For My angel
I'm posting this here because firstly some people are unable to read my stories in my blog...
secondly, I want to give ths SS the chance to be posted in IF (like the FM, My Girl and Unfaithful)
and I need really your comments to continue this FF
Finally, I will post here the four parts I already post in my blog + part 5
Chapter 1: birthday???!
RM/ early in the morning: Arnav bedroom:
He still in the bed…he has slept difficultly last night and he needs more time to wake up…more hours to sleep…but the office has no pity…he should attend many meetings…he has fulfill his day to keep his self busy all the day…
He was alone in the enormous but empty bed…laying in one side…
Arnav Singh Raizada…
He has it all…
Money!
Fame!
Handsomeness!
Magnificence!
Smartness!
Success!
He has it all but…happiness!
After he lost her suddenly…
The death of his wife was like a storm taking away his happiness for ever…
He lost that joy making the life easier…he is a different man, by now…totally different…he doesn't even recognize himself, sometimes…
He was living in heaven…but death, with no pity…has taken the source of his happiness…his Lewis…
He missed her…
Especially today…
Her green eyes staring at him calmly: ''coffee?''…every morning…she gave him love, courage, hope…
Their first meeting was in UK…
He was then student and she was also student in the same university…
She made the first step and invited him for a coffee…
He accepts and it was the fairytale…
They can't separate from that moment…
When he get certificated and wanted to come back to India…
Without hesitation…she follows him…
He loved her and she was ready to leave her country to be only with him…
He proposed and she said ''yes''…
His family refused that union at first, they are planning his marriage with an Indian girl…thinking that his marriage with a stranger girl who doesn't understand their traditions and religion will certainly fail…
They judger that she will never be able to live with them peacefully but Lewis proved the opposite…yes, she never succeed to wear a saree properly or to cook perfectly but she succeed wining their love…she had that smile and her funny talks when she speaks Hindi with her accent…she makes it all funny…and Nani, Anjeli, mama, mami and Akash accepts her like a daughter in law of the family…
But the fairytale ended…
It ended since four years…
Yes exactly four years back…
During those four years, he was living without her…his wife…without her funny talks, imperfect Hindi, without her love…
4 years…
Like today …1st December….he has lost her…she's gone forever…
Her death was like his end…the end of his happiness…
He wanted to follow her…he wished he can…he was a weak man without her love and he felt empty…but he can't…he can't just renounce on the life like her…he just can't because when she left, she gives him one last gift…
She gives him a reason to live…
She gives him…his every thing…his…
Suddenly, the door of his room gets opened…
And a little cute girl runs to the bed…
Jumping twice on the bed and then jumped in the arms of Arnav who received her with a smile…a big smile:
-Papaa…
She giggled…
-Good morning my paa!
-good morning my angel!
-Paa…yethterday my mith told me that I'm doing well!
Arnav retains his lauth…she's cute and she lost her tooth…that's way all the ''s''…she can't only pronounce them ''th'' and with her cute voice…he was just amused…
She smiles innocently while laying on his chest, proud her miss in school told her this…
Her papaa kissed her forehead tightly…
-really? What did she said, your miss?
-she thaid I'm thmart!
-of course you're smart! She just noticed that now?...you're already smart before she said all this! She's late!
Lily looks at his papaa with two wide green eyes…she understands her papaa was attaching her miss…But she loved her Miss too much…too too much…
-yeth but my mith thaid always that!
-oh!? really?
-yeah!
She nodded with her little head, still looking at her paa…
Lily:-you know…everyone has his birthday...
Arnav's mood, suddenly, transformed, his smile vanished…
Lily:-you know what means birthday?
Arnav keeps silent looking at his little angel, she grows up, she talking now, she's asking, she's thinking…she's no more a baby…she does understand everything…his eyes getting wet seeing her…
Lily:-it means one day…you born…and you keep thelebrating that day all your life…you buy cake also…cake…cake, candles and lots of gifts…
Arnav suddenly gets irritated…
Ar:-who told you all that?
-My mith! (my Miss!) and she told me today is my birthday…mine!
