RK why u cannot say these three words?...ILU...why not RK? ..
speak out..let the world hear u. bring ur tone to that level to have your heart listen those sweet words which your lips don't want to utter...
don't u have this much courage to come out with a bold step (it is too bold for u)?
it doesn't matter who is broken and who is not...it matters who cries for whom. u cannot see the tears in madhu's eyes but still u give her...full buckets..
no matter which occasion u praise...love season is the best occasion to come closer..u come, stretch your arms to love her but what fear over powers u ...
u don't mind who says what..u never bother the crap coming to you ..you never bother which place u are walking with madhu..u never bother who is around u to watch out your good or bad acts every time when u are with her...
you even never bothered for the marriage u performed (without any ritual being followed properly)...she lived with u without any tear of repent...she cared and caressed u with her love...u have no love in your life, truely belonging to u, but still she poured on u that magic...u never bothered for it...u crumbled her dreams and shattered her emotions...
would mind recalling all these...no ...let it be...but now u lost your heart to her well being..u need her...u love her...u care for her...u want her around u...u want to see her beauty only before u and for u, u dream her.. u lose your control to get her..u never afford loosing her...
then what rubbish?...why don't u come forward for it...u have no societal barriers to stop u...u have none at your own whom who will stop u doing this...
there is not a singe moment when u forget her.. how u manage it RK?..your heart is crying and u don't listen...baby come out from bad dreams ( to loose love) a gem of heart is still living inside u..let it come out..show its glitter and dazzle the beauty...
betrayal/revenge is not for anyone else, it is for u dear...u cheat yourself and your soul (bleeding from inside).. a brat living in you cannot tolerate her to belong to other because u possess her, not own her...she is not impossible to understand..her pure heart is open before u...what cheating she did to u..nothing..u can ask it your heart ..is she doing it? ...answer will come in negative...she still belong to u..just make sure in your heart only...no one can answer it, best judge lives in ur heart.
go, get her, make her yours (without betrayal), pour your love...she is very delicate, will get torn with the thorn u are putting each time u meet her...she feels u and u to her...its love ..listen it and open your eyes..
the world is too small and ocean can be fathomed...and a small heart is beyond your reach? its not a fun of filmy screen...your life is precious don't spoil it without your love (madhu)...just have courage...go..go...