==MaYur== [My OS Gallary] [My Innocent Mayank]

WISHING SHE WAS MINE...

10^th Standard

As I Mayank Sharma sat there in English class,

I stared at the girl next to me.

She was Nupur Bhushan my so called 'best friend'.

I stared at her long silky hair,

And wished she was mine.

But she didn't notice me like that,

And I knew it. I was just her best friend.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for

The notes she had missed the day before.

I handed them to her. She said "thanks"

And gave me a kiss on the cheek

I want to tell her, I want her to know

That I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

And I don't know why.

11^th Standard

The phone rang in my room

It was her. She was in tears;

Mumbling on and on how

her love had broke her heart.

She asked me to come over

because she needed me next to her, so I did.

As I sat next to her on sofa,

I stared at her soft eyes,

wishing she was mine.

After two hours, one Shah Rukh Khan Movie,

And three bags of chips,

She decided to go home.

She looked at me, said "thanks"

And gave me a kiss on the cheek

I want to tell her, I want her to know

That I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

And I don't know why.

Senior year:

One fine day she walked to my locker.

"my date is sick" she said,

"he is not gonna go well",

I didn't have a date, and in 7^th grade,

We made a promise that

If neither of us had dates,

We would go together just as 'best friends'.

So we did.

That night, after everything was over

I was standing at her front door step.

I stared at her as she smiled at me

And stared at me with her crystal eyes.

Then she said-"I had the best time ever, thanks!"

And gave me a kiss on the cheek

I want to tell her, I want her to know

That I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

And I don't know why.

Graduation:

A day passed, then a week, then a month.

Before I could blink, it was graduation day.

I watched as her perfect body

floated like an angle, up on the stage to get her diploma.

I wanted her to be mine but,

She didn't noticed me like that, and I knew it.

Before everyone went home,

She came to me in her smock and hat,

and cried as I hugged her.

Then she lifted her head from my shoulder

And said-" you're my best friend,

Thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek

I want to tell her, I want her to know

That I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

And I don't know why.

Marriage:

Now I sit in the pews of the church.

My Nupur is getting married now.

And drive off to her new life,

married to another man.

I wanted her to be mine,

But she didn't see me like that,

and I knew it.

But before she drove away,

She came to me and said " you came! Thanks"

and gave me a kiss on the cheek

I want to tell her, I want her to know

That I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

And I don't know why.

Death:

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin

Of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.

At the service, they read a diary entry

She had wrote in her high school years.

This is what it read:

I stared at him wishing he was mine,

But he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it.

I want to tell him,

I want him to know

That I don't want to be just friends.

I love him but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.

I wish he would tell me he loved me!

''.."I wish I did too'"

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