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This episode was Gulaal centric - in the sense, how her life has changed, and where and what she lost and what does the future hold, i did say few days ago a foundation for Gulaal has been laid down and is laying down as we saw today, getting maybe the chulbhul Gulaal back, and that too by Kesar
Reva and Talli said the same thing about Gulaal and so on that she thinks of everyone but herself - when will she start do to that, and she has no one in the sense to take care of her needs... and how she use to be when she was little and so on, Gulaal was a vivacious woman before, and you see now - its like no one can recognise her
I dont know why i found this episode, emotional maybe because i am in emotional mood (kya ho raha mujhe 😕)
For Gulaal -
Woh Jaane Kahan Gum Ho Gayi Phir Na Mili
Jo Phoolon Si Thi Rus Hi Gayi Phir Na Khili...
Jo Phoolon Si Thi Rus Hi Gayi Phir Na Khili...
Motabha and Gulaal's scene touched me - (i know she tried to walk away not knowing how MB really would be towards her after how he has been, she kept that in sight of her) , i have always like their relation, to me they are so seem father and daughter, then FIL and DIL - Gulaal's been more a daughter then a DIL and more it felt so after Vasant went away, and Gulaal had become so precious to him (they kinda remind me of AB and Rani in Baabul), and its true what MB says this house is what it is coz of her, but what it will become after 3 months is something else
As for Gulaal, i can see why and understand why she says she has given up thinking far ahead, whenever she dares to see the future, fate turns around and gives her a slap - and that has happened when Vasant was cruelly snatched away from her and she fought with herself and so on, and then this deeyarvatu, then the promise of Talli, and Kesar's love for her and so on... and also i really do believe that more so she doesnt quite want to think about what her life will be like after 3 months, either its too scary to think about and also she will decide when the time comes, isnt that human instinct with the future and we will think about it when the time comes.
Motabha knows he cant do nothing about it, what right can he stop Gulaal from leaving, what relation, and he also doesnt want to see Gulaal being here in a way if doesnt want to, and she cant even be called Vasant's widow, coz she isnt more so now... i think MB's heart is so full worry and his heartbreaking...
I loved how Motabha showed his gratitude in what they did and give him some joy and Gulaal mentioning it was Kesar's idea... he was the one who came up with it, whilst she gave him her saath - That Saath is what Kesar so sees his strength and so on
All in all i loved that Kesar saw this scene between MB and Gulaal, however he heard
Another thing, the scene between MB and Kesar spoke so much, in what Kesar, how Kesar said, i so agree with Kesar, that Gulaal has done alot for his house, alot and everything she is and everything she has been was for this house - how can they ever repay that, they know but like Kesar says he wants bring her so much happiness they can atleast do that for her and what he plans to do, his understanding of his father and Gulaal was beautiful, and for a moment i think MB was surprised that is this the Kesar he knows, and how his talks make his so grown up, and i think he was going to say Kesar just reminded him of Vasant there , exactly how Vasant ki baatein use to be 😳 - Not sure, but i felt it was as he was reminded of Vasant and how he was - does anybody else think so ?
You got to feel proud of Kesar... the way he is handling things - the way he is giving reassurance to everything, knowing full well this dosti means so much to him and also to Gulaal, coz the way she is right now, for him it means alot - coz his main aim is to bring her every happiness and give her happiness... and maybe also to bring that Gulaal back that is so lost (which i got a hint from the Poonambha scene and talking about Gulaal's childhood and how she was), and like he says these 3 months he is gonna fill it with happiness for her and even after that whenever she will be he will make sure nothing will harm her, even Poonambha is proud of him - the way he talks about Gulaal and the happiness that a mother wants to see for her daughter, like Poonambha says she hopes Gulaal too could see the love Kesar has for, what i liked most was Kesar's answer - right now he isnt too concerned with that and doesnt feel bad for it, he isnt hurting that she doesnt (but yes i still say pain resides in him, but it isnt aching as much) and to me he values the friendship they have now... and the fact that Gulaal is happy on recieving his friendship
The Kesar i see today, is the one that knows Love, the depth and meaning of love - and you can see him and how he talks and what he says - This is love, this is selfless love, this is unconditonal love
Nazaar Andaaz - thats what i would call Gulaal today, the same word she used for Talli lol, but very apt for Gulaal as well, with Talli and with Reva and maybe also with MB, in what ppl are telling her about herself
Talli and Gulaal's scene, i guess most of us was waiting for that, in the sense how Talli will be... but the Talli i have seen after the marriage fiasco in the way she seeked Gulaal, talked about Gulaal, and saw her pain and so on - this is the Talli i saw even with the pain she has inside.
