell Sharon how much I her or everyone else how much they mean to me…another shock….blackness began to creep into my sight…I looked one last time at my friends and my love before…another shock and everything went dark…when I opened my eyes all I saw was…white…wow they were right heaven is white…I stared up at the whiteness when a blurry person came in to view...a few seconds and the stranger looked somewhat familiar…she looked like a…nurse?...I followed her quick moving body to a big machine…the machine was making this noise…beep…beep…beep… "Hey, you are finally awake! Wait let me go call the doctor and then I'll tell your friends they will be really happy! Especially that one girl…I felt so bad for her she cried so much she literally fainted, but still she didn't move from outside your room. I'll go tell them right now!" I watched her walk out with a weird spring to her step when I realized something…wait…did she say…wait so this isn't….this is a… that means I'm alive!...The doctor came in and I recognized him as my family doctor. He smiled at me and I tried smiling back but something restricted me from doing so. I went crossed eye to see breathing attached to my face and when eyes went back to normal the doctor looked at me worried. I just tried to give him thumbs up, but that didn't work either. One arm was in a cast and the other one was wrapped up in gauze. So I tried moving my head…not a good idea because I felt a pain shoot through my head as if someone was digging a knife into it. "I suggest you don't move its only going to hurt you", the doctor said in a commanding voice. I stopped moving and let him do his job. He checked me and then made some notes and while he did all this I watched him. He left after a while and then came the best part…all my friends showed up. They all had tear-stained faces and looked tired but where still smiling. As I stared at my friends passing them a reassuring look, I felt a tear drop fall on my face. And I saw her broken, but trying to keep herself together. She was acting strong, but I saw how weak she actually was. She looked up at me with tear-brimmed green eyes and my heart broke to see her this way. Even though my body screamed no, I pulled her into a hug from my lying position on the bed. In a matter of seconds, I felt my shirt get wet from her tears. I rubbed my hand, the one without a cast, on her back to console her. After a few minutes I felt her breath come back to normal. She instantly realized our position and tried to lift herself off of me, but I wasn't going to let her. I had to say something…and I was going to say it…so ignored Sharon's gentle pushes…and ignored the searing pain in my body…I tightened my grip on her and slowly slipped the breathing mask off my mouth and whispered in her ear… "Best…birthday gift… ever…freed…my caged…soul"…I freed her from grip with a smile…and then let blackness creep on me again knowing that this tunnel has a light at the end…I fainted just from the pure bliss of it all…

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#Entry 8

CORRECTION OF ERRORS

"Sharonnn?" Swayam smiled widely as he read Sharon's personal diary after his many many failed attempts and called Sharon who was busy in kitchen trying to make pan cakes which were next to impossible for her as every time she would pour some batter on pen it just get some weird shape.

"Yeah, Swayam?" Sharon yelled back as she was already very frustrated with her oh-so-perfect skills of making world's best pancakes and now Swayam's back to back calling was disturbing her more.

"Are you done yet, honey?" He asked sweetly.

"No, Swayam. I guess it will take few more hours." She yelled back making a cute confused face when she realized that the recent batter she pour took a shape of Swayam's hairstyle and then she immediately smiled.

"Can't be you little quick with it? I am getting bored." He yelled back with full frustration.

"Come here, Swayam. I'll show you YOU!" She shouted and then he could hear her giggling.

Swayam made a confused face when he suddenly heard her giggling quiet loudly and walked out of the bedroom. He thought looking at Sharon that 'Oh, shit my wife has gone mad in anger that she can't make even a pancake.' But then she called him up near her with her hands. He smiled at in relieve. Yeah, she is yet to get mental.

"What happened, Sharon?" Swayam asked smiling at her he smile.

"Look, it's you in the pan." Sharon said pointing towards the pan like a cute little baby excited for something.

"Yeah, something little similar we can say. I guess hairstyle is similar, isn't it?" Swayam asked while he ran his finger in the batter picture because he could not imagine himself in the pan, cooking.

"You ruined it, Swayam!" Sharon gasped and made a O shaped mouth.

"Ya. It seems weird you know." He said and kissed her cheeks.

"Yeah. But Swayam in Sharon's cooking pan seems totally cool you know!" She said and winked at her.

He WINKED back.

"Why did you wink back, mr?" Sharon asked him with curious face.

"Umm, why do I tell you?" He said smirking. Now he is playing!

"Look, just tell what mischief have you done?" Sharon glared at him dangerously.

"You dare to glare at me because your cards are in my hand, Sharie!" He said and winked at her.

"Now. Now, you are scaring me. What cards?" She said to him and pausing for a second immediately ran to the bedroom.

Swayam did a huge 'ha ha' and ran behind her. He found her looking something on her writing table in corner and she PAUSED.

"Swayam, where is my diary baby?" She asked turning back with a sweet smile trying to get her diary back from her. She gave him a nervous smile which made him press his lips in a tight line to refrain from laughing at her expressions.

"What diary, Sharie?" Swayam asked oh-so innocently just like I kid who pee in his pants and said I slipped on the water.

"Swayam, babe please don't do this?!" She asked trying to get her diary back. Of course it was personal.

"Nope. You will not get back your diary till I read it all this time even last time I tried sneaking in but you just took away! Finally, I will get to read SSRP's diary. What a luck man!" He said and patted his shoulder.

"Now, who the hell is this SSRP?" Sharon asked resting his small palm on her bums like a little cute baby.

"Siren Sharon Raiprakash, Duh!" He said and made an irritating face.

"WHT! Give me my diary back right now, Swayam!" She ordered him.

