THE HEART KNOWS
CHAPTER 45 (B)
The next day, Siddharth was in the conference room with a certain Pooja Sharma. The fact that Pooja Sharma was a Miss and not a Mrs did not sit well with a particular person. The extra fact that Ms. Pooja Sharma stuck onto Siddharth like a fly on glue sent uneasy feelings through the same particular person.
Khushi, who was standing with Jia in a corner, saw everything that happened around her. She bit her lower lip to stop herself from laughing out loud. The expression on Anjali's face was worth more than she could ask for.
Pooja was one of Siddharth's clients. The deal was finalized and she had arranged for a party the next day.
"Sid, you are the special guest," Pooja said in her flirty voice. "Don't forget. Seven thirty."
She noticed Jia and Khushi.
"Bring your employees, too." She asked them, "Your names?"
"I am Khushi." She pointed to Jia and said, "This is Jia, Siddhu's personal secretary."
Pooja's eyes narrowed at the name 'Siddhu'.
"Sid, why is your employee calling you by your name?"
Arnav walked in through the open door and went straight to Khushi. He wrapped his arms around her and hugged her.
"I am a little late, jaan. Got stuck up in traffic." He turned to Pooja and asked, "Sorry. You were saying something?"
Pooja's mouth was wide open.
"Arnie!" she exclaimed.
"Arnav Singh Raizada," he corrected her. "And this is my wife, Khushi Raina Singh Raizada."
Khushi's name had both the surnames of the two big people standing before her and she was shocked. She looked at Arnav and Siddharth with a confused expression.
Arnav smirked when he saw her expression.
"I don't treat them as my emplyees," Siddharth told her. "They are more like my colleagues and friends. I'll bring them along for the party."
Everyone left and only Siddharth, Arnav and Khushi remained. She couldn't control her laughter aanymore.
When Arnav stepped away to attend a call, "You should learn to flirt, Sid. It is doing you a lot more help than you can ever imagine."
"Do you mind explaining it in a language I can understand?" he asked her.
"Di was jealous. Iss baar maine kuch nahi kiya. Everything was because of that Pooja Sharma. Find a few other chipku type ladkiyaan. It will be useful for you to'."
"To have a playboy image?"
Arnav returned and asked, "Kya ho raha hai?" [What is happening?]
"Kuch nahi," Khushi told him. [Nothing.]
"You are not going to that party tomorrow."
"Kyun?" [Why?]
"Because I don't want you to go."
"Main jaongi." [I will go.]
"Math jao varna'." [Don't go, otherwise'.]
"Varna? Varna kya? Chote bachchon ki tara kyun behave kar rahe ho?" [Otherwise? Otherwise what? Why are you behaving like small children?]
"Bachchon ki tara?" [Like children?]
Siddharth wanted to stop them. He then changed his mind and left the conference room. Khushi watched him go and hugged Arnav.
"I love you so much."
"Love you too, jaan," he told her with a smile. "Still, you are not going to the party."
"Mr. Raizada, you have missed something here."
"What have I missed?"
She told him about Anjali's reaction and he smiled.
"Tum jaa sakthi ho lekin ek condition hai." [You can go on a condition.]
"Kaun si condition?" [What condition?]
"I'll come with you."
She gave him a bright smile and said, "Yeh tho condition nahi. Happy news hai." [This is not a condition. This is great news.]
"Ab chalein?" [Now shall we go?]
"Kahaan?" [Where?]
"Surprise."
"Ek minute. I'll tell Siddhu, di and Vijay that I am leaving."
Before she took two steps away from him, he caught her wrist and pulled her towards him. She collided on his chest.
"Arnav'.!"
"Vijay kaun?"
She realized that he remembered about their phone conversation and said, "Vijay is the one with the big, big muscles."
"Big, big muscles?"
The force on her hand increased and she gave him a puzzled look.
"Arnav..?"
He pulled her closer and said, "You are mine, Khushi. Just mine."
"I am yours, Arnav. Always," she said as she raised her free hand to his cheek.
"Then why did you talk about Vijay?"
"I am working with Vijay on the designs. So, I have to tell him that we can continue the rest tomorrow."
He closed his eyes and tried to control the sudden surge of anger which had erupted when he heard the name 'Vijay'.
Khushi tried to wriggle her hand out of his hand but his hold was tight.
"Arnav," she said slowly. "Mera haath." [My hand.]
He opened his eyes and noticed the hurt expression on her face. He removed his hand from hers and tried to step back. Before he could step back, she wrapped her hands around his waist and hugged him.
"Arnav, main tumse bahut bahut bahut pyaar karti hoon." [Arnav, I love you very, very, very much.]
His hands lay limp on his sides and he didn't hug her back. Anger was always a mask to hide the pain and he didn't know why he was repeating the same mistake with his Khushi.
He slowly wrapped his hands around her and said, "Jee nahi paaonga tumare bina." [I won't be able to live without you.]
"Main bhi jee nahi paaongi tumare bina." [I will also not be able to live without you.]
"I love you, jaan."
She noticed that he was becoming too emotional and tried to change the topic.
"Meri surprise kahaan hai?" [Where is my surprise?]
"Some other day?"
She was adamant. "Nahi. Mujhe aaj hi chahiye." [No. I want it today.]
A small smile touched his lips when he saw her behaving like a kid.
"Chalo. Aaj hi leke jaaonga," he imitated her. [Come on. I'll take you today.]
