Dreams
part 60
Geet whispered sternly...don't keep the pillow & go away..just lie down next to him.
Maan ' umm
every 30 mints she kept asking him so raha hain..
Maan smiled in his sleep.. he knew it..once she sees the baby she won't be able to go away from him.
Geet was abt to cut the call
Maan ' aab tho khana kaa lo
Geet ' ji?
she spoke in utter shock
Geet ' ji..she smiled inward.
Maan ' tum nahi kavogi tho baby ko...I mean baby ka kayal kaun rakhega
she chuckled & whispered good night
sweet dreams he said very huskily
sweeping her into a dreamland. his words... uska ehsaas..just made her feel warm & wanted. how could she not love him. but then ..he could be never hers. she closed her eyes & wrapped her hand around herself. why can't she stop thinking of this guy. she looked at babji & cried.. aapko inhe hi mera dream guy banana tha.
She went down to the kitchen & served herself dinner. She sat down on the table & ate it properly. She wanted to be sure she was healthy. It was for her baby. Baby.. may feel like having too ... she immediately called Maan.
Geet ' did he wake up
Maan ' umm
she cursed herself.
Maan ' he is ok.. he had the little bit from the bottle
Geet ' roya tha kya?
Maan lied ' nahi
Geet ' aap jhoot bol rahen ho na
he kept quiet
she sighed sadly & kept the phone down.
She couldn't sleep the whole night..the feel of the little one haunted her. His touch..the way he cuddled up next to her. How his lips caressed her skin. She turned around restlessly yearning for his touch.
She gave up sleeping & searched the net. She googled abt lactating. Nothing gave her any clue or option of her condition. This just panicked her further. She tried different search engines..different sights, different health condition. Her link to the child was no where defined. All indicated towards a mother & baby bond. How can that be even possible she wondered. Why did her dr say it was due to hormonal imbalance that she was lactating. She couldn't even question her. She is been her family dr for ever. There was no way they would deceive their family.
Then why she felt so close to the little one. Why she feels like singing a song for him, telling him stories..cuddling him..feeding him .. something she thought she never knew. The world is full of so many things but her world now seems is all in loving him. She wants do the best for him.. even that seems very less.. infront of the love he unconditionally showers on her.
She wants him to sleep peacefully knowing that she is there for him, next to him for ever... when he wakes up she is there for him.. only for him. No words could ever really express how much she loves this little cotton ball. How her world is fuller now & how much she adores him. His tiny kicks..she chuckled...she couldn't wait to see him, hug him..cuddle up next to him. She printed out his photos from her phone & kissed them 100 million time before dossing off finally on them.
Next day Maan decided wat ever happens he has to tell Geet abt the baby. He couldn't bare it any more..seeing his little life suffering without his mama & her yearning for her own child..he knew it was unfair. Maan restlessly paced near the main entrance of the college. It was way past 9 & she was no where seen. Maan went around the class looking for her. He searched in the main lobby, garden faculty room, library..she was no where to be seen. He kept checking the phone. He wondered how could that be even possible that she didn't call. He expected her to call the first thing in the morning.. was expecting too much..he thought. He tried calling the nanny to make sure the baby is fine. He was terrified when she didn't answer the call. He immediately rushed home.
All his worries & restlessness just ended when he saw Geet massaging the nangu pangu baby in her lap . Getting him ready for a bath.
He smiled as a tear formed in his eyes.
Baby laughed as she ran her hand down his tummy.. & smiled..leaning close to his face...
this is for my babies legs..
tummy
shoulder
she closed her eyes..& opened...& smiled yet again
neck...her fingers softly ran on his neck..& then to cheek..
nose..forehead.. & finally took his head in her palm & turned it in circular motion.
The moment Geet looked at Maan.
Geet ' yeh kaisen nanny ko rahka hain aapne
yeh hain na..baby ke head to round round nahi karthi
she tried to say the whole second sentence in hindi. Making sure the maid didn't follow wat she just said.
Dehko na baby ka head ka shape kaisen hogaya.
He looked carefully he couldn't make out much of a difference though. But knew it was better to agree to wat ever she says.
Maan ' tum college nahi gayen?
Geet ' aap javo college
Maan wondered why would he have to, if she is not there.
Geet 'kisi ko tho baby ka kayal rahkna padega na.
Aap tho ko college ki padi hain,
idhar yeh nanny pata nahi kya kya karti rahthi hain baby ke saat. Kuch khayal nahi rahk thi. Dehko baby ka nappy bhi change nahi kiya.
Geet ' mujhe ek baat samjh nahi aati aap baby ko akela chod ke college ja kaisen sakten ho
I think thats with all papa's hain baby..she kisses him on the nose before turning him around to lie on his tummy
Maan just kept listening to her. It was the most beautiful thing in his whole life. He had never heard her speak so much. ...he probably was way to lucky he thought.. she talks ..she scolds him.. he chuckled.. she goes non stop around him..which is actually totally unlike her.
He snapped out of his thought ...when he heard her call him Maan
Maan ' umm
Geet ' aap college ja sakten ho. I will take care of him
she kissed baby yet again.. rahega na mama saat.. baby smiled kicking his legs & hands
I will do this sem from home.
Waisen bhi I am doing project with u
main ne last sem bhi ghar se kiya tha
Maan ' Geet mujhe tum se kuch
Geet ' Maan wo towel pass karna
he sighed & passed her the towel
she slowly placed the baby in the bath tub after checking the water temperature 10 times..
she slowly splashed the water on him & kept talking..not paying attention to anything that Maan had to say. He just crossed his hand over his chest & kept looking at them.
I am sorry for being gayab..me held up @ work..etc etc
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