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Allah Miyan what have I done to make anyone hate me like this?
Those eyes were full of hatred and he looked at me as if I am something filthy
He was plain disgusted by my sight.
God for how long do I have to take it?
I can't take it anymore. I know he is hurt. I know he thinks I am the cause of phoophi's
condition. But will he listen to me?
He never had and never will.
My types are not worthy of jahanpana 's trust. My type he forbids why he even my ammi abbu
have forbidden me
Why ammi why did u leave me u should have taken me with u in that fire. At least the thought as
to why abbu left us why he did not try to find me out would not have nagged me all the time
Mr khan says I don't deserve ammi so God took her away
But don't I deserve to know who I am? My identity.
U know Mr khan no matter how hard your life had been you always had your identity
which my types are dying to know. Though I can understand your pain you will never
understand and feel, the fire burning inside me.
Yes my parents left me but it is not my fault and you have no right to tell me that I don't deserve
them. Every kid deserves parents.
It's not my fault!!!!!
Yes I should have left your house
I know I caused you problems but Mr khan its high time your wish should be granted to you
Zoya talking to her jiju
Zoya : how are you?
Jiju. : where have you been zoya? It's been two days since we spoke. I was so worried about you
Everything okay?
Zoya. Actually jiju I was wondering if I could shift from here. The place I have been looking for regarding
abbu is kind of far from here. And since I have to come back on time I am not able to finish my search in
time it takes too much time to commute.
Jiju : What happened zoya? You are not your usual self
Zoya : nothing.. You are just imagining things
Will call you later.
Zoya was oblivious of the fact that asad was standing in the door
way listening to her conversation with her jiju.
God what has he done. One look at zoya and he knew he has gone
too far. What he did to her today was uncalled for
Its been just five minutes when ammi told him about her innocence
She did send marriyam away. She told me so. But I don't know why
any bond that could possibly connect me to her be it trust, friendship is
Unnerving. I have never been close to anyone except ayaan ammi and
Najma. But this girl always affect me. All the more reason why I react to her
with such extreme. I can't help it.
Yes I hurt her bcos I don't want to be close
to her. I want to keep a distance but I have no right to make her pay for my insecurity.
I have to apologize.
Asad: zo.. Ms fa... Zoya
Zoya turns around wipping off her tears
Zoya : you better leave me alone Mr khan
Asad: but zoya...
Zoya : later Mr khan
To be continued...
My first attempt at os even if you liked it a bit. Please give your feedback so that I can try further
Thanks for reading.
Those eyes were full of hatred and he looked at me as if I am something filthy
He was plain disgusted by my sight.
God for how long do I have to take it?
I can't take it anymore. I know he is hurt. I know he thinks I am the cause of phoophi's
condition. But will he listen to me?
He never had and never will.
My types are not worthy of jahanpana 's trust. My type he forbids why he even my ammi abbu
have forbidden me
Why ammi why did u leave me u should have taken me with u in that fire. At least the thought as
to why abbu left us why he did not try to find me out would not have nagged me all the time
Mr khan says I don't deserve ammi so God took her away
But don't I deserve to know who I am? My identity.
U know Mr khan no matter how hard your life had been you always had your identity
which my types are dying to know. Though I can understand your pain you will never
understand and feel, the fire burning inside me.
Yes my parents left me but it is not my fault and you have no right to tell me that I don't deserve
them. Every kid deserves parents.
It's not my fault!!!!!
Yes I should have left your house
I know I caused you problems but Mr khan its high time your wish should be granted to you
Zoya talking to her jiju
Zoya : how are you?
Jiju. : where have you been zoya? It's been two days since we spoke. I was so worried about you
Everything okay?
Zoya. Actually jiju I was wondering if I could shift from here. The place I have been looking for regarding
abbu is kind of far from here. And since I have to come back on time I am not able to finish my search in
time it takes too much time to commute.
Jiju : What happened zoya? You are not your usual self
Zoya : nothing.. You are just imagining things
Will call you later.
Zoya was oblivious of the fact that asad was standing in the door
way listening to her conversation with her jiju.
God what has he done. One look at zoya and he knew he has gone
too far. What he did to her today was uncalled for
Its been just five minutes when ammi told him about her innocence
She did send marriyam away. She told me so. But I don't know why
any bond that could possibly connect me to her be it trust, friendship is
Unnerving. I have never been close to anyone except ayaan ammi and
Najma. But this girl always affect me. All the more reason why I react to her
with such extreme. I can't help it.
Yes I hurt her bcos I don't want to be close
to her. I want to keep a distance but I have no right to make her pay for my insecurity.
I have to apologize.
Asad: zo.. Ms fa... Zoya
Zoya turns around wipping off her tears
Zoya : you better leave me alone Mr khan
Asad: but zoya...
Zoya : later Mr khan
To be continued...
My first attempt at os even if you liked it a bit. Please give your feedback so that I can try further
Thanks for reading.
