chapter 9
so let me be frank with u ! this isnt the one i actually planned or wrote.. as said my word doc had a virus and all docs got deleted.. i had saved all docs in pendrive except this one hence all written chapters outline epilogues vanished!! and then i dint feel lik writting the same one so i wrote whole new version! i just dint wanted it to cheesy so i was struggling with confession thingie.. and i just penned down my struggles in arsha pov hahahhaha š meet u at the bottom of the post š
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DEDICATED TO ALL KRIYAANSH FANS!š³
p.s : italiced is amar's pov
and normal font shakti's pov :)
feeling of heavens!! I have heard a
lot about today im feeling it in his arms.. I felt safe.. the warmth was making
me dizzy to stay in that place forever.. I was getting selfish.. I know that's
quite lame wishing to stick to a person all while.. but that's what I did
throughout the function.. after our 'long lasted hug' I was literally sticked
to his arms.. we sat in front row of seats were it was reserved for me.. and
next to mine was empty I made him sit there.. I even removed the armrest so
that I could be close to him... there were eyes on us.. I dint care.. few personals
requested me to let kunwar sit in audience seat but I insisted.. the person for
whom the seat was reserved was my another friend in NYC she dint bother and I was
thank full to her.. kunwar all this while simply nodded at my requests.. I was getting
paranoid I knew but I couldn't help it.. call it a clich or cheesy I don't care
but I wished every second that whoever spotted us think we were made for each other..
is this what u feel after falling head over heels for someone ???
She was being paranoid.. she was being selfish..
she was acting like a kid and im her fav toy.. but I dint feel embarrassed neither
I felt she was wrong.. nor was I uncomfortable infact this wat I longed for..
her being possessive of me.. her being close to me.. in my arms.. like my
baby!! Gosh I still cant believe all this is true! Is she really in arms ? is
she really being soo possessive of me ?? is she really madly in love with me ?
and fortunately the answer was YES!!!
YES YES im being the luckiest person in world now
seeing her receiving the price.. I knew she would win this competition!! And more
I loved the fact how she insisted me to accompany her to the stage.. but matter
of fact only she could go there..!! yet her eyes were glued on me.. even
recieing the price she just looked happily towards me.. in her speech she acknowledged
me! What else do I even need ?? was she all not enough!! And I cnt be late I have
to confess!!! This is it!!thats y im here!!
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I dint
know were we going!! All I knew was kunwar and I walking on the streets of NY..
near a lake where there is bridge to my north, benches to my right and lake
itself flowing on my left.. we on the footpath heading towards the bridge.. and
at nitethis part of NY is a bliss to eyes.. the chill of nite wether was freezing
me.. in my skinny purple tank top and light blue shaded shorts I cursed for not
getting my jacket.. I kept rubbing my arms.. kunwar was in deep thought.. wen I
looked at him he was looking at his feet and walking.. such a KID!! I thout..
he had jacket so nicely wrapped around his masculine arms! dumbo cudnt he see
im freezing ?? isn't it a manners of a man to lend his jacket to his female
partner ??? a big time DUMBO!! Huh!!! He was still in his thought.. I rubbed my
palms and made a huff sound so that he would look at me.. but kunwar is
kunwar!!! Uggh!!! Infact the biggest idiot was me who came with him, at this
time of nite!! It was already 11.30pm! instead of resting at home I was here!!!
and what was he doing here anyway ?? since the function we dint speak a word..
he dint come here with any of his luggages except for his small bag pack! I was
getting all nervous anxious worried at the same time..!
How do I do this ?? how will I confess!
Filmy style ? simple ? were to confess ? what to say ?? should I just directly
hold her hand and say 'I love you' ? or should I jus scream !! uggh!!! Im slapped
my brain for 100th time for not being prepared! What did I think ?
to confess on stage wen she was receiving her price ? may b that was better!! No
matter how embarrassed it was but time was perfect then! Now what ?? walking in
NY street midnite don't know how to start the convo! Feeling cheesy to use any
lines!! All films I watched until date had suddenly turned into utter bullshit
and gross thinking of weird love confessions in them!! Damn I felt clich just
to kneel down and confess!! This wasn't going anywere! And staring at my
oh-so-good-looking feet wasn't helping either! What she mite b thinking now ???
we are walking here from past 20 minutes and im still not able to decide what
to say or what to do! god!! Kill me right now!!!!
Jus then I felt shaks was no more
next to me.. I turned around.. she was sitting in a bench near by shooting
daagers at me! And another slap on my brain how did I forget she was tired ??
and im the great kunwar amarjeet singh was making her walk all the way that too
for 20 minutes! God save me befr she strangles!!
'kunwar! That's
it I cant walk anymore!! where are we going ??' I lied I was tired! I wasn't cz
walking with for ages wouldn't bother me.. gosh how lovey dovey did I become
??? I chuckled inwardly! Well now that I initiated the convo hope he says what
he wants to say because im dying to hear it from his mouth..
'errr!!! Shaks wo..' go on for
it!! be a man!! Wats a big deal ?? u knw her very well she is probably waiting
for ur confession! But wait a sec y it should always male ? y cant female
confess first ? and that too a lady like shakti mohan sharma! Huh she is gonna
say first decided!!! I mentally made a note and started glaring at her!!
Now wats
wrong with him ? y is he glaring at me ? looks like he is waiting for me to say
something !! WHAT NO IM NOT GONNA CONFESS FIRST I hav given enough of hints!! That's
it!! not so easy kunwar I bet on u!! ur gonna say it first !!
