While seeking a tutor for math, I met a man. Lets call him "Mo" for short. While talking about tutoring he found a way to ask me about myself and from then on I knew we had a connection. We exchanged numbers and began hanging out shortly after. I slowly began falling in love with him. I can't even explain the words to describe it. He treats me like a queen. So sweet, so generous, so attentive, and such an amazing listener. Not to mention his great looks and strength. I love this man with all my heart. Ive never felt this way about anyone. He's always on my mind and all I wish is the best for him. When we hang out all we do is laugh and forget about all our other stresses that we both deal with. We talk about EVERYTHING. I am so comfortable around him. We have similar backgrounds, beliefs and upbringings. This is the man that I want to be for my husband. I know I'll never find another like him. I want to build an empire with him, have children, share the good, bad and ugly moments for the rest of my life with him. The only thing is we're only friends and I know that he is scared of commitment and to let anyone in. He's never been in a serious relationship either. I have told him how I feel numerous times, gotten mad at him for his lack of communication at times and its crazy that we can still maintain an amazing relationship. But I'm tired of putting my feelings aside. Don't they matter? I feel that this is my soulmate. And u know what else is crazy? I KNOW he feels the same way about me. He has yelled my name In public to get my attention when I have ignored him, he has stood on chairs, and I just FEEL it when we are together. I just know it. Why else does he still want me around when i try to stay away? I shouldn't say this but a bit of my happiness actually lies with him. I've dealt with other guys but definitely never felt this way about any of them. I know this is the Qubool Hai forum so I kinda feel like I am in Zoya's shoes. Dealing with an Asad aka Mo is so hard. U have to try to break such a hard shell and get them to trust you no matter how genuine you really are. All I want is for him to let me in. Damn I am in love!! It's now Feb 2013, What do I do? Anyone with love advice? Even cute stories similar to Asad and Zoya or Dilshad and rashid (before their disaster lol) to share? That would really cheer me up!
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