HEY guyss! I'm back with another post. My posts are soo long, everyone gets bored but ohwell i just have to write it because im in love with PaYa. 😆
I have tried writing something *strange*..it's a LETTER from pankhuri to Adi.. (a veryyy longg letter!🤢 )
Do have a read and your comments will be appreciated, criticize if you want, but still write at least something!! 😳
Dear Adi,
I don't really know why I'm writing this letter, but I felt it is important for you to know that I am leaving. Yes, leaving the Deewan Mansion. Don't panic, please stay calm and read every word of this letter. I wish I had the courage to look into your charming blue eyes and tell you directly that I am going, going somewhere far away from your life. Don't know whether destiny will give me another opportunity to come back here.
You know I'm a person of few words, I don't often say what's on my mind and when I try to, it usually doesn't come out the way I imagined. The things that I don't express verbally are still felt deeply by my heart. Expressionless I may be, selfless I may seem, but today I want to feel what is like to be selfish, my heart is aching from all the feelings that have been buried inside.
As I write this today, the words are hard to flow. You call me shy, and rightly so. But no matter what, I want you to know that you are loved and cherished. Time spent with you are the most precious moments of my life. Those instances when you held my hand firmly, made me feel safe in your arms, consoled and soothed my tears telling me that one day everything will be alright; it made me feel close to your heart. Those days when I felt low, you instantly managed to cheer me up with your warm smile. The day when you asked the reason behind my smile, I didn't say it, but today I want to tell you, the reason was you. You stood strong by my side, all this time I kept falling for you even more and you didn't even realize.
I feel you so near and so distant in the same moment. Every day I discovered something new in you, something that made me feel different but sure in one thing - you are not only my friend; you are something more, something deeper. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to force my feelings on you, and I'm not expecting you to feel the same as me. I don't ask for your love, I completely understand and respect your view about our current relationship. I am more than happy with our bonding as a friend. I hope the friendship will always remain the same no matter what. I just want you to know that I do care about you and I may never feel the same with anyone else.
Thanks for the beautiful friendship, thank you for all the smiles that made my day. Thanks for the love and care you showed for our friendship. We shared some laughs, we shared some tears, all these and more throughout the past few months. I only want you to remember the good times we had. Memory is all I am leaving behind; Keep my memory with you, for memories never die.
True my heart was shattered hearing the news of your marriage and yes, my eyes did cry but you were not there to stop the water flowing from my eyes. The pain will heal with time and I have to learn how to say goodbye. Meeting you was by chance, becoming your friend was by choice but falling in love with you was totally beyond my control.
I guess.. I have to leave now, someone else is waiting for me, a new family waiting to welcome me as their D-I-L for I am going to be married soon and be a wife of someone. Everything happening so quick and due to tensions in the house, I didn't find time to say all that I wanted to, but leaving this letter for you to read, I hope you understand. I guess it's separate path for us but thank you for allowing me to be a small part of your life. My time here is over. A final Goodbye to you. Goodbye.
With love,
Pankhuri.
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