She knows more then anyone what Gulaal did for her, and it wasnt a false promise - she knows this, she understands this and like she says who knew what kismat would bring (even though yes we know the marriage rasams went ahead, both KG were wrong and they know, coz they acknowledged it) - but yes, i dont think Talli is ready to go back to the usual Talli just yet, just like Gulaal says i know you are hurting, and yes i have been so into my problems that she hadnt had time for Talli, but what Gulaal asks today wasnt forgiveness as such, coz even Gulaal knows what she has done and see she only blames herself for it no one else, she asked Talli will she ever forgive her... she didnt say pls forgive me or have you... i liked that that she only asked will she ever be able to and Talli in words well didnt say yes or no, but like usually gets Gulaal, and asks her what does she think of Talli etc
Ke Waqt se pehle aur kismat se zyada kisiko kuch nahin milta - i so agree with Talli's line here
Again i see significance in what Talli says who knows what the future will bring and what is in our kismat and the crucial questions which i find Talli delibrately asked 'Dont you wish to have someone to walk beside you' (i remember the mandir scene - both KG walking together) 'How long will she live a lonely life' 'to have someone's love' (i think in a way Talli asked this question delibrately and also for Kesar in a way) and again i saw a glimpse of longing in Gulaal, till she broke and made her excuse i guess that i love, i have the love of all the family, what else do i need - i swear this woman breaks my heart
I am not gonna say much on Gulaal oh so Kesar will know the meaning of your love Talli and so on... which again Gulaal is still holding onto that after 3 months these two can probably come together, but what was interesting is Talli even Talli was surprised at what Gulaal was saying, and good thing was she i think in a way broke all that hope and whatever Gulaal is thinking about that... that she is caring so much for her (Talli), that Gulaal is giving her and herself hope that this could happen... but like Talli says she doesnt want to live with a false dream anymore - no matter how Talli is, i do see well i hope it continues that she knows where she stands and knows her predicament, but also sees her and Kesar might just not be... but it doesnt lessen the hurt does it
I do agree that when Talli says whatever happened was no one fault but it was made by fate, and well i do agree with this, everything that has come ahead and has done, fate/destiny has played a big role, from the very start of this show with Gulaal... to what it has got to this point
Though i will say that i didnt think Gulaal was that much convincing when she says Kesar has lagao towards her, interesting that she didnt say that his lagao will go away (just she said few weeks back), i am pretty sure deep down inside of her, she knows its just not lagao and so much more is there -subconciously knows
Looks like they are sharing a room judging by the scene we got of them in the bedroom, Kesar drying his wet hair and her folding away a blanket i guess, and both unknownly walk to the same place, the cupboard, and hand touch and yes Gulaal gets conscious and takes it away - natural instinct and its Gulaal, i felt Kesar wanted to say something more after just asking for his roomal
Reva again makes references or maybe purposelly for Kesar to hear (and for Kesar to do something) that no one takes care of Gulaal and whether she eats or not, did i see a look of dispprove and concern look on Kesar, but kinda soften when Reva mentions that Gulaal cooks just amount of food her and Kesar like and none for her and never for what she likes and well Sudha just cooks her abit now. Why isnt Gulaal begs the question, always looking out for other ppl and thinking of them and never herself...