-damn it! (Arnav whispered)
He gets up, frustrated…Lily in his arms…
He was angry…he was fire…
He calls his di, loudly…
Anjeli comes:
-Chote?...Lily…wake up already baby?...what happen chote, why you're…???
-make her ready for the kindergarten! Today it's me who will take her there!
-but…the bus?...
Angry, Arnav was closing the door of his room…
Leaving Anjeli and Lily opened mouth…
Anjeli knows what's happening in the mood of his brother…
Today wasn't like all the days…
Today is the first December…the day when Lily is born and when also Lewis is dead…Anjeli always wished she can celebrate Lily's birthday but she can't for her brother and for the memory of his brother's wife...
During three years…no birthday celebrating for anyone…it's Arnav order to that his Lily never had to ask him for her birthday…
That was clear and final…
But today Lily knows what it means a birthday…
She knows…
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Khushi wears her white salwar Kmeez after taking her bath…
She does her poja…
She ordered her bed…
She puts many colored files and colored papers...so many colored pens and stickers and stuffs like that…she putted all in a bug…
She smiles…
She looks at the watch…
She screams: ''Devi Maya…I'm late….!''
She runs…runs…with her bug…she finds on her way a plate of jalebi…she takes two and bits on a piece while still walking so fast to the main door to get out…when she heard:
-Arrriii Sanka Devi! Stop right where you are! No other move!
Khushi whispered ''not again''…she's late!
-B…BBBuaji?
-yes! BBB…buaji!...hai nandikishore…what are you thinking you're doing? Going without tell me: what are you thinking about Abhijat? Ha??? Don't be shy! Talk!
-shy?...why should I be shy! Of course I will not marry someone like him! Ever, never in my life…
-what?? Come here tell me! Why heee Khushi! Khushi!
Khushi escapes from her buaji…she's now on the road…
-I'm late Buaji…I love you…he smells the onion…Buaji, that's why!
She yelled at her buaji while smiling and telling her bye…
Buaji getting angry…:
-you…if I catch you…
Khushi keeps smiling…
On her way to the bus station to go to her job…she knows Buaji will make her marry soon someone…Buaji doesn't want to die, letting Khushi all alone without anyone to be with her and protect her…
Buaji is getting old and she's sick…and she will not accept to her orphaned beautiful girl to stay without anyone if something bad happened to her…
But Khushi refused to marry that way…she wants a magical love wedding…but where's that prince charming…she doesn't know…
Khushi takes the bus…fortunately; she has this job…the job of her dreams…if she hasn't the man of her dream…at least she gets the job of her dream…
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In other hand…Arnav puts Lily in the car…in the behind side…putting the seat belt for her…
He sits and drive himself to the kindergarten…
He so want to meet that Miss to make her learn how to speak with kids…
Why she's talking with them about birthdays…birthday is personal…she has nothing to do with that…
Nothing…
He goanna make her learn to respect this!
Because he can't celebrate in a day like this…he just can't…even the idea of being happy in such day…makes him suffer…
To be continued…
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Chapter 2:
Lilly's Birthday...lilly's no birthday?
that's the question!
Lily was all the way…pouting her mouth and looking from the car's window…she knows her daddy is angry…she doesn't know why… she keeps silent…
She saw her school and she became excited…when her paa opens the door for her…she runs to the door, with her pink school bag on her back…Arnav runs too and holds her hand…
Arnav:-Lily…careful!...wait!
Once they are inside the school…she wanted to her father to let off her hand…and runs towards her classroom…all happy and excited…
Arnav was following her…before she enters, Arnav holds her hand…he takes a look to the classroom…her miss wasn't there…there are only children and parents everywhere…it was a mess…Arnav can't support all that…he was pissed off even more by that…
Two little girls come near Lilly and they are smiling to them, lily was now with them…all the three are holding the hands of each other but Lily is also holding the hand of her paa…Arnav guessed: they are Mimi and Sarah, the two best friends of Lilly…she's always talking about her Miss and those two girls…Arnav smirks as they are looking at him now with their innocent, wide eyes and at Lilly who tells them: ''My Papaa…''…there are little children who are still crying for being separated from their mums and children who are playing around…in two minutes…the teachers come and the mess starts to be ordered…all the teachers joins their classroom…and Arnav is getting more irritated that Lilly teacher is not there…till now…it's 09:03…she's late…3 seconds late…if he was the director, he would let her quiet the job for this…
Arnav was searching with his eyes for the director desk…where is he that man?...but his eyes stopped at a woman walking in a hurry…all nervous but still…smiling towards his side…she is wearing all white and there is a little, tiny boy who came towards her and tends his tiny hands…she lifted him and she speaks with him, making some stupid expressions, like the expressions that mature people do to talk with children…Arnav hated that but the boy was smiling and hugs her…seems like she was his mum…but what she's wearing?...they are in 21st century, in some of the most famous school in India…and still that woman is wearing like that?...
