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Hey guys...first of all, I would like to thank all of you for being there in my unconditional support throughout this whole FF copy mishap.
Had a long talk with the moderators, and it has been proven that the id "Bianca88" operates from the same IP address as mine. Thanks to the mods, this could be traced. I am shocked myself as I have been operating from our hostel cybercafe, and have even shared the soft copy of my FF with some others who have been IF readers and members from my college. But nothing like this had happened before.
So automatically, there was a certain "suspect" that I had copied my own FF and called myself names using a different id...
Those who have known me closely in this forum [and those who have read my FF] will know for a fact that I am an emotional person. The character Lattie is very me..so you can guess. Which is why, now to continue in IF is very tough for me.
Although I was never once blamed or anything, and have been given the benefit of doubt...I will never be able to interact and be a part of D3 forums in the same way. I have loved every minute spent here, and have made some amazing friends - especially Surbhi Mathur [purely pyaari...my long lost sister😊], Shishir[tremendous sense of humor, u rock!], Rafi [hats off to all ur posts...and our love for swaron and swammy], Suchita [have always loved ur enthusiasm and goodness for supporting everyone...and ur meditation techniques in one post😆] , Shivani [Shivu...I just hope and pray u find someone exactly like Reyansh...you are so amazing!], Kittu [Krittika...ur posts have always been so much fun to read...and our opinions have somehow always matched!], meevee [my namesake - the other Meera], damoncrazy [all ur encouragement over my FF has meant so much to me...and so sorry, could never really write that Lattie-Imran sequel...really wanted to], asha_arsha [tumhe bhi ek Kunwar amar zaroor milega! you are so special], and how can I forget my dear dear Sujana [another emotional soul-sister...with a heart of gold]... and so many others whose names I am not able to recall because I am crying right now.
I am sorry guys, I cannot continue here with this baggage, so I am moving on. I will always feel that at least some people are looking at me with suspicion. I might be thinking too extreme, but today I feel all the love and trust I had earned here has been crushed.
I wanted to copy paste the entire conversation I had with the mods with all of you, but that is against the rules, and Ishan has been so nice and understanding to me, so I will never break that rule, even if I desperately wanted to share everything with you guys. They have been very polite and very nice...so no hard feelings at all. I think D3 has the best mods ever 👏
Its just that I wanted to share at least the gist with you all, as you all have been there for me throughout, and I owe you the truth.
Iske baad chahe aap log mera jo bhi conclusion nikale. I love u all, and will always miss you.
Have had my final word with Ishan, and my id will be banned soon.
Do take very good care of yourselves, you are all gorgeous and the best! And in a small way at least, remember me and Lattie always...
Love u!
Meera
P.S: Rafi, Shishir and Surbhi...keep supporting my Maheshwari and Swaron with the same zeal as we did forever 😆😭
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