SS:(MG) WHO ARE YOU?#6 last part page 56/22.MAR'13 - Page 20

Sahi yaar...bulki rahega na...hum logo ka ab kuch jyada data nahi rahta...phir bhi very easy return

dehk they dehk they 5 pages yuhi guzar gayi...

Originally posted by: reachsky2011

Shruti jaldi ajavo...

Originally posted by: Madhuri53

now she is offline

Originally posted by: reachsky2011

MSK...gayi kya???

Originally posted by: Madhuri53

lunch time...dabba garam karne gayi thi...

ek haath se posting chaloo hai

part 10 (v)

She took the dairy and started flipping pages again,

She came across the page where her name had been mentioned, she unknowingly blushed, she did not remember the first day she had met him, so was curious to know when was that day, she felt her heart beat rise as she went through the lines.

I did not know Mohinder Sir had such a stupid daughter, she is such an idiot, (her blush was dissolved reading these words, she frowned) a small girl with two pig tails hanging on either sides, she was busy playing hop scotch with other girls, and that girl cheated and this stupid girl Geet simply went with her explanation that no such thing has happened. She is such an idiot to buy a lie.

(Geet smiled remembering those days, yes Maan is right she was really stupid, her friends or say playmates always fooled her and she went with their lies.

She further read,)

Geet often comes to my room bringing in my dinner, when I failed to go to the Handa's residence,

She is quite different, at times I have caught her staring at me, but I chose to ignore it, she is intelligent academically but lacks common sense.

(Geet frowned)

Today again I saw her climbing that mango tree, since her exams have finished she often climbs it, at times I feel like bashing her, she is so naive that she does not realize that she should not climb wearing a frock. Though this pink frock makes her look very innocent and sweet. THUD!! Oh no she has fallen down, I know she must have climbed the upper branch in order to catch a glimpse of me from the bus pane, and finally fell down. Today I will tell Rano Maa to change her wardrobe, its high time she should quit wearing baby clothes.

(Geet plainly remembers the day Munna has held her close to himself and warned her not to wear frocks ever again, the way he covered her while carrying still made her blush.

She read further)

As days passed I found her behavior a little embarrassing, she used to stare at me for long time, once I had a very strong urge to give her a piece of my mind but I checked myself, I very well knew that with time this plutonic love of hers will fade.

(Geet rushed through pages and selected only one's that looked as if speaking about her or about something important)

She joined my college, now I have to be extra cautious, I don't want her to know that I apart from being a driver, study there. How will I be able to manage it?

Today she came in sulking about how she was not able to meet MSK, I almost choked at that, and asked her why she wanted to meet him, and she showed me the paper where she had to take his signature, I sighed in relief and took the paper from her telling her that I will ask him to sign them.

Today Mohinder uncle and Rano Maa will leave and Geet will be alone, I felt bad for her, but the way she looked over enthusiastic I doubted if she will miss them, but as soon as they left, she broke she cried her eyes out and at that time she leaned on me, I so much wanted to hug her and kiss her to tell her that no matter what happens I will be there for her, but I controlled myself, and pledged that in future I will keep a distance from her.

Today again she had been talking endlessly, sometimes she chose not to go to the hostel for lunch but to eat my head instead of food by her nonstop chattering, not that I don't like it, but I am afraid this may make her more free with me and the more I see her the more I am prone to loose control, she is no more a kid but a grown up woman, my thoughts were interrupted by the mention of Suraj Singh Khurana, she was talking about my father, who told her all this?

I was shocked to know that Sameera has been talking about me and my family, I need to give her a warning before she tells further things to her, I am not worried as to what others think, but I do not want Geet to know who I am before I can prove my self.

Sameera was not at all pleased when I asked her not to talk about me, I,e., MSK, she tried to ignore what I were saying, I had to blackmail her into not telling further things by saying that I would tell what she does in the hostel. She was worried and said ok it was a deal she will not talk about me if I keep my mouth shut. I were relived, but the punch line is I do not know what she has been doing that should be hidden from her family, what ever it may be but I were relived.

(so thats why she never talked about MSK again)

My graduation is complete. But I will take admission in the PG course, because to get a better job I must have high qualification and Geet also has 2 more years to study, this will also give me chance to be with her.

Days weer going on their own pace, one day while I were washing my GF as usual I noticed a girl sitting on the wall near the tap, it must be my imagination, as that girl looked like Geet, I laughed to myself how can she be here 20 kms away from her hostel. I was so lost in her thoughts that I don't know how while closing the tap pipe slipped and water burst, soaking my illusion and making me aware that in fact it was Geet who was sitting there, now drenched.

(she blushed remembering that day)

I took her to my room and gave her my kurta and pajama, she was looking too tempting, her clothes plastered on her like second skin, I went out on the context of bringing some snacks and tea. I tried to be stern and scolded her, 'Geet, you are no more a kid' she came near him, 'that is what I want you to know, that I am not a kid but a grown up woman, who is in love with you'. I tried to reason her out before I lost my control, 'Geet its just that you are feeling alone, I am no match for you, what will I tell your parents, that I a driver took advantage of their trust', but what she hugged me and then what happened next was out if my control, I have always longed for her and now when she was offering herself to me how can I control.

(oh so he also wanted me as much as I wanted him)

She was now a part of my life, just as my wife. Pinky often cheeked that we need to be discreet but we were ok with it, no one bothered us.

