Meant to Be(ar ff), ch-10, pg-7

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hey everyone!!! i'm nishtha and this is my first ff.i chose ar and dmg for this one because they are my all time favs.

any comments, suggestions or criticism are welcome...and without further ado...read on


Index:

chapter-1: just scroll down!😊

chapter-2: just scroll further down😃

chapters- 3,4&5: page-2

chapter-6: page-3

chapter-7: page-4

chapter-8: page-5

chapter-9: page-6

chapter-10: page-7

CHAPTER- 11: page-8

MEANT TO BE


Riddhima looked at the huge building in front of her and sighed. Life has come full circle, she thought'..she was back in the same city, same routine, everything the same, still there was a stark difference between the riddhima who had left all this and the one who was back to fill in for her. All this becoz of a certain incident which had shook her life and made her into what she was today'.. "but that's how it is now'and nobody can change it'." She thought. She decided that she would not let all those painful memories taint her new life, her professional life. There would b enough time for all that once she was back to the confines of her room. Here she had to b someone else. She had to b Dr. riddhima gupta.

She was right'.this was indeed a sort of "new life" for her. She was finally selected for internship in her dream place''SANJEEVANI'.. and that because of her grades and not because her dad was the dean n one of the boardmembers. As soon as that thought crossed her mind she felt much lighter." At least there's something I can b proud of" she said to herself''the loud honking of a car behind her brought her out of her reverie'.finally muskaan was here and how! As soon as she saw her a small smile formed on riddhima's lips'..she was the reason that riddhima was here'she was the one who had convinced her to come back'.her best friend'her soul sister. Where her dad and di failed, muskaan was the one who was successful in blackmailing her to come back to sanjeevani for her internship. Infact, it was not at all a tight rope walk for muskaan coz she knew just the things to say to riddhima to blackmail her, she knew her in and out and why not? after all they had been together for as long as they cud remember'their mothers had been best friends and the two of them, taking after their mothers, had carried the tradition forward. Riddhima remembered to have hit it off instantly with muski'.she was a sweetheart'.

Finally realizing that they didn't have much time left for their briefing she took a deep breath and willed herself to do this for the ones who loved her'her dad , her di, muski, tara aunty and''.her mum. As she neared muskaan's car she realized the reason for her maddening honking. A man had hit his scooter into her car and going by the look on his face was more than sorry for what he had landed himself into, for muskaan was shouting abuses at him in all the languages she knew. People around them were stupefied looking at the Punjabi swear machine in front of them, some of them even had their mouths hanging open. Riddhima was trying her level best to calm her down but muskaan was not ready to listen to anything at all. She was left with no other option than to shut her mouth with her hand to stop her from shouting her lungs out at the poor thing and put some sense in her pea-sized brain.

At long last they were finally making their way through the corridors to make it on time for their first ever briefing. "first day n we are already almost late, I'm so proud of us ridzi!" but riddhima didn't find this remotely amusing. "shut up, muski!" was all she managed while they were running like maniacs. All they knew was that they had to report to some Dr.keerti. riddhima only remembered the name faintly'.she used to come to sanjeevani as a kid with her dad and dream of working here one day. She had heard of dr. keerti from her dad n might hav met her once or twice too but didn't remember her that much. While she was thinking all this both of them reached room no. 201 on the second floor, just as the wardboy they had asked had told them. They looked at their watches and prayed for their lives. Finally gathering some courage they knocked at the door, when they didn't get any reply they considered running away but as the door opened slowly they sighed in relief. They entered to find the chairs empty and turned around to see who had let them in. "we're sorry, I think we made a mistake,we thought this was dr.keerti's cabin,lets go muskaan",riddhima apologized to the man in front of them andturned towards muskaan who appeared to be lost somewhere. That's when she heard "no, actually this is dr.keerti's cabin only, I'm waiting for her too. Infact, I was waiting for all of you, hii I'm rahul and I'm an intern and I suppose you two are also." "oh! Hi rahul, I'm riddhima and this is my friend muskaan."

