mg ff-You Are My Love#2.pt48.pg.132.june 7 - Page 23

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dev was worried for meera...she was working continuosly 24x7 looking after the marriage preparations..and taking care of kc due to the absence of maneet...dadima doesnt know about her health..she gave her all responsibilities to meera..dev was getting worried about her...n after the previous night,when meera said her assume about maneet he dont want her to stress mentally..or think about them..she smiles out,which did not reach her eyes.
Dev met naina and said about meera..
i can understand her dev...its her decision n she is well aware of the consequences...per koi bhi ladki apni pathi ko dusri ladki ke saath share karna pasand nehi karengi..first she thought about maan n his happiness..n when she think they have become one her womenly heart is getting restless..though she is not his wife legally now,she cant stop thinking about him..he is her husband fully in her thoughts..n heart..Thinking of making maneet one is different..n now facing the reality is harder for her...she may think maan veerji will leave her..n will not be like before...her insecurities is getting over her now...
i'm worried about her now..what if this affects her health..
naina thought for a while..

dev,lets give her some relaxation of mind n keep her happy.

how?

lets go for a picnic.

gud idea..

i'll call my friends n u call ur friends..

but,dadi..she will not allow meera..she will say she needs her for marriage preparations ..

i'll call dadi n say i'm taking meera with me to help me...she will not say no..

ok..then done...naina...one doubt..,do u think,what meera is thinking is possible...bcoz i still have faith in my brother...

may be or may not be...love can make impossible things possible..n now geet is his wife..n he knows it..staying in one room...there are chances...

dev was quiet..
kya hua dev..

dont know how 2 react..or how to find out the truth..

dont worry..i can find the truth..
how..
in 2 weeks there is medical check up in kc for this month..i ll find if geet is still virgin..it may be nonsense n rude..but for ur peace i can do it without her knowledge..
dev sighed..
i care for both..meera n geet...both are very much depressed in their lives..bohut kuch sahaa hai dono nei...i dont want to hurt them..both need to be happy in their life..one is standing in the last step of life n the other is in the starting of life..i dont want this test naina..let the life go as its way..
ab mein kc chalthi hoon..i'll go n arrange for a bus for tomorrows tour..but what place ?
we will decide later..i'll talk with my friends n say..
ok..bye..

dev went to kc n finished some works earlier n postponed meetings for the next day..
naina took the permission from dadi to take meera with her ..

it was indeed a surprise for meera..they all decided to roam around delhi..whatever places are there...the bus was full of teasing n pulling of the love birds n future couples dev -naina..all were in masti..singing dancing..cracking jokes...meera forgot maneet n about her health...

dev was happy ,seeing meera mingled with all.dev took different photos to capture that moments in different poses..he did not forget to take photos of naina too...he wanted to thank naina for her idea of this picnic in a special way..the moment came ..all have went for shopping in bazaar...meera leaded all saying she knows which shop is special in which..dev was busy drooling naina..n did not forget to buy things for meeras choice..n giving her more surprises..naina n dev went back to bus to tell the driver to pickup all at the entrance of bazaar..unfortunately,driver was not in the bus...dev took the chance to his favour..from morning they did not have time for their own..he pulled naina into the bus..

dev,what r u doing..
shhh..naina..u dont know how much i was w8ing for this moment..
what?
bfore she asks next question...he slammed his lips on hers making her fell on the seat..he was on top of her..he tasted her hungrily..she responded him equally..she too was craving for him..n his touch..they barely met nowadays..they parted for air..
thanks naina..for this idea..meer is happy..he said emotionally..
dev..she is not only my patient..my friend n my sister too...i also want her 2 be happy...
seeing his emotional state,she again captured his lips..they were both lost in each other..
they heared someone clearing their throat.
ughmm..ughmmm..
they parted n looked at the entrance only to see meera standing showing her back to them..dev n naina instantly stood keeping distance between them..
me ee ..r..wo..wo..dev tried to explain..nothing came out of his mouth . he was so emberrassed caught red handed by meer.😳.so,was naina..she looked at the ground..she was not able to face her in shy..
hmmm...someone is desperate before marriage...she teased..
dev-naina grew red more..😳
meera hugged naina..
i'm happy for u..u will be there for dev..he loves u so much..
i know...naina said hugging her back..
all friends also came back insearch of them..
next what programme
i want to see tajmahal in moon light..said meera..
ok..ur wish..meer..