"Babe, you are not in a condition to throw tantrums or make any orders on me. Are you?" He said crossing his arms on his chest and flung raised his eyebrow.

"No, I am not." Sharon said as her face fell down.

Swayam walked close to her and without any notice pulled her plump and cute cheeks and in return Sharon started hitting Swayam on his shoulder and chest so that he leaves her but he took all his precious time to leave his rightful asset. Her cheeks!

"I hate you, Swayam!" She winced and rubbed her cheeks showing him her tongue.

"I love the color of your tongue! And taste, oh my God don't even ask I won't be able to describe!" He said and winked at her and in return Sharon again started hitting him because he being such a lover boy pervert was talking such sexy things when her life was hanging in mid air. Her personal diary! It's not good if he reads her diary because then all the inner emotions and the past feelings will be disclosed to him.

"I have an offer if you agree?" Sharon asked Swayam sitting on the edge of bed.

"What?" He said raising his brows and smirking as SSRP never gave any offer instead she made demands only. Every dog has his day. Today it was her dog's turn, Oops I mean his husband's turn.

"Well, you CAN read this diary but on one condition or else I will eat you up." She said glaring at her.

"What condition?" He said getting curious.

"Well, we will do correction." She said t him.

"We will do what, Sharon?" He asked as he could not understand what actually she means.

"I mean to say that I have mentioned almost every single conversation, every single meeting, every single silent talks, every single things related to us from the time of college in this diary but somewhere I feel like it's incomplete. I mean sometimes you spoke and left and sometimes I spoke and left but there wasn't actually the time where we both spoke to each other about each other. Something was missing, we were there together as strangers, as trial couple, as post breakup couple, as trying to be friends, as friends but all the time we talked about something which was not important, which was useless and stupid to waste your time on. We never talked about us, we never shared our feeling with each other you know." She said and looked at him.

"Ya. You know what Sharon you just made me realize that how we are still not complete, we love each other but we don't exactly know each other's feeling and emotions on past things happened. You know you actually sometimes speak sense?" He said randomly and Sharon again hit him on his chest. Wow, she does some real hard workout. Keep going SSRP!

"Aww ouch, ok fine! I am sorry. So can we start our correction of errors now?" He said forwarding his hand for her.

"Of course." Sharon replied and placed her hand on his hand and he led both of them to the bed, they both sat down and adjusted some pillows to be comfortable.

Sharon hesitantly opened her diary but before Swayam could start reading Sharon jerked.

"Umm, can we start from 2012? I mean I dun think in 2011, I was right in any of the conversation." She said cheekily and glared at him when he was trying to control his laughter.

"Yeah yeah laugh on me!" She said and showed her tongue.

"Ok, we can start from 2012." He announced.

Sharon opened the book and hid her like a baby till she found the word written '2012' so that Swayam could not even get one single glimpse of horrible 2011. Swayam smiled at her and shook his head. She placed the diary in front of them and Swayam when he read his name written zillions of time in diary. He looked at her who just lower and gaze and bit her lips.

"Ok, now turn these pages." Sharon said instantly and turned all the pages containing only his name.

"Sharon, don't you think we should also discuss why you wrote my names so many times when there was nothing between us in start of 2012? He said and she nodded.

"So, tell me?" He said and resting his arm on the pillow and looking at her.

"Actually I dun know why exactly I wrote your name. These names were written from 1st Jan to 23rd April you know. I could not do anything else rather than writing your name zillions of time. I used to sit to write SOMETHING at least but I used to get lost somewhere and when that spell blasted, it was you which was written all over the diary. Even I didn't have the answer of this why. All those time I never knew when I was writing your name, you know when on 1st Jan I for the first time wrote your name I was angry on me because I was hurting you and making you jealous using Shivam so i tried tearing the papers which had your name but I could not. I just couldn't tore them and trash them. You know how many times I have written your name?" She asked Swayam who was not even blinking his eyes because such beautiful words were not letting him.

"Yeah." He whispered lightly.

"33 lacs and 45 thousand times!" She said and Swayam raised his hand and held her resting that in her lap, he was speechless and what he would have said wouldn't have described what was he feeling now so he better decided to me be and just smile.

"So, you were trying to make me jealous using Shivam?" Swayam asked her.

"Yes, I was such a fool to do such a stupid thing. I was making you jealous but it did work, alright as you was jealous!" Sharon said smirking at him.

"Yes, I was such a fool to get jealous but you know what Sharon we boys look tough. We say it doesn't matter if some other guy tries to come close to the girl we love, but it does matter. It does matter a lot. We don't say but it hurts, I don't know what I was more hurt or jealous but I never liked him being close to you. I was afraid that I night loose you like I had you that time but I really love you Sharon and seeing you with someone else is difficult to die for me." He said and Sharon rested her head on her shoulder.

"I love you too, Swayam." She said and kissed the bare part of his neck softly.

"Hey, why you wrote my name till only 23rd April?" He and Sharon got paled as it was the most horrible incident and day of her life.

"Turn the page and check 24th April's event you will know then." She said as she even didn't want to re-call that day with her words.

Swayam was about to turn the page but Sharon stopped him. She held his hand and inter twin it with her hand.

Swayam flipped the page and started reading it, just a few lines and he stopped. He didn't have enough courage in him to re-call that day, that faithful day when he insulted Sharon and called her cheap and pointed his finger on her character. He still couldn't forgive himself for going such low with her, with her Sharon.

"Sorry, Swayam." Sharon said looking down to their inter twin hands.

"No babe, I am sorry; I am sorry for every word I said to you that day. I can't forgive myself for doing that to you. I made you cry and I broke your heart, I am really sorry Sharon." He said and instantly hugged her.

