Sacred Sin
Part 5
i am very depressed, literally on verge of crying..😭
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Uday told them to wait and he was gone to get the taxi but poor soul had no idea that they won't listen to him.
Aarti couldn't wait more to ask Heer about this newly found topic. She knotted her dupata for few seconds and finally asked her.
Heer, why does it feels good when someone kisses you? she asked innocently and Heer felt like ground is slipping under her feet.
What? How do you know? Did.. I mean did someone kissed you?
Beejee's face zoomed in front of Heer's eyes and she prayed that nothing of that sort would have happened.
Aarti looked at her in confusion.The way Heer reacted seemed that it was something really bad. She had a feeling that heer won't be able to understand her.
She shook her head in fear.
No!
But is it bad to kiss someone? I know it's immoral but what if you also want to be kissed in return? I mean.. I don't know how to put in words. She tried to explain her.
Heer didn't knew how to answer. She knew if beeje comes to know that she has told Aarti something out of way she will kill her.
Somewhere even she was now fearing. Maybe they made a grave mistake by sneaking out. But here even if they got caught, alteast she won't be solely blamed. But if beeje get to know about all this then she will surely know it's none other than Heer so she tried her best not to divulge in details.
Hmm, yeah its bad to kiss someone.
Did you see that scene in the movie, where they kissed each other and then?
Yeah yeah..I know but look they loved each other na. And please never even think like that.. NEVER kiss a guy. Heer paused and then continued
You know these guys make fool of you. They leave you when you get pregnant.
Aarti looked at her with horrified expressions hovering over her face.
What? You become pregnant if you kiss? Heer, do you think I am a fool?You are mistaken. you don't get pregnant by merely kissing someone.
She didn't know much but at least she knew that you can't get pregnant just by kissing.
Yeah you don't get pregnant by kissing someone. Heer clarified.
For that you have to.. I mean..
Kahan phas gayi mai. Heer thought and continued
For that you have to. she didn't know how to put it in words and then again beeje face appeared in her mind and she decided to keep her mouth shut.
Yeah I know for that you have to sleep with someone. Aarti casually completed her sentence.
Yeah right. heer confirmed her analysis happily although she knew what Aarti meant by sleeping. She only knew that boy and girl sleep together and she took that term too literal.
Heer decided to run away from the situation from this dangerous situation.
You wait here. I will look for Uday.
No yaar, Uday specifically told us not to move from here. Aarti tried to stop her.
I will be back in a minute. But heer dashed from there to look for uday.
(galz plz do play this song if you want to get real feel of the song..)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clr-5FqjTLc&feature=related
Aye ajnabi tu bhi kabhi aawaaz de kahin se
Hey stranger, you're calling out from somewhere too.
Aye ajnabi tu bhi kabhi aawaaz de kahin se
Hey stranger, you're calling out from somewhere too.
Main yahan tukdon mein jee raha hoon
I'm living here in pieces --
Main yahan tukdon mein jee raha hoon
I'm living here in pieces --
Tu kahin tukdone mein jeen rahi hai
somewhere you're living in pieces, too
He just walked out of the house in frustration, totally unaware where he was actually heading.
That girl was driving him insane. Her innocent face, her deep eyes, her luscious lips everything was tormenting him. He desperately wanted to forget her.
But those eyes were chasing him. One small part within him wanted to see that stranger once again or wanted to hear her once.
But another dominant part wanted to erase even slightest trace of her memory off his mind. He didn't know who she was and where she was right now.
Yes she was a stranger but yet she seemed to be so familiar.
Roz roz resham si hawa aate jaate kehti hai bataEach day, as it comes and goes, the silken wind says, "Tell me!"
Resham si hawa kehti hai bata
The silken wind says, "Tell me!"
Vo jo doodh dhuli masoom kali
The one who is like a pale, innocent flowerbud --
Vo hai kahan kahan hai
that girl, where, where is she?
Vo roshni kahan hai vo jaansi kahan hai
Where is her light? The one who is my very life - where is she?
Main adhoora tu adhoori jee rahein hain
I am incomplete, and you're only half-alive.
It was dark and it seemed that sky would pour at any moment. Cold breeze blew again, reminding him of her angel.
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Aarti was standing there when someone jerked her towards him.
Wow rani.. Waiting for someone? How much would you charge? She tried to free her hand but failed.
He was totally out of his senses as he was drunk.
Leave me you idiot. She again tried to free her hand.
Uday! She screamed.
The person loosened his grip to see if anyone was with her. She took advantage of the loose grip and pushed him with full force and ran from there.
Aye ajnabi tu bhi kabhi aawaaz de kahin se
Hey stranger, you're calling out from somewhere too.
Aye ajnabi tu bhi kabhi aawaaz de kahin se
Hey stranger, you're calling out from somewhere too.
Main yahan tukdon mein jee raha hoon
I'm living here in pieces --
Main yahan tukdon mein jee raha hoon
I'm living here in pieces --
Tu kahin tukdone mein jeen rahi hai
somewhere you're living in pieces, too
Tu to nahin hai lekin teri muskurahatein hain
You're not here, but your smile is.
Chehra nahin hai par teri aahatein hain
Your face is nowhere to be found, but the sound of your footsteps are.
She looked back to ensure if he was following her when she bumped into a rock hard chest. She closed her eyes and the warmth seemed to be so familiar.
The same masculine smell was drugging her again. It was him. She could tell while her eyes were still closed.
Thunder bolted on the sky and rain started pouring heavily. She hugged him tightly.
