SS: Forever and then some more...updated

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He needed tonight as much as she did. He needed to make love to her, to show her that he was not like that demon. He needed to make love to her, to feel human again. With every slow thrust he felt like he was coming alive. He buried his face deep in her mahogany hair and whispered her name repeatedly, "khushi...". He could feel her fingers clench his hair and pull at it's strands. It might have hurt, but he couldn't feel any pain.

He lifted himself up slightly to take her face in is hands, to kiss her and take all her misery in the one kiss.Tears steamed down her face...he stopped immediately, horrified that he was hurting her. "khushi..." he moaned out as he withdrew from deep within her,"
"nahi..." she whispered out in protest, "why didnt you tell me I am hurting you?" Arnav recoiled in horror hating himself for being selfish. Of course this is not what she needed. Not after everything that she had been through. He couldn't bare to look at her, he turned his face away. He felt her gaze linger on him for a while longer and burned him with shame.

She needed him to feel cherished and loved. To be complete again. With every thrust she could feel his love, his need for her and that gave her release. The tears which had been bottled up for so many months now flowed freely. And then he stopped.
She watched him, how his expression changed as he withdrew from her. How he looked horrified at seeing her face. His lips moved but she couldn't fathom what he said. Se just stared. "he must hate me. He must think it's a mistake. I disgust him" she thought to herself as he turned away from her.she looked a while longer and then turned around and curled herself into a fetal position and cried silently.

Arnav knew she was crying. But he didn't know what to do. His heart ached out and wanted to scoop her into his arms and tell her that he would make all the pain go away. But his mind wouldn't let him. His mind chided him for being selfish, that it was him who needed her touch, not her. She needed time and space. He had made a very important decision for her life today without so much as to consulting her. Of course she hated him. But what choice did he have? He gently got off the bed and silently walked out of the bedroom.

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"bhai, u ok?" Akash asked as he put a hand on Arnav's shoulder.
"yes thanks I am fine. How is di? "
"bohut upset thi. Nani ke kamre mein hai. She hasnt cried yet. Ek bhi aansoo nahi! I think thoda ro legi to mann Halka ho jayega...aur khushiji, i mean bhabhi?"
Arnav looked into the distance as he pondered on what akashi had said. "bhabhi."..he paused at the sound of that word from Akash, he felt his heart soar for a brief second but then then the image of her curled up in the sheets, naked and broken flooded his mind. "... Theek hai. So rahi hai" he replied softly. He closed his eyes tightly shut and for the first time he said a prayer "please god, let her be ok."
"mien di ko ek baar dekhloon jaake..." he excused himself from Akash and strode towards nani's room.
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Arnav paused outside the door. He hadn't faced her since the events of the day. He couldn't bring himself to. Not after what he had done. But he had to see her. Even if it was in her sleep, just to see that she was still there. She was still breathing... He pushed the door slightly. The room was illuminated completely with moonlight.
He saw his precious di laying one the bed, with her had in nani's lap. Nani stroked her hair gently and sung a lullabye. Just like ma used to. Nani looked up as she caught the door move, she watched as her grandson slid I to the room ever so silently and leaned back on the wall by the door. With her free hand she signal led for him to join them. Arnav walked across the room.

Anjali stirred as Arnav came closer, she sat up with a start, Arnav reached out and caught her hand. "Di..." hi swallowed the lump in his throat pushing it back down to sit heavily on his heart. He tried agai "Di, I am so sorry. I promised myself that I will always look after you. That I would move heaven and he'll to make you the happiest person in the world. Everything I have ever wanted in my life was your happiness but I made a mess. I couldn't do it. I never meant to, but I didn't know what to do..."
He was blabbing he knew it. She put her fingers over his lips and whispered "bus chote...bus.."

Anjali watched the demons dance in her little brothers eyes. She could feel the lump in his throat. She knew he blamed himself... But for what. And why. He was blabbing...nonsensically so she raised her hand to stope him. She opened her arms towards him and said "chote tum ho na? Aur wada to humne bhi kiya tha ke mummy papa ke kami kabhi khalne na doongi apni bhai ki zindagi mien... To hum bhi to hair Gaye na?" he hugged her tight and they both cried. They sobbed together all three of them - each for their own sorrows but each feeling the others pain.

After a while as their tears subsided, Anjali looked up and placed her hand on arnav's cheek, " chote, khushi kaisi hai? Tumhe usko akeli nahi chorna chaiye...bohut Kuching se guzri hai who bechari...jao tum...hum theek hai...nani hai na humare paas.." with that she pushed him away. Arnav felt a huge weight lift off his chest as he saw that di actually meant what she said. She was amazing. For the second time tonight he called out to god "look after my sister and be her pillar of strength and protect her."

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Part 2 later on this page.
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He walked back to his own room. Khushi sat on the bed. She had woken earlier to find herself alone. "he can't even bear to be by my side..." she had dressed herself back into the green sari she was wearing earlier, the blouse was ripped at one shoulder leaving it exposed. She pulled the sheets around her. She had to speak with him. She willed him to enter... And the door opened silently.

His eyes closed as the flashbacks came to him.

*****Flashback 1*****

"anjali beta, sub theek ho jayega. Bhagwan pe bharosa rakhiye." nani soothed. Akash had rushed in with nani on arnav's request. Di might need a woman he had thought.
"dekh na bache, tere paas sab Kuch to hai. Hum hai, chote hai, ghar... Hume to khushi ki bhi chinta khaye ja rana hai. Isse koun apnayega. Dekho to bechari toot chuki"
Main Karunga shaadi. Arnav pulled khushi up to her feet and dragged her to the the little mandir in the house. Stained his finger with sindhoor from Devi-maiyya's forehead and smeared it on khushi's mang. Pulled his own gold chain over his head, the one his mother hand given him and put it around khushi's neck. The marriage was complete. She just stared at him the entire time. He never even asked her if that's what she wanted.