As days passed I grew busier as the PG course dissertation needed more time for research, Geet often asked me why I were so busy I use to tell her that I am searching for a job, I needed to desperately do well in the exams to grab a good job.

My exams are over but Geet's were still to be done with, so I decided to stay back, I have applied for a job, my interview was due in a week, today I were feeling a little uneasy, may be because today was my Mother's shraad , I received an overseas call from Mohinder uncle informing me that my family has met with an accident.

(ok so this was the day... my turning point in life, the day when our lifes drifted apart)

They were all in a van returning after my real mother's shraad; the van collided head on with a truck. I did not feel much and also thought that this could be some trick of my father to call me back as I have completed my studies, and Mohinder uncle being a simple man was easiest to fool. I called Adi, my friend the only person I was in contact with from my past, he was also my father's right hand man; he confirmed the news. I called him on his everywhere phone better known as mobiles now. He told that my sister and jiju were already on their way, I was surprised to learn that jiju has been posted in the same city, in which I now live, since last 11 months. I wondered why did Didi not contact me, I felt a jolt of pain in my heart, even my sister did not love me, she too changed after marriage and jiju used me to get near my Didi. I felt last of my ties with the family break.

But I was a Khurana and it was my duty to be there so I decided to go and also I had an interview in the same city, I did not tell Geet, but she came running; I lied to her that I will not return as I wanted to surprise her when I get the job and tell her that I am MSK, it had been hard all these years hiding myself from her; I could not deny her request to make love, and as she was on pills I was tension free, and anyways I was to marry her as soon as I got that job. In the morning hours when she gave me tea I decided I don't want to leave her even for a day. I was never attached to my family, so to be with them was not what I wanted. She gave me tea and asked me to get ready to leave, she has packed lunch. I said I don't feel like going, after much of questioning from her side I told about the accident, she was shocked, she immediately asked me to go; I told her I hate them all, my father, step mom my step brothers and even my real elder sister and my jiju, I don't want to go to them. She was very angry and on her continuous pursuance I left.

(it took every ounce of my courage to let you go)

When I reached KM things were very terrible, my father and step mom were in coma, Dev had a broken leg and a broken arm plus injuries throughout, Vicky was unconscious due to sedatives, his both legs had multiple fractures and he was just out of OT, Daadi was fine as she did not go with them for the shraad. Anvesha Didi and jiju have come, I did not go to them, jiju was busy with the doctors' team, Didi was sitting near Dev, then she went to Vicky then Pammi mom and Papa, she was worried about them.

I sat near Daadi and she as usual cursed everyone. 3 days went by, I observed a girl often came to meet Dev, she was nice, well mannered and intelligent; Daadi did not like her and tagged her as a money hunter, but to me she seemed to be from a well off family, but why would Daadi lie.

After a day Papa passed away in coma, Daadi cried loud, everyone else was quiet, Daadi cursed Pammi mom saying look she is still alive whereas her husband died, she always said she will not be able to live without him, she used prophecies, and said that because of her Suraj went against his mother's words, now look at the shameless lady here he lies still and she is still alive.

I was shocked by the language Daadi used, what was mom's fault if her husband died, I could not understand, but others did not as much as uttered a word. I was yet not out of my initial shock when I saw Daadi going near mom who was in coma and pulled her Mangalsutra, as soon as Daadi's hands reached the beaded chain I heard a heart piercing NOOO! And mom died.

I was shocked, I performed all the rituals mechanically and once all was done I decided to leave. Didi and jiju left that day and I called Geet to tell I will be back in a day or two, she asked me how were things at the house, I did not tell her about my parent's demise just said I was coming; she seemed annoyed and said that she will only welcome me back once I seek forgiveness from my parents and other family members and cut the call, I did not know what to do, I called her back and told her that my parents were no more, she cried silently and said that now it is more important that I remain with my family, she also made me swear in the name of my love that I will only call her when he had made amends with all. I said I will try but she should not stop taking my calls and she said she will talk to me on the phone.

The first thing I did was to talk to Didi, and then I talked to Dev and Vicky. I found Dev wanted to join fine arts course or go for architecture but because Daadi wanted him to do civil engg he followed her without questioning, same was Vicky's case he wanted to do Medicine but Daadi wants him to pursue civil engg. Not much can be done for Dev but Vicky was still in 12th and he had bio + math's so I assured him to try for CPMT and I will talk to Daadi.

I also found that Dev had feelings for NT but he remained quiet as he knew Daadi was against love marriage, first she made his mom's life a hell then she almost disowned Didi, so he gave up the idea of expressing his feelings for NT, but NT still tried, I decided to help them.

As a month passed I were able to solve few problems and talking to Geet everyday gave me courage but suddenly after 2 months she stopped taking my calls, the warden informed me that she and Pinky have left the hostel. I called Mohinder uncle and he told me that the girls have shifted as a paying guest at an elderly couple's house and it did not have phone, but Geet regularly called them and she was fine and also that she has qualified Gate and will take admission in a PG course.

Though I missed talking to her but I kept myself informed about her well being through her parents. I at many time felt that she was missing me, more then I missed her, but I was bound by her promise, I could not go to meet her untill Dev settles down, Vicky gets admission in MBBS and Didi is over with her delivery, my poor sister has had stillborns till now. I had a long way to go before I could meet her.

(Geet could not muster more courage to read further and closed the dairy, it has been an hour since she opened the dairy, she ordered a late lunch and snuggled near Maan)

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Shruti

yep...how can we miss that...

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