'what ??
kunwar im dead tired!! Were are we going ? and even before that can u care to
explain ur presence all the way from india to NY ??'
'what do
u mean by explain ??? I came for u !! duh!!' he shot back..
'well why
did U come for me ??? u could have watched it in tv ?'
Pls pls
kunwar say it I don't wanna b rude to u! I literally begged all god almity!!
Oh now I get it she wants me to
say first ? then im kunwar amajeet singh u lose shakti mohan! Coz ur gonna say
first! Huh!!
'I thought of giving u surprise and
moreover I wanted a break!! That's y !!'
'a break ?? as in ??' she raised
her eye brows!
Now I know wer to take the
convo..
'as in deko.. filal d3 mei rey
and taani ki romance track set hua hai.. u c I wanna be prepared! I mean I need
to get over kria right ?? its not that rey is gonna be in depression mood
forever for 'kria' who left me in the middle ? so I thought I would go on for a
break and wen I return I would be completely prepared to fall in love with
taani.. and u know I heard palki is planning something more sensous this time!!'
Oh she flinched!! Hehehe!! I said
don't try on me baby!!
'WHAT THE'!!!!'
I held back my words wen I saw it dint effect kunwar! Oh why will it even
effect the great casinova himself!! How can he forget kria ? with just one trip
he can get over kria ? NO WAY!! and wait a min y am I even thinking all this ?
im not gonna go back as kria! and let him do whatever he wants who cares!
But sensous
?? what does he mean by that ??? uggh his eveil grin!! Kuch toh gadbad hai !!
'wh wha what
do u mean by 'more sensous' huh ??'
'more
sensous than haye rama sequence ?? well may be a drunk sequence of losing
sensous and''
'STOP
IT!!! WTH!!! U ur not gonna do it !! u got that !!!'
'what do
u mean by I am not gonna do it ? its my job and c'mon don't b so nosy!!' he
chuckled saying it! Im nothing to him ?? am I really being nosy!!!? He is an
actor he is acting the WTH Is my problem!!??
'u cant
do it!!! how can u cheat on me ????' I blurted out! Shit what did I jus say ??
'im not
cheating on u! frankly im cheating on kria and as a matter of fact kria is gone
so it sint cheating at all!! So I need to move on!!!'
'u cant
move on u love her!! How can u love someone else ??'
'and does
she love me ? no na then its justified!!'
'ofcourse
I love u kunwar!!!'
FROZE!!!!!
The moment froze!! Evrythn went numb!! What did I just say ?? shit!! How did I give
up so easily! He was suppose to confess!! Uggh I hate u I hate u I hate u !! I hateee
u!!!
He inched
forward near my bench! I shot and started to move away he caught my wrist and
pulled me against his chest..
'u mean
kria loves kunwar ?'
I coundnt
breath the proximity wasn't helping either!!! My brain shut their doors!! Oh please
please open up I need ur help brains!! Uggh!!
'no I mean
shakti!' his eyes widened im gonna faint now! 'I I I .. I mean kria loves rey!!!'
I looked
down not able to meet his eyes!
He lifted
my chin up..
'and I love
you too..!' finally!!! I could here bells ringing in heart! But there was a
smrik on his face! NOW WAT ?
'I mean
rey loves kria too!'
I frown! Now
I just wanna burst his nose!! I hate u kunwar!!
'but
whats the use ?? kria left him.. and he has to love taani now!!' kunwar said
with a sad face..
I kicked
him on his shin he winced I smirked and walked way stomping my foot huh!!! How dare
he say he has to love taani ?? wasn't the kriyaansh were meant for each other
?? the mere thought of rey romancing with taani was icting my heart!! Oh god!!!
Now I understand why my fans were getting soo fried up! Shit!! Shit!! I have
made a mess!! How could I ??
[
dedicated to all kriyaansh fans!! ]
'OUCH!!! Wat
was that for ??' he cried behind me!!
I stood
without moving.. finally he gathered up his pain.. winced a lil and stood.. I turned
to leave!!
'I LOVE U
SHAKTI MOHAN SHARMA!! I love u with all my heart!!!'
I could
feel dj vu!
The whole
world froze again.. I turned to c him.. he was in his knees! Gosh!!!! What else
could I wish fr ??
'will u
be mine ??'
As tears
trickled my eyes.. I simply nodded yes I couldn't do anything better!!
I slowly
walked up towards him..
I took
his hand in mine!! He stood up.. held my waist pulled me closer..
He lifted
my chin and asked 'do u love me ??' as if my answer would b no dumbo!! What was
I doing all while ? loving u simply loving u !! u idiot!! But I dint say all
this I simply said
'only
you..'
And he
asked
'forever
??'
I nodded 'only
u.. forver!!!'
And we
kissed!!! Finally!! His lips met mine!!! Gosh that was megic!! His lips tingled
in my !!! my heart was punding in my chest.. slowly closing my eyes I wrapped
my hands against his neck he pulled me closer sucking my lips.. I moaned..
taking the charge he made way inside my mouth!! I just cant explain what was
the feel! I felt delighted! I felt I was luckiest girl in the world!! He was
mine!! MINE!! I had all authorities in him!! GOSH the feeling of someone is
just urs is indescribable!!
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so my next chapter will also be dedicated to kriyaansh fans! as i said before i have something in store for all my fellow kr fans!! love ya all!!
hope this one was good enough!!
and if u really noticed then lemme tell u once again there is changes in vocubalry and writting style !! not much but lil! credit goes to all romantic novels i read in these holidays!! along with ffs in fictionpress site š
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