Just as muskaan was about to open her mouth, dr.keerti entered the cabin and went directly to the chair behind her desk. "good morning doctors, I hope I didn't keep you waiting for long. There was an emergency." before any of them could wish her a courteous good morning she started calling their names.

"dr. grewal?",

"yes mam"

"dr. gupta?"

"yes mam."

"dr. chaddha?"

"present mam!"

"dr. malhotra?"

'''

"dr. mallik?"

'''

"Do any of you have an idea as to why drs. Malhotra and mallik did not care to be on time?"

"no mam!" all three of them said it in unison.

At that precise moment the door behind them opened and two ppl entered dr. keerti's room. One of them a short but very pretty girl and another a tall and handsome guy with a tattoo. riddhima was scanning the new arrivals and as soon as she reached the face of the guy( who was standing with his head slightly bowed bcs dr. keerti was giving him and the girl with her a piece of her mind regarding punctuality) her mouth fell open. She was shocked beyond her wits. She could not believe her eyes! For a minute her heart gave a flutter and her mouth broke into a wide smile but another moment, all the bitter memories of past came flooding into her mind without warning and she was reminded of something that drowned her in greif.

While riddhima was lost in her own world muskaan was watching her and could not understand the reason for her weird behavior, one moment she appeared to be drooling over this dr mallik(as dr. keerti addressed him) and the next moment she seemed to hate him but not quite so'..

Meanwhile dr.keerti was done giving all her interns her lecture and didn't think it wise to waste even a single moment more so she advised them to interact among themselves and come to know each other for a while as they had to work together for the coming two years and left them in her cabin saying that a senior doc, dr.atul joshi would be seeing them in half an hour to give them a thorough tour of the hospital and explain them the rules and other important things.

As soon as dr. keerti left the cabin all the interns breathed a sigh of relief. Rahul went ahead and introduced himself first.

"hi'..i'm rahul."

The man with the tattoo replied, "hey rahul'..i'm armaan ." and they shook hands.

The girl standing next to her also shook rahul's hand "hi'I'm nikita'..but u guys can call me nikki'.all my freinds call me."

With that nikki moved to meet the girls who were standing behind rahul'.

While nikki as talking to muskaan about how rude dr. keerti was armaan's eyes fell on the girl standing next to the both of them'..

For a moment he thought he was imagining things but as soon as he heard her voice, all his doubts were removed''..after all this time she was finally standing in front of him''..but there was something definitely amiss''.

"hi'" she said.

As soon as he heard this he felt a gentle smile making its way to his lips'.

"hey basket!!!!! Finally I'm seeing u after all this while!!!! How are you???and where have you been???"

The rest, all three of them towards them'

"do you guys know each other?"rahul asked.

"ofcourse man, we were'"before armaan could complete riddhima cut him"classmates''we were in the same med school for two years'..dats how we know each other'." She treid to give a shaky smile to armaan but failed miserably''.

Armaan felt disappointed

Amidst all this realization struck muskaan and nikki suddenly and they were looking from armaan to riddhima and back to armaan with fear and anxiety''''.

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Posted: 13 years ago
#2
hey nishtha...😊
awesome start...
totally loved it...
wonder why Ridhima is upset with Armaan
all the best for ur ff...
continue with next update soon...
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: Rapunzzel

hey nishtha...😊

awesome start...
totally loved it...
wonder why Ridhima is upset with Armaan
all the best for ur ff...
continue with next update soon...
and add me to ur pm list

hey thnx!!!! 😊 m glad u liked it😊
Edited by nish_1 - 13 years ago
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Posted: 13 years ago
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nice start
would like to read more
continue soon
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Posted: 13 years ago
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hey guys !!!! m so glad you liked the concept.😊 i'll be posting the next part soon...do read that too😊
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Chapter -2