"No, Swayam as I said we will do correction of errors; so we will." Sharon said and broke the hug.

"What do you mean?" Swayam asked and he could see a single pearl glistening in Sharon's eye.

"It wasn't only your fault. I started it, I insulted you, I questioned your intensions. It was my fault too more than yours. I am really sorry for that Swayam. After that day I knew it was my fault too but still I behaved like a bitch and didn't even apologized to you. I tried to, but I couldn't and you know why? I thought there are so many things I should apologize for but they are countless and I can't apologize for them not at the moment so I let it be. I was so hurt when you called me easy girl but believe me I was more hurt when I was re-calling like how I questioned your intension even knowing that only you on earth have the most purest and beautiful intensions towards me. I felt sick of myself. I felt shame on myself, Swayam!" She said and her head fell down.

"Hey, hey who said that you are an easy girl? Ask me, your husband!" He tried to cheer up her.

"Shut up!" She scolded him for his teasing and nudged his chest.

"You are the most beautiful, innocent and purest soul I know in this entire world!" Swayam said and kissed her forehead lovingly.

"So what's next?" Sharon asked smiling.

"Next day when you insulted me in front of whole college, I guess? Only if you are comfortable." Swayam immediately added the comfortable part when he saw Sharon's changed expression.

"Yeah, I am. Swayam still my comfort is very important for you na?" She said.

"Top most priority." He said with proud.

"That is why you didn't touch me in first 3 months of our marriage?" Sharon teased him.

"Topic change!" He immediately said making cute and weird face.

Swayam flipped the page and read what Sharon had written about next morning.

It felt so bad to do that. I insulted Swayam in front of whole college. I could clearly see the pain in his eyes but I wanted to do that so that he won't get a chance to hurt me again like this. It was my fault that it why he could hurt me like that, everyone hurts me but not now. I won't let anyone hurt me again, after all I have emotions too, right diary? I don't show it doesn't mean I am emotionless, or I don't have heart. It pains a lot. Every time when he say something rude it does pain. I know I do same no I actually do worse but I can't help it. I can't let him enter my heart. I can't let anyone enter in my heart or in my life. Sharon Raiprakash always has spent her life alone and I don't need anyone. Sorry, Swayam for hurting you and for insulting you so badly.

Swayam just kissed her forehead in reply and Sharon rested her head on his shoulder.

"I am sorry." She whispered.

"I can understand, Sharon. I really do understand." Swayam said and wrapped his arm from her right shoulder to right shoulder from back.

"You know I was from a broken family. Mom left dad, and I never knew the reason. Dad was always busy with other stuff, like office, business and important things but I was the least important thing for him. He used to talk to me when I used to call him, we used to met after long period of time. He gave me everything I wanted except his time which I wanted the most. I was alone all my childhood, I never had any good friend except Rey. I was alone and I was craving for someone's love but when I saw that love in your eyes, I got scared you know. I am sorry. Can you ask you something?" Sharon asked him.

"Yeah, babe?" He said.

"At that time you didn't know all this, frankly tell me how you felt when I insulted you. Will you tell me every single emotion you felt?" She asked.

"I did felt hurt. I won't lie, I really did. I was broken, Sharon. All I wanted in my life was you. All I EVER asked for God was you. Loving you was passion for me. You were my life and still is. Looking in your eyes always gave me some kind of strange happiness. I actually could see me faint images in your orbs. I wanted to walk with you., I wanted to hold you close to my heart. I wanted to give you all the happiness you deserve. I wanted to make you feel loved. I wanted you because I loved you. Some says priceless and love is demand less but I demanded to God, for you. I demanded so that I can love you and give you a new world filled with happiness, our own peaceful and beautiful world where no one can harm you, no one can hurt you. All I did was to love you. I tried to control myself when I called you easy girl and insulted you but after hearing all those harsh words just broke me. I wondered why you don't love me and why you CAN'T love me! I was hurt but not much that your love can even erase a pinch from my heart. I still love you and will always love you, Sharon!" He said and looked lovingly into her eyes which were filled with tears.

"You made me speechless!" Sharon said and kissed his chest from top opened button of his shirt while hugging him tightly.

"Oh, pl-heez!" He said like a girl and Sharon bit on his chest.

"Can we directly go to the day of our trial confession?" Swayam asked.

"I was thinking the same, ok turn to page of 11th July, 2012." Sharon said.

"Wow, Sharon you remember each and every date. Not bad, I am impressed babe!" he said and patted her shoulder who just grinned proudly at him.

"Before you even say anything I do like to tell my side of story regarding this beautiful day of my life, can i?" Swayam asked.

"Of course, My husband!" She said.

"I know you used to think what kind of person I am, like I was stone, never moving on, still there waiting for you, loving you.. but stones doesn't have emotions but I had, they don't love a girl, but I loved a fairy, they don't get romantic, ahem ahem, I do. I simply loved you and to wait for you was the second name of love to me. What kind of person or lover I would have been if I wouldn't have even waited for you. I knew one day or other you will come to me, you will realize what importance I hold for you and you did. You came though we only got into trial relationship but even a single chance for me was like I was about to die and you gave your breaths to me. It was my achievement. It was something I only craved for, it was what gave me you. It was my win." He said and smiled at her.

"I don't think so I am able to say anything more on this because I actually wanted you to feel the way you felt by giving you that chance. That relationship was equally important for me." Sharon said.

"I know, I really know that. So what's next now?" Swayam asked flipping pages.

"Breakup?" Sharon asked hesitantly.

"For sure, honey!" He passed her an assuring smile looking at her hesitant.