****Flashback 2****
"mr raizada, we will take it from here. Please let him go. Leave it to us." the officers told Arnav as he continued to punch a now unconscious Shyam. The police left with shyam. He was on his knees. His sitter ws standing frozen at the door. Khushi sat motionless at the corner of the room.

*****Flashback 3***

Arnav and Anjali were out shopping for Diwali. She was so happy teasing him. He tried his best to take his mind off the events of the last Diwali. When she left him. No wait, he asked her to. He knew she was married now...to who, where he didn't know.
"chote! Dekho khushiji! Aur Uske saath...Arnav finished the sentence for her. "jiju?"
He started towards them. Anjali held her hand out to stop him. He understood what she meant. She needed proof.
His heart skipped a thousands beats seeing Khushi. After she left his life had lost lustre. Lavanya had left him and for that he was thankful. He immersed himself into his ASR persona and even convinced himself that he was happy behind that facade.
But seeing her that day opened up something deep inside. A longing crept into his heart. She was still beautiful. She wore a pink sari. But something was amiss. He stared a while longer. It was almost as though she were a ghost. She was, walking, talking but there was no smile.
Anjali and Arnav followed them. At the house they watched her go about her business. Shyam came, he was screaming. She covered her eyes. She retreated to a corner. Fell to her knees was begging him. His hand came thundering down. Arnav ran in. He would take revenge.

*****current*****
he walked across the room. Her gaze slowly averted down to her fingers , which pulled her knees in towards her. He sat from across her. " khushi , Maine tumse poocha bhi nahi ke tum kya chahti ho. Mujhe pata hai ke tum abhi iss shaadi se khush to nahi ho sakti... Per shayad mujhe maaf kardogi.

"aapne apni zindagi kyun barbaad ki? Aapne kyun ki humse shaadi? Aap pyar to nahi karte? To phiroze kyun? She searched for answers in his eyes. "aur phir thodi der pehle dub hum... Aap humare Sath... "her words trailed as she felt a quick blush to her face. She remembered the hunger she had seen in his eyes. It had scared her at first but then the way he had kissed her so gently, she forgot the fear. She let her body dissolve at his touch as his hands had roamed her figure. She could still feel his touch all over her body. "aap ko Humpe Taras aa raha tha isiliye...? "
"what the- NO! khushi that's not why... I thought... " he didn't bother finishing his statement but just pulled her into his arms. "let's try this again shall we?" he leaned forward pushing her back onto the pillow. Kissed her gently and felt her ease under him. She parted her lips slightly Inviting his tongue into her mouth. He could taste her tears. He felt anger pulse at his temples briefly but it quickly subsided as he felt her hand on his neck. He deepened the kiss and allowed his hands to roam freely over her body. He felt himself harden with her every touch. She let out soft moans as his hand found her right breast. He gently slid the pallu off her shoulder and placed a kiss on her shoulder. He trailed kisses from her shoulder to her collarbone and the down wards. He saw the gentle rise of her chest and looked up as she arched her back to meet his lips. Her eyes cooed and lips parted. He opened her blouse hooks slowly, kissing every portion of her as he exposed her. With his other hand he took off her sari, lifted her gently and shoved the material off the bed. She lay there with her blouse open at the front and her petticoat on he slowly pushed one of legs up bent at the knee and held on to her foot. He nudged the blouse open and the sight of her taught nipple caught his breath. He bent down and took it in his mouth. She moaned out loud, he suckled on it a little, looking up with his eyes to watch her reaction. His other hand now moved from her foot up her smooth leg and rested on her knee.
She was oblivious to everything around her except what he was doing to her. She was losing all inhibitions and moaned louder with every touch. She had never known it could be like this. She had only ever experienced pain and torture. She had never been pleasured, only used. "aaahh..." she gasped as she felt his hand on her thigh, moving upwards, slowly but surely.she felt her skin burn at every touch. She felt a heat form at her feminine core. She felt him harden and push against her hip. His hand found her centre, she shied away and tried to close her leg but he persisted. Needed to know that she would be ready. He wanted to make sure that he made her feel everything she made him feel. He was already very hard but she had to be there with him. He slowly slid a finger in whilst rubbing her folds with his thumb. She let out a loud gasp..."ahhr...av... " he smiled and closed his eyes... To hear her say his name with such desire filled his heart. He stroked her harder and slid in a second finger and her hips started to writhe to the rhythm. He couldn't take it anymore...he pulled the petticoat off and went down pleasuring her with his tongue where his hand had been. . She screamed but didn't want him to stop. Her hands pressed down on his head and her legs wrapped around his shoulder. He brought to the edge every time only to stop and make it last longer. She couldn't take it anymore . He watched her and waited for a signal. She pleaded with her eyes for him to enter her. He got up and disrobed.
She needed him so badly. She let out a soft cry as he got off the bed "no, please..." but her breathing was very shallow and she couldn't form words. He stood to face her and swiftly disrobed standing naked in all his glory. She watched taken aback by his strong form. She let her eyes roam his body, illuminated by the moonlight. She stiffened a little at memory of another man. He caught the flicker of anguish in her eyes and rushed to ease it away. What had the beast done to her?He kissed her and wrapped her slender legs around his waist. He leaned into her ear and whispered against her hair "I will love you forever and then some more. You make my world a brighter place. Tonight we start a new life." with that he filled her.


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My first one :)
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romantic wel written loved it best for our arhi...👏
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It is so hot. Please add me in ur pm list
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Fab stuff here Divvy!
Do PM me when you update!!
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