Before anyone could say or do anything riddhima excused herself and ran out of the room. She asked a nurse standing by for the way to the washroom and headed in the direction told. She couldn't believe something like memories, formless, shapeless memories could rush with so overwhelming a force, threatening do consume her whole……..why was this happening to her????what had she done???what sin had she committed that she was punished not once, twice …but thrice……yes this was the third time god was playing with her heart….a heart that has been mangled ruthlessly….so much that she was surprised that it still beat…..she looked upwards as if in defeat and closed her eyes….suddenly a scene flashed in her brain……

A girl of around 14 was standing in front of a school…..she looked nervous….very nervous indeed…..a woman was standing in front of her "riddhima…..dont behavelike a child…..why are you so nervous???"asked the woman

"because it's the board exam mom……"answered the girl.

"so what……it is only another rexam….. treat it like any other exam beta…..just go ahead and give your best shot…okay.. and leave the rest on bhagvanji…if you face it head on with honesty he'll reward you….. and I'm sure you'll top this one too!!!!"

"really….does that rule apply to every exam mum???"

The woman laughed and replied "ofcourse beta….this and every other exam that you face!!!!"

The girl, feeling much more confident now waved her mother off and entered the building…..

Suddenly it struck to her what she had to do………it was like it was the most obvious thing to think…..

Riddhima din't realize when tears started flowing out of her eyes…but when they did….she was amazed they were still there…she couldn't believe she could cry more!!!!!

As soon as she heard someone approaching she treid to calm herself down……when muskaan entered she could see only riddhima's back…..she rushed towards her and hugged her from the back.

"I'm sorry ridzi…….i'm so sorry!!!! I really am. Trust me!!!! Please!!"

"why are you sorry muskaan…I suppose this was what you wanted?"said riddhima coldly….

Muskaan was shocked to hear that "what…..you think I called him here……I didn't have the slightest idea that he was coming here…..how was I to know anyway! Sanjeevani does'nt recruit interns with my permission you know…… I said I was sorry because it is because of me that you are here and you have to go through all this. I'm sorry yar….trust me I didn't know anything….mujhe to tere expressions dekh k sab samajh aya!!!"

"oh! I'm sorry muski….i..i just don't know what I'm saying….yeah you're right how were you to know…."

"its okay yar….you tell me are you alright?? You want to go home??"

"and get fired the very first day…are you mad???"

"toh phir you wait here….i'll send that rascal away"

"nahi muski……its not his fault…..jo kuch bhi hua tha usme uski koi galti nahi thi…"

"I cant believe you are still supporting him!!!!"

"yes I am because he didn't do anything…..us bechare ko toh puri baat bhi nahi pata!!"

"what are you saying ???"

"that he's not wrong…and that he's a nice person indeed….its only my feelings …..my past and everything dats troubling me….. I think I just need some time…"

"ridzi you think you'll be able to cope up with this for 2 whole years??"

"I don't know muski…..all I know right now is that ihave to try…..i can't run from it all my life….. I have to face it someday and today seems just as good as any other….."

"you sure??? Missing padma aunty???"

"yeah….more than ever I think…..but yes I'm sure…." As she said this riddhima couldn't help but think that she was assuring herself more than muskaan.

"I think we should make a move then….atul must be waiting for us ….chalein???"

"yeah….let's go…"

"ridzi….."

"haan??"

"don't worry…. Everything'll be alright okay……and I'm always there for you……..don't forget that…"

"I know that" feeling a little lighter riddhima left for dr.keerti's cabin with muskaan……but she knew that another confrontation was inevitable……the one she has been avoiding for three years……she did'nt really know how she would explain things to armaan……and how he would react………..

