OH Lord thanks for not sending me to those parents ,where i was always unwanted for them , My father he was trying to kill my mom but unfortunately at that time he came to know my Mom was expecting , He should have taken care of my mom and me but Alas! he never he was busy in ruining others life . and today he is succeed as his mission is accomplished , i am no more .
My mom she too didnot taken care of me, as all the moms do, i have seen all the mom's take medicine in time but my mom she always forget.it was my uncle and aunt they use to remind her , she never cares for me did she ?she never she always wanted to meet my murder dad , she never cared, she never use to use the car ,she use to go by her own to meet dad ,did she care for me ?if she had cared for me she had asked my Dad to come and take her with him and taken care of both of us , but my mom she prefer the luxuries of my uncle 's home. Alas! Alas ! mom try to kill me her self , why i go to her and sleep in her lap ?let her hold my tiny hands , i was so unwanted for her .My mom she use to say she care but is the way a mom walk around carrying a baby when she knows she has a deficiency ,she just loved my murder dad no one else she only cares for my murder dad .my selfish mom care for my selfish dad
Alas ! Alas ! i feel sorry and sad i will not get a chance to meet my uncle and aunt , my uncle who for my mom's happiness married my aunt and made her life miserable . on other hand my aunt she kept her mouth shut didnot told him about my dad just for me . i feel sorry for them i wish i had a chance to be once hold by those hands who always try to protect me care for me . i wish i am sad Lord you didnot give me chance to be in those hands for a while. i will always be sad why my aunt and uncle didnot hold me in their hand for a while. they always supported my mom ask them to take care of me but Alas! Alas !Alas here their sacrifice gone waste , i wish and pray for them bless them with happiness as they deserved it