Me too depressed todayā¦ The chief of JB camp turned out to be the traitor. I hate it when Jai gets into a self pity moodā¦ and I hate it even more when I sympathise with Jai! I always maintain Jai needs to be understood than being sympathized withā¦ but today me feeling very sad for himā¦ can u believe me getting into Rajendra Kumar mode? Well that is what I just didā¦ Dost dost na rahaā¦ pyar pyar na raha.
ADITYA??? I mean ADITYA??? I didn't feel bad even the day Jigyasa revealed her true intensionsā¦ but Aditya? Aur kya dekhna baki rahegaya hai??? To many shockersā¦. Far too many!
Mrs. Bani Waliaā¦ what is with u??? I am trying my best to understand you coz u have every reason to be mad and cold with Jaiā¦ but u simply aren't convincing me with ur reasons and prioritiesā¦ and don't even get me started with your actions!!! If I am willing to put up with all your nakras it is just coz Jai doesn't have another choiceš!!! Varna I am surprised at myself at how patient I am with you esp when I cant see beyond Jai's painā¦ but u really were simply outrageous todayš”! I am fine if you want to stubborn, but be rational for heaven sake! When asked your nameā¦ you are Mrs Bani Waliaā¦ but u will chose to leave the husband name blankā¦ WHY??? If u had called your self Ms Bani Dixit I would be fine with your husband's name being blankā¦ but when u call urself MRS WALIAā¦ what is your problem in writing Jai's name? If someone found any reasoning to this please let me know!
Pushkarā¦ tumhe Jai ne Bani ke duty de hai kya? Tumhe aur koi kaam nahi hai kyaš? Pushkar is a great friend and I wont debate that. But what I am uncomfortable is that in tellydom(read Ekta!) a genuine friendship is never treated the way it should be with sensitivity and dignity. And I definitely don't want Bani-Pushkar being linked up! Which I am sure is the next sick twist waiting to happenā¦ thanks to that stupid nurse and her over smartness!!! Pushkar ko pati banadiya. Actually Bani if u do get into trouble I would say 'serves u right' for not writing Jai's nameā¦ it was you who gave room for all this crapā¦ face it! How could u not write his name? Pyar Pyar na raha š
I am more than sure Jai wont create a big issueā¦ yes he will be sad coz Bani didn't write his nameā¦ but he will know that Bani wouldn't right someone's name esp Pushkar! But Piaā¦ will disgust the hell out of me when this piece of paper is circulated around!
Is it only me or does anyone think Bani's reaction to her pregnancy is lukewarm(infact almost cold!) What is surprising and confusing is that I can see her maternal instincts when it comes to Pia, Rano and even Jaiā¦ but when it came to this babyā¦ she has been completely cut off kinds. I don't think I am able to put it in proper wordsā¦ but I don't see that mother's warmth in Bani when it comes to the kidā¦ which is strange coz all Bani's relationships have a very strong maternal side to it.
I really was expecting Bani moist eyed when watching the baby in the monitorā¦ it was pretty blandā¦ I was wondering what Jai's expressions would have been if he was thereā¦ he would have in all probability made all of us cry and smile together. I only wish pushkar or rano someone manages to get Jai the CD of the sonography! It would be so niceā¦ I don't like him being forced to stay away from this experienceā¦. Bani how can you?
Bani spoke to the baby and said she is majboor to keep the baby and papa away from eachother and hopes the kid will understand someday! And if I was the kidā¦ I would already been kicking her and throwing a tantrum 'mujhe papa chahiye' afterall Jai's kidā¦ should be an expert at throwing tantrums! She holds Jai responsible for separating her mom from her and sisters(even though accidentally) What is she doing to her kid? Depriving it of father's loveā¦ and my duffer darling what are u planning to do? That u declared u wont allow the kid to be away from uā¦ tho ab kya hua?
Bani is weak and the doc tells her to take care and Bani was lostā¦ where? Thinking of jigyasa accusing her and Jai blasting jigyasa! What was the connection? What jigyasa said is bothering her??? Girl, get ur reasons right!!!
Pia is back to her waysā¦ and why is it sending our all the wrong signals to me??? Mujhe tho us din hi doubt hua thaā¦ jis din 'Its Pia Its pia' ka music play kar raha taā¦ when she said it is time for Pia to get ready. But not in my wildest dream did I expect her to turn up at a Walia group company! I saw the office and was convinced that some new guy is going to be introduced as Pia's boss. Infact looking at Pia's confidence in getting that job only made me giggle and say 'pushkar tu tho gaya kaam se'š you should have seen my face when I heard 'YEH KYA HORAHA HAI?' š² It must have resembled a deflated balloonš! I was like 'Tu yahan kya kar raha hai' Na, I am not one bit insecure about Jaiā¦from now on he will be a one woman man and that woman is Bani! But I simply didn't like it that it was Jai! wo kya hai na mujhe Pia par barosa nahi haiš”!
Jai ke bacheā¦ who asked you to buy an event management company? Now you better buy out the finance company Bani has joined. YOU BETTER!
Jai one more adviceā¦ BE YOURSELF! Ho kya gaya tumhe? Why have u become like this? I know u have realized ke forgiving everyone for however small, big their mistake is the latest lesson your have learntā¦ but that doesn't mean ke u let go of things so easilyā¦ just coz everyone is entitled to make mistakes! Ur sant Jai Walia act is not impressiveā¦ what sets u apart is your Human appeal. Jai you better understand ke what that forgiveness is not everythingā¦ what is more important is that the person who wants to be forgiven realizes his mistake and repents it and takes responsibility for that! And you deserve it, Pushkar deserved itā¦ but u just cant go around handing over maafi to everyone! I hope I don't see this Sant mahata act again.