What i liked was how Kesar made her eat it, no words just Eat Gulaal but just held the plate up and twice near, and saying silently eat it, and Gulaal wipes a tear and Gulaal hesitately takes it though she had to before look at Reva for reassurance or confidence or something... i like how Gulaal turns her head when Kesar approached them, probably not wanting to see her tears or see that Kesar will do something, what was nice that on Kesar saying she had her food... its these little things that matter and who said it and so on and showing to her that Kesar cares for her, and also i found that Kesar bringing the plate up again meant that he will have to be patient with Gulaal until she gives herself in taking anything he offers, thats how i saw the plate scene - i kinda found it alttle significant
Seeing Gulaal eat - it was like watching a little girl eating her food with someone lovingingly watching on
Reva also mentioned that lately Gulaal is not like before, not entirely back - and that this her house and she needs to setttle in it, more significant was when Reva said, if she keeps letting things go from her hand, then one day nothing will remain and that she has to start thinking of herself - and that i think is a warning i felt coming through on-screen, one day she will lose alot if she keeps letting things ago and be alone more then ever
Another statement by Reva got across#
You i know ppl care for Gulaal - Talli, Reva and Kesar.. and today we saw it as Reva is pressing on and then Kesar saying eat it... i think it filled Gulaal up that seeing ppl care... these little things and gestures matter and are heartwarming, little gestures but they mean alot
Childhood Gulaal
It felt so nice hearing about her childhood, i felt like Kesar - seeing Gulaal and her childhood pics and how she was, with her pigtails and her have a doll called Champa - i burst out laughing with that name, was rather cute... even Kesar was stunned 😆, i so want Kesar to tease and bring back memories of the past and how she was before, the before Gulaal i knew when the show started was vivacious, mischievious, so happy and carefree
Gulaal's childhoo pic had two friends, did we get a hint that we might see them, Kesar could maybe track them down and get them and Gulaal together and so on
This is could also be good for KG as such, progressing not them but also Gulaal - and her friends also seeing what kind of guy Kesar is and so on...
Poonambha talking about her daughter, your heart does go to her when seeing her daughter today so lost - the Gulaal she knew all her life in the past, to the Gulaal now and what sort of life she has had in a sense, widowed at such a young age and gone through so much - that Gulaal who was once full of life, rather doesnt exist anymore - heartbreaking, and you so saw so much love in Poonambha's eyes that she wishes one day that she could her daughter like that one day
As i said earlier this was more of a Gulaal episode - and what she has lost, and what she should gain, and what she should see and open her heart to... i will again mention that what Kesar said to her on monday... where is that woman and the things a woman should desire, love, and have dreams - this can still happen, and it can only be done by Gulaal in feeling it and naturally emerging some feelings and emotions around it and seeing beyond Kesar as who he is and could be more... Gulaal journey i say has started... wil be slow and should be slow and yes i dont think she will make it easy for herself as well
Kesar is on his way of evolving... (today he makes you feel so much, the way he is and what he thinks and what he will do) and he needed that in getting Gulaal's pov totally and the woman in her.. and how he sees today what matters to him, is her happiness for Gulaal her journey as i said is started and these months will be that... and also i find KG will also evolve as well, esp with how they are now... which is great starting point, these 3 months will have to bring in some changes
Kesar with getting to know more of Gulaal's past in how she was - what she liked and the childhood is a good start (its like starting from scrath in a way) and so on like the doll thing today, can bring little happiness to her so on in doing something around that, and also taking care of her as well... coz Gulaal does need to taking care of - she does need TLC, in a way she hasnt had that for years
In a way i think it has finally taken away the Kesar-Talli mantra now hopefully... and the fact what Talli said that its no point giving each other this dilasa when they both know it aint gonna happen... i think that a point gotten across
Today both KG said similar on the lines, that they arent thinking about the 3 months or what will happen after (both have different thoughts on that and why), all Kesar wants is too fill her life with happiness and getting Gulaal back somehow... whilst Gulaal has stopped thinking about the future.
PRECAP - Talli kinda begging Sudha, to get her married to any of her choice of guys - Sudha is surprised and Gulaal is shocked...
The amount of times i hear marriage word on this show is unbelievable 😆😆😆😆
Talli it seems either wants to totally get out of KG's way (or just wants to go away herself), so in the sense Gulaal start seeing the things she can have, but with Gulaal worrying for Talli and still on the KT thing which i found was only minor today but good thing Talli broke it and made all the stops to getting Gulaal ahead of that, coz even deep down Gulaal knew she was just wishing that it could be, even she knows it just wont be anymore of KT at all, - like Talli says Gulaal is giving herself and Talli a mini dilasa
Talli ko shaadi karni hai, JK ko D ki shaadi karni hai - i know i know, ppl are gonna say DULLI get together, its the perfect solution 😉 😆😆😆
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