Swayam was about to say something when Sharon immediately cut him off and started saying her point if view.

"I lost all hopes at that time, all the hopes you raised in me that I deserve someone loves, someone support. I was failing every time I tried to pass in that exam, I know I know, love is not an exam for me but I put myself on an examination because I wanted to know if I can pass, if I can care for you the way you do, I if can love you the way you do, I wanted to see in your eyes and make your legs like jelly the way you used to do, but nothing happened. I failed in each and every thing I tried to do. You don't know how it felt when I used to fail every time I felt like crying and destroying this entire world. All I wanted you to take me in your arms and tell me that you are here with me. I was feeling so helpless, so incomplete, I didn't liked it .. it felt like I was suffocating you too with me. I thought I don't deserve you and you deserve much better and happy partner then me. How could I give you the love even after trying, I failed. A girl so unhappy and unloved like me could never love you or could never make you happy! All I could do was to give you more sorrow and pain so I thought to release you from that pain. You know even thinking about releasing you again made my heart sunk. How I wished I could do anything, something by which I could prove myself that I am good for you and I deserve you but nothing happened and I had to release you." Sharon said and tears were flowing from her eyes like water fall, never stopping.

"Hey, Sharon? Look at me. You think you don't deserve me? No, you are wrong because I never deserved you. I used to scold you and fight with you on little things when we were in relationship, the time which I should have made the most beautiful time of your life, I just ruined it by caring all other things. You were there to support me to support Tani when I needed someone to support her but I fought with you. All you were doing was the care about me but I fought with you. I don't know it seems like I started taking you my property when I knew that all this is new for you and you need time, you need my love and support but I cared for other stuffs and didn't gave you my time. We should have sat together, talk and laugh with each other. It was my fault that I couldn't make you fall in love with me because I didn't do any effort! I couldn't make that time memorable for you, I am sorry, I remember whenever you like a true and good partner tried to make me share your feeling with you, I denied. When Rey and Tani's rumor thing happen you tried to talk to me but I ignored and I asked you to leave, I am sorry for that. I didn't realize that without the intense love, with new in caring stuff and with new with such kind of relationship you are trying to give your best in it. You are trying to be like a perfect girlfriend or partner does but I didn't do anything like that. I should I have understand you and love you but instead I was so much busy with all other problems and worries! He said and guilt was evident in his eyes.

"Aisa nahi hai, ok? I was wrong. You did love me and cared for me!" Sharon said and holding his hand.

"No, Sharon I was wrong and I know this!" Swayam said.

"When I am saying that I was wrong means I was wrong!" Sharon said trying to convince Swayam.

"Sharon! Uffo, tum se tu baat karna hi fazol hai!" He said and pouted.

"OH, really? Then why are you talking to me..huh?" Sharon yelled a bit.

"Why you getting angry, Sharon?" Swayam asked her with exact pitch.

"Because you are such a dumbo! I was wrong and that is final!" Sharon jerked his hand from her grip and glared at him.

"W*F! No ways, I was!" Swayam said glaring back like a tiger.

"Don't you dare give me that looks, alright Shekhawat?" Sharon said crossing her arms on her chest.

"Oh, really! I was wrong!" he said while gritting his teeth.

"I said I was wrong!" Sharon said while sitting on bed with her knees.

"I was!" Swayam took the same position and now they both were inches apart glaring at each other.

"I was wrong!'

"no, I was wrong!"

"I was wrong!'

"NO, I was!"

"I was!"

"I was!"

"I was!"

"I was!"

"I was!"

"Stop it, please! Or else Tanya will be deaf!" A 4 year kid shouted.

Swayam and Sharon both looked towards the door and saw their little Miss. Tanya Swayam Shekhawat standing there resting her hands on her ears and little pink colored monkey called "Nicky" resting on the floor.

"Tanya was sleeping! You woke her up! Dada, mama you both have grown now!" She scolded them and they both lower their faces.

"Better!" She said and jumped on the bed between both, pulled them down and held Sharon's right arm and Swayam's left and dozed off.

Swayam and Sharon both glared one last time and mouthed "I was wrong!".

continued below..!!

#Entry 9

Tum Bin

Sharon was sitting in a corner of terrace crying sliently which din't went unnoticed by simmi who came there looking for sharon as sharon's asthma pump was with her

Si-sharon tum theek toh ho na? sharon I know tum swayam ke baare mein soch rahi hoon mera dil nahin manta ki swayam jo kuch bhi humhe kehke gaya hain who sach hain I still cant believe ki woh aise hum sab ko ditch karke chala gaya

Sh-mera dil bhi nahin manta sim ki swayam aisa kar sakta hain zaroor uski koi majboori hogi mera swayam aisa nahin hain

Si- shayad uncle ke saath phir koi problem hogayi hogi

Sh-nahin agar uncle ke saath kuch hua hota toh taani ko zaroor pata hota baat kuch aur hi hain

Si- baat kuch bhi ho sharon par hum sach ko toh nahin badal sakte na ki swayam ab humhare zidagi se chala gaya hain hamesha ke liye chalo d3 ki practice ka time hogaya hain

Sh- woh chala gaya iss baat ka gham hain main kabhi bhi usse apni dil ki baat nahin kar paaungi simmi mera maan nahin hain u guys carry on main kuch time kiye akela rehna chahti hoon

Si- as you wish sharon but do take care of yourself aur zyada stress maat lena

After simmi left sharon got lost in the bitter-sweet memories of the time spent with swayam

(sharon thoughts in red)