She could tell the difference. This very person forcefully kissed her yesterday but even then it felt so secure to be near him. Whereas the person who held her hand. His touch was so disgusting and repulsive for her.
But here she wanted to hide herself in him. The feeling that he was passing through that simple hug was indescribable.
Aarti hugged him as tighter as possible. She inhaled deeply in his chest to get feel of his scent once more.
All he knew was that he was walking on that road when someone bumped into him. He couldn't see the face but he knew it was her. It was his angel, same angel whom he had kissed yesterday.
Her warmth her scent her softness. He was unable to take anything out of his mind since yesterday. He could still feel her lips and the moment she hugged him current of pleasure ran though his body.
Gush of heavy wind blew, bringing more rain with it. They both stood there in rain while she was hugging him.
Tu hai kahan kahan hai
Where are you, where?
Tera nishaan kahan hai
Where is there a sign of you,
Mera jahan kahan hai
Where is there a sign of you,
Main adhoora tu adhoori jee rahein hain
I'm incomplete, and you're only half-alive.
Aye ajnabi tu bhi kabhi aawaaz de kahin se
Hey stranger, you're calling out from somewhere too.
Aye ajnabi tu bhi kabhi aawaaz de kahin se
Hey stranger, you're calling out from somewhere too.
Main yahan tukdon mein jee raha hoon
I'm living here in pieces --
Main yahan tukdon mein jee raha hoon
I'm living here in pieces --
Tu kahin tukdone mein jeen rahi hai
somewhere you're living in pieces, too
He wanted her to never cross his path. But then why was this happening? She was again their on his way unwantedly and unexpectedly.
No I don't want this.
I can control so many people easily
Then why can't I control this damn feeling within me..? why..?
Yash Singh Sindhia can be anything. But he can't be weak. I don't care about anyone. ANYONE..! and who this girl is? I don't even know her.
He grasped her shoulder and pushed her back to maintain distance between them.
Her eyes. There was so much worry and panic in those eyes. These eyes didn't deserve this panic or worry. No its not for these eyes. he thought but cursed himself again for thinking like that.
Woh.. She looked back and pointed at empty space. He is after me.
He looked into her eyes again. The panic and worry was replaced by hope.
She knew that he would save her. She trusted him.
That trust pierced him. He could not afford to have that trust. Not at all..
Go to hell! he barked.
She looked at him flabbergasted.
How can you think that I would care who is after you? Its none of my business. I am not your body guard. UNDERSTAND!
Her eyes welled up at his rude words.
Nobody talks to me so rudely. She complained..
I am not nobody. I am Yash Singh Sindhia and YSS does what he wants.
If you are not used to this way then it's not my problem.
She was born princess. All her life she has seen people following her orders and here a stranger was insulting her with his rude words. It was unacceptable.
Shut up! Shut up! How dare you talk to me like that?
She raised his hand to hit him on his chest but he grabbed her hands.
Don't ever shout at me. He warned her.
It doesn't make any difference to you that someone is chasing me? haan? She asked him.
Even she didn't knew what she was doing she was trusting and expecting from a stranger to care for her and to save her.
Her innocent eyes were filled with so many expressions. He wanted to hug her and tell her that everything would be alright. He wanted to tell her that he was there with her, but he couldn't.
This conflicting emotions were driving him insane. he was seething in anger. he increased the pressure on her wrists.
Leave my hands. how dare you hurt me?
Just keep quit. he shouted without leaving her wrists.
Oh just shut up! she shouted again in pain because the pressure of his hands on her wrist was hurting her.
I said DON'T ever SHOUT AT ME. he repeated again.
What will you do haan? I will shout. its my will. why would I listen to a person who don't even care about me? her words annoyed him further and he couldn't let her speak further.
He left her hands and held her waist bringing her closer to himself. She looked at him. it seemed that he wanted to repeat the last night.
Don't shout! He warned her.
Or else? She asked him innocently yet in low tone that seemed seducing to his ears.
Else. He looked at her lush lips. He again felt his throat tightening in desire and without the second thought. He again slammed his lips on her.
She was again drowning in that pleasure. His hands were roaming on her back, bringing her closer while he was angrily kissing her..
She was unable to respond. she didn't knew how to kiss him back. She just let him do what he wanted.
He kissed her harshly first but then started kissing her slowly. His one hand supported her nape to adjust her properly so that he could deepen the kiss.
He wanted her to respond. He wanted to experience that feeling so badly. When she didn't responded he nibbled her lip in frustration, making it bleed.
Aarti.. Aarti.. She got aware of her surrounding when Uday's voice hit her ear.
He was kissing her fervently. He was way too lost right now. The temptation was so strong that he was violently pressing her waist with his body, nearly digging his nail into her slender waist.
She pushed him and this single push was enough to make him realize what he was doing. he left her abruptly.
Aarti..!! Now voice seemed to coming from near.
He brushed his hands in his hair and turned back to vanish again into the darkness, leaving her alone with this new temptation.
yeh mujhe kya ho raha hain
mera apne aap pe kabo kho raha
ek hi baar use mil ke
dobara milne ki tamanna hain
mera dil mujh se hi
bewafa ho raha hain
mein kya karoo is dil ka
jo baar us ko soch raha hain
kitne maine wada kiye
apne dil ko band rakhne ke
par use ek baar dekh kar
mera dil ko woh sab bhool gaye
uski masoomiyat ne
mere dil ko aise dharkaya
ke mein sab kuch bhool kar
us ke phir kareeb hua
(Poem by Jasraj123)
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Edited by aniee.h - 13 years ago
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