Bigg Boss leaves Bobby Darling terrified

Bobby Darling's experience on the hit TV reality television show Bigg Boss seems to have left her deeply scarred. She had to cohabitate with 13 celebrities in a bungalow. After one week, she was voted off the show by the others. According to her, many people featured on the reality show were two-faced, artificial and completely selfish.

When the show began, Bhojpuri film star Ravi Kishen, one of the contestants, told Bobby his kids were great fans of her and praised her for having made a name for herself in a span of six years. But in the confession room, Ravi publicly stated that Bobby was only here for the fame and voted her out.

"I think the channel was looking for bitchy people and negative things on the show. When I signed for the show they gave me big names like Ashmit Patel, Yana Gupta, Aftab Shivdasani and Poonam Dhillon. But when I entered, I saw a bunch of losers," she adds, but is all praise for item girl Rakhi Sawant. "To make her mark in the industry she has created a kind of aura and image. But she is actually a simple, nice, homely girl. She knows how to cook food. And in fact she washed my clothes all those days, " Bobby recalls.

According to Darling, another reason cited by others for her removal from the show was that she was gay. But Bobby vehemently clarifies that she is not gay. "I want to live my life completely like a woman and on my own terms and conditions," she says. Post-surgery, she wants to settle down with a straight man.

Not surprisingly, Bobby's dream role in Bollywood is that of a woman. "It must have substance, and could be a negative role too. Of course, my comedy roles are what got me recognition. I am very grateful to Ekta Kapoor for giving me my role in Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi. But I have to do something different now and take a bold step," she says, saying she has a huge fan following of women and kids.

The sex-change operation will cost approximately Rs 25 lakhs, if done in the US. "They do it in India too, but the results are not that positive. I have met some people who have had it done here and they are not happy after the surgery, "she says. The second option America is Bangkok. She is currently trying to raise funds for the surgery by doing roles in Bollywood and television, and welcomes any sponsors. "I pray for an angel who will help me," she says.

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