Footloose auditions face-off main maine tumhe pehli baar notice kiya aur phir rdx ke party mein tumhare liye pehli baar kuch feel kiya aur apni unhi feels ko hide karne ke liye main tumhare saath rude behave karne lagi

Tum bin kya hai jeena kya hai jeena

Tum bin kya hai jeena

Jab maine tumhe apni scrapbook banate hui dekha toh mujhe kuch samjh nahin aa raha tha ki koi mujhe se itna pyaar kaise kar sakta hain main bahut confused hogayi thi

Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise kaise jiya jaaye tum bin

Sadiyon si lambi hai raaten sadiyon se lambe huv din

Jab mujhe paata chala ki tum mere secret admirer ho toh maine tumhe misunderstand karke tumhe aur khudko bahut hurt kiya

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

Jab tumne locker room mein apne mujhe diye hua gifts jalaye toh mujhe laga tha ki jaise mere dil ka koi hisaa jaal raha hain aur issliye tumhe jaalane ke liye maine shivam ka sahara liya

Phir shaame tanhaye jaagi phir yaad tum aa rahe ho

Phir jaan nikal ne lagi hai phir mujhko tadpa rahe ho

Main jab bhi tumhe nicole maam se baat karte hua dekhti thi toh main bahut jealous feel karti thi aisa lagta woh tumhe mujhse cheen lengi

Phir mujhko tadpa rahe ho

Is dil mein yaadon ke mele hai

Phir ek misunderstanding ke chalte humhare phirse ek showndown hua classroom mein uss din tumne mujhe bahut hurt kiya tha swayam main bahut toot gayi thi

Tum bin bahut hum akele hai

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

Phir tumne mujhe ignore karna start kardiya mujhe aisa lagne laga ki tum mujhse ab pyar nahin karte main bahut darr gayi thi issliye maine humhe ek chance diya aur sach baatau toh humhara trial relation was the best thing happened to me

Kya kya na soocha tha maine

Kya kya na sapne sajaye

Footloose finals ke baad jab tumhari team mujhe blame kar rahi thi aur tumne mujhe support nahin kiya toh mujhe bahut bura laga tha

Kya kya na chaaha tha dil ne

Kya kya na armaan jagaaye

Jab dance camp se pehle tumne mere saath breakup kiya tha toh aisa laga tha ki sab kuch khatam hogaya phir hum phirse saath hoge meri life phirse complete hogayi thi

Kya kya na armaan jagaaye

Is dil se toofan guzarte hai

Tum bin to jeete na marte hai

Jab main delhi se waapis aayi toh tumhe khudse door karne lagi iss darr se kahin tum mere liye dance karna na chodo mujhe tumhara pyar chaiye tha sympathy nahin

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

India fest ki practice ke time pe humhara who close dance main chahkar bhi ape dil ko nahin rokh payi tumhare paaas aane se

Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise kaise jiya jaaye tum bin

Sadiyon si lambi hai raaten sadiyon se lambe huv din

Phir maine tumhe apne asthma ke baare mein baata diya aur humhara phir breakup hoga mujhe laga ki yeh tumhara fayde ke liye hain tum mujhse achi ladki deserve karte hoon aur hum sirf dost ban kar reh sakte hain

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai

jab tum mere paas mere saath they toh main apni feelings apne actions ko kabhi samjh nahin paayi kabhi nahin jaa paayi ki isse kya kehte hain aur jab tum ab mujhse door chale gaye ho toh mujhe samjh mein aaya ki isse pyar kehte hain I love you swayam tum sirf mere ho aur main sirf tumhari tum jahan kahin bhi ho please waapis aajao main tum bin adhuri hoon main tum bin jeena nahin aata mujhe nahin jeena chahti hoon main tum bin mera waajud nahin hain

sh- I love you swayam I love you a lot tum bin jeena nahin hain par jeena parega tum bin sirf tumhare liye

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#Entry 10

TO MY DEAR LIFE

My love, Sharon,

I miss you so much.

You were a friend, a lover, a wife and a soul mate to me. We got married, you and I, we fell in love and we gave each other's lives meaning. Being with you was the biggest choice I've ever made in my entire life. I have no regrets . I loved you and you loved me, we fell in love with each other sincerely and truthfully. We laughed, we cried and we took on so much together, we remained strong. These reasons would explain why we never gave up on each other, why you never failed to make me fall in love over and over again. Every single day that I caught a glimpse of your beautiful face gave me the reason to live. Whenever our eyes locked together, you took my breath away and that's the very reason I know in my heart that it's true, that I love you.

Do you remember when we were little? We used to run around the old mulberry tree that towered over your backyard until we would get tired. There was a time when you tripped and cried your fragile little heart out. I did not know what to do; I just held your hand and told you everything would be all right. Your curly blond hair was stained with dirt and your knee got scratched from the ground, blood was crawling down your skin, and I was terrified. Your mother came and she fixed everything. She asked me why I didn't call her, what did I know? I was still a child, and I was scared. I was terrified of what might happen to you, until now I still dread that moment that I became weak, a coward when you needed me.

We came across bumps and bruises in our relationship, like that time you saw me kiss another girl. I don't know if you've forgiven me but I haven't. It was never my choice to kiss Aashi from Junior high. I was perusing the cafeteria when she took me by the hand and pulled me towards her, she kissed me just as you were coming our way. You both hated each other, I didn't know if she did it on purpose but I watched your eyes widen in horror, you ran away with tears slithering down your soft and delicate cheeks. I pushed her away from me and ran after you. I sat in front of the girl's bathroom, by the door, trying to talk to you and explain until you came out and talked to me. I didn't know what to say, I pleaded and begged for you to understand. But your eyes were holl lower than anyone's that day. You were hurt. I took your hand and kissed you, kissed you to wipe away all the sorrow, to make you understand. It has always been you. You knew that, and it's still you until now. I never gave up on us and I never will. I love you and that can never change.

