OK...first of all, understand the fact that your husband is crazy. Yes, I know your brain has problem too. But your hot hubby's brain has way more malfunction than yours! So at first you have to decide this...Are you sure you are gonna spend your life with this mad ASR guy?
Yes? You said YES? What the...? Why the...?
Oh...ok...he loves you. Yeah but that's sick type of love don't you think?
Ok ok...Don't be mad...I won't call him 'sick'. But he is sooo weird yaar! And rude!!! That you have to admit! Why the hell are you living with him??? Is it by any chance his hotness...?
Oooppss...my bad! Please don't burn me with your eyes! I will try not to drool over his...ummm...charm...you know what I mean. He is ALL yours...with all his arrogance!
Chill yaar...why you be so touchy when I call him bad? He is bad...you also KNOW that, right? Look at you! How he treats you...insults you...forces you all the time!!! Makes you do what he wants. Your wish never matters to him!
Disturbed? Ohh please! what do u mean by he is disturbed? We all get disturbed some times. But we don't torture our partners for that!
Ya ya...his mom...I know. It's sad that she had to die like that...due to his father. And He was 14 that time...such a shock. It's possible that he lost his faith from 'Marriage'. Also probably 'Marriage rituals' reminds him of the tragic day. May be that's why he tries to avoid it?
Yeah possible. But what about Love? If he loves you then he should respect your feelings right? Like he respects his sister's feeling and stands in 'puja' though he doesn't like doing it. Then why can't he do rituals for you?
What do you mean He doesn't do anything fake with you? You mean he can pretend in front of whole world even his sis...but he will NOT pretend with you? He will just be himself with you?
Hmmm...ok I get it...but the way things are going...don't you think its very unsettled? I mean just look at his mood! God knows when he will throw you outta his life out of anger! Or may be worse...may be someday he will force you to make out with him on that bed! What will you do then? Thats scary!
He won't ever do that? How do you know?
Ohh dear lord! Khushi sweetie...how can you have faith on him? he is MAD for heavens sake! And so disturbed! He wont care I'm telling you!
He WILL? How can you be sure? See how he took you in bed today!
Yeah ok...he stopped when you said NO. But he was so angry! This is not the way partners live life! Shouting and forcing...so unacceptable.
What? He wasn't angry with you? He was angry with himself? Means what?
He can't accept the fact that he craves for a sweet life? A life with a loving wife and adored kids? Why?
Cause his mother didn't get it? He himself didn't get a normal childhood with loving parents? And now his sister also going to face the same? You think he feels guilty? But those were not his fault!
Hmmm...may be...but what about you? How will you manage with this unpredictable arrogant person? He hurts you more than he loves you!
WHAT? You dont care? Why?
Yeah right! You love him and can't live without him! Man this so disturbing! You can't just keep enduring his hits silently! NOT happening! There is a limit! Open your eyes woman!
What? Love is blind? Gosh!!!! It's lame talking to you! What was I thinking??? You're just as stubborn as your jerk hubby! Your Devi Maiyaa knows what will happen to you! Go to hell! No go to your hubbyy!
Anyway...here is a piece of friendly advice girl! Both you and your hubby go and consult a good psychiatrist! You guys need help!
Take care. And by the way...I'm with you. I mean you two. :p Yes I am angry...but I also can't leave you guys for some weird reason. So yeah...I'll be around...watching you...yelling at you...and secretly praying for you. God bless you. Do I need to utter that I Love you...? I think you know!
Edited by BlueM - 13 years ago
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