Dhundlae aks
PART 132
Geet looked at him blankly ' ji?
Raj ' white nahi .. uska costume pink hain
Geet smiled..changing the costume.. I am really getting confused with all this. Isko.. white.. unko pink.. uff.. its all so confusing na..
he continued to look at her
she very defensively fought back ' aap aisen kya dehk rahen ho?
He grined weakly ' dehk raha hoon kya yahi wohi Geet hain jisne mujhe se usdin phone main baa ki thi
she tried to ease off the dense clouds ' u never know!!
she smiled teasingly & walked away with the dresses.
She went in dumped the cloths & rushed home.. she couldn't take all this any longer. The guilt of getting s close to someone, without being in a relation, after knowing all the facts still not stop herself.. why it hurt so much..
Tears of my Heart Cries
Tears of my heart cries seeing him in someone else arms
Tears welled up in my eyes as my heart bleed
All this while I felt he had FEELINGS for me, he is MINE,
But I was wrong it was just my stupid heart that fell for him
He never was mine and will never be
The thought of him being not mine kills me, breaks my heart into thousand million pieces
Wonder when I will be all right
I have no more strength to fight with my heart
Giving false hope and lie to my silly heart that one day he will be mine
Wish I had the strength to fight with my destiny and make you mine again
Wish I had the control over the time, turning all those moment we spent together into reality
The night we spend together, making me yours
The night I was heavenly lost in your love and became yours,
But unfortunately I could not make u mine
I could not make you feel the way I felt with you when you were with me.
I could not make you fall in love with me like I fell in love with you
Now all I am left with is those beautiful Memories that we spent together
Left with tears in my eyes, pain, a broken heart that only beats for you, longing for you
I could cry and cry out my heart and my pain all day seeing you with someone
But I cannot tell you what's in my heart
Please try to understand I can't leave without you'
BY
Mariam94
she stood near her own door wondering..
suddenly the door opened she looked up to meet the worried & anxious pair of mama rano's eyes.
She instantly hugged her & cried.
Rano sighed patting her back.. when she didn't stop.. rano got little worried
I am wrong mama...mujhe se galti hogayen mama..she cried..
rano for instance thought it was all about this college & job..shicked geet actually accepted her mistake.
she patted her.. nahi beta..aap tho sab kitna aacha kar rahen ho
nahi mama I am sorry .. I am really .. I broke ur trust she cried..
rano felt choked with emotions & a bit of fear..with anxiety, realizing she meant something else
rano tried to break the hug to meet her eyes. Geet only hid herself closer in her embrace.. mama.. I ..I ..she was so shameful to accept she lost her virginity..
I..mama.. I broke urs & papa's trust..I did wat I am not supposed to
she hugged mama tighter scared she will hate her, disown her.. her heart feared, dreaded losing her warmth.
She was surprised to feel her hug her back in love.. sweetly kissing her.. mera bacha.. mera sona.. its ok..beta..
papa- mama ka pata hain..
aaj kal
aap log aisen mahal main ho.. then u have more freedom..
she kissed her again..
Geet shamefully left the hold.. looking down
rano cupped her face dearly.. tho humri pyari si baby ke life main koi hain
Geet looked down ..couldn't dare to accept
its ok beta if ur in a relation. Just be careful,
waisen bhi..main abhi nanai nahi khalwana chah thi
Geet hugged & cried breaking down completely, nothing left in her to hide..to shy away.. but the ugly truth ..they were not in any relation..
rano snapped out of the hug terrified realizing her breakdown word by word.. he doesn't love u..u r not in a relation??
he hates me mama.. he hates me.. she cried..
rano heart could feel her babies every unsaid pain.. anguish..
mera bacha.. she muffled her own tear.
She pulled out of the hug... issen liyen kaha tha..
Geet cried even more fearing she could lose her
rano held her softly..knowing she needs her.. but sternly asked.. did u use protection
Geet denied & added after pill
rano closed her eyes.. challo mera saat.. we get checked sab teehk hain ki nahi
Geet quietly followed
rano secretly took Geet to her frds clinic & got the test done. Make sure Geet was not pregnant though it was too early but well nothing difficult with advanced technology.
After the long night rano & confirming things were not difficult; finally sighed when they reached home.
Geet didn't utter a word all the while
rano knew she was being so harsh on her especially undergoing all that test is so embarrassing.
Rano looked down ' sorry beta humen yeh sab karna pada
nahi mama aapki galti nahi hain
rano ' galti tho aapki bhi nahi hain na beta ji
Geet looked at mama in awe..she actually said..its not her mistake.. her mama said she was not wrong.. oh.. nothing could be as soothing & calming!!
her eyes welled continuously.
Rano ' aap tho pyar karthe ho na
her tears just didn't stop
u just gave in to ur heart..
lekin mama.. she spoke.. between the hiccups.
Main tumhe jaanthi hoon beta..jab dil ki baat hoti hain tumahra dimag band hi hojatha hain.
Warna tho mazal hain koi mera sher bachi ko rula den.
geet probably continued to cry for hrs hugging her.
Rano made her glass of hot milk & made some bread for her. She lovingly fed her..geet felt her heart crunched with so much of love & care. She missed it all..
Geet laid in her lap crying out, telling her how she is not able to stop thinking abt him
how she avoids him &
she knows he is not hers but
her heart aches to let him go away
she wants to talk to him.. hear him.. just be with him always but she can't
she finally could give words to her tears..her pain.
Rano heard it all.. softly caressing her forehead. Holding back her own tears, for she know it will only hurt her baby more.
but still she couldn't get the courage to say that was Maan
Unn ankhon ki gehraaiyon me ab nahin hai doobna,
Tere chehre ke dard se ab chahti hoon muh modna;
Ab iss dil se aur dard saha nahin jata,
ab mere jasbaaton ko aur nahin hai kuchalne dena.
Har roz, har pal apne aap se yahi fariyaad main karti hoon,
tujhse reh paun door, isi kashmakash me jalti hoon,
Phir bhi teri ek jhalak mujhko yoon kamor karti hai,
Par wo yaadein phir mujhe tujse door karti hain...
by
swati
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Edited by muskanp - 13 years ago
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