There was also our senior prom. You looked beautiful, as always. I remember watching you walk down your house's stairs, lifting your dress up with one hand, and clutching the stair railings with another, taking small careful steps, afraid you'll fall. I knew how much you hated wearing heeled shoes and how much you disliked wearing makeup, in fact that night, I still saw the girl with the glasses, the girl who would prefer being alone in her room, listening to songs on a Friday night, the girl who read books and treated them as her best friend and the girl who didn't care about what others thought of her. The girl who was real. I still saw the girl I fell in love with under the cosmetics and the dress; your beauty was much deeper than that.

We danced together as they played our song, 'Pehla Nasha' . I didn't dance very well but you guided me and my feet magically synced with yours. Afterwards, we snuck out and sat together at the wooden bench that was surrounded by trees from the school's garden. You closed your eyes and told me you were 'feeling the nature'. I kissed you and told you how much I loved you, how much I love how you are as a person, how I never wanted that day to end and how I never want to lose you. We sat there and watched the moon and stars as the night grew old. I would never forget that night.

You and your father got in a car accident while you were on your way home from school. He was drunk and he crashed. Your body was broken, injuries everywhere, you were more hurt than your father, and I didn't understand why. He caused you so much pain and suffering yet he was spared. I never forgave him for crashing that car; I never forgave him for every beating he gave you when you made a mistake and for making your life a living hell. I stood by you and stayed with you at the hospital until you recovered, I slept there and fed you. I didn't want you to see your father ever again.

There were times you would go to school with cuts and bruises on your shoulders, sometimes you'd have blackened eyes, and you couldn't do anything. Your father had all the power while you were defense less, cowering on one corner as his hands beat the hell out of you. What's worse was I couldn't do anything. I was as helpless as you were. I tried to help you, I went to your house and tried to take you away from him, tried to free you from your own personal hell. He found out about us leaving, I tried to fight him but he was too strong and I ended up with broken bones. I was weak like when we were kids.

It hurt me as much as it hurt you but we had no choice. We would spend countless hours together on the roof deck of the school, you crying to me, telling me you can't take the pain anymore, the pain of loving your father and getting hurt in exchange. You were asking me what you did to deserve what was happening to you. You did nothing, nothing to ever give you that gruesome fate. I can't explain why you had a monster for a father. The only help I could give you were words of encouragement, to somehow keep you strong, to make you know that one day we'd leave together, one day we'll escape and be safe. And we did.

When you recovered we ran away together, we went to Delhi, we moved away from Mumbai and we lived our lives there. I never wanted you to live another beating; you've already suffered enough from the death of your mother, which was also by the wretched hands of your good for nothing, pathetic excuse of a father. I hated myself for not running away sooner, I knew you still loved your father despite everything he's done to you. But the accident was enough to open my eyes, to push me and get away with you. He never gave you the money for your needs in school, instead he used the money for gambling and you had to work your way in, I admired you so much for that. We left everything behind and started college in Delhi. We were ready to start new lives.

We got jobs as soon as we arrived at Delhi; my uncle let us stay with them until we were stable. I got a job in a pawn shop and waited until you finished college. Working at the pawnshop was a breeze, because I was doing it for you. I was the person in charge for lifting heavy equipment and delivering the items for return. It was a challenge but when I thought of your smile, your sweet and tender smile, everything would get easier. Thinking of you served as my inspiration, thinking of the life we could have after all of those challenges were over. You could turn the heavy boulder I carried as light as a feather. You were enough to make my strength last for years. I worked for us and you did the same after you became a nurse. I know how hard you worked, taking night shifts for extra income, I didn't let you down. I became an engineer shortly afterwards. Nothing was impossible when we were together. We got our own house and decided to get married.

We worked hard and everything paid off, we got the money we needed for a proper church wedding and I soon saw you wearing that white dress and walking down the aisle. I was so happy; I was almost in tears when I looked at you. We came across so much and we endured everything, we were strong because we had each other. Our faith in each other and in God saved us, we survived. You walked along with my uncle and we finally said our vows. I'll never forget the moment I said 'I do' and gave you the ring, and you did the same. I held your hand so tight that day, telling you I would never let you go. We kissed, sealing the love that was so strong nothing could break it. The love that could break all the barriers and still remain true, the love I knew you had for me and I had for you.

You gave birth to two bouncing baby boys, wonderful twins; our sons and we loved them and gave them everything we can. I knew how hard it was for you. But you were the strongest woman I knew; you came through and ended all the pain with a smile, a smile that had shown how proud you were and how happy you were to have given lives to the two boys. I swore on that day that I'd protect you and our sons; that I'd do everything to protect our family. Our sons whom were once little children now are wealthy businessmen. We succeeded. We never gave up and our love lasted.

Little did I know of what was yet to come...

The horrible news came one rainy night. Your doctor called and told you that you had cancer. You kept it from me because you said you didn't want me to worry, my darling, I'd give up everything I had that time to just know and be informed, that I was losing you. I found out when your doctor called and I was the one who answered the phone. You didn't know how painful that was to me, my world ended as soon as I heard those words. My heart fell to pieces and I was struck. You were leaving me, the woman I loved the most was dying. You were everything to me and you were slowly drifting away.