"Where are we going?" Khushi asked for almost the tenth time.
He couldn't stop himself from saying, "To meet my first love."
"Kyaaa'.?" [What?]
"You heard it right, jaan. My first love."
She stayed silent through the rest of the journey.
He stopped in a place which looked like a garden and removed his seat belt.
When she gave him a questioning look, he said, "Come on."
She removed her seat belt and got down. He walked to her side and entwined his fingers with hers.
"This is my favourite spot in the whole world," he told her. He showed her the little house in the middle and said, "This is where nana and nani started their life. Whenever maa, di and I came to Delhi, we used to plant something here. The first plant I remember is a rose."
He took her to the rose garden in the left of the house and showed her the roses. One mysterious question was answered. The roses she had received when she was in Mumbai had been from here.
"I love gardening because of maa."
She walked around the garden and touched all the plants and trees. She loved the place as she felt an instant connection with it. She had a beautiful smile on her lips and Arnav admired that.
"Yeh bahut achchi jaga hai," she told him. [This place is very nice.]
"Khushi, I need to tell you something."
She walked to him and slipped her hand around his waist.
"Kya?" [What?]
"I told you I built walls around myself when I was fourteen. I didn't tell you why it happened."
She somehow knew that talking about his past might break him down. Yet, she also knew that it would be better for him if he let everything out. The same remedy he had suggested for his sister.
"Maa worshipped my father. He was everything for her but she wasn't everything for him. He had an affair with another woman."
She moved aside a bit and looked into his eyes. Tears pooled in them.
"When maa found it out, she was devastated. She shot herself. My father was guilty and he killed himself. Sixteenth August. That was the day everything changed. After that, my Uncle, who was interested only in my father's money, kicked di and me out of Sheesh Mahal. That is the place where you and I first met. Nani brought us to Delhi and she helped us study. It was a struggle. Mami and mama supported us throughout. That was why Arnav changed to ASR and how he lost himself in the process." He wiped his tears and said, "I learnt that my uncle controlled my father's factory and that it ran on a loss. I thought it was due to my uncle's stupidity. When I was financially strong enough, I probed into the matter and found that the factory was running on a huge irrepairable loss even when my father was looking after it. Uncle had lots of debts and people where after him. I went to the people who lent him money and bought the factory and Sheesh Mahal. I did the same thing he did to me and di. I kicked him out of the house. I don't know where he went or how he is. I got my revenge and I was satisfied with it. Sometimes I used to wonder whether my father killed himself due to the guilt or due to the loss. Whatever the reason was, he was the reason our life changed and i have always hated that man. I lost my mother and my happiness."
He placed his hands on her cheek and said, "You gave it back to me, Khushi. True to your name, you have given me nothing but happiness. Before I make you mine in all ways, I wanted you to know about me and my past. My past made me a dark man, Khushi. I am not justifying my ruthless and my unfeeling behaviour. I am just saying that I am not the same person I was before. I still don't care about others. Others can go to hell and it will make no difference to me. But you'. You mean the world to me. Di was the only one I lived for. Now you have joined her. I can do anything for you, Khushi. I have already told you a lot of times. You have changed me for the good. But still, the boy who had a bad childhood is inside me and can show his head anytime. That was what happened in Siddharth's office today. I'll see to it that it doesn't happen. I am telling this to you because you should know what type of a person you are marrying."
She placed her hand on his chest over his heart and said, "I know what kind of a person I am marrying. He likes his family very much. He is not good with too many words and that is why his family does not know how much he values them. The only person he opens up is with me and I think my chatterbox character has somehow rubbed off on him. There is just one thing I would like to tell him. His past does not matter. His future with me does. There can never be another person in this world who can love me like him. Anger issues are a part of him and I can live with that as long as he promises to bring me to this place whenever I ask him." She looked at him with pleading eyes and asked, "Will he?"
He pulled her close and hugged her tight.
"Looks like he will," she whispered.
Arnav was the happiest man in the whole world. He wouldn't exchange his place for anything else.
It was getting dark. Khushi climbed onto the bonnet of the car and leaned on the glass. She asked Arnav to join her and he did. They sat together and stared at the starry sky.
"If your maa was here, would she have liked me?" Khushi asked him.
He looked at one of the three bright stars and said, "Dekhiye maa, aap ki bahu kis tara ki sawaal pooch rahi hai." [See what type of a question your daughter-in-law is asking?]
"Do you talk with stars?"
"You taught me to." He pointed to the three important stars in their life and said, "Tumari amma aur bauji. Yeh meri maa." [You amma and bauji. This is my mother.]
"Maa, aap ka beta bilkul romantic nahi hai," she complained. "When I send him messages, he sends me blank messages as a reply."
He remembered the day and said, "Aunty, main uss din meeting mein busy tha. Aap ki beti mujhe bahut criticize kar rahi hai." [Auny, I was busy in a meeting that day. Your daughter is criticizing me very much.]
"Maa sirf meri baath par yakeen karenge." [Maa will trust me.]
"Uncle aur Aunty mere baath par." [Uncle and aunty will trust me.]
After a few minutes of silence, he asked her, "You miss your parents?"
She snuggled closer to him and said, "Hmmm."
He kissed her forehead and said, "I love you, jaan."
"I love you, too," she mumbled.
Both of them wanted that moment to freeze. They had everything in their life and they wanted it to be like that forever.
Edited by adventure_roks - 12 years ago
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