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I would say it was OK episode. few things I liked very much while other's irritated me big time.
Disappointed where the episode started out. Was hoping we get proper escape from fire with intensity and passion between the two, but we get direct jungle. So this time Siddhi tells Kunal he can leave but he denies. Of course he has to lie it's because what other's would say (same as Ujjain scenes) Siddhi almost said what Kunal wanted to hear but if he can't say it, why would I? But one thing happens to Siddhi and he forgets his own lie, pathetic. But loved his answer, for myself. Best line of the episode. I am very glad he acknowledged it openly. 👏
Then add some comic relief by saying not going to lift you anymore. Damn it Kunal, why do you think she was saying I can't walk. But at least you hold her hand tightly and that was enough.
How far we have to walk? Roads don't end, paths do. at least we are out of jungle - to me very apt lines for SINAL. You two have brought out your true self during this trip. I loved when Kunal said, may be everyone knows Kunal-Siddhi are walking. Yes, what we have always wanted. You two walking together, and you people want it too, just not acknowledging it.
Kunal telling Siddhi not to move, was it for her safety or your concern for her safety? Really good self-talk from Siddhi's side while looking back at things that took place. So she is able to sense Kunal's love for her. well major reason is Kunal's lie. Kunal is so bad at lying and his actions speak much more than anything else. So that's why Siddhi is able to see it much easily and she understand him more than anyone else. But best part of her talk how can't live a second away and wish they never find way out so they can be together forever. I love Siddhi when she thinks selfishly about Kunal. She wants to keep him all to herself, well "Tathastu"
Kunal's self-talk was equally good, admitting even if Siddhi has moved on, he can never let go of her or think beyond her. (Here we have one major factor of Kunal's character which I will discuss last in more detail.)
So finally after 2 days Siddhi dear remembered her mistake, I mean kids😆. wait how come that happened? Oh yes, Kunal wasn't there with her, no wonder now you miss your kid. After such a long time I liked AC1 dialogues, even if he was OTT. Telling Siddhi to enjoy her time and all; Siddhi dear why were you blushing instead of saying no and what not? 😉
Now comes jealous Kunal. I like seeing jealous Kunal when he's funny and not self-destructive. Boy he can't take Siddhi even talking to someone else. What was he saying, I am not that caring. Sure go ahead, try to lie one more time and see if you succeed. But next cleverly trying to make Siddhi say who did she talk to? Liked how he pointed at himself on someone close 😳
Now here Kunal talks about fake wife. Many people didn't like it but I actually like it very much. Sure not good to hear her name but think about it. We know Kunal is horrible at lying in front of Siddhi. First time he lied, Siddhi was hurt. But after that every single time Kunal tried to lie using her name, he ended up exposing himself more and more. When he tries to cover up things by lie, he actually reveals more such as "Meri Siddhi". So thanks to his lies, Siddhi has been able to see just how much Kunal loves her, increasing her confidence every time. First she was thinking I will go away from Kunal and now I wish we never get out so always together. So guys, it is actually good Kunal lying as it only reveals more. Even yesterday Siddhi was able to see through Kunal's lie and how he was jealous.😆
About Kunal's self-talk and him saying but now Siddhi is with Abhay. From the beginning, major theme for Kunal has been rejection. rejected from GF, profession, society and to extent family as well. So he kind of lost confidence in himself and often questioned is he worth it? We saw during rape case; he battled with himself thinking he is not as good as Anand and perhaps doesn't deserve Siddhi. He needed Siddhi to say I accept you for him to accept himself. So once Siddhi left, that rejection came back even stronger. So again he is questioning, Siddhi has moved on as may be he's not good enough or his love is not enough. That is why he needs confirmation from Siddhi and afraid to interpret things.
Anupamaa
