DIL, DOSTI.. HUM!!#2 ch 43: pg 141/thread #3 added - Page 39

Chapter 35

Geet

Involuntarily I blushed again..

I had.. evrytym I read it!!

I was overjoyed den just as I was nw, happy tht my feelings were reciprocated..!!

Back den though I was in two minds.. happy he felt d same way

N

Angry why he hadn't told me yet.. after all I had been here long enuf.. so much for saying he'd fulfill my evry dream n yet backing out of d one I'd longed for d most!!

Bt..

All complaints had gone out of d window on reading ahead..

Ignorance is bliss.. n i have been living in mine since so long..!!

I cant even tell u hw happy I was knowing u were coming to india permanently!!

N finally we wud meet!!

15 yrs 2months n 5days!!

I dint know hw to thank mishty's babaji enuf..!!

I was so excited.. I cudnt even wait enuf to see u!! I even took d next 3 days off, though I dint tell ny1. i wanted to spend all my tym wid u!! probably making it upto u, in case u got angry wid me after I told u d truth!!

I m sure daadi noticed smthng weird!! Though she dint say nythng or probably I was just being too conscious!!

Whtever it was she asked me n dev to pick u all up frm d airport as if I needed any asking..!!

I was literally counting d minutes n den d seconds as d flight landed!!

As excited as I was for finally seeing u in flesh n blood!! Though I must confess here I had seen ur pic mishty..!!

Cheater!! Hw cud u? weren't we supposed to recognize each odr!!

Bt den der was no confusion for u!!

Well I tricked uncle into sending ur profile under d pretext of looking up for sm job openings for u!!

But d truth is I had ur job n ur cabin ready from 2yrs.. since d tym u had finished ur interior dcor course!!

But I must confess u r even more beautiful than wht I had imagined u 2 b..!!

But wht I was truly lukin fwd was to see whthr u wud recognize me or not esp wid dev arnd!!

N der u wer in front of me..

N I can tell u d photo dint do u ny justice!!

I was speechless..

Nd if I had any sanity left u blew it away whn u hugged me!!

My heart rejoiced knowing u had recognized me n all my fears were unfounded!!

Trust me mishty u had totally blown me ovr.. n it was nt just ur looks!!

But..

Den d bliss was too good to last..!!

N I had to face reality!!

Whn uncle introduced u to dev, I saw d confusion on ur face..

N I saw regret..!!

Did u really regret hugging me mishty.. did u really fail to recognize ur DD!!

Bt more than my feelings I hated to see u like dat..

I wanted to tell u d truth..

Bt dis was neither d place nor d tym..

I wish u had maan..

Not to end my confusion.. bt I hated myself nw for being d cause of ny pain to u..!!

And even as we headed home.. I hated to see u silent!!

I alwaz wanted to c u happy n chirpy!! N thankfully meera n dev atleast set ur mood ryt..

I knew I had to tell u soon!! And it was wid those thots tht I headed to ur room.. wanting to tell u..

But u weren't der..

N den I met meera der..!

Finally.. u had told me so much abt her online tht I had a picture of her in my mind n she was precisely so!! Also I knew she wanted to pursue her further studies in medical.. I had all formalities done.. bt obviously I cudnt tell her tht..

I wanted u 2 b d first to know abt me..!!

Bt thanx 2 u.. meera was like d lil sister I never had..!! n we got along like a house on fire.. just like u had predicted.. n I know u wud b d happiest knowing we got along!!

I already had so much to thank u for..

I remembered hw I alwaz told DD tht he n meer wud get along coz den dey wud have a common target.. me!! N though I wud hate being in tht situatn but it wud b d best thng to happen for two of my most closest ppl to get along!!

Bt b4 I cud say anything, I saw u sitting der wid dev.. n for sm reason it was weird.. I chided myself bt d feeling refused to go..

A feeling of insecurity, a fear tht I wud lose u.. I fear tht u may hate me after telling u d truth!! I feared rejection!!

N even whn I looked at u.. I cudnt understand d expression in ur eyes..

All my courage to tell u d truth seemed to b fading..!!

N probably thts why I cudnt oppose dev wanting to spend tym wid u!!

But I hoped I'd join u guys n den..

Stupid dev..

I wished he had asked u!!

Bt cudnt u deny him?

N hw cud u just let me spend tym wid him!! Whn u shud have been d one..

Dint u trust me enuf?

Bt den probably nt recognizing him!!????

Uff.. u r not just a khadoos dusht danav singh khurana..

U r also budhu singh khurana!!

The least I cud do was make sure tht u had ur favorites for dinner.. bt then daadi had already ensured an indian dinner bt I made sure thr was tiramisu for dinner.. afterall it was ur favorite!!

Bt I cudnt claim credit or look into ur eyes!!

I was scared.. scared to c wht I feared..

Wht have to done to me mishty? I never feared d toughest of business deals bt I fear ur rejection!!

I just hoped we cud spend tym together tomoro.. bt u guys just took off.. without me knowing!!

Then wid meera's admission.. I wish we wud have gone together n den d Bangalore project problem.. I dint get to see u mishty for three whole days n more!!