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hi navya. . .
Pata hai mujhe. . .yeh letter padne ki pehle hi tumhari ankhon meh ashu achuki hai. Yehi soch rahi ho na. . .mujhe kace pata? Pagal ladki. . .tum acce se janti ho..tumse mera rishta dil se hai. Iss liye jab jab tumhari ankhon meh ashu ati hai. . .tab tab mera dil rone lagta hai. Iss liye pls rona mat...pls..
Gussa ho mujh peh? Agar nahi ho toh pls gussa karo...jitna chahe gussa karo...tumhe gussa karni chaihe. Tumhe chodke itna dur jo aya hoon mein. Lekin sach bol raha hoon...agar papa na insist karta toh mein apni navya ko chodke itna dur kabhi nahi ata. Tumhe pata hai na...agar meri bas chale toh mein apni jindegi ka har ek lamha...har ek pal tumhe apni bahon meh leke bitana chata hoon. Keuke...meri jindegi ka dusra naam hai...navya..
Iha ane k baad jab v mein apni ankhein band kar raha hoon. . .mere ankhon meh uc lamhe ka tasveer dekh pata hoon...jab tum mere gal peh kiss deke ashu bhari ankhon se mujhe bye bole the. Aur jab mein apna kadam baraya...tum mere hath pakar k mujhe rokh liye the. Aur apni ashu ko chupake mujhe gale lagake bole the. . .jaldi bapach aana, jada miss mat karwana...nahi toh bahot roungi mein. Tab chate hue v kuch nahi bol paya mein. Bas khamosh raha. Wohi khamoshi aab mera jaan le raha hai. Nind meh v tumhe mehsush kar raha hoon. . .tum mere liye darwaja peh khuli baalo k sath khadi ho. Tumhari ankhein dur raste peh mujhe dhund rahe hai. . .sref mujhe pata hai jab v yeh tasveer mein apna swapno meh dekhta hoon tab kitn dard hota hai dil meh. Dil chata hai abhi tumhari pass aajaun...tumhe apni shine se lagaun..
Tum mere jindegi meh ane k pehle v mein kahi jagah geya. Apni parivar se bahot dur. Tab mein khush hota tha...keuke mujhe kuch naya dekhne ko milega. Lekin iss bar mere jaan jaraha hai. Mein kabhi na socha tha aca v ek din ayega...jis din mera dil meri baat bilkul nahi sunega. Har ek lamhe kisi aur ki naam japte hue dhadkega. Kisi aur se kuch pal ki judai iss dil ko rone meh majbur kar dega. Kisi ki pass aane se...dhadakna bhul jayega. Lekin aca ho raha hai meri jindegi meh...uc pal se jab tum mere jindegi meh ayi ho...mujhe apni banaye...aur khud ki sari jindegi mere naam kar diye ho..
Jante ho navya. . .mein apna di khone laga tha uc pal se jab mein tumhari ankhon meh apne liye chahat dekha tha. Pyar karne laga tha uc pal se jab pehli bar tumhe apni bahon meh liya tha mein. Aur uc k baad har ek lamha tumko aur v pyar karne meh majbur ho geya. Tumse milna tha takdeer ki baat, tumse dosti karna tha apna pacand. . . .pad tumse pyar karna tha meri majburi. Tumhari har ek muskan, har ek lafz mujhe majbur jar diya tumse pyar karne meh. Aur wohi pyar aaj mere jine ka bajwa, dil ki chahat ban chuka hai.Mujhe pata tha...mein tumhe bahot pyar karta hoon...itna pyar sayed kisine kisiko na kiya ho. Pad kitna pyar karta hoon...woh aab mujhe mehsus ho raha hai. Jab v tumhari yaad ata hai...aca lagta hai jase meri har taraf tumhari chaya hai. Mere kan meh woh har ek baat sun pata hoon...joh baat tumne aab tak mere bahon meh chupe hue bole ho. Ankhein band karta hoon toh tum mere samne ati ho. Pad jab ankhein kholta hoon...na jane kaha gayeb ho jath ho. Phir har taraf udasi cha jate hai. Aanjane mei ankhon se ashu nikal ata hai. . .kitna dard mehsus karta hai dil woh sref mujhe...aur sayed rab ko pata hai..