He felt Lilly's hand leaving his hand…he turns to see why his daughter is leaving his hand when he noticed she's not by his side…all the children waiting before the classroom have their eyes on the same side…running all together towards the same objective… the girl in white…with a gaze, she controls them and makes them enter the class…
Within a second…they are all in the classroom sitting in their places…Arnav still outside…looking at his daughter all smiling…all her eyes only on the girl in white…forgetting about even his existence…
They all yelled in the same time: "GOOD MORNING MISS''…
And guess what?...the girl in white said: -good morning all of you!
Miss?
She is his daughter's teacher???????
That girl…
He was thinking when without even looking at him…she closes the classroom door…leaving him like that…standing before the door…
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The most magical moment was when Khushi enters that door…her heaven door…the door of the kindergarten…when she see those innocent eyes on her…it's her pure happiness moment…she loves it…when she starts teaching them…or talking to them and they became all concentrated, looking at her…that is…just magical…they are all her world…
A pairs of eyes, in particular, are so important for her…
Lilly's eyes…
She knew she's a special child…as she's orphan like her…at first, when she's only 2 years and came here, all crying, it's Khushi who wipes her tears…and holds her in her arms and that dolly girl has immediately stopped crying and asked her for her papaa, calmly, without crying…and now…she's enjoying being here…
Today…Khushi knows it's her birthday…but she can't accept what her aunt Mrs Anjeli has explain to her, yesterday…a totally strange story about not to celebrate her birthday…Khushi was shocked when she heard that Lilly doesn't celebrate usually that day, only because her mother died in that same day …she can't understand…is that a punishment for the poor soul or what??!...the aunt was so sad…why?!...she doesn't want to explain more about the reason! She seemed also forced to not celebrate that special day!
But Khushi…not at all…she can't accept!... she has prepared a cake only for her…but that story does intrigues her …she will ask her aunty when she will meet her again in the parental meeting, for more details…
Khushi is late, today but its ok…she makes her little angels enter and sit and she starts immediately with a song to prepare them to the new writing lesson…
They are all cute…she loves listening to them singing…and especially looks at their expressions while they are singing…
The classroom door is knocking…it was the director…
All the children get up and then sit up, saying: ''good morning, Mr. Director!''
The director looks at Khushi and gestured her to follow him…
Khushi looks at her kids and gestured them to keep calm…she went out and closes the door behind:
Kh:-what happen?...I'm late! I know, two seconds…no problem with that, right?
Director:-No…I hoped to that to be the problem…what did you do to miss Lilly? Did you punish her or yelled on her?
Kh:-what?...I never do such things with my little kids…why you're asking that?
-Mr. ASR is here….I mean Lilly's father is here and he's angry and asked to see you..he wanted to talk to you! He's in my office! Hurry up!
-what? I can't meet him, now, I can't leave my kids alone!
-I will manage that! Now, go! Miss Gupta please!
Khushi takes a deep breath and then…she walks towards the director's office…
She enters, closing the door behind her and automatically tends her hand to greet the man standing before her…
He looks at her with two angry eyes…an angry expression…like he wanted to kill her right in that moment…
-Good morning, sir! I'm Lilly's teacher…I guessed you're his father, right?
Khushi asked with a smile, still her hand is tending to him…
He looks to her hand but doesn't react; he's not ready to take her hand…he's not ready to be polite, especially with a girl like her…
A:-what's the duty of a teacher?...I know that a teacher is there to make kids learn how to draw, write and read! That's it! Am I right?