they stopped on the way had their lunch again with masti n moved to agra..
meer stood there silently watching the tajmahal glowing in moon light...the white marbles reflecting the white light of moon..
dev naina came there,whereas all others were also busy watching the view a little faraway from them..
meer ..what are you thinking...
thinking about love...u know why i want to see tajmahal..
why?
may be this is the last time i'm enjoying this feel here..in future idk i'll get chance to come here or not?
meera..why are u saying like that..u will come here ..i'll accompany u next time also..
she smiled weekly..
naina..u dont want to lie me..u also know the fact..n i also know my condition..i want to see this place for last time..
dev wanted to change the topic..
u said u r thinking about love..that means u are thinking about me n naina.haina..
meera wacked his arms..
dont act oversmart..i was thinking about shahjahan n mumtaj..how much he loved his wife after her death too...

so tho hai..he spent his life thinking about her..

yes...his rest of his life was full in pain..thinking his wife who has passed away...he lived every moment in her thoughts...

what u are coming to say..i dont understand meer.

i dont want ur brother as another shahjahan...though there is no love between us.. he lives to his commitments..if i had not taken the decision of his remarriage or making him geet's..he will be left in pain.he will be lost in my thoughts..like he lived after ur parents death..he will be again a closed book..emotionless..lifeless body...ye tajmahal haina.diknei mein bohut sundar hai..the white colour symbolizing the purity...whenever u see it all will express it as a symbol of love...meri nazar se...this is the symbol of pain,which shahjahan went thru in his rest of days..after my death maan will be shattered .later,he will console himself n will start to live for geet...it will take time,but he will recover from pain soon,when his love is near with him...
dev now understood what she is saying..his heart was heavy...all the happiness n joy,they had from morning vanished at that moment...the 3 hugged each other to calm them selves..to drain there pain in that hug..
dev,thanks for this wonderful outing...
it s nainas idea..
then thanks to naina...for making my day so happy..n for giving me a peaceful day..but sry..kabab mein haddi bannei keliye...😆
she winked at them...they both were now again turned fully apple red thinking about what meer pointed..😳
okok..sharam se pani pani math ho..its getting late..lets go home...
all went back home..meerawas again busy the next days with naina...this time really helping her in purchasing clothes,jewels etc..dev n naina both took care of her happiness..they were too protective with her..

IN SHIMLA

The three days were romantic for maneet..they lived like there is no more next day..they maintained proffessionals before the clients..and after their works they did not leave each other...geet was falling for his passion more n more...but,she could see some restlessness in his eyes...geet gave her best to make him happy..if she was not near him,he will be lost in thoughts deeply,.if geet comes he always hided it..he could read geet easily..before she questions him,he will shut her by giving lip locks...n the night will never end...how many times they made love,they did nt have enough of each other..geet felt her life was never colourful like this..she cherished her every moments with maan..
that was the last day in shimla..they attended the meetings with clients..maan was present physically in meeting..but,he was not mentally there..geet always shook him to bring him back..she was getting worried as maan was too lost in his thoughts..she guessed something is bothering him..their drive back to hotel was silent...when they entered room also he was silent.geet took her dress n went to freshup..when she came out .he was still in his place if he was his usual they would have been in bed now...she neared him ..she removed his shoes n socks..she removed his tie n waist coat..she started to undo his shirt buttons..they both were looking into their eyes deeply..their was mixed emotions in his eyes...
when she made his upper fully..he hugged her tight crushing her bones..she made him lay on the bed..she was on top of him..she kissed him all over his face n waited for his response..he didnot..she took his m shaped lips in hers..slowly he started to give up. n responded...she undressed him fully n hers..making him to do love...they both collapsed after love making...maan leaned to the bed post..taking geet on top of him..her head rested on his chest.her hands playing on his bare body..they both were covered by the duvet...his hands snaked around her n carressing her bare back..

