chp 12:
childhood's pains
childhood is the most important part of our life, is the time when we start to discover the world with our parents and familly help and care , its the part of our life when we are the most innocent, the part full of memories , our first memories on this world, usuly they said that in that period a huge part of personality is build
But its not something that Aarti enjoy to remember
Aarti enter to the bathroom close the door , while yash still looking at her from his seat with a smile ,she look around and say
" Wow that a huge bathroom even for a private plane , this guy is realy rich, focus Aarti , focus, what the hell is happening ? Am i realy married to him ? why and how ? why my parents hide that from me ? what happen between us ? why Mom and Dad arrange my marriage again ? "
she then shake her head trying to remember all she can recall is that she wake up on a hospital's bed a year and half ago , confuse, with a huge gaps in her memory , she remember some stuffs and forgot other, some years seem full of missing dates, some people become like stangers to her, while she forgot some memories with the people that she could remember, after a while she add
" Stupid tumor , why did you take the interesting part of my life with you, like the fact that i got married , and fall in love ,couldn't you take my childhood memories as well , stupid tumor , stupid tumor "
She saw that then she start to remember all those ugly moments,her father hate her since the day of her birth because of the fact that she is a girl, when her mother get angry and sad she use to said to said to her " I wish i had abort you like i did with your sisters" and her mother use to get angry and sad a lot since her father use to hit her a lot asking for money , or for no reason sometimes, and after everytime her mother get beating by her father infront of her eyes, she try to hug her after her father went with money , she push her and said " Im stuck with him because of you " she was just a small kid unabele to do enything , but she took all the blame of her parents misery,when she was 5 years old , her mother finally give birth to a boy but he die 3 weeks later ,then she cannot forget how her father said when she try to hug him"why god didn't take you on his place "then push her ,she was just a small girl that cannot do enything, she still remember to first time her father hit her, she was 8 years old she just try to stop him from hurting her mother , so she get his anger on the end, she still remember how her mother take her to the hospital and lie to the doctors " My daughter fall from the stairs"
But after a few days her mother finaly feel guilty and decide to leave her father forever, she still remember that mornning when she was paking with her mother while she was telling her " We gonna live with my brother Mr Dubey from now on, we gonna go to a new city, and new home , your father will not hurt us enymore "she still remember how she ask her mother to wait intill her birthday before leaving because she want the take a pic with her dad ,she still remember that first and last picture that they took on that day.
And she still remember that mornning when she wake up hearing her parents fighting and her father scream
" If you want to leave me, ok but give all your money first , i dont want enything to do with you or with that girl "
she still remember that her mother refuse that and face him for the first time she still remember how he get out angry , then her mother call her and said " Aarti lets go we have a train to catch " but when she get out from her room with her bags she saw her father back with a Barrels of Gasoline, that he trew on her mother before seting her on fire, he was so stupit since the fire catch him too, she still remember how she look at her parents on fire , their screams , the Neighbors that pull her out of there, she still remember that she stay on the Orphanage for a week , before her uncle Mr Dubey come and take her, but she was a Devastating's kid that time, she couldn't sleep , eat ,play or talk, Mr Dubey and Sobha put her on a mental hospital for a year ,in that small room alone, she still remember to shock of her Psychiatrist, when he saw the details that she use to draw everytime he give her colors and an empty paper, she still remember that she was 9 years old with she finaly get out of that hospital, she still remember how she hear Mr Dubey and his wife talking on the car while they were taking her home with them after that long year on that hospital, they think that she was sleep but she wasn't she hear them talking about adopting her, since after the birth of there daughter Vidhi , Sobha couldn't give birth to a second kid due to some complications, she still remember Mr Dubey talk about his guilt since he was the one who arrange his sister's marriage and that her father was a friend of his, and since he couldn't save his sister he will try to be a good father to her daughter, she start to smile and act normal when they reach home, she even start to call them " Mom , Dad and call vidhi big Sis " she was 9 years old but she could understand the guilt and the helpless of her new parents , that guilt and helpless that she live with all her childhood time, guilty of being born a girl and helpless because she could do enything to help her mother or make her father happy, or just Extinguish that fire that she watch it killing them, Aarti was lost in all those memory in that huge bathroom but a nock on the door cut her thought,it was yash
" Are you ok Aarti you are ther for quit a while "
Aarti just look at the door
" Im fine , don't worry i cannot jump from this plane and run , could you please give me some privacy"
she hear him saying " Ok , take your time " when she hear his step walking away she look at miror and find her eyes full of tears , she start wach her face saying " O god why tears fall everytime i remember those times , again stupid tumor, couldn't take that time with you as well "
then she look at miror , after a while she said
" This high heels are killing me,and all this accessorys, note the self make sure to make some comfort clothes on your hand bag just in case i got kidnaped in the future , beying on your best outfit for long hours is a true torture"
Aarti then get out of the bathroom, yash was still on his seat talking on the phone she hear him saying while she was seting on her seat
" Ok Prateek , i have to go , if you find enything new call me " he was talking but his eyes were still watching Aarti with a big smile she just set and siad " Stop looking at me like that "
he said after her put his phone down " Like what ?"
Aarti " like you never saw a girl before "
Yash laugh and said" I never saw a girl like you before "
Aarti just look at him with anger and said
" I want to sleep now lets chat later infact you and my family own me a huge Explainations, and for your own good its better to be a good one "
Yash just start to laugh again and said " Our story is realy a complex's one "
Chilhood's pains is a pain that live with us forever but whats help up to keep going in life is hope and nothing give us hope more than falling in love
Edited by kholita - 12 years ago
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