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Guys I wanted to write an OS based on one dream I had in the morning and also in that old song:) I duno I love the song a lotđł I want to keep the same feel.
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Rahul: The early 40 year old guy - married to Jenny, no kids
Muskaan: The late 30s year old lady - the successful businesswoman - adopted a child,now twelve year old Rahul, but not married.
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Dear Muskaan
I need to fly away to my hometown as my mother is seriously ill and dad is not in a good condition either for him to take care of mum. I really wish to take you with me as well but as you know that I am still working for me to save over to build a home for us first. I do not want to go to ask your hands when I am nothing but a twenty-five year old engineer who shares his room with some boys and he does not even have a place to keep the lady he loves except in his heart. I know that life is not made up with romantic ideas and we need to keep our heart and feet on the ground in order to fulfil what we have to. I love you Muskaan. My heart is tearing out for me to leave you all a sudden but I know you will understand me. In the faith of your love I am keeping myself warm for me to take care of my parents.In the name of our love, I wish to gift you this little pendant. I did not have time to buy the necklace. So many things seemed to be due between us and I promise you that I will talk about you with my parents when I see the opportunity. How I wish that I could have told you earlier on and how I wish you could give me a hug before I left. Yet the workloads were so much that I managed to write to you on the train and on the way to the airport. I am going on emergency call. As soon I get there I will mail you but this one I prefered to send you as a letter. Like you see I feel to pour my heart in this letter but anyway . . . . . .
A man that loves you more than his worship
Rahul
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18 years ago was the letter that Rahul sent to a girl he loved immersely. A girl whom he wanted to spend his life with but due to the circumstance then everything faded except the beat he had for her. He felt he betrayed the girl as she mailed him in response of that letter he sent to her something that his mind can still remember vividly:
Hello my sweet darling
Take care of yourself and mummyji and daddyji. I will wait for you as we have the entire life to spend with. I wish I would have been your wife already, I wanted to take care of your parents like I took care of mine. I will pray for them and I love you sweet Rahul. I understood that you will be busy but I know that you will think of me. I will wait for you my sweet babe.
Knock Knock Knock,the girl who is madly in love with you is at the door of your heart, can she shelter in:)
Muskiii
Her cheerful bubbly understanding and sweet nature attracted him as a magnet. She was the one that he can laid his head on her lap and get the warmth that he needed to continue the struggle he was determined to ameliorate before asking her hand.
What happened then? Why could not he fulfil his promise to Muskaan? Why did his adored parents' last wish was to marry Jenny, his childhood friend who stayed in the same roof as him as she was orphan. Jenny was his good friend, she is a nice girl but he could not think of her as he loved Muskaan. He felt a guilt in him - that of leaving someone waiting for him to return when he has already moved on in his life. He could not give his wife also the pleasure that a husband credits his wife. He felt he has been betrayed by life or rather by his own character.If only he acted on what he wanted 18 years ago, things would have been different,would not it be?
It has been 18 years of marriage now but he knew like Jenny that this wedding was more friendship living rather than a real husband and wife. He said to Jenny before he got married to her that he loves Muskaan and still Jenny accepted him as his husband. Perhaps because it was the dream of every girl getting married but then what about Muskaan?
''Rahul, I would like to get three kids:1 twin: 2girls and a boy. There name will be Aarohi, Amithi and Abhinav,'' are the vivid chirpy memories that still echoed in Rahul's mind.
His heart felt the sweet bitter pain upon this thought. He got twice promotion in his job in these 18 years and he bought a flat in which he lived. After being married,he did not have guts to face Muskaan. When he mustered the courage,it was a decade ago and by then Muskaan has already moved on from Gurgaon. Ofcourse she did not mail him as well and why was he expecting a mail when he was the one who never turned up. He felt he has screwed his life by his own hand because he could not be either a father as he could not see Jenny more than a friend.
Routines in their lives were on the bringe to create boredom in Rahul and Jenny. Jenny as a housewife is a perfect lady any man will dream to have as a wife. He could not cherish her because he was not the man she deserved to be. He felt to be over the years weak and frustrated. The only good thing was that he did not vent his frustration to Jenny but he breathed it in as cigars. He did not want to give Jenny a divorce because no one would take care of her which made him sustained the wedding. They usually have their long chats and they usually have their couple moments as well but the love factor was missing from Rahul to Jenny. Jenny who was really younger compared to Muskaan,with a seven years gap between them made her more respect her husband rather than complaining the bad husband she got. T
This year on her 35th birthday,first time in their wedding life, she actually asked him if he could bring her to Vishnuprayag in Uttarakhand. Being religious and fervent devotee of the Lords,Jenny wanted to thank for her peaceful life she is leading when she thought all her doors have been closed. She knew that Rahul still loved Muskaan but she has faith that one day he would realised that the past has bygone and accepted her completely as a wife. She wanted to be a mother like all her friends but she adored Rahul to the extent that she preferred him to have the say. She was happy that Rahul did not object on the 12 hour trip.
They decided to make their way on car in one and half day journey and they will take rest on the second day and the third day they will go for the famous place in that beautiful pious feel atmosphere. The wind breeze they both enjoyed and the beautiful scenery they both being passionate amateur photographer enjoyed clicked on were brilliant. It was first time they actually went for a holiday. They did not have honeymoon as the circumstances that cropped for their wedding left both of them a weird feeling rather than to be happy on their sort. Rahul was enjoying the change in the atmosphere. Suddenly a thought striked to him about about pouring his deepest wish here and if Jenny belief is true,his wish must fulfilled by all sort.He looked concern.
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Somewhere in Bandra
''Mom, should we really go to this Uttarakhand,I will miss the polo match with Arjun and Abhinav and others.'' said the young twelve year old Rahul.
''Beto,don't be so fussy,sweetheart, you will enjoy to see the other side of India. Also our construction company are uprgading the road and pavements, so I will need to go and see my employees,I need to make sure on their hygiene and health and safety. Afterall employees of MuskiRa contruction co lt should keep its reputation of treating their employees as a fanily member.'' said the thirty nine year old Muskaan, with her traits still the same but just that some sign of grey hair in the front and a slightly wrinkled frown.
''Okay moms, I love you'' replied cheerfully Rahul
''You are my love too,Rahul''
''at what time we are going mom?''
''we are going today by train in the evening. make sure to have pack your camera.as for me i have taken the work schedules and those things that we will need.it will be a fun week beto''
Rahul smiled. Rahul was the adopted son of Muskaan and he knew about it. Muskaan who is now a renowned business woman in her city that she came in a decade ago,she gradually built her name and the reputation of the company. Rahul was the son of two of his employees, husband and wife who had an accident on the way home from work by a careless truck driver. Rahul does not not remember his real name. He was two when the incident happened.
This is when Muskaan also realised that her waiting for Rahul,her love, is to be ceased and to take care of this child as if it is hers. She decided to live for this angel now. Yet she was not angry to her lover. She is still sure something happened in the circumstances for him not to turn up. They were in a relationship for three years and if Rahul had to cheat on her, there would have been other reasons. She graced the love of this man because the moment of waiting actually changed her future completely. She began to realise her entrepreneurial flair and ventured in it. Now being the owner of a construction company and the owner of a logistic distribution,she felt that it is enough for her to earn a living and to take care of young Rahul and of her employees. Despite that she is not longer the fun loving girl she was and she had a voidness in her but she is able to face it with high spirits.
Muskaan believes to live the moments and despite it seemed she could not move on from the love interest, the truth is she has actually progressed.
Off to go,mother and son are heading to Uttarakhand.
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Part 2- after this post, continued on page 6-9 and part 3 is on page 10
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