..u want 2 ask me something..but u r stopping urself..whats bothering you maan ask me.n i'll answer u...if u think u can ..share ur problems with me tell me..i f i can i will help u..

yes its true..i want to say u something...ussei pehle tum mujei mere sawal ka jawab dena hoga..

haan...ask me..
what do u think about me...
aap ache ho...
then..
u r maan of less words..
then
u keep ur words..
then..
u r king in business..maan chuckled..
then..
u always take care of others..u r totally a person liked by all..

maan left a long breathe..
i want to tell u something geet...ye such hai..i'm man of few words..i dont know to put my feelings in words...but today i want to say what i feel..u must know me n my situation..
.dont think me ,i used u for my pleasure..i really love u...but,i cant leave meera also..i cant.. Though she took my sign in divorce papers without my knowledge..i cant leave her.she divorced me only for the purpose of baby.n i dont want her to move away from my life only for that reason..
geet waited for him to open up fully..he started to tell her how they both get married n why he accepted to move on with the relation..
geet...i never loved her..there was never such a feeling between us... tumhe chooneke baad muje ye ehsaas hua..how many times i have been physically with meera..sry geet ye tumhe acha nehi lagega..but its truth..our physical relation started only in the need of baby..the heir for khuranas..the wish of dev n dadi...aur physical need too...i thought we made love making everytime...but,now i feel..it was only a sex..i was spending the nights with her for having sex...i feel ashamed of myself..i must have denied to marry her..i simply accepted devs words..i was struck between relation of friendship n husband ..oh..that relation was pure...i spoiled my realtion by marrying her..moreover making her a toy in my hands for sexual needs..she never regreted me..she always accepted me as the way i am,when i was away from her n when i came near her too...but,i always feel empty inside me..sab kuch hai mere pass,money,status.fame,..a happy family..phir bhi muje akhela pan mehsoos hua...till u came in my life..whenever u was with me i felt peace...i dont want to name it as love.bcoz i thought im married n i have meera with me..i cant love u...i thought i lust u..sry geet..really i always convinced myself that way only..ur beauty,ur antics,ur smile,ur slim body,ur young age..every thing of urs attracted me..whnever i kissed u or touched u i felt crackers inside me..it was always a blissful moment..i lose myself whenever i crossed my limits with u..i was never able to think other than that moments..ur lips,ur blush always made me insane...i never thought physical relation will be beautiful till i touched u.its need of heart than body..i realized it now only.this days i spent with u r the most lovable days in my life...now i feel,what ive done to meera..how cheap despo was i am to use her..she never said me anything..i didnt give her what she needed.she always says,she knows me better than myself..thats true.. she only said that i love you.she always thought about,me,dadi n devs happiness...now too she married me to u thinking only of my families happiness..its my turn...for only the cause she cant be a mother.i cant leave her ..i want her to be happy..i'll try to make her happy..i want to remake things whatever damage i did to her..how she must have felt,that i dont love her..
u know geet..tum meri dusri biwi ho...lekin wo meri pehli patni hai..the papers doesnt matter to me.meera has only maasi for her..she has no other relation.she said she will leave us after devs marriage..
whaaat?😲(i'm thinking 2 leave..n what meera mam is thinking..)
haan..till that she will behave like before...i dont want meera to leave ...i want ur support..galat mat samajna mujei..
mein samjthi hoon...
geet ek aur sawaal poochoon tumse..
haan.
why u accepted this relation...i know u love me..the same way i do...but,why do u love me even after knowing that i'm married..u gave me urself to me..but what will i give u..once we return to delhi,we cant be like this..still noone knows u r my wife..only meera knows..n we cant behave like husband wife in kc nor in km..what we'll say dadi...

maan...u r worried for this...first of all i didnt want u 2 leave meera mam...we will remain same..this days are enough for me..the satisfaction u love me is a great feeling to me..n for ur questions..y i accepted this relation..u know the answer...ek ladki ko sirf uski pyar choo saktha hai..aur koi nehi..if someone else touched her she will die that minute..mein bhi bharathiya nari hoon...u r the first one to touch me...kiss me..touch my soul..when i fell in love with u idk..u always cared for me..u always protected me ..whenever i was in danger..i kept my love secretly..bcoz i know ur married n dont want to disturb ur life...then meera mam asked the favour ..she needs a baby of urs...mujei aapki kushi ki alaawa aur kuch nehi chahiye..i dont know when she took my signs in marriage papers..i'm also shocked like u...but the feel of being ur wife only gave me full courage to near ur bed..i accepted to be ur girl..so that we can have our symbol of love..i'll never come between u n meera mam..i know once we return to delhi,we will be far away from each other..but,we will see daily na..we cant behave like husband wife..so what..we have today fully...i love u maan..noone will know about our marriage..it will be our secret...i know u cant stay away from ur commitments..u will not leave meera mam nor me...i have faith in u..live the moment at present...later leave it to the time...

