why did jagya call bapusa? - Page 3

Originally posted by: Manasi_16

Jagya really misses his family very much...and yesterday he was all alone...gauri madam didn't have time to even talk to him..so felt the need to connect to someone close.

But what is sad (& idiotic & funny) is that he chose Bhairon!!!! Bhairon is a man of strong principles & value system. Even when Jagya was a kid, he never pampered Jagya like others did...Bhairon was the sole disciplining force in the life of an extremely pampered & highly indulged Jagya. And Jagya doesn't seem to have forgotten the authority of his father...if you notice, Bhairon is the only one, Jagya never back answers..forget being rude, Jagya even lowers his gaze while talking to Bhairon. While talking to Dadisa, Basant or Sumitra also jagya may not be rude, but confidently puts his point across. But when it comes to talking to Bhairon, Jagya loses his nerve...he cannot meet his father's eyes...part of it is guilt which Bhairon manages to induce (coz Bhairon never minces words) and part I think is fear. It is a conditioned response right from childhood. He has sufficient memory of his childhood to know that if Bhairon's wrath descends on him, even Dadisa cannot stop it!!!!

agree with your opinion. Deep down of his soul J knows to distinguishes good from evil, to recognizes the true values, and the proof is how many times he defended the Ananda from Gauri. He knew well that Byron is firm in his views and principles, and somewhere deep down he hopes that his father maybe can forgive him. The fact that he is talking to himself how he hates Ananda because of her moral and ethical values is just proof that it is absolutely aware of how he stumbled morally and essentially how much he hates himself for what he did.