Chapter 4
Dhak dhak or dusht daanav??!!!
As I awkwardly moved out of his warmth, he washed it all away with d coldness of his words and demeanor!!
I felt gratitude towards him for saving my dream..
I felt indebted to him.. n wanted to thank him..
Opening my eyes to meet his chocolate browns whose depth was unparalled.. dey held so many emotions..
bt I was numb..
numb at being so close to missing it all..!!
He blasted at me.. like nobody had evr done b4.. not even my bauji!! N we considered bauji strict! bt he had never scolded me ever.. never even raising his voice at me..
N I cud never do anything to let him down.. evn if it meant killing my desire!!
N der was nevr that I had wanted anything that was worth my bauji s trust and definitely never was anything above it..!!
Bt here dis complete stranger had shouted at me.. not even letting me enuf tym to catch my breath or steady my heart..
N
Now, as I watched him walk away.. followed by his friends!!
I felt irritated at him..
In a moment he had turned from my guardian angel to a devil!!
Dusht daanav!!
Bt b4 I cud think further.. pinky and meera voices engulfed me shutting my thot process!!
P "whr wer u?"
M "who was that guy?"
P "do u realize we were so scared?"
M " n why he holding u like that?"
P"why did u even try running to get into a moving train?!!"
M "why dint u push him away?"
"k.. enuf" I almost scream out..
As dey seemed no whr close to stopping..
Plus
It was awkward being stared at bt all d passengers in d coach!!
I knew pinky and meera were worried bt hadn't tht stranger.. "maan" thts wht dose guys had called him.. said enuf..!!
We quietly walked to our seats!!
Meera had always been so caring abt me.. while pinky always knew how to lighten the situation!!
Pinky sat their enjoying her chips while meera engrossed herself in d cell phone!!
N I was lost in d events tht had just occuered!!
P "by the way geet.. tht guy whose arms u wer in.. haye.. he s such a "dhak dhak"!!"
Meera and I glared at her..
M "hello.. the only thing that caused 'dhak dhak" abt him was his temper.. dint u see the way he behaved with geet?" meera countered!!
P "ya.. bt it was just his concern na?"
M "what concern he was just using it as a chance to get close to geet!!"
P " in case u dint see it was geet who was crazily running.. and had that guy not held his hand out.. "
Asilence followed..
Pinky had a point.. didn't she??
Was tht the reason of his outburst??
But then who was I to him to be so concerned..
Don't think so much geet.. it was just a humanitarian gesture!!
Suddenly I re;aised what a foolish thing it was to run after and try getting into a running train..
In that adrenaline rush and emotional state of loosing this chance I had thotlessly tried running after the train..
Bt then I wud have never managed to get thru.. if it wsnt for his support!! Worse still even hurt myself..
So he was justified in his anger??
M "maybe.. but then he is a stranger none-d-less!!"
Yeah.. stranger indeed..
bt yet why dint I feel uncomfortable when he saved me n why was I depressed with his sudden withdrawal and cold words.. why was I so hurt.. after all he was a stranger..!!
Bt I know his name.. maan!! My conscience whispered!!
P "wht do u think geet?"
What did I think..
I was indebted when he helped me reach my dream.. in this train.. bt infuriated when he yelled at me!!
But nw hearing pinky..
I realised he had saved my life too!!
Wish I cud have thanked him!!
Who knows if I d evr meet him again!!
Who'd ever knos whthr he was my savior dhak dhak or dusht daanav he behaved like??
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