NEw LIFEin sydney at night a girl sitting in her room nd thinking about some thing serious ...
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i really don't understand why m so interested in this stupid college i mean i already selected in oxford university but still i want to go in that college ...what is special about that college this question just revolving in my mind from last one week ...i wish in never saw that stupid web site after that m totally out of mind .. just i need break from these all crape ...but again ...fine i know that my sister spend her last year of her life there ...nd that college gave her lot's of happiness that time nd same time she lost her love her friend her dream dance but she is no more ... nd i think that's why i want to go there ...no m sure this is the reason that's it ...oh GOD i miss u sis ...*wink*...then she take pic of her sis nd sleep while holding it tight...
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after three days
m really hate this when i need to get up early in morning but i need to wake up because it is my first day of college nd how i think to miss it so i finally after lot of struggle with my mind i wake up nd i choose a simple dress for me ... m very excited ... i heard a lot about this place nd about college nd one main thing my dear sis loves this place a lot ...today m ready to miss my breakfast ... so i hurriedly take shower nd grab my car keys nd rush out from mension nd finally i step in that place which just hypnotise me finally i breath in this air its really very relaxing ... nd familiar there is some thing in this place which some where related to me .because of this felling i felt my heart set on a long race ...argh not again stop thinking about this ...finally i found principal office after all paper work i really got bore so i just plug my earphone nd play my fav. song "m only gona break break ur heart"(i love this songš) ...
this song brought me back in my normal condition...
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m walking from last 20 min but still i unable to find my class people here looking at me like m alien ...i was deeply lost in my thoughts when i bump into some one ...nd this break my thought of chain ...guy"hey u ok ...i think u lost some where ...what r u looking for ..." ...m finding my class but " ..."oh i think u new here" ...yes its my first day here please help me ..."
ya sure i'll help u but first i think ..then he look at our position ..we both r on floor ...as soon as we notice our position we start laughing nd when i saw him laughing its like not again stop thinking about this...
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"hi my self swayam "..."hi m jaz"..."nice name nice to meet u miss jaz"..."m to "..."lets go"...we both step into class his friend group when notice him they pull him toward them nd they all start talking ...nd i take my place ...during lec. i felt bore u know second thing that hate in my life that is boring lec. i look around then i realise that whole class in same condition like me ...some of them playing with pen some staring at there love nd few students sleeping peacefully ...nd pro. blabbering about what i don't know nd who cares ...so i again play my fav. song ...nd dozed of hiding my face in my book ...
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i felt some one taping at my shoulder ...i look up nd notice swayam standing with his whole gang ...i remove my earphone ..."sorry i dozed off because of boring lec"..."i know its not ur fault" swayam replied ..."ya i think so " ..."meet my friends" ...he introduce me to his whole group ...they all wel come me with warm hug nd with big smile on there faces ...nd i love this because i miss this all things from last three years nd finally ...but still i feel like some one is missing so i ask " is there some one is missing " ..."yes our friend rey ...but how u know "...questioned by sharon ..." no i just felt that some one is missing "..."not one person rey nd his gf swayam's sis also missing both r not here " ...i felt really very strange felling when i hear rey nd his gf but i ignore this feeling nd accept there wel come with smile ...i enjoy a lot with them all ...but some where in my heart ...i know these peoples but hows its not possible because its first time when m talking with them ...they all r really very nice to me ... but why this felling nd this stress cause me head ache i held my head tight "what happen jaz u okey" i hear swayam asking me...after that what happen i don't know
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when i wake i found myself in MR room ..."u okay any thing happen"...i saw worried faces in front of me ..."no m fine its just weakness...'..."r u sure "...i saw worry lines on there faces ...nd u feel gud first time some one worried for me like this ... "m totally fine sorry i gave u lot of trouble "..."shut up hum all friends'...neha let out her anger ...nd i smile on her behave ..."m fine guys "..."i i'll drop u '...'no its ok ...i call my driver he is coming ...'..."ok but if some thing happen then call me this is my no.."..."ok swayam happy now.."..they all smile ...nd i left for my house ...but some where those all faces ...nd voices bugging me but why ???? why i want to see rey why i felt bad when got know that he has a girl friend ...??? lots of questions ...so i just rest my head back on my sheet nd drift into sleep ...
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precap : facing rey nd new felling raising in my heart ...new journey of love , friendship nd dance ...
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ok finally m done with writting
ok for grammer m sorry
mera hath boht tight hey bohat mistake karti hoo mam b tang a gye muj sey
nd update confusing hey i know but ab to esa hi hoga ...
jesey jesey agey brega tum logo ki confusion clear ho jayega ohk ...
hows this writing style acha hey kya š
so please like nd comment likes to jroor please please ...
nd this ss for kriti meri jaan tera b'day gift i know late hey but this is for u
luv u all
AROMA_RUBHARUš
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