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nice part
but too short
next update with a long one
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awesome parts
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Posted: 13 years ago
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chapters 3 and 4:

Chapter-3

When both the girls entered dr.keerti's cabin again, the atmosphere was much lighter and the reason was evident. Atul was like that, he could make anyone laugh with the slightest effort. He had the most delightfulpersonality among the senior staff of sanjeevani.when the girls opened the door he came forward to greet them.

"hey girls! How is your first day going?" he asked the both of them.

"oh! You don't even ask! agar first day aisa hai toh pata nahi aage kya hoga?" muskaan answered.

"kyun? Kya hua? Everything fine?"

"nothing's fine atul!"

"why? Were you guys late too? Like armaan and nikki?"

Before muskaan could answer riddima spoke up "no jeej! Everything's just the way it should be. Yeh toh bas aise hi'..i think she was expecting dr. keerti to utaro her arti or something! That's why she's disappointed'"

"oh! Poor girl! What a pity muskaan!" teased atul and both of them laughed but muskaan had a scowl on her face.

But at the same time nikki asked "riddhima did I hear you right! You called atul jeej? What's up?"

"ridzi, I told you not to call me that in the hospital. I'm your senior yar! Kuch toh respect kar!"atul tried to be all strict but failed as usual.

"sorry jeej! Oops! Sorry dr.atul! riddhima and muskaan did a bad job stifling their giggles but as the others still looked baffled muskaan spared them an explanation "Riddhima's sister Anjali and Atul are getting married next month!"

"oh you mean Dr. Anjali gupta, the oncologist? She is your sister Riddhima ?"rahul asked.

"yes, she's my di." replied Riddhima .

"congratulations Dr. Atul!" greeted Nikki. Rahul and Armaan too congratulated him "thanks guys! But please don't call me Dr. Atul, itni formality ki zaroorat nahi hai! I'Muskaan just two years your senior,just call me Atul ! and yes, let's get started okay? I promised anjali that I'll have lunch with her. I know you guys are a lot of bright doctors but I don't want my fianc to dump me just one month before marriage! I hope you understand'.."

With that the gang left Dr.keerti's cabin. Atul gave them a tour of the hospital after which he took them to his cabin to tell them about their routine, the rules and regulations and other stuff over coffee.he also told them about the intern of the month contest and introduced them to the staff who extended a very warm welcome to all the new interns, especially sister Lovely! She seemed a very good-natured woman but comical indeed! She was drooling over Rahul all the time they were at the nurse station!

While Riddhima was trying to side-track her mind and avoid Armaan as much as she could, Armaan was constantly thinking about her weird behavior. He too was enjoying himself but could not drive that nagging thought out of his mind. Why was riddhima avoiding him like he was a ghost or something! And he sure didn't miss the puffy eyes when she had returned to Dr. Keerti's cabin in the morning''.he'll have to sort things out ''''''.

When the gang reached the caf for lunch Atul invited them over to introduce them to Anjali but before they could proceed any further Anjali's pager beeped and she had to excuse herself. Atul looked disappointed but nodded anyway and Anjali left the gang with Atul in the caf.

but soon she was back and joined them. Atul started the introduction session again'.

"so guys you know anjali now and Anjali you ofcourse know ridzi and muskaan, so that leaves us with Dr. Rahul grewal, Dr. Nikki malhotra and Dr. Armaan mallik, our new interns."

Anjali was greeting them politely but stiffened when she heard the last name. after shaking hands with all of them she gave a curious glance towards Riddhima who was concentrating on her sandwich a little too hard! That seemed to confirm her doubts but she wanted to be sure so she looked at muskaan who was busy talking with Nikki.

Soon Atul left for his rounds after informing the gang that they had to report to Dr. Keerti at the nurse station after one hour. Anjali called Muskaan to her cabin to discuss something, Nikki excused herself to use the washroom and Rahul went outside to receive a call. That left riddhima and armaan alone on their table.this was something she had been dreading and he had been praying for all day long''''.

"so'..basket.."

"Dr. Armaan mallik I have a name, please use that!"

