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Hey All.. my lovely Navyans..I Know everybody is touched with the heart wrenching episode from friday..Most of us can relate to Meeta's pain and hurt..so here i am , with my attempt to portray her inner turmoil and guilt that she is gng thru..she is really shaken up due to that incident, she cannot stop blaming her for what she did and might not be ever able to forget herself either...but she also considers someone else responsible for this sorrowful event..yes she is mad at Anant...she thinks..it is because of him that she has to go thru such tough times with her daughter...and now she wants to stop him..yes anyhow she wants to stop him from coming near navya..coming near her Gudiya...
Ek toofan utha hai dil main;
Khudse shikayat hai, aur narazgi bhi,
Aaj wo gunah kar diya maine;
Jiski maine kabhi kalpana bhi nahi ki thi,
Aankhon ke aasoon shayad rok bhi lungi,
Par iss dil ke dard ko kaise sahungi,
Apni gudiya ke chehre par nahi, dil par ghaav diya hai maine;
Us chot ke nishan hamare rishte se kaise mita paungi,
kyun khud par kaboon nahin kar payi main;
Itni bhi kya naraazgi , itna bhi kya gussa,
Ki maine apni gudiya par hi haath utha diya.
Jab wo gir kar ro rahi thi,
Main bhi to tut kar bikhar gayi thi
Ab tak to Kabhi maine use chot na pohchayi thi,
kabhi usko koi takleef , koi dard bhi na diya tha,
Phir aaj ye maine kya kar diya,
Arre ye to meri gudiya thi,
Meri sabse pyari bachi
Wo gudiya jiske maathe ki ek shikanj se meri neend ud jaati,
Chot use lagti, par us dard ko main seh jati,
Uski choti se choti pareshani, se darr si jati
Har takleef use chune se pehle, mujhse hokar guzarti,
Meri bahoon main hi to sabse zyada mehfus mehsoos karti,
Mere seene se lagakr hi to wo apne saare gum bhulti
Aur aaj khud maine hi, us pyar ko jhulsa diya,
Beti ko sambhalne ki jagah, maine use aur bhi sehma diya,
Maana galti kari hai usne, mujhe chot bhi pahonchayi hai,
Par chot ke badle chot dena, ye to meri aadat na thi,
Hum dono waise hi kash ma kash se guzar rahe the,
Ek anchahe mod par aakar kadhi hai hamari zindagi,
Anjanne fasle bhi, bina ijazat hamare bich aagaye hai,
Aur aaj maine khud un dooriyon ko aur zyada badha diya..
Uska mujh tak pahunchne ka raasta, aur bhi mushkil bana diya
Meri is galti ke liye main khud ko kabhi maaf na karungi,
Jo jillat maine khud ko aur meri gudiya ko di hai, use kabhi na bhula paungi
Khud se to bahot khafa hun main,
Lekin khud se jyada mujhe us ladke se shikayat hai,
Usi ki wajah se hamare rishte main itni kadvahat aagayi hai,
Usi ne meri gudiya ko mujhse door kiya hai,
Isse pehle ki main apni gudiya ko kho du
Mujhe us ladke ko rokna hoga,
Darakar, Dhamkakar , kisi bhi haal main,
Mujhe use meri gudiya se door karna hi hoga...
I hope i have been able to justify meeta's emotions..
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