Jai, I have always wondered why u make exception to family and friends when it comes to business? Is there an authentic corporate ladder in your businessš? I surely wouldn't want to work in your organizationš! Bani ko hi leloā¦ one day she was a waitress and the next day his General Manager! Abhi yeh Pia ma'am ko naukari kaise milli? Is it coz she is ur salli sahiba or she was genuinely worth that place? Apka to mujhe pata nahi but she is going to work in it like 'Mr. Walia mere jeeju hain!'
Now for the SHOCKER of entire Kasam Se storyā¦. Aditya is trying to kill Jai!?!? š²
I am not believing itā¦ but thenā¦ the worst does seem convincing to me. See I would have said that it was Jai walia's dimak behind all this and Aditya was just helping him to get back Bani. But thenā¦ if Jai had himself planned a fake shoot out, the police wont have made a case. Coz the police themselves were a part of Jai's death dramaā¦ so there is no point in continuing with the case. But then Jai was really shot at!!!
On Friday I didn't notice much I was busy crying with Jaiā¦ but when I caught the repeat todayā¦ they focused on aditya for a bit longer than usualā¦ and I brushed it aside thinking Aditya was determined to get Bani back with Jai. but in light of this revelationā¦ anything could be possible.
Btwā¦ if u see kind of put all the jigsaw pieces togetherā¦ the mystery is almost solved! Remember when the mechanic came alongā¦ Aditya was with Jai and was the one who saved the mechanic. And then the mechanic disappearedā¦ and we concluded it was Jaiā¦ but was it Jai really? There was more than once that Aditya asked Jai about the Raazā¦ Jai just cut him off. Wasn't he the one who arranged for Sandy's show out of the blue? But one thing that is still a mystery is why will Aditya be against Jai? Property? Ya kuch aur? Are the creatives really thinking of Kiran-Aditya angle? Or is it just plain Property issue? Property could be the reason. If he is the white gloved guyā¦ then it is clear that the man didn't want to harm Baniā¦ but wanted Jai to send Bani away from him. Coz Bani was never harmed, Jai was simply threatened! Did the arrival of the Walia's 'waris' trigger off something so drasticā¦ a plot to kill Jai? Now I am worried about all the 3 of them. š
Now if u take the future trackā¦ it makes a lot of sense that Aditya turns negative! Imagine Pushkar finds out 1st, then Bani is convinced that Aditya is involvedā¦ she tells Jai this and Jai will blast her off! Then it will be a tussle between Jai and Bani over their respective friends!!!
What nonsense am I talking??? Aditya better be innocentā¦ it may be all Jai Walia's stupid plan! It better beā¦ I cant see Jai's trust being broken again. I am dreading the day Jai will find out. š
Btw what is Aditya's real name? Man that guy gave some performance todayš. He looked so coldā¦ couldnt believe he was the same guy who was Jai's support system, a father like figure to Bani and an entertainer who put a smile with his antics. I was just thinking of all his antics and one word that came to my mind was 'Joker'! Joker in a pack of cards is ambiguous but it is indeed the most powerful cardā¦ kabhi bhi baazi palat sakta haiā¦infront of the jokerā¦ the Ace, King, Queenā¦ no one has a chance. Is Aditya the joker in this story? He has been in a literal senseā¦ but strategically??? š
What is my verdict? That I am MADš”! Aditya cant do anything like thatā¦ he cant! They better come up with some explanationā¦before I go into a denial mode! I don't want Aditya to negative even if means Jai will be acquitted in the park road case! It will be the worst blow to Jai for Jai. š
Pia got the job! And her views on Jai changed yet againš! She think Jai is capable of giving all KUSHI in the world to Bani!!! Talk about being fickle minded and I can think of only Pia!!! Why am I even bothered what she thinks of Jai? Why do I need her views to know what Jai is made of. She just bugs me no endā¦. I only wish I could be indifferent towards her. Bani has got a job and is very happy. Pia decides not to tell Bani that she is working for Walias.
Pia gives Bani the idea of divorcing Jai and claming annulmentā¦ Bani disturbed by that idea said that she didn't have a marriage with Jaiā¦ it was just a compromise and she doest have a right on anything which is hisā¦ except HIS CHILDš! Spare me Bani, I wonder what hell will break loose the day Jai says the same dialogue...!!!
Roshini is back! And why on earth was I happy that it was Roshini? Coz I dreaded someone else joining the Anti Jai camp! A known enemy is anyday better compared to a mysterious friend! š
End of an a overly eventful episodeā¦ it was a just a trailer of all the wrong things that are waiting to happenā¦ all hell is waiting to break loose and Jai is the center of it allš! And I want Jai to wade through this himself! They better not make Bani and Pushkar become his saviours! I want to see Jai facing it in his styleā¦ But my guess is that Bani will come back coz of this. Pushkar and she will corner that stranger and get to know that there is someone in the Walia mansion who is behind Jai's life and Bani being Bani will go back to find out who that person is and her kufiya mission with Pushkar is only going to create hell! Another possibility is Jai is attacked again and his stars will say his wife being with him will avert the danger and Massi will beg plead Bani to get back to Jai and Bani will! In all probability Bani should be back with Jai in max 10 daysā¦ how? Ekta has to decide!!!
The actual hero/villian of the day was the script! Actors didn't have much to doā¦ but Aditya stood out among all the performancesā¦ Ram thanks for sparing us today! We really couldn't have coped it with Jai's heart break along with so many shocks.
That's it from meā¦.
Lots of luv
Anu
Anupamaa
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