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Coming To the Part-1 yes its AR ultimate realization for strong feeling for each other .FF will be in Flashback and some stances of past are highlighted to link up with happening in the chapter😳.Since Its a Boy Prespective and Boys prespective FF so every feeling a bit of it i have tried to express .
PART-1
Pleasing Answers
Tears made way From his eyes ,He has Tears of Happiness in his eyes, a relief, delighted with whatever he observed today .A contentment and satisfaction were clear on his face ,He was overwhelmed with a feel of immense pleasure he received With her one Blush on her face ,possessive sight of hers for him makes his feel of love with her even more .She reciprocates his love ,Yes she loved him and only him ,She never uttered a Word to him that "yes she do" .How much she might have hold back her feelings .Concern reflects in his face ,He had affectionate feeling for her agony, Her angst her suffering, He can feel it Now .Yes He feels his heart connected to hers how much he felt when he First time realized "he loves her" without even having a clue of her strong feelings for him ,it tortured him bad .And he was well aware of the Fact how much it hurts ,its aches when someone u loves don't give back what u feel .Armaan now knows it harasses yes it does.
He remembered That interaction with, sapna and Riddhima when she pointed Riddhima ,Fake
(FLASHBACK)
Riddhima , I know how sweet You are so stop enacting all bholi bhali ,I know it all.Main tumhe bohat acche se samjahti hoon, sapna yelled
stop it, sapna what are You saying ?Clear your point.,Armaan Confused
Riddhima was all tears and seeing this Armaan was taken aback, how much he thank Riddhima for bringing the two together was less, Instead of being thankful she was sarcastic and ironic and her comment he can't take it!!
In anger brimming inside him,He shouted
Stop it sapna, Stop it Right now .You are Just so Mean I got Your true colors today .Everthing happens for good Today I saw Your real face.
Riddhima please chup ho jaao,Please mein sapna ki side se tumhe sorry boltah hoon I m so sorry for whatever she said.
Armaan,What are u doing she's coming between and and tum hi use sorry bol rahe hoo..i go it anybody can get trapped she makes her face soo innocently huh..
Nahi sapna I swear I never want this, tumhe aisa kyu lagta hai?Riddhima spoke up in her defence
Riddhima,u don't need to give any explanation if You think like this sapna its okh,If You thinks she's coming in our way its okh. I want her to come she's my friend I share every feel with her and if I am with u its because she convinced me.
"You a Very good girl" was her words.Ahh now I got it how foolish I was to believe that.I will not listen to any word against her You Got That.
Come with me Riddhima.I said now
(He walked with her ,He was headstrong, He was gnashing his teeths was soo irritated)
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Remembering this instance ,He wondered y was he soo incensed,Why her tears was making him upset.Why he didn't want her to listen anything or give any explanations she wasn't responcible for?Why he can't tolerate any fingers on her truthfulness and dedication towards making him and sapna together?
That time he thought that she was his friend and just a minor misunderstanding made her the guilty and an wrongdoer?Even though she did all for him ? But Today after his final insight he got all his answers.He cared for her ,Sharing His feeling his simplest problem as a friend to her dives him happiness and comfort.Why he felt bad when one day he can't talk to her. All questions answer was in Figuring out one serene feel "love".
Pacifying himself he spoke to Himself 'Riddhima Gupta' I know u love me and I bet out I'll make u admit , now stop hiding Your feeling from me. I promise you your painful days will be soon a happy one. We will be Together Forever and Ever .I cannot repay you tears you shed for me, when I was bitter, when I ignored you to fullest, when you saw me with other girls . I could understand Your feeling,He remembered How shattered he Was when one of his friend Confessed his feel to her,It felt like killing that person On spot ,Blood ran through his nerves and how he handle himself was Something he couldn't bear in mind ,It was a tease inside his heart a thorny feeling,
Love for her was clearly visible in his eyes , It was Today's Day and the First day they met .He wasn't aware she will be the one ,she were near but yet far away. This was his sense of sucha strong feel towards her, it was Journey From his ultimate realization to assured feel from her side
Thinking the feel ,he never undergone,it was a new phase of life for him a new encounter with actual pain ,new encounter with happiness, new encounter with desire a longing feeling he longs to be with her, he craves to know her more, he yearns to talk to her whole day, whole life , he wants to hold her tight in his embrace
Thinking all this aspects his center of attention was towards what he did to himself? Yes he loves her ,yes he cares for her, yes he can't stand her with boy except himself and "Yes he loves her" which now according to his was Beautiful feel a bliss? But what happened to him when he wasn't sure of her's to be his? He lost his control he was passionate, envious and was out of senses as today he was back to reality he found himself all opposite.He was bothered and clouds of Frustations surrounded him for a seconds.