"that's what I'm doing isn't it basket?"he chuckled

"I said call me by my name'."she said with her nostrils flaring up.

"what if I don't" he challenged.

"then I ain't answering any of your questions"

Armaan realized she was pretty serious and didn't want to give her another chance to avoid him so he decided not to test her patience.

"okay! Dr. Riddhima gupta do you think I'm a ghost?"

"what? no."

"then why are you avoiding me like one? I'm not going to eat you up or something you know!"

"ofcourse I know that Dr. mallik!"

"stop calling me that!"

"what?"

"I also have a name! please use that!"

"okay! Armaan I am not been avoiding you or anything okay!"

"yes you are."

"no, I am not"

"oh yes,you are and you know I'm right."

"no Armaan. Just because you feel you are so important doesn't mean that you're the centre of the universe!"

"then why don't you look into my eyes and say that?"he contested

Riddhima knew he had caught her''the moment she looked into those oceans of blue she would not be able to keep up her pretence however unconvincing it already was. She would lose herself again in them'..those eyes'..HIS EYES'''''.

Chapter-4

Riddhima was brought back to the present when Armaan took her hand in his and pleaded

"please basket! Please answer me. Don't avoid me like this yar'."

And looking into his pleading eyes Riddhima forgot to breath, she could not understand why she was refusing to answer him, answers that she owed to him''she could not see pain in his eyes''he deserved all the happiness in the world but the truth was that she could not give that to him'.but at least she could tell him the reason for it'..he surely deserved to know that''

So she tried to collect herself and began, "Armaan vo''actually''" but before she could say anything more Nikki entered. She gave a nervous glance towards Riddhima and tried to change the topic' "guys where are others ???" Armaan told her that Rahul had gone to take a call and Muskaan had gone with Anjali to her cabin. He was pissed off with Nikki who butted in just at the wrong time. Riddhima had very reluctantly agreed to talk to him and thanks to Nikki he had lost his only chance'.he was sure that basket would be on her guard now and it would be difficult as hell to convince her again''not even his pleading eyes could help him now'.. Nikki sure had perfect timing.

Meanwhile the gang assembled in the caf once again and left for the nurse station. Dr. Keerti metthem there and took them with her on her rounds to the general ward and children's ward after which they were told that they had to report to her the next morning at 8.

The gang left for the locker room to take their locker keys before leaving. Nikki was the first one to leave but not before she wished everyone a goodbye. She asked armaan to come with her so she could have a word with him.

"so?"

"so what? Nikki ?"

"so did you talk to her, idiot?"

"don't call me idiot. You were the one who ruined everything!!!!"

"what?"

"yeah, she was about to tell me everything but ofcourse you had to butt in? nahi??"

"oh!!!! I'm so sorry Armaan !!! I didn't know!!!"

"its okay Nikki !!chill!!!you go home. I'm fine."

"aren't you coming???"

"not before I get some answers from basket!!!! I'm not leaving her today!!!"

"are you serious?"

"of course I am. What makes you think I'm not?"

Nikki got a feeling that this might end up badly. She didn't want him to get hurt again. "don't be rude to her ok? be nice, she seems troubled already!"

"how can you say that?" asked Armaan .

"can't you see it in her eyes? She looks like something is hurting her, hurting real bad!"

Armaan considered that. She did look like she was in pain. She was not her normal self'..not the basket he had met'.

But he brushed aside his thoughts and made up his mind'..nothing could stop him today'..

"yeah, I'll take care of that. You don't worry niks!"

"okay Armaan .i'll see you tomorrow. And best of luck!" she gave him a side hug and left .

While Armaan was with Nikki, Rahul too left for home and Muskaan and Riddhima were the only ones left in the locker room.

"chal ridzi, hum bhi ghar chalte hain."

"nahi muski, you go. Main di ke saath chali jaungi."

"don't be silly okay! Anji ko abhi ek ghanta aur lagega, tu mere ghar chal. Waise bhi I haveto ask you so many things."

