Merey apne mere honey ki nishani mangey
PKs characteristic sarcasm.. prevailed as he waited for VV to run to Singapore after being privy to all the details of his travesty he had made of marriage and continues to do so.. his intrinsic hope much like ours.. telling him that the V he so loved wld not do it.. but his recent and past behavior when it came to that woman and his encompassing love.. made his brain think otherwise.. and alas his brain won.. and so did ours..
mein bhatakata hi raha dard ke viraane mein
wakt likhta raha chere pe har pal ka hishab
PK stood there as time's appointed mirror.. showing V his true identity.. of a SELF CONSUMED.. man who did not see ANYTHING.. ANYONE beyond his own nose.. or in this case.. own heart.. but fortunately time has no such subjectivity.. it recounts the lack of deliverance in each human being.. and enlists his/ her karma and pays back when it hurts most..
meri shorat meri diwangi ki nazar hui
pi gayi may ki boltaley meri geeto ki kitab
there was simply no excuse to feign ignorance when reality stood bare staring him in the face.. oh wat a moment when PK said.. HAR ADMI SAMAJHTA HAIN.. HA ye aur baat hain ki samajhna nahi chahta.. the taunts tht D gave their equation for the lack of kasak... the chahat.. that he never had.. the consuming NASHA that made him inebriated to the core of his existance. .at the cost of the one able businessman, a responsible son who promised his mom he wld be fair to D, who promised his dad he wld take care of her and keep her happy.. all washed away in the bottle of love's hypnosis
aaj lauta hoon tu hasne ki ada bhool gaya
yeh sahar bhoola muje mein bhi ishe bhool gaya
It may just be too late when he does attempt to awaken from his eternal hangover.. and come back to the very ppl who shaped him up.. who toiled for him.. who loved him for 29 yrs of his presence.. coz they may not remember him.. heck they cant seem to recognize him already.. esp the way PK reacted to his it wasnt a REAL marriage.. he screamed.. oh so now u want to ADVERTISE it across.. you FEEL no SENSE OF ACCOUNTABILITY for your own action.. and the consequence it brings to everyone around.. most of all to the girl who LIVED as YOUR WIFE in front of the world.. who cares what happened behind your closed doors.. for the world she is DIVORCED by you.. abandoned by you..
mera fan phir muje bazaar mein le aaya hai
yeh vo jagah ke jahan mero vafa bikate hain
baap bikate hain aur lakhte jigar bikate hain
kookh bikati hain dil bikate hain sar bikate hainIn the busy, harsh competitive, demanding and self-serving life.. people lead.. V had never paid heed to few little things that D had done that were strictly NOT REQUIRED for this compromise marriage. .she did NOT have to Compromise with her IDENTITY of a SHAH.. yet she willing inherited the VIRANI name.. for herself.. coz she felt she belonged.. to the domesticity.. to the family.. to the matrimony...
She did make voluntary adjustments in her business aspirations.. coz she put her personal feelings for the very man before her own. .still does.. in spite of having NO RIGHT anymore.. in this very corporate world where everything stands to be traded.. bought and sold.. he never valued or gave a simple thought to the RANGE OF POSSIBILITY.. PROBABILITY.. that she could have taken this marriage as real.. that she could have been in love with him.. in his own words.. just coz someone else did not love him.. did not mean he cldnt love her.. why not exercise tht enlightenment of yours on someone else..
is badalti hui duniya ka khuda koi nahin
saste daamo pe yahan roz khuda bikate hain
In this extremely convenience driven self serving world.. he got not 1, not 2 but 3 OPPORTUNITIES.. to learn about benevolence.. through 3 WOMEN in his life.. one his mother.. who worked to shape his persona.. 2 his so-called wife.. who lived the life of a wife more than any partner would in spite of never been given the right.. and 3 by his own admission the woman he loves.. the only woman who got the benefit of apparently reaching thro to him with her life lessons.. he selectively learnt few of her principles disregarding the rest..
har kharidaar ko bazaar mein bikataa paya
hum kya paayenge kisi ne yahaan kya paayaa
in this fast pacing world.. he may find his happiness momentarily following his fantasy.. but it will only be trivial in the wake of dejection written on the faces of all his loved ones.. which is bound to give him sleepless nights by his lover.. coz conscience is generally stronger than given credit to.. and yrs later when he sits down with the balance sheet of his life.. the balance of credit/loss would just be enormous to equalize it.. the loss of honor.. self-respect.. accountability... identity.. of everything he stood for.. all in the bid to OWN happiness.. riding on the happiness of his mother.. who in all reality would not rid herself of this guilt.. of a father who would despise investing so much hope and energy on his able son.. of a guardian who traded his self-respect for this very kid.. and his tear-filled farewell screaming of disappointment.. Life isnt algebra where both sides can be matched up but an irreversible reaction where one side is consumed.. and one has to take SIDES.. either the forward reaction or the backward reaction
mere apne meri honey ki nishani mangeyA last call to the honorable MAN VV to stand up.. lest we fail to pay our dues in his obituary.. coz if he were to die today or few yrs later.. married to Sabina but lost his roots.. what will his epitaph read
Aina mujhse meri pehli si surat mangey Edited by sonali.19281 - 13 years ago