Khushi stops tending her hand and then she looks straight at the angry eyes with her beautiful but challenging eyes:
-No! Not right! We teach them good manners, how to be polite, how to respect people, before teaching them how to read and write, sir!
-good manners? Really? From you?...I have a doubt…and I was wondering why a famous place like this establishment hire a girl like you?...whatever! I'm not here to discuss this…I'm here to tell you, you don't have to tell my daughter about her birthday, it's personal, it's something regarding only me and my daughter, don't tell her anything about all this nonsense! Am I clear?
-No!...you're not clear!...you're just describing her birthday like a nonsense! Lilly don't even know what's the meaning of birthday! It's when we celebrate the birthday of one of her buddies here that she asked me why he has the right to have the gifts all by his own and not her and other friends…she doesn't understand what's the use to decorate the classroom, what's the use to eat cake? And why all are singing ''happy birthday''…here, I think it's me who has the right to ask you: what's going on?
Khushi starts understanding the whole story…yesterday the aunt begging to hide the birthday story…today the father yelling to not celebrate…what a selfish family to the little Lilly, she thought!
Arnav takes a deep breath to control his anger…the right??!...he's now looking at her brown eyes staring at him…waiting for an answer…
-listen, Miss…?
-Miss Khushi kumari Gupta!
She answers, all pissed off now.
-listen Miss Khushi...you just teach my daughter how to read and write, no less, no more!
-oh?...and when she ask me something?
-tell her to ask me when she's back at home!
-oh…good…what if you take my place here? If every kid here asked me and I answer that then why I'm here?...I should then stop being a teacher!
-then stop!
-excuse me!
-I'm not talking about other kids, here, I'm talking about Lilly!
-I think you know your daughter very well, sir! Lilly is a smart girl! She's so smart…she keeps asking like any child in her age and also…kids can understand and analyze people behaviors better than you and me…imagine if I told her: ask your papa, when you come back home, what will be the reaction of all of them and especially her reaction!…so, I can't tell her that!...sorry!
She said with an ironic tone…Arnav was more pissed off because of her words….because she's right and he's just a selfish father…but his ego in front of this teacher was the unique judge, right in that moment…
-you're talking too much!...I think you don't have any idea about with whom you're talking?
-with whom?...Lilly's father, right?
-I'm Arnav Singh Raizada!
-nice to meet you! (she answers again ironically)
-I mean I can make you lose your job within a second!
Khushi looks at him…acting like she was worried…
-oh!?
- today Lilly's birthday will not be celebrated! And whenever she asks you stuffs, you will not answer; just say that you don't know! That's final!
-and who decided that?
-me!
-you?! …I'm sorry Sir! But I wasted enough time listening to such nonsense! Today, Lilly's birthday will be celebrated right here and at any coast, she wanted it, every child needs to have his birthday! And for Lilly it's a must! I know she lost her mother! I understand it, very well, her aunt Mrs. Anjeli told me everything, and now I understood the situation, very well…still, I insisted! She has the right to be a happy child, to have her birthday, it's her right and even her selfish father will not be able to stop her have this right …now, Excuse me!
She was about to leave when she felt a powerful grip taking her arm…making her turn to the same position, facing him…he keeps holding her arm with force and aggressively….he pinned her against the door…
Khushi looks at his hands still holding her both arms, now…looking at her….like he was about to kill her right there…
Arnav:-who are you??...who are you to talk to me like that??? To talk about my daughter and our personal life like that???
He yelled at her and Khushi starts fighting to make him let off her…but he's more powerful than her…
-My daughter is a happy child, understood?!...she's the happier child ever and you…you…
She was about to talk…
-don't dare open your mouth! I don't want to listen to any thing! when I said that you don't have anything to do with my daughter…it wasn't a request…it's a fact!...you have just to do your duties as a teacher, don't play the role of the nice fairy, helping Cinderella…she's my daughter…she don't need your pity! …a selfish father??? Right??? Are you sure???...
-I'm certain! (she said fighting his grip, challenging him)
-believe me! I will make you regret this!
Note: the story starts with hate...
I know but...it will became: a hate/ love story...just wait...
Edited by the-crazy-girl - 12 years ago
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