Iha sab kuch hai...bas tum nahi ho. Aur tum nahi ho jace jindegi nahi hai..
'''wahan na phool khilte hai, nahi mausam badalty hai..
Wahan par kuch nahi hota jahan par 'TUM' nahi hotey..
Yahan wese toh har soghaat asani se milti hai..
Mere bas dil nahi lagta jahan par 'TUM' nahi hotey..
Yahan toh log sadiyon ko v lamhon meh badalta hai,
mere ek pal nahi kat'ta jahan par 'TUM' nahi hotey..
Rone lagta hoon toh pochne k liye koyi nahi hota,
mujhe hasna nahi ata jahan par tum nahi hotey''
jab mein bapach aaunga tab sabse pehle ek bar mere gal peh apni hath rakhke i luv u bolna. Keuke tumko mein apne samne mehsus karna chata hoon. Mujhe toh bas uc lamhe ka intezar hai...jab mein tumhari pass aaunga. Aur tumhe apni bahon meh chupa kunga. Aur tumhe har ek woh baat sunaunga joh baat mein iss choti si khat meh nahi likh paya. Bahot jald tumhari anant tumhari pass bapach araha hai...bahot jald
i luv u so much...so much. Jada rona maat. Pata hai na...mere dil ko taklif hote hai. So pls smile nd give me a sweet smile..
Tumhari mr. Bandar
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few drops of tears falls on d letter. Navya control her nd says...'dekho mein nahi ro rahi hoon. Pad jada der khudko sambhal nahi paungi. Phirse rone lagungi. Iss liye jaldi bapach aau. Tumse bahot baatein karni hai. Tumhari shine peh shir rakhke sona hai mujhe. Bahot bahot bahot pyar karni hai...luv u too my bandar..
Pata hai mujhe. . .yeh letter padne ki pehle hi tumhari ankhon meh ashu achuki hai. Yehi soch rahi ho na. . .mujhe kace pata? Pagal ladki. . .tum acce se janti ho..tumse mera rishta dil se hai. Iss liye jab jab tumhari ankhon meh ashu ati hai. . .tab tab mera dil rone lagta hai. Iss liye pls rona mat...pls..
Gussa ho mujh peh? Agar nahi ho toh pls gussa karo...jitna chahe gussa karo...tumhe gussa karni chaihe. Tumhe chodke itna dur jo aya hoon mein. Lekin sach bol raha hoon...agar papa na insist karta toh mein apni navya ko chodke itna dur kabhi nahi ata. Tumhe pata hai na...agar meri bas chale toh mein apni jindegi ka har ek lamha...har ek pal tumhe apni bahon meh leke bitana chata hoon. Keuke...meri jindegi ka dusra naam hai...navya..
Iha ane k baad jab v mein apni ankhein band kar raha hoon. . .mere ankhon meh uc lamhe ka tasveer dekh pata hoon...jab tum mere gal peh kiss deke ashu bhari ankhon se mujhe bye bole the. Aur jab mein apna kadam baraya...tum mere hath pakar k mujhe rokh liye the. Aur apni ashu ko chupake mujhe gale lagake bole the. . .jaldi bapach aana, jada miss mat karwana...nahi toh bahot roungi mein. Tab chate hue v kuch nahi bol paya mein. Bas khamosh raha. Wohi khamoshi aab mera jaan le raha hai. Nind meh v tumhe mehsush kar raha hoon. . .tum mere liye darwaja peh khuli baalo k sath khadi ho. Tumhari ankhein dur raste peh mujhe dhund rahe hai. . .sref mujhe pata hai jab v yeh tasveer mein apna swapno meh dekhta hoon tab kitn dard hota hai dil meh. Dil chata hai abhi tumhari pass aajaun...tumhe apni shine se lagaun..