"nahi muski aj nahi'. Fir kabhi'..tu ja. I'll wait for di here only. I want to be left alone for some time."

"you sure?"

"yeah. Tu ja yar, I'm fine!"

"okay as you wish! Bye! See ya!"

With that Riddhima was the only one left in the locker room. Suddenly it came to her that she had not told Anjali that she would be waiting for her. So she set out to find her di and inform her.

On her way back to the locker room someone suddenly pulled her into the fire escape. When she turned she realized that 'someone' was none other than Armaan . she was shocked but soon gathered herself. Armaan looked heated. There was something in his eyes that agonized her but she remembered she had a pretence to keep.

"yeh kya tareeka hai Armaan ?what was this? What do you want?"

"you know what I want Riddhima ?"

Of course she knew what he wanted coz whenever he called her 'Riddhima' and not 'basket' he was either very very serious or cross with her. This time she felt it was both the things together.

"okay fine! Ask me what you want to know." Riddhima gave up.

Armaan took her hands in his and asked "why did you leave everything behind three years ago? Why did you leave the college midway? Why did you leave your friends? Why did you leave ''me?"

Though she was finding it hard , she attempted the well rehersed lie she had made up, "I've told you, I left so that I could go to delhi to complete my education there."

"don't lie basket!!! You know you can't lie to me. You could have completed your college here only, why did you have to leave mid way?"

"that's none of your business Armaan ." she replied in a hollow voice.

Armaan could not control himself now. "of course it is my business damn it! I have every right to know why my girlfriend left me all of a sudden and never looked back to see how I was, never bothering to know what happened of me when she knew how much I loved her! Why did you do this to me Riddhima ?" he said raising his voice.

Riddhima found her resolve wavering, she could not bear this any more. Her knees were going to give away any moment. She started making her way towards the door but he held her hand and stopped her.

"please let me go Armaan ."

"not today basket. Not before you tell me the whole truth."

"I've told you moving to delhi was a purely career-oriented decision. And as for whatever there was between you and me''.it was not love'.it was '.it was just '.just infatuation'.and''"

But before she could complete she felt herself being pushed into the wall. He was holding her very roughly , his iron-hold around her wrists not loosening one bit. She could see anger and agony in his eyes.

"I've heard this bull shit before. Now I want the truth''don't mess with me right now !!!!"

For the first time Riddhima felt actually scared. "but this is the truth. I don't love you armaan!"she said looking into the floor.

"then why can't you look me in the eyes and say?"

"I can look wherever I want to, You understand?" she said not realizing when she raised her voice too.

"please Riddhima, this is getting excruciatingly difficult now!"

And she knew he was not lying. She could see that in his eyes.

"okay you don't love me. Right? But you do love your mom! You said you love her more than anyone in this world. Right? So swear on her and say you don't care one bit about me and I promise I'll never trouble you!" he contested.

And that did it. The tears she had been holding back for what felt like ages started flowing like endless streams. She thought she would die this time. She hoped she would. At least all this pain and torture would end.

"Basket! Why are you crying! I didn't mean to hurt you! Please don't'"

"please Armaan don't ask me anything right now. I beg you! I know I'm wrong. You deserve to know everything that happened. And I know I owe you that and much more'. But give me some time. I promise I'll tell you everything! But not right now!" she said, her voice barely more than a whisper.

Armaan was speechless. He didn't know what he had done to hurt her like this. In that moment he forgot everything. All he knew was that he could not see her in that miserable state.

"please let me go Armaan !" she pleaded and felt his grip loosening. She immediately got up to leave. But as soon as she was about to leave something made her want to say the one thing that she had said to him earlier. "Armaan,please don't hate me !"

She ran to the locker room, leaving him all by himself, her words reminding him of the night before she had left''''''.

Edited by nish_1 - 13 years ago
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awesome parts
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