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Mein aa gaiš
With today's ramblings...Not as good episode as the last one...it was almost anticlimatic...
But it actually told us that Saras is back in his original mode..and we now know the reason why he is what he is...For the first time ...in a long time...he trusted a girl...was falling for her...for her straight talks, her zidd, her teasing, her pride...and he put his trust in her...and she moved sideways...letting him fall...drown in to those sorrows..headlong...however, unknowingly...he had just been submerged into the waters of disillusionment and hurt...In the same misery he had been trying to resurface from...
His flashbacks haunting him as he walks him...it is ironic...he has still hold on to the kite all the way... as if the reason for his torment and the panacea for his hurt both were the same...the drowner and the anchor...the kite...he holds on to that anchor with anger...as if leaving it would again make him lose it...
but by the time he reaches home, he is left with almost nothing...
Again Dukhba takes control as Kumud watches from sideways...and I like how Guni stares at Dukhba...as if trying to come to the terms that Dukhba who before an hour had been all for kicking Saras out of the house was right now mollycoddling Saras...
The ways she lovingly pampers his face...as if giving him the warmth of her hands..and to give reason for such pampering she asks him that he still is in the same state? The lake water was so cold!!
I so love love the expressions on Gautam (As if that is something new...The guys is making me fall like anything...) The way he searches Dukhba's face...the way his expression changes from hankering to searching answers at her touch and then he closes his eyes...as if trying to get that love and absorb it...to get some peace...as if too tired to be just there..as if lost everything...and having no hope..and yet the goodness that reflects in his face...you just feel like breaking something..so much heartbreak reflects in that one action of his!!!
Saras in meditation... he is like a violin with a tight string...which is being stretched time and again by those memories...his reaction to those memories are like he is vibrating to all those emotions...and fears that if this continues, he will break...It must be so hard for him...that the emotions and memories he had been trying to keep hidden...to overcome all these years have not just smacked right into his face...and all the walls he had built...have crumbled without notice..and now he is again struggling to keep himself to be swept away by those tornadoes of memories...
Kumud and her trials to apologize...she does speak it like we think na?? the way she tells Kusum that he is right...I had done, even it was unknowingly, which should not be done...That I think comes from being a teacher...she doesnot forgive herself easily...a punishment is necessary for any kind of mistake...
I kind of like this shot...When she goes to apologize..They both standing on each side with a big wall of misunderstandings! It is also symbolic...Today Saras is on a higer footing...and Kumud is firmly on the ground...except those previous occassions when she was on her high horse...
Saras's anger...I dont think he is angry on Kumud as much as he is burnt by another female in his life...as much he is angry on himself..for trusting her..as if punishing himself for being that carefree for that small moment...and that landed him into this mess!! he is again building those walls around him...
It was cute though..the way Kumud was peeping..trying to find a whole in those walls he had erected..but he shut the communication right into his face...
And ofcourse making Kumud more determined...
Dukhba is turning out to be the lady with a firm mind..the way she reads Kumud and tells her that it will not be so easy for Saras to forgive her...and she will have to try harder!!
The last pooja scene was something which puzzled me...Why did Saras go to her?? He was definitely not going to the Mandir...but he looked as if he wanted to talk to her...but then when Kumud showed him the Pooja thali and arti..he prayed and walked off??...Anyone throwing light on this one??
Precap :*Ahem* Saras without shirtš š Well apart from that ..I do believe it will not be frivolous shirt shedding and we will see a deep bonding scene..what with Kumud trying to put medicine and Saras taunting her about her ignorance on the depth of the wound...
The best shot...Without fail this one...Gautam...Take a bow again, Man!š
Parineeti
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