One night at our bed, I hugged you as tight as I can. I was scared that when I woke up, I wouldn't see you anymore. Embracing you was the only thing that could put my mind at ease. Tears fell like it was the last time we could be together. The next morning, you were rushed to the hospital; the doctors said that you had little time left but you still had the chance to smile, to enjoy life while you still could. You were so firm, you did not let the disease get the best out of you and ruin the little time you had left, I knew you were suffering but you didn't let us see how much pain you've been having. I wish I was as strong as you during those times, but I couldn't be tough for you. I was weak because I was losing purpose to live. You wanted to maximize the remaining time that was left for you. You fought hard, not for yourself, but for us.

You told me you wanted to see your grandchildren before you died. Our first granddaughter, Sneha was born a week after. We rushed you to see her and brought her to the hospital with us. You held her in your arms and kissed her forehead, I saw you treasuring that moment, she represented the life you passed on to your children, the love you gave every single one of us. Even when life gave you a hundred reasons to cry and fall down, you gave it a million reasons to smile and rise above it.

The doctors told us it was okay to bring you home and we did. I knew that you had just the smallest amount time in this world and I did everything I still can with you. We visited the same mulberry tree that was still there from your old house back in Mumbai. Your father was dead and the lot where your house used to sit was barren and the tree was the only thing left. I saw you smiling, grinning in fact, while we sat down that tree, your head resting by my shoulders. I carved our initials on it and it was still there, the tree was worn out but still firm and alive after all those years, just like our love. You kissed me under that mulberry tree for the second time.

They say that a person you kiss under a mulberry tree is a person you'll love forever; it was a sign of forbidden love, like Pyramus and Thisbe, who did everything just to see each other, to love each other despite everything that was thrown to them to destroy their love. In the end they both died, but nothing made them as happier, to be together, freely, without boundaries. We kissed there first when we were teenagers, that night when you snuck out while your father was sleeping and I was waiting by the tree, we were careful so as not to wake him up. Was that how our love was forbidden? But I could see how the saying was true, that you're the person I'll love forever, because you are. You are in a million years.

Your sons were strong, they tried to be happy while they still had you and it wasn't hard for them for you gave them strength, just your simple smile was sufficient enough to give us hope for another day with you. You were such a strong and powerful woman. You never gave up even when everything around you was falling apart. You gave us strength to live on, and I'm so proud of how you lived your life. I knew you had no more regrets and you were ready to leave the world. You just wanted to stay for us, because you couldn't bear to see us weep for you. You always thought about others before yourself. You were so selfless than even when your father held you by the neck you would just let him kill you rather than making him suffer in prison. You cared for him, when he didn't care for you. You were truly a remarkable woman throughout your life.

We also visited the same wooden bench at the school garden and we danced together while I sang our song. We were crying together, I told you I loved you so much and you told me you loved me just the same. We kissed each other for the last time.

"Just like me, they long to be close to you."

As I sang those words, you fell unconscious and I caught you in my arms. I rushed you to the nearest hospital; I was grasping your hand, cradling your head next to my heart, hoping you'd hear it beating for you, hoping it could miraculously give you life. I was telling you to fight but everything was too late.

I lost you.

I lost the very woman my whole world revolves around. I lost all purpose in life and up until now, I keep dreaming about holding you, kissing you and loving you for the last time. Oh, how I love you my dear. I'm sorry that this had happened to you. If I could have the chance to die in your place I would do it. I would do it because I know you would do better in the time I had to live without you if you had it instead.

It's never enough my love. The time we have spent together can never be enough for me. I'd spend eternity with you if I can.

Your body was buried at the lot where the same mulberry tree grows until now. I bought the lot so you'd rest easy here, at the house where you've grown since there are no neighboring houses near it, you'd be in peace. You have no idea what it is like to live in this world without the person you love most, it was like living with no cause. I had nothing to look forward to, day by day I kept wishing I could end my life so I could be with you but I didn't because I knew you wouldn't want that for me. I knew you would get mad that I would do such a stupid and reckless thing. I tried to live on without you, even though it was hard. I never remarried too. I never found another woman like you and I never intended to marry anyone else. Three years have passed and I still wait for the day when I can hold you again.

I sit here with you at our tree, writing this letter. I'm dying my love, I'm old and it's time we meet each other again. Moments later I will see you again, I will be with you and there's nothing else that could ever make me happier. Oh how I long for your touch. I can't wait to feel your warmth, to hold your hand again and kiss you, to see your most beautiful face again and tell you how much I love you. You completed my life in this world, there could have been no other woman to make me smile the way you do, to make my head think about one person so much it hurts the way you did, to make my eyes water and to make my heart pound. You were the only one. These shall be my last words; and I want you to know I'm glad that the life I've lived in this world was a life with you.

I love you with all my heart and soul, now and forever,Sharon Raiprakash Shekawat.

Farewell for now,

Your loving husband,

Swayam Shekawat

See you soon.

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#Entry 11

It was always meant to be

This Os is after the Asthma revelation

Sharon: Yeh problem meri hai to ise main hi solve karungi

Swayam: Oh really? No Sharon yeh problem hamari hai.

Sharon: Hamari? Hello hum hum nahi hai Swayam aur na hi kabhi thay. Got it!!

Swayam: Hum hamesha se hi hum thay Sharon farak itna hai k tumne kabhi hume hum nahi hone dia.

Shar: Maine? Plz Swayam apni fantasy se bahar niklo! Hamara koi mat….

Sway: Han han ab tum kaho gi k hamra koi match nahi hai right? But let me tell you Miss Sharon Rai Prakash hamara match to upar se ban kar aya hai whether u accept it or not.

Shar: Ha. Acha agr aesa hai to phir abhi tak hum saath kyun nahi hain? Bolo?

