Indira-i am an angry young woman. The world has not seen enough of her kind, while we have had plenty of angry young men.some are killed early;some spend a lifetime in anonymity; and some turn into politicians and all the revolution inside them simply fizzles out.
In all this social conditioning, we tend to forget that anger is only a reaction to something outside of oneself, a reaction to an oppressive system. I write of Indira as an angry young woman, even as it requires skill to maintain the rage and let it reflect in my writings.
eventually,all bad things come to an end is the mantra to chant for indira s survival chances in life! wish it occurs though! -indira though shocks'-no one has taken birth yet to get me evicted from SN'!-Pure brilliance! .if at all rati di didnt make the cut for the awards ,i m convinced the juries are hellbent on satisfying themselves with the 'haanji',main tumse pyaar karti hoon,mujhe maaf kardho' wali dialogues..etc etc..im not on my sarcasm mode today,oh well,not wishing to barring the sentence above...lets go back to our angry young woman!
yesterday,duality at play.during sunaina s fiasco,indira almost gave me a rollercoaster ride with my thoughts.almost sly act of thundering between both sides by indira! i was actually aghast as to why indira wasnt gung ho about the leaving et al.the indira i know would have dragged and put an end to the tamasha ! she overtook my sense of observation there.at one point she looked like she wasnt ok with it,and yet she convinced me that she is ok! when i completely believed the former,her end explanation stumped me!..i rewatched the scene and connected .there,i completely was astounded by the artist s level of understanding! see,in most serials,these sly acts are easily catchable through ott expression and dialogues seem forced.here,i couldnt at all.duality at its best.the best thing about her is that she underplays her duality so well that it looks way too real...any other adjectives to describe her brilliance?...
the eerie atmosphere returned with bang today...kutumb,inder,bua-awesome threesome gave birth to my title of the day-angry young woman ,indira! what a sight it was! an angered person is an hatred to all,here,she is my favourite to the core! perfect picturisation in a single frame,the anger on her face,the walk,eventual trampling finally,reaching final destination,the place where human make or break,their own room!indira blew her frustration,anger in her room.objects became outer victims in the physical state,mentally it needed a break.question is,what will give indira her break? surely,the answers lied on one ,even that path turned awry based on next conversations...but indira never waits for anyone..indira carves her own path ...and she proved it again.. when i think of indira,i think of her as one imperfect unique soul whom makes me think hours even after the epi end raving in her thoughts...RATI DI! salutations! amidst all,there was one scene i took to heart .indira helped kutumb up and there was a moment pause on indira s longing look at her mother.kutumb had her eyes on inder the whole time and not a gaze even at indira.when she realised that,the look she gave was of a multitude of emotions.Was it sadness,irritation,craving for love type or anger or a mixture of all was a recurring query from my side when i watched indira.im not able to say no to the last option -mixture of all- simply because if it reflected by our queen of expressions ,then there s no differing!only she can do it ,na!-my song for rati di' -cant take my eyes off you,-i seriously cant,not now,not ever!
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Udne Ki Aasha