He smirked in little frustration and said to himself ,"Armaan mallik" the one on whom Girls go flatly nuts was himself nuts For one Girl, He's in love and Today he's back in his senses . How much worried sick which earlier was so called "Love" for him made him.
Aww he wonder what he did not do in last 1years when she befriended him he did in this 5 months , Wow Dude You Rock why the hell I entered in 17th year yaar ,In 11th bloddy standard I did this, Jealousy wasn't Your cup of tea Armaan Mallik u were a Complete jealous pit , Fighting You weren't those kinds who fight like that where the Your decency went??
OMG what more will be changed for you Riddhima?
He was the most happiest person in this planet! he was just a teenager irrespective of what will be the conseqences of this "Dillagi".He was wandering in a fantasise world where he know only one line"and they live happily ever after"
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As soon as She entered in the house she removed her dirty shoes and socks outside and wiped her tears, Her eyes were Blood shot red .After today incident she should be happy but she was toned-down and dull .she dread to see him overprotective, she dread to receive a simple signal from him ,she dread to see same feel in his ever speaking eyes which use to tell her his dilemma, his thoughts which speaks his heart out ,Being secretly and deeply in love with him from 1 year and 5months .she can read his every expressions and Today her most beautiful dream she crave clearly seemed to be fulfilled. She was without a doubt sure he feels for her the same way .Yet she was reluctant, She suppressed her very emotions, her desire, her dream to be his.
Riddhima was a Totally matured Girl she had it all, delicateness of a Young teen ,Beautiful soft heart, Pure soul and a maturity and simplicity that adds to her outer beauty and makes her a Inner beauty as well. She loved her family and never in her dream she can do anything that can make her go against her family.
As she was moving to her room In her very own thoughts she was soo indulged in her thoughts that she didn't saw the vase stand, as the vase broke down and a big piece of glass got inside lower back of her foot ,as soon as she groaned in pain
(Padma and Anjali entered the hall)
Padma shouted as soon as she sawed RIDZIIs foot bleeding badly
Arrey rizii ,yeh kaisa hua dekh kar chala karo ?dard ho raha hoga nah aao betho
Who mom mera dhyaan kahi aur tha so isse takraa gaye? She groaned in pain
Ridzi tumhe apna khayal rakhna chaiye nah,see its bleeding badly
Chalo main tumhari dressing kar deti hoon,Padma said
riddhima was still in her thoughts when ,she heard anji dii shouting
Ridzi tum sun rahi hoo nah??
Jee Dii cuts bhot gehra hai aur glass bhi Andar chala gaya hai toh doctor ko bulaa ligiyeee,'Ridzii expressed
Ridziii tum bhul rahe hoo your dii is a Doctor beta,go and change Anji tumhara Dressing kar degi
(After ridzii went to her room)
Mom aajkal Ridz bahut disturbed lagti hai I hope sab normal hoo,Use kya ho sakta hai?Anji questioned
Haan anji beta ,Mujhe bhi ridzii thodi udas si lagti hai aajkal kuch padhai se related problem hoogi,Padma pacified Anjali
Yeah mom maybe aap sahi kehr rahe hoo,Anjali said agreeing with hier mom
Riddhima changed in her Simple suit which she use to wear at Home.laying on her bed she was Weeping ,She was crying Her foot Bleedout bad but the pain she Got from that was very little to what she's going through.Her souls cries.She was Well known she'z just 17 and wasn't suppose to Be indulged in such a strong feelings,But her heart always overpowered her thinking power ,her Mind afterall she loved him to depth of her.She know wht will be consequences she was insecure,Insecure about him.Insecure about her family relations,Insecure about his suffereing..All she thought was she wasn't responding to his feeling giving him hurt which she never in her life wished to Give him.she can Deny on his Face but she know she can Run away from this feel,But can never deny she loves him,Yes she was a small girl,yes she was a girl whose family strongly believes in cast and creed ,Religion and Community prominent But the reality was she belongs to him.But she was adamant to her conclusion of not confessing it ,she will hide it all for sake of her family,her father and Mother because of whom she was standing in this phase of life and who brought her to world and because of them she met him and loved him.
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