It was another plain day for Yash where he looked forward to nothing but kids and work. It was a month after Yash boxing match and nothing much has changed from then. Yash was back to his quiet self and now even Aarti seemed very much Mrs Yash Sindhiya with her calm and quiet attitude. She felt she had failed again being a wife and did not want anything but to look after her kids. The relationship between Yash and Aarti was nothing more than being parents of their kids as Yash had wanted. Aarti avoided Yash as much as she could and even Yash did not make any effort to talk as he thought it was better this way.
As days passed Yash felt more and more lonely. The loneliness which he was so accustomed to earlier was eating him up like a slow poison.
He had not realized but after getting married to Aarti that loneliness had slowly and gradually left his side. He had someone when he got up in the morning next to him, someone who looked after his clothes,his breakfast,his lunch and his all other needs,..he had someone who waited for him to come back home and served him food, someone who had become more than just mother of his kids..someone he not only needed there for his kids but for himself too..he did not realize but somewhere Aarti became a part of his life too..
Now that Aarti had followed his commands and maintained distance from him, he did not understand why he was feeling this way..He had still people to look after him,his clothes,his breakfast,his lunch,dinner and any other needs he had ,..then why did he feel this hole in his life..why did it seem it was missing something,..why did he feel dissatisfied when Vidhi bhabhi bought him breakfast,,why his eyes wandered around after returning back home and felt let down on not seeking what it sought for!..why did the cleanliness in his room and not a sign of careless ness disappointed him..What was he looking for,..what did he actually want??..
Yash Sindhiya had nothing going on his mind under control. He had thought that after the boxing match he will find peace of mind which he lost after whatever happened between him and Aarti that night. He thought after seeking forgiveness from Arpita for his betrayal, he will be able to live again peacefully. But he was wrong!
Initially he found things better but as time passed everything seemed to be slipping from his hands. The time spent with Aarti kept cropping up in his mind-their wedding, their gradual friendship, the trust they shared,Aarti winning his family's heart, her filling the void of a mother in Palak and Payal's life, her complete support to him at various occasions..even if it meant going against everyone or putting her life at stake!!..Aarti was there with him at every step.. she had become more than just mother of his kids,..his friend and his companion in every sense!..
Memories of their Mumbai trip kept flashing in his mind,how he felt alive because of her after ages,..how because of her he finally came to terms with his life and decided to come out of his grief and live again fully.!!! He remembered watching Aarti while she was asleep and the contentment he felt seeing her sleep so peacefully, he remembered teaching her dance and her enthusiastic happy face which made him ignore her breaking Arpita's photo by mistake,.. he remembered the attraction he felt while taking gum out of her beautiful long silky hair,..how he so wanted to touch and feel her back,..he remember how he felt protective of her and punched Aman when he saw him touching his wife,..HIS WIFE..he remembered how he had called Aarti his wife and showed his right over her..he hesitantly remembered the slight annoyance he felt Aarti being all friendly with Aman and also the satisfaction he felt every time Aarti supported him in front of Aman..he remembered how he had dragged Aarti to a roller coaster ride inspite of her protest and fear and how content he felt when she held him tightly in fear hoping he wont let anything wrong happen to her..he remembered how he felt drowned in Aarti's eyes in Shiv mandir and how he felt differently & happy at pandit's blessings for their togetherness..the flashes of him dancing with Aarti in shiv mandir came to his mind and he remembered how he felt peace having Aarti in his arms and contentment at hugging her.. In that instant Yash realized his mistake..he realized what happened in Mumbai was not a mistake..it was not Aarti cheating him either..instead it was him who had cheated his own feelings and Aarti's trust too..what happened that night was an act of pure love and no sin..yes he was in love,.. he loved Aarti'he did not know when and how he fell in love with her but he was now sure that he loved her and cannot live without her as she was the peace and calm he was looking for!..he finally understood what his heart truly wanted..!!
OK,,I am no writer and have tried hands at writing only once before..so be frank about your viewsđ Hope you like it!
EDIT ADD- Thanks a bunch to everyone for their overwhelming response..I cannot believe that so many of you actually found it goodđ But seriously I loved each and every comment and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart..đ¤ Also sorry for disappointing some of you but I have not planned a second part..It was basically what I thought should happen in the show so penned it down and have not thought of what will happen next or anything..As the title says the OS is just Yash's realizationđ Sorry again but I am already writing one other Aarya OS and I am frankly not very good at it so want to leave this one like this only.Hope you understandđ
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