i dont know how to thank you geet..
you can
what?
love me..
she moved to his face pecking his lips..maan lifted her more making her curves fall on his mouth..sucking.biting..licking..teasing herbuds...making the morning to start with another love making...maan was now relieved a little..so he concentrated fully in teasing , giving her full passion...their flight was at 6pm...geet packed all things.the snow was falling earlier.the hotel reception asked him to confirm his flight..maan called the airport..the flight was cancelled n thay can take the next morning flight...the night again was blissful n never ending to them...they took the morning flight..geet was sitting in the corner seat..maan was sitting next to her right...maan was laughing seeing geets face..she was again fearing for take off..maan buckled both their seats...he ran his fingers making patterns in her bare skin..geet tolerated his sweet torture..the anouncement came...the plane is going to take off...she holded his hands tightly..
geet,u r a junglie billi..
geet snapped hereyes open..
what..what u said..
u r digging ur nails in me..see its bleeding..
she looked at his hand..no marks no bleeding..
maan u r lying..
haan..his hands moved at her back to front n his hands went under her saree to the curves..he slowly squeezed it..geet leaned on him..
she whispered..maan..pls..no..
first say do u like it..he teased
maan..u know i love ur touch..it always creats havoc in me..
then the announcement came we are flying ***kms up from land...
maan took his hands from her..
now how do u feel are u feared now to0..
geet shied..maan did it to feel her relax..not to fear the take off...she was blushing continuosly..😳
geet if u blush like this..i cant control myself,i'll eat u alive..n kiss u breathlessly..
geet looked outside the window to keep her pacing heart beats calm..
maan smiled at her...inside he was still thinking how to face meera...
i feel like cheating u both..i cant leave either of u...how im going to give u both equal importance..if i m with one ,other will feel bad..both of them loves me..how am i going to keep them both happy..
how much he thought he was confused..

here in km..
dev was getting ready to KC...daadi has gone to mandir..meera was in kitchen...today maan n geet are coming...she was waiting for their arrivaln making their favourite dishes...she has already sent all the servants out giving some work...only nakul was their...they heared a bell on the door...
nakul,go n see..who is at door step...
ji mam..
meera washed her hands n went to room to change her dress..she should go to kc also... ..
meera mam someone is waiting down..he wants to see u...
she came downstairs..
ji..whom do u want?
the man turned n said namaste
meeras floor slipped from her feet seeing the man..she held the rails tightly...the man is the carbon copy of handa...
ji..mera naam brij handa hai..mein geetki bhai hoon..i came here to see her..
meera bited her lips not to show any emotions..she felt a small line of pain in her chest..she composed herself n tried to speak normally.
geet will come in an hour..she has went out ..
ji mein jaanthi hoon..she has gone to shimla with her boss..she told me before leaving..
the bosss word haunted meera now..
when did u came out of bars..
ji kal mujei release kardia..geet said she will come yesterday n8..so,only came today..to see her...
nakul..
ji mam..
take him to outhouse..let him wait there n see geet..
ji mam..aayiye saab...nakul leaded brij to outhouse...
meera started to feel the pain in her heart increasing..untolerable...
.she fell down screaming DEV...holding her chest..
dev came running..
meer..meer...what happened
dev,take me to hospital...soon
he scooped her n placed in car...
he drove to hospital fast...
meer..meer...open ur eyes..
he panicked seeing her eyes drifting..
drive more fast...i dont want to die before ur marriage...
she said in low voice..
no meer..nothing will happen to u..
dev called naina n said they are coming to hospital..
naina was ready waiting for him...meera was immediately admitted in icu...
after 4 hrs..naina came out..her face was pale...
dev was pacing there..
naina meer kesi hai...
naina hugged him n cried.. she was waiting to come out of icu...
...
dev..dev...wo.wo..meer..meer..
she broke out fully making his shirt wet..

PRECAP:brij-geet meeting n a shock..