Sway: Saath to hamesha se hain bas acceptance ki kami hai.

He said those words so deeply that Sharon just kept looking at him and both had an eyelock.

Sha: What..what rubbish?

Shraon tried to turn and walk way but this time Swayam was in mood to give up he had enough of it. He was in his passionate mode today so he held Sharon's arm which took her as a surprise and she was made to turn towards him-close to him. As she turned their eyes met and many unsaid words were conveyed through them. As much as Swayam was lost Sharon was also not far behind. But Swayam took a pledge today that he will make Sharon confess those feelings that she always subdued sometimes due to her ego and at other times due to her confusion. Finally after some moments Swayam broke the silence and made Sharon more close to him after which she could not run away and the eye lock continued.

Swa: Khao na. Keh do na…

Shar: Kya?

Swa: Yehi k pyaar hai.

Shar: Keh doon?

Swa: Han keh do.

Shar: Sach?

Swa: Hmm. Yakeen karti ho na?

Shar: Han karti hoon.

Swa: Pyaar ya yakeen? Han?

Sharon who was still now lost in those eyes was taken aback hearing to this question.

Sha: What do you mean? Tum jante ho k mera jawab kya hoga?

Swa: Acha seriously? Par main to nahi janta? Bata do na please?

Sharon looked at him in disbelief while Swayam gave her a 'I really don't know' wala cute look as iff he really don't know.

Swa: Sharon m waiting batao na?

Shar: Tum yeh sab kyun kar rahe ho? ( said in an irritated tone)

Swa: Maine kya kia?

Shar:Uff Swayam tum baaz a jao!

Swa: What? Seriously tum aesa chahati ho?

Shar: Han.

Swa: Main baaz a jaun tumhein chahne se? Baaz a jaun tumhari parwah karne se?

While asking all these questions he moved close to Sharon that Sharon also had to move back till her back touched the wall. Shraon was trapped now and that too between Swayam and the wall and in Swayam's question. Nor she had answers to his questions neither a way to escape and run away from Swayam and his questions. She was helpless!

Swa: Bolo na?

Shar: H….ha….han

Swa: Aik han kehne par aesi halat? That's not like you SRP han?

Shar: Kuch zayada hi imagine nahi kar rahe ho tum?

Swa: Imagine nahi kar raha sach bata raha hoon aura b tum bhi bata do.

Shar: Kya?

Swa: Jo dil mein hai.

Shar: Kya hai?

Swa: Wohi jo tumhari ankhein aur dil dono mujhse kehne ki koshish mein hain par wo baat tumhari zubaan par ate ate ruk jati hai.

Shar: Aesa kuch nahi hai!

Swa: Come on Sharon kab tak chupao ki apni feelings ko duniya se,mujhse yahan tak k apne aap se bhi.

Shar: Feelings…wo…wo bhi for u?

Swa: Aur kisi k liye ho bhi nahi sakti.

Swayam said this with full confidence on his love and the relationship that they share.

Shar: Itna confidence?

Swa: Han because tumahre dil ki dharkane mujhe ab tak sunayi de rahi. Han because tumhara yeh confused look mera yakeen aur pakka kar raha hai. Han because yeh aankhein tumhare andar chupi asli Sharon ko samne lati hain jo bohat hi innocent hai, han because tumne mujhe aik chance dia us trial relationship ka naam de kar, han because tumne mujhe hamesha support kia as a girlfriend,han because tum laakh chupao magar pyaar to kab ka tha tumhein Sharon.

Sharon was touched by his words and so could not control more and burst into tears. She could not take it more, could not hurt the person who loved her so much, could not gather more courage to be strong, could not pretend to hate him more, could not suppress her feelings more, could not take the burden as she have had enough of all of this.

She needs a break from all of this, she needs to accept the fact the reality that whatever Swayam said was true. For the first time she cried her heart out while Swayam put a hand on her shoulder and let her vent all her frustration,burden,pain and anguish.

After crying a lot she felt better and just hugged couldn't control so hugged Swayam tightly to which Swayam also responed happily and with tears in his eyes as well. After breaking the hug finally Sharon confessed and made Sawyam feel as if he has captured the entire world.

Shar: I love you Swayam. I love you very very much can't live without you.

Swayam cupped her face and placed a kiss on her forehead while Sharon closing her eyes so that she can gather all the love that he has to shower on her.

Sway: I love u too Sharon and today I am the happiest guy in the world and the luckiest too.

Shar: No I am the most happiest and luckiest girl Swayam

Swa: No I am.

Shar: No I am

And they both burst into laughter coz no matter what these cute fights between them makes their relationship even more stronger. Both were contented and Swayam helped Sharon in recovering from Asthma and they both shared every moment together for the rest of their lives be it happiness or sadness. They were together and always ready to face any difficulty because their togetherness can do wonders.

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Sharon Raiprakash

Sharon .. Now if Swayam is almost like from a fairy tale then Sharon is totally antithesis of him. Sharon Rai Prakash is the most enigmatic character on D3. She is not the usual character we find in other show which falls under the category of black and white. She defines grey. She is complex, she is real; in short she is someone relatable. She does not follow the set trends she sets them. It's always the case of expect the unexpected with her. As a character she is such dynamic that she had never let the proceedings get mundane in the show. Of late she had mellowed and I see people saying Sharon is lost. But I would just say isn't this whole journey of two year was all about Sharon coming of age and becoming mature. But still it doesn't mean she has lost her sheen. She is still the best USP of D3 after its dances and as a character she will always keep me intrigued. She is almost like a mystery no matter how much one solve there will be always more to find out.

Swayam + Sharon= SwaRon

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