Dearest mama,
A very good morning to you. How are you mama? I hope you're done with your morning sickness. I understand that you feel weak and you cannot even stand the smell of food, but i am thankful to you, that you bore all this only for me.
Mama, Today i have become twenty weeks old and only six ounces heavy. And today i would like to tell you something. Mama , i have grown tall, almost five inches. Isn't that great? And i have lovely big black eyes, just like daddy. And i can somersault, i can move my tongue, i can squint to close out light, can frown, can swallow... isn't that cool?
Mama, my heart is also well formed. My arteries and coronary vessels are working normally and blood circulates to all my body parts. My heart beats 120 times every minute. All my blood cells are formed so well. God is so great na? he has formed all my parts so well even before i am born.
Mama, my vocal chords are also well formed and i can even cry, although silently. My brain is also completely formed and i can feel the pain too. Mama did you know that i can feel the taste of the food that you eat? I must say that the food tastes good. And by now, i have fine eyelashes and eyebrows. I was bald till now, but today there is hair growth on my head.
And now the main part. Mama i am a girl. I have beautiful fingernails and even my fingerprints have been formed. I am able to blink properly, but right now i will have to close my eyes, since the nerves of my eyes have to be well protected. I will open my eyes when i become seven months old.
But mama, why did everyone change their face when they came to know that i am a girl? Why did daddy, granny and grandpa ask you to get rid of me? Don't do it mama. I am really scared. Don't you get hurt when something pricks you? Won't it hurt you when i get hurt?
Mama, please don't give into what others are saying. Just place your hands on your belly and close your eyes. Mama, you will feel my movement. I know you are not stone-hearted to kill me within you.
I have heard that the murderer, whom you all call doctor and go for abortions, uses some knife to scrape out young babies into tiny pieces. He uses some forceps to crush me into pieces so that i can be dismembered and removed. i am already getting scared.
Mama, how can such cruel people be at peace after committing a murder? Just because a baby has not yet been born, does it mean that there is no value for its life? Mama, i hope you won't listen to others and kill me. I promise to never trouble you, never ever, but please let me see the light of this world. don't let me die mama God has given me to you to take care of me mama. I am your gift sent from the one above. Don't just refuse to accept me. i hope you will have mercy on me and let me live. I can only count on you, mama. i can only trust you. Hopefully i see you soon.
Yours loving
Unborn daughter
Shiv Shakti
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