Tum mere jindegi meh ane k pehle v mein kahi jagah geya. Apni parivar se bahot dur. Tab mein khush hota tha...keuke mujhe kuch naya dekhne ko milega. Lekin iss bar mere jaan jaraha hai. Mein kabhi na socha tha aca v ek din ayega...jis din mera dil meri baat bilkul nahi sunega. Har ek lamhe kisi aur ki naam japte hue dhadkega. Kisi aur se kuch pal ki judai iss dil ko rone meh majbur kar dega. Kisi ki pass aane se...dhadakna bhul jayega. Lekin aca ho raha hai meri jindegi meh...uc pal se jab tum mere jindegi meh ayi ho...mujhe apni banaye...aur khud ki sari jindegi mere naam kar diye ho..
Jante ho navya. . .mein apna di khone laga tha uc pal se jab mein tumhari ankhon meh apne liye chahat dekha tha. Pyar karne laga tha uc pal se jab pehli bar tumhe apni bahon meh liya tha mein. Aur uc k baad har ek lamha tumko aur v pyar karne meh majbur ho geya. Tumse milna tha takdeer ki baat, tumse dosti karna tha apna pacand. . . .pad tumse pyar karna tha meri majburi. Tumhari har ek muskan, har ek lafz mujhe majbur jar diya tumse pyar karne meh. Aur wohi pyar aaj mere jine ka bajwa, dil ki chahat ban chuka hai.Mujhe pata tha...mein tumhe bahot pyar karta hoon...itna pyar sayed kisine kisiko na kiya ho. Pad kitna pyar karta hoon...woh aab mujhe mehsus ho raha hai. Jab v tumhari yaad ata hai...aca lagta hai jase meri har taraf tumhari chaya hai. Mere kan meh woh har ek baat sun pata hoon...joh baat tumne aab tak mere bahon meh chupe hue bole ho. Ankhein band karta hoon toh tum mere samne ati ho. Pad jab ankhein kholta hoon...na jane kaha gayeb ho jath ho. Phir har taraf udasi cha jate hai. Aanjane mei ankhon se ashu nikal ata hai. . .kitna dard mehsus karta hai dil woh sref mujhe...aur sayed rab ko pata hai..
Iha sab kuch hai...bas tum nahi ho. Aur tum nahi ho jace jindegi nahi hai..
'''wahan na phool khilte hai, nahi mausam badalty hai..
Wahan par kuch nahi hota jahan par 'TUM' nahi hotey..
Yahan wese toh har soghaat asani se milti hai..
Mere bas dil nahi lagta jahan par 'TUM' nahi hotey..
Yahan toh log sadiyon ko v lamhon meh badalta hai,
mere ek pal nahi kat'ta jahan par 'TUM' nahi hotey..
Rone lagta hoon toh pochne k liye koyi nahi hota,
mujhe hasna nahi ata jahan par tum nahi hotey''
jab mein bapach aaunga tab sabse pehle ek bar mere gal peh apni hath rakhke i luv u bolna. Keuke tumko mein apne samne mehsus karna chata hoon. Mujhe toh bas uc lamhe ka intezar hai...jab mein tumhari pass aaunga. Aur tumhe apni bahon meh chupa kunga. Aur tumhe har ek woh baat sunaunga joh baat mein iss choti si khat meh nahi likh paya. Bahot jald tumhari anant tumhari pass bapach araha hai...bahot jald
i luv u so much...so much. Jada rona maat. Pata hai na...mere dil ko taklif hote hai. So pls smile nd give me a sweet smile..
Tumhari mr. Bandar
* * *
few drops of tears falls on d letter. Navya control her nd says...'dekho mein nahi ro rahi hoon. Pad jada der khudko sambhal nahi paungi. Phirse rone lagungi. Iss liye jaldi bapach aau. Tumse bahot baatein karni hai. Tumhari shine peh shir rakhke sona hai mujhe. Bahot bahot bahot pyar karni hai...luv u too my bandar..
Kumkum Bhagya
Anupamaa
