salam friend here is the first part of asya ff . hope u all like it and do comment plz
KHAMOSIYAN (unsuni si)
Part 1
Asalam 'o-alikum my best friend ,today Is the day that all I ever wanted but not this way that life has brought me today. I always wanted to have a family gatherings and their love but today when I am getting all this my eyes are casted on floor due to shame and selfishness of my parents, strange na! usually childrens are to be blamed for bringing shame to the family but today it's the other way around.
My parents always said they loved me but why I never felt their love. I always tried to be close to them but the more I use to go toward them , the more they used to move away. They always use to buy costly gifts for me and my siblings but never spoke few words of love and care toward us. Their way of expressing love wasn't what I was looking for , I always wanted love and affection and a satisfaction that when I will fall they will hold me but that feeling never came. My parents were always busy in their world of business.
They always thought money is the best companion for a human but they never understood it's a dust of hand once u closed it the dust will fell for another open hand. In order to get a stylish and highfy lifestyle they started working and doing all the rich class things and in result they was far away from everyone who loved them because of them not because of their money and status . the list of those who love them was long but the most imp person was my phupi Dilshad Rashid ahmed khan .
Dilshad ahmed khan loved my father Rizwan khan beyond limits , she always knew that my father very ambitious and she always stood beside him in every condition . but my father never care for her, is not that he didn't loved her but he loved his dreams more than anything even more than his own kids .
Is last three days my life changed from sky to earth .my family was settled in new york . my parents moved to new york when I was 5 years old and never came once to meet our relatives but destiny finds it way itself and trust those ways are so harsh that is shook your soul like mine. My father was gone bankrupt and died because of the heart attack and my mother and me came on the roads. I found a job but there was one condtion that I have to worked from delhi where my phupi lives with her family .
My mother told my phupi that I am coming to delhi and mu phupi insisted that I will live with her family . I am so angry and ashamed because of my mother how can she ask my phupi to take care of me when she herself never took care of phupi and now she is remembering her in her need of time . where was my abu and ammi when my phupi needed their time . I cant think how I am going my phupi , I know she loved me a lot , I still have few childhood memories of her the way she used to care and love but now the time has changed . will she think low of me because of the way my parents treated her?
The airhostess has announced about landing and asked to put sealtbealt on . I am siging off my dearest and only friend , my beloved dairy . that's my feeling for today I have shared with you .i will see again soon.
Bye friend
With love
Zoya Rizwan khan
Edited by maria_awan - 12 years ago
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